DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT

A/N: alrighty, uh first reviewer gets a sneak peek of the next chapter! so review :))


We found ourselves at the beach. We went to a store there and got some bathing suits. It was a very cloudy day, and it was pouring rain. So we wouldn't stand out. Too much.

We were all racing each other to see who would reach the water first.

Edward was in the lead, but Emmett being the newborn he is, used his strength and pushed Edward five feet to the side. Emmett turned around, and picked me up.

"Ahh! Emmett put me down!" I was laughing so hard, I could barely get the words out. Then Edward, pushed us both towards the water.

We stumbled into the ocean water. Emmett was still clutching me when he froze. That's when I smelt it too. Human Blood. It didn't affect me and Edward as bad as it would Emmett. He was still a newborn.

Edward ripped me from Emmett's arms and I landed into the water. He clutched Emmett.

He was trying to get free from grasp.

I stepped in front of him. "Rose! No! He's a newborn! He could hurt you without even realizing it!" Edward yelled.

I was still staring at Emmett, I whispered "He won't." I put my hands on his face. "Em! Baby. Shh Shh Shh." Emmett finally looked at me. "It's okay."

Edward let go of Emmett.

All of a sudden, Emmett was charging toward the shore. He knocked me over.

Oh my god.

Edward didn't bother, chasing Emmett, he knew it was too late.

I was surprised, by what just happened, and I fell into Edward arms. I was frozen. I could barely hear Edward talking to me. All I could hear was the person, Emmett was killing right now.

The screams eventually stopped.

I stared at the sky as Edward still held me and ran back to the house. Carlisle and Esme were there already. Carlisle talking to Emmett and Esme pacing the room waiting for us to return. Esme ran to us and took me in her arms. I couldn't tell my legs to move. She started up the stairs, Edward behind.

Esme sat on the floor, holding me while, tearless sobs escaped my chest. When I was done, Edward explained the whole newborn thing, again.

I finally screamed, "EDWARD, I KNOW!"

Someone knocked on my door and came in. It was him.

Esme and Edward left the room.

"Rosalie, I'm so sorry!" His eyes were bright red again. "I just lost control."

I sat up and walk to him. "It's okay. I just freaked out. It's not your fault. I forgot, about everything. I was so-"

"I will never hurt you again." He said sternly, he stared into my eyes. I stroked his face with my hand, and pressed my lips to his. He kissed me back, and we started moving towards the bed that was merely a prop, but now it has some use, besides a seat.

We were still in bathing suits so it didn't take long.

Hours later, we were just staring at each other, lying on the floor, because we broke the bed. I could almost hear Edward wincing as he heard our thoughts.

Our foreheads and noses were pressed together. Emmett whispered something, I was so entranced by him, that I almost didn't catch what he said. "I love you."

I smiled and gave him a quick kiss, and said "I love you too."

But the moment was ruined. Because, I realized I could never give him children. We will never grow old. I can never sit next to a gray haired Emmett, on a porch, watching our grandchildren play in the yard.

I sat up quickly. "Rose, what's wrong?" Emmett asked.

"I hate what I am." I whispered.

Emmett just stared at me.

I thought about the woman that was killed this afternoon. She had a whole life. A husband maybe. She had parents. She might even had children. Or one she couldv'e had kids. But she died.

"I should have died." My voice was quivering now. Emmett just cradled me in his arms while I just rambled on. I just kept whispering, "I love you I love you I love you I love you."


a/n: poor rosalie :( oh and no, they don't know about the treaty thing yet. there is no treaty right now. the wolves will find out though.

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