Chapter 42
Sian pov
"Think they left us here for the night" I sighed. Sophie was sitting next to me with our backs against the bathtub and her head on my shoulder.
"I don't mind" she mumbled as I looked at her. She was staring at the ceiling, she seemed miles away.
"Really" I said playfully but she didn't reply. "You okay" I asked seriously as she snapped her head back to me.
"Yeah I'm fine" she smiled as she put her head on my shoulder.
"You sure, you seem a bit out of it" I replied.
"I'm sorry baby, I'm just thinking about stuff" she murmured.
"What kind of stuff" I asked as I entwined our fingers.
"Just stuff about you, about me" she murmured as she snuggled more into me.
"About Karen" I said as I raised an eyebrow. She quickly pulled her head up and looked at me.
"No don't even think that…. she doesn't mean anything to me….. I swear I was only trying to…" she stopped her rambling abruptly and looked at the floor
"Trying to what" I asked suspiciously as she looked at the ground and started fiddling with her fingers.
"I was trying to make …. You… jealous" she muttered as I smirked at her and lifted her chin.
"Well it worked you cheeky mare" I stated before I leaned in to kiss her.
"Were you really going to punch her if I hadn't stopped you" she smirked as I chuckled.
"YEAH! She was getting under my skin… she was all over you, the fucking slap…" I stopped my rambling as Sophie smirked at me. "What?" I asked her.
"I love you" she stated as I smiled and kissed her gently.
"I love you too" I mumbled against her lips. "….. Soph…. what did she mean when she said she was your first love" I asked carefully as she sighed.
"It's not true if that's what you're wondering, it wasn't really true love or anything. I liked her, and she was my first girlfriend and also the one who…uhm… took my virginity" she said sheepishly.
"Oh" I replied.
"But I wish I'd waited though, I wish you could've been the first person I slept with" she stated as I smiled at her.
"Soo….. you're over her right? I mean I know she was your first and she must've been special, but you're over her right?" I asked as she nodded forcefully.
"There's nothing to get over" she assured me.
"Okay…. good" I smiled as I rested my chin on her head as she pulled me closer.
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Sophie pov
"Sian" I croaked out as I felt her shift away from me.
"Hey sorry, go back to sleep" she said as she kissed my forehead and I smiled at her.
"What you doing" I yawned.
"I looking for something where I can rest my head on and maybe something to warm me up I'm freezing" she said as I opened my eyes and saw her shivering with her arms wrapped around her body.
"Yeah, third cabin" I said as she reached for it and pulled out a big towel.
"Thanks" she smiled as she came back and sat next to me.
"I don't think there's something you can use as a pillow, but if you want we can change positions so you can sleep on my chest ay" I said cheekily.
"Cheeky" she grinned. "But I'll take you up on your offer" she stated as I wrapped my arms around her and she put her head on her chest with the towel wrapped around her body.
"I wonder what time it is" I said as she snuggled into me.
"I dunno, but don't think they'll come and let us out till morning" she stated as I sighed.
"I must admit that Rosie did do something good for once" I stated as she looked up to me and furrowed her brows. "If it wasn't for her we wouldn't be here…. But Rosie being Rosie, she had to overdo it, didn't she. I huffed as she was tracing patterns on my stomach.
"Yeah" she yawned as I smiled. She tried keeping her eyes open as I kissed her head.
"Go to sleep baby, you look exhausted" I said, stroking her hair as she laid her head in my lap.
"Goodnight Soph" she murmured.
"Night" I mumbled as I too closed my eyes and started drifting off to sleep.
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I woke up by whispers that came from behind the door.
"I can't hear anything, I hope they didn't kill each other" Rosie whispered as I rolled my eyes.
"Don't be daft, they're probably asleep" Chesney replied.
"Well at least one of you doesn't have the brain capacity of a grape stone" I huffed quietly trying not to wake Sian as they stopped whispering.
"Sophie are you awake" Rosie shouted.
"No I'm talking in my sleep" I said sarcastically.
"O well you are awake" Rosie shouted again.
"Keep your voice down will ya, Sian's sleeping" I hissed at her.
"Well have you two made up then" she asked from behind the door.
"Yes, now will you open the door" I pleaded.
"Prove it" she stated.
"What" I hissed.
"Yeah prove that you've made up" Chesney joined in.
"How am I supposed to do that, she's sleeping" I said a bit too loud as Sian's eyes began to flutter.
"Hey" she whispered as I groaned.
"Well done Rosie you woke her up" I snarled as I felt her arms snaking around my waist as she snuggled into me.
"I don't mind" she whispered as I smiled down at her.
"Okay well great, then you can prove it" Rosie cheered as I groaned once more.
"Prove what" Sian said quietly.
"Ughh Rosie what do you want me to do, fuck her against the bathroom door so you can hear her scream out my name" I joked as Sian giggled quietly putting her hand on her mouth.
"God no, fuck…. All right I'm opening up, but if you're lying to me Sophie Webster I'll drag you both back into this bathroom every single night…." she was rambling as I interrupted her by moaning.
"Will you just open up" I interrupted her as I heard the lock turn.
"Okay so you better not be lyi… O EM GEE, look Chesney how adorable they are…" she started cheered as she jumped up clapping her hands.
"Yeah, yeah" I said as I got up. Sian looked at me as she pouted a bit. "You coming" I smiled as she grinned from corner to corner and nodded.
"You're so cuuuute" Rosie sang as I rolled my eyes. "Oh shut up Sophie, you should be grateful instead of rolling your eyes at me" she stated putting her hands on her hips.
"Yeah you did good… thanks sis" I muttered as she smirked. I took Sian to my room and closed the door behind me.
