Chapter 48

Sian pov

"Hey I'm ready to go home if you are" I said as I pulled my stuff together. "Soph…" I murmured as she came into the hospital room with puffy eyes, she was crying.

"Hey…. It's going to be okay, I promise" I said as I hugged her.

"He's leaving today Sian, what if he takes him to Ireland…. I'll never see him again" she cried as I tried soothing her.

"I was wondering when you were going to let go of that casual attitude" I said as I stroked her hair.

"Sian I…. I can't lose him again" she cried as I felt my shirt dampening.

"Shhh…. You won't" I whispered to her as I kissed her temple.

"I should be out there and be looking for him…. why is he doing this to me" she whimpered.

"Then go, I'd help you but I'm not supposed to….. ugh fuck it come let's go" I said as I dragged her out of the hospital.

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"Soph…. we looked everywhere, the only thing we can do now is wait" I said as her head was lying on my chest and I stroked her hair. We were snuggled up on the couch, I normally would've loved the contact, but right now I was feeling so guilty I could barely look at her.

"I know" she muttered.

As someone knocked on the door Sophie jumped of the couch and answered the door.

"Oh it's you" she said as Rosie came in.

"Any word" she asked looking as guilty as I was.

"No" Sophie answered as she came back placing herself in the same position she was. I sighed as she came back into my arms.

"Look Soph I'm so sorry I can't even begin to understand what you're…." Rosie started saying as Sophie sighed again.

"Save it Rosie, it happened we can't do anything to change that we just have to wait and keep hope" she said as I held her tighter.

Another knock came from the door. "Rosie can you get it" Sophie sighed as she snuggled more into me.

"OMG GET IN HERE NOW!" she screamed angrily as she pulled Chesney in. my eyes almost popped out of my head.

"Chesney" Sophie breathed. She jumped off the couch as she saw Matty been dragged in by his small hand.

"Matty" she shouted as she picked him up and stepped back quickly.

"Soph…" he said as she slapped him.

"How could you, do you have any idea what I went through… AGAIN" she shouted at him.

"I'm sorry, I just needed some time with him" he stated looking at the ground.

"Sorry? you're sorry, how could you do that to her" I shouted as he looked at me and anger came back into his eyes, but it disappeared as fast as he came when he looked at Matty's arms trying to reach for me.

"We need to sort everything out" he stated as both Sophie and I agreed.

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Sophie pov

"Bye Rosie" I said as I closed the door.

"Okay let's sit down and talk about this calmly…. all three of us" I said as me Sian and Ches went to sit down.

"Okay let's do this" Chesney sighed as he looked at us.

"Look Sian and I want to get married, I love her more than anything well except for Matty" I smirked at her as she smiled back. "And yeah I want a family with her, but that doesn't mean you won't be Matty's dad" I said.

"I know that but, I can't help but feel I will be left out and replaced" he said honestly.

"I promise you won't be" I said as he looked up.

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We had been discussing things for over an hour now and we were getting nowhere.

"Ches' I don't know what I need to do to make you understand that I'm not pushing you out" I said irritated that I was repeating myself.

"I know, I know" he stated.

"I….I need to say something" Sian said. It was the first time she spoke. We both turned our gazes to her as she got a bit nervous.

"Look Chesney…. I love Sophie and Matty very much, but if you need me to NOT be a part in Matty's life then I'll do that. I respect your wishes okay; I don't want to step on your toes. I don't want the be the reason you and Soph fall out." She stated nervously.

"What Sian you …. I want you to…" I started arguing as she held her hand up to me.

"Soph…. stop." She said defeated.

"But…" I pleaded as she just smiled at me.

"You're right Ches' this isn't fair on you" she smiled sadly. "I have to go to work guys… I'll see you tonight" she said to me as she put on her coat. "I love you" she said as she kissed my lips gently.

"I love you too" I answered as she left.

"I'm sorry Soph" Chesney said to me as I scoffed at him.

"No you're not, you win, but you're not taking him to Ireland." I stated as I got up and picked up Matty.

