Chapter 38

Sian pov

"Ches has he had his breakfast yet" Sophie yelled. Fuck sakes this was a hectic morning, why why why did we forget to put on that alarm clock. Thankfully my job interview is only in 2 hours.

"Oh fucking hell" Sophie moaned as she dropped a plate as Matty started crying. "Oh god" she muttered as she closed her eyes.

"Chesney can you get him, I'm…." she said to him but he was already heading for the door.

"Sorry Soph gotta be at work in 10" he said as she sighed and picked him up. Just as Ches left Rosie entered the doorway.

"Sian could you clean up the mess while calm him down a bit" she pleaded as I smiled and nodded. As Rosie approached us I saw her eyes were puffy. I furrowed my brows.

"Where's Sophie" she asked me.

"In Matty's room…. are you okay" I asked as she shook her head.

"Hey" Rosie said as Sophie just came out of Matty's room with him in her arms.

"Hey what you doing here" she said casually as she passed her to go to the kitchen.

"Well I kind of wanted to talk to you about something" she said. Her voice was shaky.

"Okay well what it is it" she said as she was preparing Matty's bag.

"Well you see the thing is…. I … I" Rosie stuttered.

"Oh shit, where's his bottle" she said as she stormed back to the room. Rosie sighed deeply and looked at me.

"Soph… could you just hold on a minute" she stammered as she tried to hold on to Sophie's hand. Sophie was so caught up in the chaos; she didn't notice that her sister was on the verge of tears.

"O for god sakes I can't find anything in this place" Sophie huffed as she started looking for something.

"Sophie will you just hold on…." She pleaded, but Sophie was in her own world right now I wanted grab Sophie tell her to stop and listen but Rosie beat me to it.

"Sophie will you just listen for a second" she snapped at her sister as Sophie looked up and sighed.

"Look whatever it is can it wait, it's really hectic right now" she moaned.

"Yeah I can see that but something happened." She started saying as Sophie interrupted her.

"Ugh Rosie I don't have time for your drama's right now" she huffed.

"Fine, last time I come to you" she snarled as a tear fell down her cheek and she started storming out of the apartment. Rosie's outburst caused Sophie to snap out of what she was doing. She sighed as I looked at her.

"Fuck" she muttered "Rosie wait, I'm sorry tell me!" Sophie yelled after her, but it was no use she was already gone. I pursed my lips and looked at her.

"I know, I know I'm going after her" she said as took her keys and started to make her way over to me.

"Babe can you watch him, till I sort this out" she said as she gestured me to take Matty. I started panicking.

"Can't you just put him in his cot" I asked.

"Sian please, I don't have time for this" she pleaded. I hesitated and took him in my arms.

"Soph I don't know how to do this….. What if he cries… what if…?" I started rambling.

"Look just do what you think is right and if he starts crying try to sooth him okay" she said as she kissed my cheek.

His eyes were following Sophie. "Okay this is good, I can do this" I thought. "Or not" I thought as he started crying when Sophie walked out of the door.

"Momaa….aaaaaa" he cried.

"Fuck fuck, SHIT I just swore in front of him" I rambled. I really started panicking as his crying became louder.

"Shhhhh Matty …. Please stop crying Soph… your mum is going to be back" I tried soothing him but it didn't work.

"What do I do…." I started pacing still trying to sooth him, as my eye caught the stereo that was sitting on the closet. I looked at the stereo and back at Matty who was screaming his longs out.

"Okay its worth a try, used to work for me when I was little" I mumbled.

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Sophie pov

"Rosie" I yelled after her as she was getting in her car. I stopped her from moving and opened the car door. "Can I come in" I smiled.

"Do whatever you like" she huffed as I sighed.

"I'm sorry about before, my head's just all over the place this morning" I sighed.

"Yeah I noticed" she uttered.

"Look what did you want to talk about" I asked her as she turned her gaze to me.

"Have you been crying" I asked as she snorted.

"Well at last she notices" she snapped.

"I'm sorry okay, tell me what happened" I asked her as she paused.

"I broke up with Jason" she sniffed.

"What? why?" I said shocked.

"It just wasn't working. I know it was me who ended it, but it still hurts" she cried as I wrapped my arms around.

"I'm sorry sis" I said as I hugged her tight.

…..

