Chapter 37

Sian pov

Today's judgment day. "O god I wish I was back with Sophie in the apartment" I thought as his office door opened.

"Come in Sian" Dr W said as I smiled shyly.

"Hi" I said quietly.

"Hello, how are you doing today" he smiled as he gestured for me to sit down.

"Yeah I'm fine" I smiled.

"All right I'll get straight to business, do you have your evaluation form with you" he said as I nodded and gave the list to him.

"Right. I see you had a panic attack on the last one" he stated as I nodded and looked down.

"Nothing to be ashamed of, most patients that suffer from your decease have one on their first time out" he stated as I nodded.

"Well can you tell me what triggered it, tell me what happened" he asked as I nodded and told him the whole story.

"Right, well I'll upper your dose and we'll see if it happens again next time" he said as frowned.

"But I thought…" I moaned.

"I'm sorry Sian I know how much you wanted to cut down and eventually get rid of the medication, but right now you need it" he stated as sulked in my chair.

…

"Hey stranger" I said to Kathy as she turned around quickly and greeted me with a smile.

"Hi" she said as she embraced me in a hug.

"What the fuck are you doing here" she asked as she got out of the embrace.

"Thanks Kathes I missed you too" I smirked.

"You know what I mean" she stated as we both sat down.

"I had an appointment in the bear pit today" I stated as she nodded.

"Oh right. So what's it like in the real world" she smiled.

"Yeah it's great" I said.

"Yeah I bet it is, I bet you and Sophie haven't been able to keep your hands off each other. You probably going at it like rabbits" she sniggered as I laughed.

"Not exactly" I said quietly.

"You two aren't fighting again are you, I swear one week without my expertise and wisdom and you're already at each other's throats" she smirked.

"Rabbit were not fighting all right" I smiled.

"Then what" she pushed as I sighed.

"Well we have this stupid bet that keeps us from having sex or any kind of sexual contact" I sulked.

"Meaning what exactly" she asked as she narrowed her eyes.

"Meaning no kissing, no shagging no whatsoever" I stated.

"What kind of stupid bet is that, tell me whose brainwave was it" she laughed.

"Well at first it was Sophie's because I teased her and …. then I thought to could play at that game so…" I smirked. "But now I just wanna ughhhhh rip her close off and…." I started moaning.

"Okay okay I don't need to know the details" she whined.

"Sorry" I sulked.

"So what you just withhold on sex and then what" she asked.

"The first that's caves has to grant the other a wish…. Any kind of wish" I sniggered

"So…. Play dirty then" she said.

"That's what I'm trying to do, but it's not working, I mean the girl is head strong" I stated.

"Okay…. how about this…. I suppose she finds you the sexiest when you're having sex right" she said slowly as I suddenly felt self-conscious.

"Yeah" I said feeling embarrassed talking to Kathy about this.

"Well then do that" she sniggered.

"How do you mean? How do I have sex without her" I asked confused.

"Uhh ever heard of the song 'I touched myself" she smirked as I widened my eyes feeling even more embarrassed.

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Sophie pov

"You rang" I huffed walking into my mother's kitchen.

"Can you drop the attitude" she uttered.

"As soon as you drop the homophobic one" I sniggered.

"All right all right, I just want you to be happy you know. And if you choose this lifestyle….then fine" she said. She looked like she was gonna choke.

"It's not something you choose mum" I sighed.

"Look I'm trying here okay" she mumbled.

"O yeah you're really making an effort" I snorted.

"Sophie please…. Look I'll invite you and …. Your girlfriend and Chesney and Matty for dinner next week" she pleaded.

"Her name's Sian and okay, if you behave" I uttered.

"I will…. I'll try I promise" she pleaded with her eyes.

"Okay" I smiled as I looked at the clock, "Sian will be home by now, still don't get why she insisted I didn't come and pick her up" I thought

"Look mum I have to go, tell Rosie I said hi okay" I muttered as I walked to the bus stop and rushed home.

…

When I entered the apartment it looked empty. "Guess she's not home yet" I sighed as I put my keys on the counter. I wanted to go and sit down on the couch when I heard muffled moans coming out of the bedroom. I frowned and quickly headed towards my room.

I opened the door and saw Sian moaning, she looked flustered and sweaty. Her gaze met mine as I smiled.

"Hey your home" I said as I saw her moving her hand below her body. When I realized she was rubbing her hand against her centre I widened my eyes.

"Sian what are you doing" I breathed as she stopped for a minute.

"Well if you won't give me any I just have to satisfy myself" she said as she trusted her fingers into her folds and moaned. I felt myself getting more turned on, hot and wet at the same time by every second that past. My throat went dry when she arched her back.

"Sian stop" I said as I was panting now. Fuck she looked so hot I couldn't take it anymore, I rushed by her side and pulled her fingers out of herself.

"Stop" I whispered.

"But Soph I'm getting cold down there" she moaned as her fingers were heading back to her centre but I stopped her again pushing my own fingers into her. She moaned loudly. "Fuck it" I thougth

"Soph" she whimpered as I climbed on top of her.

"Fuck you're sexy" I said as I kissed her passionately quickening my pace. I curled my fingers as I felt her getting more and more wet. I was bringing her up and down. I wanted to make her as wet as I could.

"Soph stop teasing me" she moaned as I added a finger and rubbed my thumb against her clit. She groaned as my tong came in contact with her nipple. She put her hands in my hair and pulled me in for another kiss as felt her tightening around my fingers. I circled her clit more violently as she came, moaning in my mouth. I pulled my fingers out of her as her panting slowed down.

