Chapter 51

Sophie pov

"Hey baby, I'm home" I shouted into the apartment. "Sian?" I murmured. It had been two weeks since we'd seen our parents. "Baby are you in…" I muttered as I opened the door to Matty's room.

"Hi, what you…" I started saying as she put her finger to her mouth gesturing to be quiet. She was in rocking chair with Matty in her arms. The sight of her and our son made me smile in awe.

"What are you doing" I whispered as I walked towards them.

"He fell asleep in my arms, I didn't want to put him in his cradle just yet" she replied as I kissed her lips gently.

"You're so good with him" I murmured as she smiled at me.

"Well I learned from the best" she said as I stroked Matty's cheek. I kneeled down to their level and rested my head on her shoulder.

"God I can't wait to marry you" I whispered as she rested her head on mine.

"Same" she replied.

….

"Babe as much as I would want to stay, this position is gonna give me a cramp" I smirked as she lifted her head from mine.

"Sorry" she murmured as I leaned up and pecked her lips.

"Come on little man, let's get you to bed" she said as she gently put him in his cradle. We left the room leaving the door ajar. Sian went to the kitchen and put the kettle on as walked towards her and snaked my arms around her waist from behind.

"Have I told you I love you today" I murmured in her neck as she leaned into me.

"Yes, but I don't mind you telling me every minute of the day" she replied as I kissed the back of her neck.

"Mhhm" I murmured as my tightened my grip. "The wedding catalogues arrived, you wanna take a look" I asked her as she nodded. I took the magazines and put them on the coffee table as we sat on the couch. Sian started flipping through one as I took the other, I was grinning every time I came pass a wedding dress and imagied how beautiful Sian would look in it. I looked at Sian expecting the same expression, but there was no smile to be detected on her face. She had been staring at the same page for over 10 minutes now. I closed my magazine and shuffled closer to her, snapping her out of her gaze.

"That'd look nice on you… you like it?" I asked her as she nodded, still we no expression on her face. I frowned.

"Are you okay?" I asked her as I stroked her lower arm as she smiled and nodded. "It's okay if you're having cold feet you know" I smirked as she shook her head.

"I'm not having cold feet" she told me as she took hold of my hand. "I want to marry you, I do. If I could marry you right now this instant I would" she stated as I smiled.

"Then what's on your mind" I said tenderly as she furrowed her brows.

"What makes you think anything is" she replied.

"Sian I know you and besides if we're gonna get married, we need to be honest with each other" I stated as she sighed deeply and got up.

"Sian… don't be…" I said as I tried to grasp her wrist, but she was too fast. She made her way over to the answering machine and hit play.

"Sophie its dad, look sweets were sorry and we want to talk things through… Sophie it's mum, look love we can sort this out once we get you away from her… Sall that's not helping…. Look Sophie just come home we can sort this business out on our own…" Sian ended the message before it was finished.

"I'm sorry I didn't want you to hear it" she stated.

"Play the whole thing" I said to her.

"Soph I don't think…" she said tenderly as I interrupted her.

"Please play the rest" I said as she sighed and hit the play button once more.

"… without her clouding your mind and putting ideas in it, just come home and be norma…MUM what are you." the message ended with Rosie's voice. I closed my eyes and sighed. Sian came to sit next to me and took my hand. We sat there in silence for a couple minutes until Sian spoke up.

"Are you okay" she asked as I put my head on her shoulder.

"I don't know, let's just forget about it" I murmured in her neck. "Let's look at some more magazines, and this time I wanna see a smile on your face" I smirked as she kissed my forehead.

…

I woke up on the couch again with Sian by my side. "Fuck sakes we've been waking up more on the couch than in our own bed" I thought as Sian started stirring.

"Hey" I whispered as she turned around.

"Hi" she said as he pecked my lips.

"Sian not to be a nag, but we have to stop falling asleep on this couch" is smirked as she chuckled.

"Yeah, but it's like our safe haven" she stated as I started chuckling.

"Yeah… too bad it's not really comfy" I stated as she smirked at me.

"Oh so you're saying I'm not comfy ay" she sniggered.

"Of course you are, but only a part of my body is against your very very comfy body, the other part is against the couch and that part hurts" I pouted to her as she laughed. She kissed my lips. I kissed her back as the kiss got heated and she climbed on top of me, putting her thigh between my legs. I moaned at her touch as she started kissing my neck.