I felt exhausted as I entered the hallway. "Thank god Joe bought it when I called in sick" I thought as I was remembering my conversation with Rosie and sighed. As my thoughts were overflowing with Rosie I forgot about Sian. "Shit, she was panicking and I just pushed her to take Matty, what if she had another panic attack" I panicked as I quickly opened the front door. There was music blasting out of my room. I started frowning "What the fuck is she doing" I thought as I went to my room.

I quietly opened the door and saw Sian singing and dancing with Matty to 'jump (for my love)'

"Jump in feel the touch, if you wanna take my kisses in the night YEAH JUMP JUMP for my love" she sang as she jumped every time the word jump came out of the stereo. I started chuckling at her and rested my head against the doorway enjoying the view. Matty was giggling with Sian every time she made a silly face. I couldn't hold in my laughter and started laughing as she jumped again. Matty quickly turned his head towards me and started pointing at me while Sian hadn't noticed yet.

I clapped my hands as the song ended, grinning at both her and my son.

"JESUS you scared me, how long have you been standing there" she asked.

"A while" I grinned as I made my way over to her. "I see you kept him entertained" I smiled as she gave him to me.

"Yeah well, he wouldn't stop crying so I just…" she said as she looked at the ground. She saw a tint a red that was coloring her neck.

"You don't have to be embarrassed, you did great." I said as I pecked her lips, Matty started yawning.

"I think you wore him out" I stated. "Come on you let's get you ready for a nap" I said to Matty as I exited the room.

I put him to bed and started singing to him so he would go to sleep. I left the room and entered the living room where Sian was sitting on the sofa.

I wrapped my hands over her shoulders and kissed her neck. "You're really good with him you know" I stated as she turned her head.

"I just did what my dad used to do with me" she replied.

"Well it worked…. Sian do you see him I'm mean your dad, when was the last time you talked to him" I asked as I went to sit down on the sofa next to her.

"At St claire's, I don't really want to talk about him. I'd rather do something else" she said with devilish grin on her face.

"Really and what is that miss Powers" I sniggered.

"Make lunch silly what else" she smirked as she kissed my lips and got off the sofa.

"I thought you were done teasing me" I moaned.

"I was…." She smirked as I got up.

"You better get over here" I said as I pulled her into an embrace and put my lips on her. Our lips were moving synchronized. My tong ran down her bottom lip asking for entrance as she opened her mouth and my tong slipped in. My tong massaged hers as a faint moan escaped her lips.

"Wanna take this to the bedroom" I sniggered as she frowned.

"What about Matty" she asked as I was leaving a trail of kisses on her neck.

"He's sound asleep" I replied as she started smiling again and walked to the bedroom swaying her hips.

"You coming" she said looking over her shoulder with a seductive grin plastered on her face as I quickly followed her.

…

"I could do this forever" I breathed looking at her as she looked over her shoulder with the bed sheets wrapped around her naked body while she was sitting on the windowsill with a cup a tea in her hands.

"Oh so you're only in this because of my body ay" she sniggered as I shook my head.

"No…" I said as I went over to her. "Well that's 2/3 of the reason" I joked as she slapped my arm.

"Really" she said trying to sound annoyed.

"No…. because I am utterly and totally head over heels for you" I sniggered as I pecked her lips.

"God you're so soppy" she smirked as she put the cup down.

"Don't even try to hide it Powers because I know you love it" I smiled as she pulled her arms around me and hugging me tight.

"You're right though I could do this forever too" she whispered in my ear.

"So why don't we" I smirked pulling out of the embrace.

"What" she asked confused.

"Why don't we, I know I want forever with you, so why wait" I smiled.

"Wait for what exactly" she said as she narrowed her eyes.

"Oh don't make me say it, you know…. Officially being with someone" I smirked, feeling slightly flushed.

"Are you proposing to me" she laughed, but she stopped as she saw I was serious.

"Why not" I smiled.

"Stop" she said as she nudged me and laughed.

"What" I said with a high pitch voice.

"You're embarrassing me" she mumbled.

"I'm serious why not" I smiled pulling her back to me.

"Well because we're in college and we're not even 18, nobody gets married at this age" she laughed.

"I don't care what other people say or think, I just want you" I smiled shyly.

"I want you too but…." She stuttered.

"But what Sian…. I know you want to" I sniggered as she tried to hide a smile. She took a deep breath and her smile faded.

"I dunno Soph" she said seriously as my heart sank and I let go of her.