"Uh finally a room with a bed" She said as she dropped down on the bed. I quickly joined her leaning over her just watching her in awe.
"Sooo this bed's pretty comfortable" she said playfully as I smiled and leaned in and kissed her lips. She quickly reacted and tangled her hands in my hair pulling me closer. She moaned when my hand brushed over her breast as I was deepening the kiss. God I had missed her so much, I couldn't get enough of this feeling she was giving me. I wanted to do this forever; it reminded me how much I wanted to marry her and how much she didn't want to. I pulled out of the kiss for a second.
"What's wrong" she frowned as I looked into those piercing blue eyes. I was drowing in them, and I loved it. At that moment I realized I didn't need a formal commitment to keep her, she was mine. I shook my head and kissed her pushing my tong past her lips and into her mouth. A loud moan escaped her lips as her hands skipped under my shirt and started stroking my back. I shivered at her touch; she was turning me on without even trying.
A knock on the door interrupted us.
"Go away Rosie" I mumbled against Sian's lips as she giggled crushing my lips on Sian's once more.
"Uhm Sophie" I heard Chesney say as I almost jumped off Sian.
"Ches' ever heard of knocking" I almost shouted.
"I did" she said sheepishly as I noticed Matty popping his head through the door opening. As I was about to shout at Chesney again Sian started talking.
"Shit sorry, I totally forgot you had to work the early shift today" Sian stated as Matty wobbled in. I furrowed my brows in confusion, how did she even know that.
"Math I thought you were with Auntie Rosie" Chesney said as he picked him up.
"It's okay, but you can still watch him can't you" he said sheepishly turning his gaze back to Sian.
"Of course I can" Sian said as she got off the bed and took Math in her arms. He gripped her neck and snuggled into her. I smirked at the view, I didn't get what was going on, but I wasn't complaining.
"Say bye daddy" she said as she waved at Chesney and he walked out the room. She turned to me as I was still smirking at her.
"Well look at you looking all motherly and stuff" I grinned.
"Shut up" she smirked.
"Momma" Matty giggled as she pulled his arms out to me and I grinned. I walked over to him and kissed him on the cheek. I was about to take him out of her arms, but he seemed so content there. Well I couldn't really blame him for that.
"Have I missed summit" I laughed looking at Matty who was sucking his thumb as we both went to sit back on the bed.
"No" she smirked.
"How did you become so, I dunno…. close? Don't get me wrong I love seeing you like this with him, but where did it come from?" I asked her as she smiled.
"I dunno, he grew on me" she smirked as I laughed.
"He grew on ya" I laughed.
"Yeah, you know…. I don't mind him being here… a bit like you" she teased.
"Oh so it doesn't matter if he or I are around ay" I nudged her.
"Nope not at all" she smirked as she put him on the ground as he went to play with the toy he brought.
"You better be lying" I said as I kissed her gently.
"Suppose I am" she smiled as she pulled out of the kiss.
"I love you and I love how you are with him" I stated as I kissed her hand squeezing it gently.
"Yeah, I just needed to get used to the idea you know….. and once I did, I grew to like him you know, he's pretty easy to…. love" she said as she blushed. I grinned at her.
"I'm pretty sure he loves you too" I grinned as I lifted her chin. She wrapped her arms around my neck.
"I'm so fu..glad that were not fighting anymore" she breathed in my ear.
"Sia" Matty murmured as my eyes almost popped out of my head.
"Omg he just said your name" I said excitedly as she smiled at me. "Why aren't you excited" I asked bewildered.
"Well I would be if it were the first time he said it" she smiled shyly as mine instantly dropped.
"He said it before" I asked. I was a little hurt and angry at myself that I had missed it, just because of my own stupid pride.
"Well he said it for the first time last week" she stated as Matty called her again.
"Yeah sweets what is it" she said as she looked at him and he showed her his toy. "Woaaw that's beautiful babe" she sang as she turned her gaze back to me and smiled.
"I'm sorry" she said as she looked down.
"For what, you didn't do anything wrong" I stated as she looked up at me.
"Yeah I know, but I can see it hurts you that you weren't there when he said it for the first time" she stated sadly.
"Yeah it does, but it's not your fault. All that mess was my fault and mine alone. I was selfish, you had done nothing wrong" I stated as she shook her head.
"That's not true Soph, I hurt you too and…" her voice started cracking as I cupped her face.
"Don't… we went through this last night. Let's just forget these 2 weeks of hell, and move forward" I smiled as I kissed her lips gently.
"Okay" she mumbled.
"Soo what were you planning on doing today" I smiled as she sighed happily.
"well I was going to go to the park and grab summit to eat at the mall so he could go on that carousel he likes" she stated as I smiled at her.
"Mind if I join you" I said as she furrowed her brows.
"Don't you have to work today" she asked.
"I'll call in sick" I stated as she started arguing. "No buts Sian I'm coming with ya" I smirked as she moaned in defeat.
"Okay, but only cause I really want you to" she laughed as I got up.
"Soph" she said as she pulled on my wrist.
"Yeah…. you okay" I asked as she nodded.
"I was just thinking, I didn't give you a birthday present" she stated I sat back on the bed.
"I don't care babe, I got you….. about my birthday…. I'm sorry I answered that way on your text, I should've told you I loved you too, hell I should've come to our apartment and sort it …." I was rambling.
"its fine Soph, but I still want to give you your present" she smirked.
"Well if you have to" I said casually trying to suppress my grin.
"Tell you what how about I treat you to a romantic dinner on Friday night and then see where the night takes us" she winked at me as I laughed.
"I'd love to" I smiled as I pecked her lips and got up.
"Now let's get ready to go to the park ay little man" I said as I picked him up.