"Where does it hurt again" she sniggered seductively.

"You know from here to down there" I smirked as she started kissing my neck again, sucking on it making sure she left a mark. She pulled the strap from my top down giving her access to my shoulder. She groaned against my shoulder as she snaked her hands under my shirt. My breathing got heavier as she left open mouthed kisses just above my heart.

"Mommaaaaaaa" came from Matty's room as Sian groaned. I sighed and looked down to her as she dropped her head down on my stomach and sighed tightening her grip around my waist.

"Don't tell me you're jealous of Matty, cause you're gonna have to let go babe" I chuckled as she moaned.

"No I'm not I just…. I want ya… so bad" she said as she kissed me again. I wanted to react to her but Matty's screams pulled me back to reality. She sighed once more and got up.

"Where are you going" I asked her.

"Well I'm going to calm him down" she said a matter of factly. I started chuckling and followed her squeezing her bum right before she entered his room.

"Soph… stop" she whispered slapping my hand of her bum. She picked him up and took him to the bathroom.

"You want a bath little man" she said as I kissed her neck and she turned around.

"He's going to take a bath, you can join him if you want" she sniggered as I looked at her in shock.

"I'm only joking Soph" she smirked as I slapped her bum as Matty started laughing.

…

"Matty stop" She squealed as I couldn't help myself from laughing at her, while he was splashing her all wet.

"Soph if you want to get lucky tonight you better help me" she said raising my eyebrows at me as I stopped laughing.

"Okay okay, It's just I like it when you get all wet" I sniggered as she tried to suppress a smile.

"Well if you wanna see me much wetter than this, you'll have to help me" She sniggered as I went over to me and held Matty's arms to stop him from splashing me.

"Matthew stop splashing at your mother" I said as Sian started grinning.

"What did you call me" She said to me as she soaped Matty in.

"Well you heard me mum" I sniggered as she cupped my face with her soaped hands and kissed me passionately. I couldn't help it, I just kissed her back

"Sian" I squealed as she pulled out of the kiss, my face now full of bubbles. She chuckled.

"Sorry" She said trying to be genuine but I saw right through as I took a hand full of soap and pushed it on her nose.

"Ohhoho I'm gonna get you for that Sophie Webster" she said as she started tickling me and I squealed. I fell backwards hitting my head against the bathroom cupboard. I stopped moving and closed my eyes, trying to suppress the smile on my face. "She wants to play, well so do I." I thought.

"Soph" she breathed as she was shaking me, it was soo hard not to laugh. "Soph" she said louder this time. "Sophie wake up" she shakily. "No" she whimpered as I decided to put her out of her misery. I opened my eyes and laughed.

"Gotcha good didn't I, that'll teach you to tickle… Sian" I frowned as I saw she was breathing shakily. She started sobbing as I was snapped back to reality and guilt hit me. "Ughh what was I thinking of" I thought.

"Sian baby I'm sorry it was a joke, look at me" I said as I cupped her face trying to calm her down, but she slapped my hands off. She was crying as she got up and left the bathroom slamming the door behind her. She was fuming with anger and I didn't blame her.

"Shit" I said as I looked at Matty babbling to himself. "Come let's get you dried up and see if your mum is okay" I said to him as I picked him out of the bath. I left the bathroom in a hurry with Matty wrapped up in a towel in my arms.

"Sian" I almost shouted as I got out of the bathroom. She was on the couch and she was still crying. I felt like such an insensitive idiot. "Baby I'm sorry I didn't think" I said as I sat next to her. I put my hand on her shoulder but she shrugged it off.

"Sian..." I tried to apologize but she interrupted me.

"He's gonna catch his death like this" she said as she took Matty out of my arms.

"Sian, I'm sorry" I said as she put his clothes on. "Sian please just say something" I pleaded with her as she shot me a look that could kill.

"Don't" she said as she picked him up and put him in his cot.

"Baby please I didn't think about what I was doing, I just thought we'd have a good laugh about it" I said as I grabbed her wrist. I could see she was on the verge of tears. "Honey I never meant to scare you"

"I need a walk" she said as a tear rolled down her cheek.

"Babe" I sighed as she put Matty in his cot.

"Don't… I .. I just need to calm myself down" she stated as I looked down.

"I thought I could always calm you down" I muttered as she scoffed.

"Yeah you can, I just never thought you would cause my fear" she said angrily as I looked up. I knew she was right, I was such I tit.

