Okay so I didn't update for a reaaallllly long time and I apologize ; A ; My grandma has been sick- and i'm losing my muse but I refuse to drop this story! I decided to post what I have written(it's probably got some errors but i'll fix them I see some in my previous chapters that I will be fixing v u v). I hope you enjoy what little I have- I'll try to update this soon!

Enjoy~

Looks as if your presence has been forgotten yet again, sighing you give an audible cough and they cease laughing to glance up at you. "Ampurrra what are you doing here?" Nepeta, who by the way still refuses to call you by your name to fit her ridiculously childish cat pun fetish, asks you quizzically giving wide eyes that make her look only 4 sweeps old(about 10 years old for those who don't want to convert). "Wwell I've been exiled long enough I think I'll try to make friends that wwont throw me away like yesterday's grub loaf." Not meaning to be that cold you instantly regret the words but they never understood how much pain you went through they never even asked about you. It's almost pathetic; no it is pathetic how badly you still wanted everyone to be your friend you went completely went over the top in everything you did to impress them and all you got in return were laughs and angered looks.

"What he means is he came to meet the kids!" Feferi perked up sending you a warning glance suitable for an heiress. Before you have time to apologize or say another word a bright flash envelops you, it doesn't exactly hurt but you know it's only a matter of time before- the thought is vicious ripped out of your head as you slam hard into a rouge boulder. The back of your head aches but it's not enough to kill you just to irritate you. If there was one person you never cared what their opinion was of you it would be the scum blood known as Sollux. "I thought I told you never to thow your thtupid fithy fathe around here ever again or I will rip you apart." His lisp always made everything he said less serious and you'd laugh at his most vile of threats. You had always thought you guys would make a perfect kismesis but Sol was always awful when getting into relationships even since Aradia's death.

Perhaps a part of him did care if he killed you but you'll never know because before you have to let logic kick in your fighting through the almost paralyzing electrical currents surrounding your body, thankfully for your higher level on the hemospectrum you have the ability to have some resistance against Psionics. Your anger is aroused and you're ready to fight to show just how much you've missed your dear enemy however his precious flush crush interrupts you yet again slapping Sollux harshly across the face and going into a lecture about killing people for no reason and to be honestly you never felt the urge to laugh more than you did that moment and against better judgment you let a few chuckles escape causing the wrath to be shifted in your direction "And you! Can you stop being so rude to everyone for five minutes or do I have to grubsit you whale you're here?" Her yelling could almost be compared to a banshee, piercing and boisterous. You grumble out a few words and she accepts that as a reasonable response probably not even caring what you said.

"Alright then if you'll excuse us Sollux we'll be on our wa-ve. Sea you later Nepeta." And like that you were being dragged away no doubt she was about to give you an earful about antagonizing people and rudeness but instead she only let out a heaving sigh and directs you towards Kar's hive, "I think John and Dave are still over at Karkats hive, if not go to Tavros's. Jade, Nepeta, and I are going to have what Jade calls a 'slumber party' so we'll sea you tomorrow. Please try to behave yourself and make some friends!" She says but gives you a gentle smile to know show you she's not mad. "Thanks Fef, I'll try." Giving her a hug you set off to Kar's hive, this should be very entertaining the anticipation of seeing his face get bright red and hearing his raspy voice shout obscenities at you was enough to quicken your pace and plant a smirk across your lips. Arriving at the door you give it three good raps and here Karkat very audible groan and a yell to someone to shut up, a few moments later the door is ripped open and there stands Karkat grimacing as usual. He hadn't changed a whole lot his hair was always the shitty ebony mess it always has been and probably will be, however he had grown a bit taller and was probably the same size as Sol now though they were both shorter than you coming to your collarbone which wasn't bad considering you were the third tallest troll next to Gamzee and Equius.

He had grown thinner and you wondered if he'd been eating enough your analysis is quickly halted when Karkat gives you a swift punch to the gut. "WHAT THE FUCK? DO YOU KNOW HOW LONG IT'S BEEN? I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD FUCKER." The hit to your stomach was nothing compared to his booming scream. "Calm down Kar, and if you wwere so wworried wwhy not message me or even vvisit? But that's not wwhy I'm here, I wwant me to meet the kids I guess." You wanted answers to your questions but you didn't want to make Karkat angrier especially since he just claimed to be worried about you. He looked like he was about to retort with something snide but held his tongue saying instead, "Why the hell would you want to meet those assholes? Ah forget it; John and Dave are still here just try not to make a fucking mess."