"I'm not leaving your side again big man" I said to him as I kissed his head.

"Can I say goodbye to him" he asked as I furrowed my brows.

"You're still leaving" I asked him bewildered as he nodded sadly.

"It's a great opportunity and it's not like you won't have any help" he stated as he took Matty. I frowned. "So Sian can't play a part in his life, but she can help out. What kind of logic is that" I thought as I gave Matty to him.

"I love you, and I'll come back every single time I can okay. I love you so much" he said as he hugged and kissed him. "We can find a system, when I get back for how we're gonna do this. He could come on holiday to Ireland, you all could" he asked me as I nodded. I felt my eyes welling up. I was so angry at him, but he was my best mate I didn't want him to go.

"Come on Soph, no tears. I thought you hated me" he said as I hugged him tightly.

"I could never hate you" I stated as he kissed my cheek.

"I'll miss you and I do love you mate" he said as I sniffed.

"I love you too" I smiled sadly.

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Sian pov

"Baby I'm home" I stated as she was standing behind the kitchen counter.

"Hey" she said shyly.

"Hi" I said as I snaked my arms around her waist and kissed the back of her neck. "What d you making" I sang against her neck.

"Just a stew" she said quietly.

"Are you okay, I know what I said before came as a…." I started saying as she turned around and silenced me with a kiss.

"Chesney left for Ireland, I'm just a bit you know" she stated as I hugged her.

"Matty still here right" I asked as I panicked a bit. She chuckled.

"Course he is you silly mare…. Sian did you mean what you said before" she asked me as I felt myself getting anxious.

"Yeah…" I muttered as I saw her eyes fall. "It's not that I don't want to, I just….I'm scared that Matty won't have both of his parents if we kept pushing it" I stated as she sighed.

"You're gonna be a part of his life AS a parent you know, you can't stop that Matty's already attached to you. You already play a part in his life even if it's not official." She stated as I smiled.

"I know" I smirked as she narrowed her eyes.

"You only said what Ches' wanted to hear didn't you" she smirked as I felt self conscious.

"You make it sound so sneaky and I don't mean in a good way" I muttered.

"Yeah but you did say what he wanted to hear though" she replied as I rolled my eyes.

"All right yeah in a way I did, the biggest problem he had was the part I play would be official, so I just took that away" I said shyly as she smirked at me and kissed me more passionately this time letting her tong roam across my bottom lip. I moaned involuntarily as her tong entered my mouth. I let my tong caress her as I gripped the back of her neck and pulled her closer aching for more contact. I pulled out of the kiss as air became an issue. As I pulled out I rested my head against hers.

"I missed you" she said breathlessly as still had her eyes closed.

"Soph" I murmured.

"Mhhhm" she answered as she put her head on my shoulder and hugged me.

"You're stew is burning" I said as she jolted up and looked at the pot. She frowned as I started chuckling.

"You're face is so cute when you have a little freak out" I stated as she smirked.

"NOT funny" she smirked as I chuckled and pecked her lips.

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"The stew's lovely babe" I stated as she nodded still having the playful grin she had had for over an hour now. "Okay, what's the joke" I asked as I started to get annoyed when her smirk stayed untouched. "Soooph" I moaned as she started chuckling.

"Okay, okay ….with all the chaos that happened the last couple of days I didn't really find the right moment to give you something" she stated as I got curious.

"Give me something" I beamed as she started chuckling. "What?" I asked as she laughed even harder.

"You look like a kid on Christmas morning" she stated as I pouted.

"So…. I like gifts, now can I pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaassse have mine" I moaned as she smiled and pecked my lips. She got up and started roaming trough her bag.

"Got it" she muttered. "Here we go Mrs. Powers or Webster whichever you prefer" she stated as I smirked at her.

She showed me a small box and opened it revealing a simple but gorgeous ring. I started smiling so wide, that tears were escaping my eyes.

"Soph" I croaked out.

"Told you I'd buy you one that matches mine" she stated as I put on the ring.