"I'm sorry, it was meant to be a joke. I never thought you would get this scared" I replied as anger hit her eyes.

"This scared? How would you feel if I were the one lying on the bathroom floor, not moving?" She screeched as she started sobbing. Her breath was getting shaky. I looked down in shame, I hurt her… I hurt the woman I loved.

"Scared to death" I whispered replying to her question as she breathed in and headed for the front door. "Sian" I said trying to stop her.

"I just need a bit of fresh air to clear my head, I'll be back in 15 minutes" she stated as she went.

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Sian pov

I had been sitting on the park bench for over 3 hours now. I had had 24 texts from Sophie and 13 missed calls. "I knew I was overreacting, but how could she be so inconsiderate like that". I thought. I sighed as my phone started vibrating again. The screen said Sophie calling. I sighed deeply and hit the accept button.

"Hey" I said to her.

"Sian omg where are you, I thought something might have happened." She said her voice sounding panicky but relieved at the same time.

"Not a nice feeling is it" I snapped a bit at her.

"For god sakes Sian, I know you're angry but this is starting to get ridiculous" she stated as I frowned.

"Oh so my feelings are ridiculous… well that's nice to hear from my fiancée" I snapped at her as I heard her sigh.

"Of course there not, this situation is…. please just come home" she said. She sounded broken and tired. I closed my eyes, she was right this situation was ridiculous.

"Do you love me" I asked without thinking, I knew she did but I just needed to hear it.

"Course I do how can you even question that…. god I love you so much…..please just come home so we can talk about this" she said tenderly as I sighed.

"Soph… I'm…" I choked on my words.

"Where are you I'll come to you, please just…" she said sounding desperate.

"I'm in the park" I stated.

"I'll be right there" she said as the line broke.

…

"Sian" I heard somebody shout behind me as I turned around. It was Sophie running towards me with tears running down her cheeks. "Babe I'm so sorry" she said breathlessly as I hugged her. She seemed surprised at my actions, but quickly reacted. She hugged me back, holding me tight.

"I love you" She whispered. I clamped onto her.

"Don't ever do that to me again" I said sternly.

"I won't I promise, I was only joking I never meant to scare you or hurt you…I'm soo sorry please just…" she started rambling as I kissed her lips to silence her.

"I know I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have overreacted. I just…. I can't lose you… I just can't, when I saw you like that I thought…" I whimpered tightening my grip around her shoulders as she pulled out of the hug and started shaking her head kissing my lips passionately.

"I'm so sorry, you won't lose me, I'll never leave you" she stated between kisses as I giggled.

"No come on let's get out of this cold" she giggled as I nodded between my tears.

"Where's Matty" I asked her realizing she wasn't with him.

"At Rosie's" she stated as I furrowed my brows.

"Doesn't Rosie still live with your parents" I asked her as she smiled and shook her head.

"No she moved out last week, I dropped Matty off at hers so we could talk" she stated as we got in the elevator.

"Soph… I don't want to talk anymore" I said as she frowned. I started smiling and kissed her. "I just need you… I need to feel you" I whispered as I rested my forehead against hers as my hands were wrapped around her neck. She sniggered and took my hand as we reached our floor and ran to our front door. She opened the door and I kissed her forcefully slamming the door closed with my foot.

"I love you" I stated breathlessly between kisses. This was so right, I could feel the desire she had, the love she had for me as she picked me up and I wrapped my legs around her waist kissing her more passionately as my hands cupped her face. She almost ran to the dining table, putting me on it as she kissed my neck. I moaned as she ran her fingers under my shirt over my spine.

"Fuck" I breathed as she started sucking on my neck. "Jesus I want you" I panted as I pulled her face back to mine and kissed her again letting my tong slide down her bottom lip. She gave me entrance as her tong massaged my own. She moaned in my mouth as my tong explored every inch of her mouth. God she tasted and smelled so good, I never wanted it to go away. Her tong retreated to my neck as pushed me down on the dining table her tong not leaving my neck as she climbed on top of me. She pulled my shirt off as she did the same for herself. To this day I'm still amazed at her beauty and feel so honored and beautiful when I see the desire and love in her eyes as they run over my own body. She let her hands brush gently over my breasts which were still covered by my bra. I closed my eyes at her simple and lovingly touch. Her hands left my body as I opened my eyes and I saw her unclasp her bra. My breathing became heavier as I saw her leaning above me topless.

