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A/N: I'm soooooo sorry I haven't updated in a while, but I promised I'm back on track, and I'm trying to write and update like before :)

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The whole house has had a sadder side to it for the past six days. He finally came back and we were walking back into the cafeteria one day, and Emmett and I were leading the way, in front of our little group. I kept laughing at Emmett because he looked more like a bodyguard. Jasper had his hand on Alice's elbow. "It's going to be okay." She breathed. I was a little irritated but Emmett kept trying to get me happy.

"Of course it is." Edward grumbled at Alice.

Emmett and Jasper bombarded Edward with snowballs earlier this morning, and then they turned on each other.

"She's not here yet, but the way she's going to come in… she won't be downwind if we sit in our normal spot." She said distantly.

"Of course we'll sit in our regular spot. Stop it Alice. You're getting on my nerves. I'll be absolutely fine." Edward snarled.

"Hmm." She paused, and blinked her eyes coming back into reality. "I think you're right."

"Of course I am." He muttered. I tried to fight back a smile.

A couple minutes later, Jasper spoke. "Anything new?" Edward had the same concentrated look he had last week.

"Nothing. She…must not have said anything."

I raised my eyebrows, this was surprising.

"Maybe you're not as scary as you think you are." Emmett chuckled. "I bet I could have frightened her better than that." I grimaced as Edward rolled his eyes.

"We've been over that. I don't know." Edward answered Emmett's unspoken question.

"She's coming in." Alice murmured. "Try to look human."

"Human you say." Emmett smiled mischievously.

He held up one of his fists, revealing a hidden snowball he saved from the fight earlier. He squeezed it into a block of ice. He was staring at Jasper. I was getting about ready to scold him when, he threw it at Alice, who flicked it away. The ice landed somewhere in the cafeteria. I wasn't too interested to see where.

Everyone stared around the room, looking for the cause of the disturbance. They didn't suspect us of course.

"Very human, Emmett," I snarled. "Why don't you punch through the wall while you're at it."

Emmett laughed. "It would look more impressive if you did it, baby." I eased a little bit and cracked a smile.

He wrapped his arm around my shoulders and kissed my cheek. Edward stared at the human girl as she came out of the lunch line.

"Ease up, Edward," Emmett said. "Honestly. So you kill one human. That's hardly the end of the world."

I glared at him, as he mouthed, "It's true." With a shrug of his shoulders. I rolled my eyes.

"You would know." Edward murmured. I shot him a death glare too.

Emmett laughed, "You've got to learn how to get over things." He gave me this speech a lot. "Like I do. Eternity is a long time to wallow in guilt."

Then Alice tossed ice at an unsuspecting Emmett.

I laughed at his surprising expression. He blinked rapidly and then smiled that grin. The one that let's you know he's planning something in his head.

"You asked for it." He leaned over the table, and shook his curly hair which had encrusted ice in it. A thick shower of half ice- half liquid splattered.

"Ew!" I growled.

Alice started laughing, cueing us all to laugh too. A bell of choruses filled the air as laughter slipped our stone cold lips.

Emmett kept playing with my hair, as I tried to fight him off.

"Emmett, stop!" I giggled. He was like a child sometimes.

"I…think it's okay." Alice said quietly. "Your mind is set. I think you'll make it through the hour." She said kind of unsure.

"Why push it, Edward?" Jasper asked. He of all people knew how this feels. "Go home, take it slow."

"What's the big deal? Either he will or he won't kill her. Might as well get it over with, either way." Emmett said matter of factly.

I froze. "I don't want to move yet, I don't want to start over." I huffed. "We're almost out of high school, Emmett." I said talking to him now. "Finally."

"No Rose, I think it will be okay." Alice reassured me. "It's firming up. I'm 93% sure that nothing bad will happen if he goes to class.

"Go to class." Edward said vaguely.

I was irritated at everyone for taking this so lightly. I trailed behind everyone with Emmett, in a daze, too many thoughts swirling in my head.

As we were walking to our class, we passed Edward's biology class. I peeked in. We continued walking. "He better not mess up." I muttered.

Emmett's hand wrapped around my waist. "Babe, relax. It's not that big of a deal."

I gave him a glare, and stalked off towards my class. After I slid into my seat, I saw him trying to walk as fast as he could, without looking immortal, into the room.

He sat in the desk next to me, and threw something on my desk. It was something in the shape of a heart I smiled. I realized it was an aluminum can squished into the shape. I used my speed to kiss him on the cheek before anyone besides us could notice.

"Thanks." I whispered. "I'm sorry."

"Apology accepted. It's just, Rose, sometimes I don't get you. You put up this front for everyone, and it isn't you. I want the Rosalie that only peeks around when it's just us."

I scowled. "I'm nice." Emmett shook his head. "Yes, I am."

"No, you're honestly not." I let out my bottom lip.

"You can be, there's a difference."

I dropped the conversation then and changed the subject to our plans of friends coming into town. All to soon, the bell rang and I had to part with Emmett. I walked with Jasper to math. I liked Jasper. He knew when the right time was too talk, and when it wasn't. Unlike Alice. Who just blabs and blabs and blabs. But she is still a sister to me.

In the middle of class Jasper whispered to me. "I'm confused."

My eyebrows knitted together, "What do you mean?"

"You." He paused. "You're jealous." He concentrated for a minute. "But I wonder of what…" He lead off diving into his own personal thoughts.

I just shook it off. "Okay."

Later that night, Carlisle and Edward went out hunting. I was in Emmett's arms all night. In the morning, Emmett left me to get ready. I was one step outside my door when I overheard Edward.

"I don't know where I'm going yet." He whispered.

I froze. No, he's going to split up the family. I know we'll move again. We inseparable.

"They'll need you all the more, if I'm not here to watch out for them. And think of Esme. Would you take half of her family away in one blow?"

I guessed he was having one a private conversation with someone. My bet's on Alice.

"Babe?" Emmett called softly as he walked towards me. I smiled and hugged him.

When we all made it to the car, no one said a word. Emmett and I sat in the back, just staring lovingly into each other's eyes.

When we pulled into the parking lot, Edward and Alice waited behind, while we walked to our first class.

As we walked, Jasper and Emmett talked about a hunting trip, while I just listened to the people passing by. We reached the door to our classroom, and just as my stone fingers touched the cool metal, I heard two people walking by, talking. You could hear the urgency in their tone.

All I could make out was "Cullen" and "Bella, the new girl" because I was shocked.

"We have to go." I said quickly. We followed the crowd to the parking lot.

No no no. I thought. I'm going to kill him.

By the time we got there, Chief Swan freaking out over his daughter. I scowled as I realized what really happened.

He saved her! That's even worse! We'll still have to move! She's going to tell everyone about us! I screamed through my thoughts. I saw Jasper flinch, I mouthed sorry, it must be horrible to feel how i feel.

I was about to march up to Edward, when Jasper and Emmett both towed me back by the arms. At lunch, Jasper spoke.

"I have an idea." He proposed as he raised an eyebrow.

Both Emmett and I leaned in.

"She's going to talk about what happened eventually, so why don't we just…"

The answer came immediately in my head. "Kill her." I said softly.

"Exactly." He said just as quiet.

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