*God Loves You*

Cal's mouth fell open and he took a deep breath, "You recognize me... don't you?" Jack asked him.

Cal stared at him, but didn't move. "No."

Jack raised and eyebrow and looked at Rick, "So you're... Rick... right?" Rick nodded, "So you... don't really have a life? So you have to hang out with this totally dumbfound guy that doesn't know anything? I could see- WHOA!" Jack yelled when Rick attacked him.

"You son of a bitch!"

Jack chuckled as Rick was peeled off of him. He lightly rubbed his bleeding nose and whispered, "Nice try... Rick... but they need me to much."

"Go to hell."

"Oh I probably will." He said with a shrug.

Cal glanced between them and opened his mouth, but his words seemed to be stuck in his throat.

"Cat got your tongue?" Jack asked.

"You... took me?"

"Affirmative."

"And you..."

"Beat your head in? Yes... but it didn't exactly go as it was supposed to. You see... you were supposed to die. But once you fail... try try again." He smiled and shrugged out of the Police Officer's grip. He walked over to Cal and got into his face.

Cal put up a hand when the police officers began to run over. They stopped and watched. Cal turned his head and studied Jack.

"He's reading him." Emily said excitedly to Rick.

"That's... the science?"

"Yeah."

Cal stared at him for a minute and then whispered, "What your name again?"

"Jack."

"Oh. And you took me right?"

"How many times have you asked me that?"

"Answer the damn question."

"Oh fiesty."

"Answer it." Cal said quickly grabbing Jack collar and pulling him closer.

"Yes." Jack said with a creepy grin.

"Family?"

"Used to. It's your fault they're dead."

"Hm... how did you get a family? You're a creep... must've been a stupid lady."

Jack nostrils flared and he threw himself at Cal and brought them both to the floor. Ignoring the painful pounding in his head Cal grabbed Jack's connected hands and pinned them down, "I know exactly who you are and what you did to me."

"Oh really?"

"Shut up." Cal said, shoving Jack's face into the ground, "Really. The first time you took me you almost beat me to death... but failed I might add. Then you took my daughter... then you took me again and whipped me... another fail. Then you tried to kill me by beating my head, which really hurts by the way so I hope you're happy. But I'm not gonna die. And... well you are. If you are sentenced to a death penalty... they you will be getting a visit from me." Cal whispered, making sure that no one else could hear.

"No you won't."

"I thought I told you to shut up."

"Well he is definitely still Lightman." Ben whispered.

Cal glanced around, amazed by how all the cops were just watching. He knew he only had once chance so he brought a knee into Jack's side and did it several more times until a police officer tore him off. Cal tried to fight but the pain in his head was overwhelming.

Jack clutched his chest and slipped over the floor as an officer picked him up. He glared at Cal and said, "You know me." Though clenched teeth.

"Well that's pretty obvious." Cal said, placing his elbows on his knees and holding his head.

"Aw... you got a booboo?" Jack asked with a laugh.

Cal stared at him and looked at Emily and Rick. He wasn't sure what to say. He wanted Jack to leave, but he wasn't sure how Dr. Lightman would usually say it.

"He can leave now." Emily said, speaking up for him.

He mouthed 'thank you' and she nodded.

.:.

Gillian walked in and nodded to Emily. "Alright dad... this is Gillian." She smiled and stuck up a thumb to Gillian and then left.

Cal sat up and slipped on a t-shirt, "Why the hell do they make you were gowns? I'm not a fuckin' woman." Cal mumbled, throwing the gown that he had been wearing on the ground.

"Well... you're still you." Gillian whispered with a small laugh, walking over to him.

He studied her and suddenly said without thinking, "You love me."

"Um..." Gillian said taken back by surprise. "I uh."

"Sorry... I didn't... I wasn't thinking... you don't have to answer that." He said quickly.

She smiled at his babbling and pulled up a chair, "What do you remember?"

"Jack, Andrew, and Rick."

"That's all."

"Yeah..." He whisperd.

"How about feelings?"

"I feel connected to Emily... I guess that's because she is my flesh and blood." He chuckled and she studied him.

"What?"

"How could a man like me make such a beautiful creature?" He asked her.

Gillian smiled and said, "You're a pretty beautiful creature yourself." Why the hell did you just say that?

He stared at her and then looked at Rick who had been in the corner of the room. Rick just simply nodded his head and leaned against the wall.

"How long have we known eachother?"

"Years."

"We work together?"

"Yes. Partners."

Cal ran a hand through his hair and sighed, "We were together?"

"Yes."

"No we weren't."

"Yes we were Cal. It's okay... we can."

"I was never with you."

"How could you possibly know that? You can't remember a damn thing that is actually important!"

"Well I am sorry!" He yelled back.

"You don't remember us? At all?"

"I am not in love with you!"

"You were Cal!"

.:.

"It doesn't make sense!" Gillian yelled at the doctor.

"I know exactly what's happening."

"Are you going to tell me?"

"His brain is blocking off you."

"Why?"

"Because he is scared of the feelings he has for you. He isn't used to be getting all these different things at once... and feelings are the hardest thing to figure out. He is scared to deal with them. Since he has such strong feelings for you he doesn't want to deal with them. So he is just telling himself he doesn't love you. He needs time."

Gillian sighed and swat down on a chair, "I'm the therapist here... I should know this stuff."

A/N: I feel like I have ruined this story... it was good in the beginning and i really like where it was going but... have i ruined it? do you still like to read it?

QUESTION!

Do you think I have ruined this story? Or is it still good?

i dont really know... i was reading the first chapter and I like it but i feel like i've done too much... so i THINK i am going to try to bring it all back together again and make it like the first chapters...

NEXT CHAPTER!

Cal can FINALLY go home! He and Gillian finally have a private talk that is very much needed and Emily gets some news on the babies! please leave reviews and answer the question cuz its an important one!

*God Loves You*