Here's another chapter-I got a review earlier and realised I called Sonny's boyfriend by two names...oops. Either way, I've fixed it now, so it's OK. Hope you like this next one...
Chapter 3-Missing You
Sonny's POV
Weeks go by, and I hear nothing from Chad. I don't understand why he did that to me; maybe he really can't get over me. I guess I feel bad for him-I'm worried about the guy. I'm just hoping that he'll be OK.
3 weeks after the incident with Chad, I come into the prop house to see Blake, looking sad and heartbroken. It kinda reminds me of the look Chad gave me that day…
"Sonny," He says, "I'm so sorry."
I remember the many times Chad apologised to me, but I try to ignore it and focus on my present boyfriend.
"What's wrong?" I ask.
He sighs, "I'm going somewhere else to finish my internship."
"Where?"
He sighs, "England."
"England?" I say, "But that's miles away. Blake, I'll never get to see you."
"I'm sorry," He says, I have no choice."
I suddenly remember when Chad left for the movie, how upset he was that we couldn't see each other much…why do I keep thinking these thoughts? Do I really still like Chad? Did I really date Blake because I wanted to, or is it because he has Chad's blonde hair, his blue eyes? No, this can't be true. Sure, Blake has blonde hair, but it's no where near as amazing as Chad's. And, he may have blue eyes, but they don't sparkle in the moonlight while he tells me he loves me. And no smile can beat Chad's-the caring smile, that gives you the feeling that you're flying, that you could never do anything wrong in his eyes, you could get lost there for years on end and never escape. I don't know if I want to admit it, but I think I'm still in love with Chad Dylan Cooper. Am I? Oh, it's so confusing! I collapse on the couch with confusion, unsure of where my heart really lies.
"Are you OK, Sonny?" Blake asks.
"No," I say, "I'm not. I'm really not." I sigh. "I'm sorry, Blake." I say, holding him by the shoulders. "I really like you, but I think I'm in love with…someone else."
He smiles, "You still love Chad, don't you?"
"I don't know." I say, "I mean, I shouldn't love him after what he did, but then, if I forget that, everything else he's done…everything he's done to show me he loves me…"
He sits next to me, comforting me. "I know you really like him." He says.
"Really?" I ask.
"I always have. And he really likes you. Sonny, I'm leaving you. And, although I don't like to admit it, I won't be coming back. I know you like me, I really like you too. But, compared to how much you like Chad, I'm nothing to you. You won't care if I leave your life."
"Of course I'll care!" I say, and he laughs.
"Yeah, but this means you can date Chad again. I know how much you like him, Sonny. And he really likes you. You deserve each other."
I smile, but then realise-Chad is so stubborn, right now, he thinks he's the worst guy in the world. There's no way he'll take me back, because he believes it's for his own good. I can't-I won't-let this be true.
"How will I make him believe that he deserves me?" I ask Blake, "He thinks he's the biggest jerk in the world."
"I know," Blake says, "But if you show you care about him, he might start to believe he' worthy of you. Guys like him are really stubborn, but if you show you care about them, they'll realise that they're not that bad."
I smile, "Thanks, Blake. I really didn't think you'd help me get together with my own ex-boyfriend."
"Well, I'm leaving Sonny," He says, "I want you to be happy when I go."
I grin. Blake's sweet, kind, caring, there's gotta be some girl out there somewhere that will like him. Maybe, just maybe, he'll find someone like me, who appreciates his kindness. There's got to be some girl like that in England, right?
"Thanks, Blake," I say, hugging him, "You're awesome!"
"Anytime." He laughs, and we pull away from the hug, happy to be just friends.
At that moment, the rest of my cast come in, turning on the TV. I'm shocked at what I see, hoping it's all a lie…
"Chad Dylan Cooper has refused to come out of his apartment for the 6th day in a row now. The Mackenzie Falls star hasn't been seen on set for almost a week. No-one really knows why Chad won't come out, but there are rumours going around. Some say he's dying, some say he's bored with his life, and some say he's just sick with the flu. But the most common and upsetting rumour is that he has a broken heart because of a break-up with a girl Who is this girl? And is this the end of America's favourite bad boy? Reporting for Tween Weekly, I'm…"
I turn off the TV, and run out of the room. Is Chad really refusing to work…because of me? No…it can't be…can it?
Dun-dun-dun!
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Song: Missing You by The Saturdays