"It's gorgeous" I stated as I kissed her passionately. "I love you so much" I stated as she grinned.

"How much" she smirked.

"Well I'll show you if you give me a piece of that delicious muffing" I smirked as I wiggled my eyebrows. She quickly picked on, on what I meant.

"Well let's go then" she said as she dragged me to the bedroom.

We got into the bedroom and Soph pushed me on the bed. She laid on top of me as I quickly flipped her over and pinned her to the bed. I started sucking on her neck, leaving my mark so everybody would see she was mine. Her breath hitched as I cupped her breast. The phone rang as I groaned.

"What dyou doing" I hissed as she picked up and shrugged at me. I raised my eyebrows playfully.

"It's Rosie" she mouthed as I smirked and went back to suck on her neck.

"Hi Rosie, yeah it's… fu .. it's fine" she said breathlessly. "Well I'm kind of.. Jesus ch… busy" she said as I pulled up her shirt and started kissing her stomach. Her breath hitched.

"Ro… Oo… Rosie I'm in .. the middle of summit… well then leave me to … God… it if you know what I…III'm doing" she almost screamed as I cupped her centre, she put down the phone immediately.

"Fuck sakes Sian, patience is a virtue you know" she said breathlessly as she kissed me forcefully;

"Shut up" I mumbled against her lips as she pulled off my top. I quickly unclasped my braw as she licked her lips.

"Off" I said pointing to her clothes as she smirked and discarded of her shirt and bra.

"I love you" I whispered as she kissed me passionately letting our breasts clash together.

"Sian" she moaned as I started to suck on her neck again. I pushed her down on the bed and started tucking on her jeans. I pulled them to her ankles as she pushed them off violently.

"Someone's eager" I sniggered as she smirked.

"As if you're not" she smirked as I kissed her again. She pulled of my trousers and started stroking my back just above my waistline. God she was turning me on. I made my way down and took a nipple in my mouth, the gently stroke that was on my back transformed into a forceful grip, letting her nails dig deep in my skin. I didn't response to the pain, it just turned me on even more. I picked up my assault on the other breast as she moaned loudly.

"Shhh" I whispered against her skin, as I knew it turned her on. "Matty'll wake up" I whispered against as she moaned once more, I grinned and headed south kissing every inch of her stomach, stopping right before the waistband of her knickers.

"Sia…" she moaned as I started stroking her inner thighs. I pulled down her knickers still stroking her thighs. As her knickers were pulled off and she was now in full glory I put her legs over my shoulders and rested my hands on her stomach. I could see she was dripping wet, it made me grin I had that kind of effect on her. I blew against her core right before plunging my tong in her wet folds. "God uhh" She groaned as she pushed my head against her centre, telling me she wanted more contact. I found her clit and circled it, gently letting my teeth brush against it as I heard her moan even more loudly. I love it when she was this vocal as I felt myself getting wetter by the minute.

My tong left her clit as I plunged in two digits as she groaned at my touch; I started sucking on her neck. I could feel the vibrations of her moans of my tong and I felt the sudden urge to feel her inside me. I took her hand that was above my head and brought it to my centre. She quickly got the message and took the same pace I had, plunging her fingers deeper inside me every time. I could feel the pleasure building up as I moaned in her mouth. She curled her fingers as I pushed my thumb against her clit. I could feel her wall tightening around my fingers as I felt myself getting close.

"Sian I'm gonna" she breathed.

"Me too keep going" I moaned as we both came. I moaned loudly into her neck as she gripped onto my shoulder screaming her longs out. We both came down from our climax as I dropped next to her.

"That was amazing babe" I said breathlessly.

"Yeah" she said as she kissed me gently.

"I'm surprised you didn't wake Matty with all your screams and moaning" I smirked as she nudged me.

"Oi you're one to talk" she sniggered as I kissed her lips again.

"Soph are you already going to sleep" I asked as I saw her eyes closing. I smiled at her, she had a long day.

"I'm tired" she whispered.

"Go to sleep baby" I said as put my head on her chest and snuggled into her.