i have no excuse! But I'm super sorry! So I've been trying to make a long one as a apology or try to make a bunch of short chapters. Thanks to those who have been reading my story really means a lot and even when I get alerts when it has been months since I last updateD.
Bella's POV
We pulled up into Jake's garage parking the bikes. I grab my bag from Jake and put the heavy bag on my shoulder.
"Come on I can hear the guys in there." Jacob says turning off the engine to his bike.
When we got off the bikes we closed the garage door and Sam came to my side reaching for my hand. Not thinking I pulled my hand away from him and instantly felt bad, but still moved away from him.
Mentally I slap myself.
Stupid Bella. He practically saved your life and you treat him like that?
It's been a week since I last saw him. Sorry for feeling a little weird around him.
"Bella are you coming?" Jake says catching my attention and I hear the door slam shut.
"Yeah." I call out to him jogging to his Side.
"Bella what are we doing this summer? " Jake asks during our early dinner of pizza.
"Well I don't know. What do you guys have planned?"
"Quil's grounded until June." Embry informs me.
"Really? What did he do?"
"He got caught sneaking back into the house after a date with a girl and he lied that he was on patrol."
"Patrol?" I ask and the boys seemed to tense up.
"Patrol isn't exactly the best word...maybe security guard. Remember Quil was looking to get some extra cash? Well while you were being a nerd he found something."
"That's great." I reply. "Now he can buy all of us gifts." The boys laugh and the tension went down, I only notice since it gets quiet around the table.
"We should do all the fun things now since Quil isn't here." Paul teases.
"So Bella?"
"Yeah Jared?"
"I'm just curious, but are you planning on going to college?" He asks with a look of sadness on his face.
"It's an option. Why?"
"Just wondering, and it would suck if you left that's all."
"I don't know though. I don't have to go to college college."
"What do you wanna do?" Embry asks.
"Well anything in the medical field is good. Maybe a phobatomal the schooling is only six weeks. So I don't know we'll see where life takes me."
"I thought you couldn't stand the sight or smell of blood?" Jake asked.
"Eh I'm over it. The amount of times I get hurt blood is involved, so I guess you can say it has been one of my close friends." I joke.
"Plus I'm only going to college if the schools I applied for accept me."
"Don't be silly." Sam says, the first time he acknowledged me since the predicament before we came inside the house. "They would be dumb if they deny you into their school."
"Amen." Jake shouts and the conversations shifts to something more upbuilding.
Slowly cleaning up I hear the boys outside. Taking a deep breath I go out the front door and find Sam sitting down.
"Sam?"
"Yeah?"
"Can I talk to you?" I ask holding my hands together in front of me.
"Sure." He says standing up, he follows next to me.
When we get to the back yard away from the boys ears I stop.
"I'm sorry about what happened earlier when we got here. I didn't mean to do that."
"Don't worry about it." He says crossing his arms leaning them on his chest. He may say that it doesn't matter but in his eyes I knew it hurt him.
"The other day at the diner was a lot of fun. And I didn't know how it was going to be today. Especially since the boys will be here, I didn't know what they would think. I really do like you and I'd like to get to know you better." I said shyly.
He stood there speechless and I started to become worried and began to babble.
"If you don't like me like that I understand I mean you're extremely handsome, you're well built, and you have a cute smile, and-"
"Bella?" He says.
"Yes?" I ask hesitantly looking up worried he was going to tell me to get lost.
"I like you too." He says I smile at him with a faint blush appearing. Happy that he likes me, but embarrassed that he admitted it to me.
"And if we're saying what we like about each other." He pauses grinning at me. "I really like your blush."
And guess what I did?
Sam's POV
"Okay it's time for me to head out." Embry says after many games of Natural.
"Yeah me too." Jared adds. "I'm actually supposed to see Kim soon."
"You should bring her over more often I hate being the only girl here." Bella tells Jared.
"I'll tell her next time." Jared replies. The boys get up and give her kisses goodbhe promising her to see them tomorrow.
"I'm gonna turn the heater on so you can take a shower Bella." Jacob says giving me a chance to say goodbye to her.
"Okay that sounds great. Thanks Jake." She answers and gets up off the coach as I follow. Jake leaves and it was only me and her.
"So I'll see you tomorrow?" She asks hopefully.
"Of course." I tell her pulling her into a hug before I leave.
"Alrighty, sleep well." She smiles at me holding the door open for me.
"You too. Don't forget to lock the door." I say bidding her goodnight.
sorry for the shortness but my New Years resolution update every Monday! At least 2000 words every chapter this one is less but ill try next time. Happy New Years everyone.