"I missed you so much" she said as she kissed me on the lips. She snuggled into me as I wrapped my arms around her naked body.

"You lost" she sniggered.

"Only because you played the dirtiest as you could" I stated as she kissed my neck, turning me on again. I chuckled.

"Ughh I don't even care anymore I just want you" I said kissing her forcefully.

"Take your clothes off" she mumbled against my lips as I got off the bed. She started frowning.

"What are you…." She started saying but stopped as I started stripping in front of her. I took off every single piece of clothing as slowly as I could. Her eyes grew darker by the minute as I only had my knickers left.

"You done" she smirked as walked forward and nodded. I stood in front of her as she was still sitting on the bed, her eyes at the level of my knickers. She started kissing under my bellybutton as she grabbed my ass and pulled me closer. She quickly discarded me of my knickers and pulled me onto her lap. She started to kiss my lips and travelled to my neck. I let out a small moan as she sucked on a sensitive spot. If felt her naked breast against mine, her center pushing against mine. I was getting so wet.

She pinned me to the bed and started kissing her way down until she finally reached her destination. She let her tong roam through my wet folds, sucking up all my juice and found my clit as she put both of my legs on her shoulders.

"Babe…" I shrieked as she started circling her tong around my clit. I put my hands on her head trying to increase the pressure. I arched my back as she pushed two fingers into me.

"FUCKING… Jesus fukity…." I moaned as she quickened the pace of her tong and fingers.

"Sian I think I'm gonna…" I said as replaced her tong with her thumb and met my eyes.

"You're gonna do what Sophie" she smirked as she slowed down her pace.

"Don't stop" I panted grabbing onto her shoulders.

"Say it" she whispered in my air as she quickened her pace again and curled her fingers pushing me over the edge.

"Cooooomeeee" I moaned as I came all over her fingers. She kept her fingers inside of me just a little longer after I came down from my high.

"Fuck" I muttered as she dropped next to me. She kissed my neck as I wrapped my arms around her.

"You still have to grant me my wish" she chuckled.

"It was so worth it" I said as I was still panting. "I would've done anything for you anyways if you asked me" I sniggered as I kissed her gently.

"Me too" she chuckled.

"I love you" I smiled as she pulled me on top of her.

"I love you too" she said as she kissed me again I pulled me into round two.

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Sian pov

"Fuck I'm exhausted. I don't think I've come this many times in one afternoon" I breathed as I laid my head on her chest.

"This was amazing" She breathed. "Sian" she said carefully.

"Yeah" I smiled.

"Chesney will be home in like 10 minutes or so. So maybe we should get dressed" she said as I started pouting. "Come on babe don't pull that face, besides I don't think my body has in it to do another…. 14 rounds on an empty stomach" she smirked.

"Okay" I pouted as I got out of bed.

"I'll make it up to you later" she smirked as I couldn't help but smile at the thought.

….

"Here you go babe" she said as she handed me my plate and kissed me on the lips.

"Well I see one of you has lost the bet" Chesney smirked as Sophie raised her hand.

"I knew it would be you" he sniggered.

"O well thanks Ches" she said trying to act shocked.

"O well it was fun while it lasted" he said as we both frowned.

"Fun? I never wanna do that again in my life" I huffed as Sophie kissed my cheeck.

"Not fun for you, fun for me" she stated as my confusion grew even bigger.

"What" Sophie asked him.

"I could finally sleep without hearing moans coming from your bedroom" he smirked as I widened my eyes. "I mean I know Sophie's vocal, but jeez can you at least try to muffle it a bit" he stated as he and Sophie started laughing at me.

"He's only trying to wind you up" she said as she kissed my cheek. "As if you would know that I'm vocal" she smirked at him.

"Oh I know plenty" he laughed as I tried to put up a smile. I knew nothing was going on between them, but just the thought that something was once made me boil with jealousy.

…

"You okay honey" Sophie asked me as I got under the bed covers.

"Yeah I'm fine" I mumbled.

"You don't seem like it" she replied as sighed and looked at her.

"What? What's wrong" she asked as I sighed again.

"Just what Chesney said made me a bit…. You know" I replied as I started playing with my fingernails.

"I'm not following you what did he say to you, I swear if he said anything that upset you I will…" she started to kick off.

"No no, well yeah but not on purpose I suppose" I said quietly.

"I'm still not following you babe" she said as she lifted my chin.

"It's just the thought of you two….. I never really thought about it, I mean I knew it was there but I didn't really think of it till tonight. I'm just scared that you might wanna go back to him and…" I rambled as she interrupted me.

"Sian, fuck don't even think that. I'm 100% gay okay?" she said tenderly.

"Then why sleep with him" I asked, I knew I might be crossing a line but I needed to know.

"Because I was drunk and confused. I thought the confusion of my sexuality would go away if I shagged a guy. I was really drunk and so was he and it just happened. That was also the only time it happened." She explained as I felt relieved and smiled.

"Really" I muttered.

"Yeah, I love him, I mean he's my best friend, but I like tits and fanny" she sniggered as I couldn't help but smirk

"I'm sorry for being silly" I said as I hugged her resting my head on her shoulder.

"I love you and only you okay" she said as I nodded against her shoulder.

"I love you too….. now…. Weren't you supposed to be making it up to me by now" I sniggered as she nodded and kissed me gently pushing me down onto the bed.