"May I" she sniggered gesturing at my bra. I arched my back as she unclasped my bra, pulling down the straps so very slowly. She kissed above my heart. My heart that was racing like it only did for her. She leaned down and took a nipple in her mouth as she entwined our fingers above my head. She started sucking, nibbling on it. I moaned so loud, I didn't care if the neighbors could hear us. I wanted to let go.

"Soph" I whimpered as she pulled down my trousers and kissed my stomach pushing me further on the table, so she wouldn't fall off. She kissed every spot, she knew was sensitive. Her hands left mine as she started to caress the inside of my thigh. I screwed my eyes shut in anticipation of what she was going to do. She brushed her fingers over my underwear that was soaking wet. The throbbing between my legs got heavier as her tong traced circles around my navel.

"Babe please" I breathed as she didn't waste any time and pulled down my knickers. Her mouth stayed on my belly still tracing patterns only to turn my on even more as she pushed in two fingers. I moaned loudly as her fingers found their way through my wet folds. She started picking up a pace as she pushed against the spot she knew I loved the most.

"God how do you do that?" I groaned as her tong joined the assault circling my clit violently.

"Babe" I moaned as her pace just kept quickening and the pleasure made my toes curl. She added a finger and let her teeth brush against my clit. I felt myself getting so close.

"Babe I'm so close don't stop" I moaned as she replaced her tong with her thumb.

"Wait open your eyes, I wanna see you" she smiled as I opened my eyes trying to control my breathing, but it was useless as she curled her fingers pushing me over the edge.

"I'm gonna…" I moaned as I came so hard that my eyes rolled to the back of my head. I moaned loudly as she kept up a small pace.

"Keep your eyes open" she pleaded as I did my best. She let me ride out my orgasm as she dropped down next to me and pulled her fingers out of me.

"Jesus" I panted as she giggled and kissed my neck. I returned the favor many times and so did she as we roamed through the apartment baptizing every inch of it and as we finally ended up in our bedroom after several hours of love making.

"I love you" I whispered in her ear as our limbs were tangled up in each other.

"I'll love you forever" she replied as we shared a tender kiss, closing our eyes just enjoying the moment as we were snapped out of it when the doorbell rang. Sophie groaned as I giggled. We both got up with the sheets around our bodies to give a hint to the person who was at our front door. I opened the door and was met with a shocked Rosie who had Math in her arms.

"Hi Rosie" Sophie said from behind me. Her shock was quickly replaced by a smirk.

"Well I see you two made up" she sniggered as I started blushing and Sophie kissed my shoulder. "Well I'm sorry to interrupt the party, but I don't have his things for the night…. if he's staying the night" she asked as I shook my head.

"No he won't be" I said as I took him in my arms. He was almost asleep. Sophie smiled at me.

"I'll see you tomorrow Rosie" Sophie said as Rosie got the hint and left waving her hand at Matty.

"Bye lezza's" she smirked as we both just laughed.

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Sophie pov

I couldn't belief my luck as I saw Sian put Matty down. We had changed in our nightgowns. I looked at the picture in awe, I couldn't believe I had the two people I loved the most in my life. We were about to leave as Matty started crying again.

"I got it" I said as I kissed her cheek.

….

After I calmed Matty down, I found Sian at her usual spot on the windowsill with a cup of tea in her hands. I sat in front of her as she opened her legs and let me settle between them putting her cup down.

"I'm going to love you forever Sophie Webster" she whispered in my ear as I rested my head in the crook of her neck. She wrapped her arms around me tightly as we watched the traffic lights turn their lights on as the sky grew darker.

"Good cause I was planning on staying right here for as long as I can" I smirked as she kissed my forehead.

The End

Don't hate me ;) but I didn't have much ideas left for this story. I ended it with a bit of fluff and angst I hope you liked it. I'm doing a sequel which is set 7-8 years in the future. I don't want to give too much away, cause you'll find out soon enough what it's truly about. The only thing I will give away is that Sophie and Sian are facing a lot of challenges that some couples do. ;)

I'll post the first chapter somewhere next week, cause I'm not really sure how I wanna start it.

I wanna thank every single one of you who read my story, all the great comments I got really made me smile. Never thought I'd make it pass chapter 10, but here it is anyways and it was you guys who kept me going, even though some of you might have distracted me at times :p.