DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT

A/N: okay so now rosalie is a vampire! yay! she is gonna meet her soul mate soon! but not in this chapter :( sooooo keep reading

I sat up.

Everything was clear. I could hear people talking in the next house over. I could see the small stitching in the blanket in my lap. Esme was sitting on the bed. I've never realized how beautiful she was.

I tried to remember the night before. But it was hard to concentrate. I flung my hand up to my throat.

She smiled at me.

She had a mirror in her hand.

"We will go hunting in just a minute, but I thought you would want to see yourself." She stood up, but then left the room. The mirror was inches away from me. I leaned over and picked it up. I was afraid to look at myself. To look at the monster I have become.

My selfish self took over me and I turned it over. I stared at myself. I gasped. I dropped the mirror.

I was… well I looked different, yet the same.

I looked at my self again, and I was beautiful.

A laugh escaped my mouth.

My eyes were now crimson red, my skin pale white, and it looked like porcelain. There was no way to put it into words, but I was beautiful.

Then I got out of the bed. I couldn't help but notice, how fast, I did it. Then I ran downstairs as fast as I could. I was there in half a second. This amazed me.

Then Edward spoke up. "It is amazing." He laughed.

"How did you know-" My voice sounded like bells.

"Long story short I can read your mind." Then he looked at me grimly and left the room. Leaving just Esme and me.

" Carlisle is at work, so it is only us three today."

Oh yay.

She grabbed my hand and we started running towards the forest. Edward met us near a tree.

"Okay Rosalie. Just relax. Let your instincts take over." I closed my eyes. "What do you smell?"

I smelled lots of things. but one thing in particular stood out. It had a warm feeling to it, but it stinked. It made my nose wrinkle, but there was something about it that made me want it.

"That's it." Esme commented.

"Why does it smell different? I thought it would smell, good." I asked. I opened my eyes to find both Edward and Esme staring curiously at me.

"Oh well, animals smell different than humans." She laughed. "Now just let yourself find your food. Take in the scent and follow it."

I bent into a crouch and started running towards the smell.

There was an elk, standing there defenseless. I felt bad for a second but I had to remind myself it would cause me more guilt if I was hunting a human.

I wrapped my arms around the creature and leaned my face towards it's neck and bit into the soft skin. I felt the warm blood enter my mouth and soothe my throat. But the pain wasn't completely gone.

So I attacked a deer and the pain was just something in the back of my mind.

I followed the path to where Esme and Edward were, already finished.

"The pain never goes away." Edward said blankly.

Esme put her hand on my shoulder with a huge smile on her face, dimples showing. "You did a great job Rose."

Then we started running back towards the house. We were in the backyard when the smell hit. A human.

My whole body froze, my spine stiffened, my shoulders pushed back. I started shaking. Venom started pooling in my mouth, I stopped breathing.

I opened my mouth, and carefully said through my teeth, "Get. Me. Inside."

It took both Esme and Edward to drag me inside.

Once inside safefully, i thanked both of them.

Suddenly a question came into mind. "Esme?"

"Hmm?" She was staring at the wall and gestured me to sit next to her on the couch.

"How come you don't have children?"

"I do. I have Edward." She said blankly.

"Oh, no I mean, biological children." I said, my fears were on the edge of a cliff ready to burst.

She was staring at my eyes now. "Rosalie. When you become one of us, you become frozen in time. Therefore, I am unable to get pregnant"

Then I started running.

a/n: where is rosalie going? if you paid attention to rosalie's story in eclipse you could probably guess! REVIEW PLEASE!