Hey guys! Well, now I'm back in school, I'll only be able to update a couple of stories a day, and only one chapter a day-ish, it really depends. Plus, soon I have to make my choices for GCSE, so I will slow up a little, but I'm trying :)
Chapter 14-Lose My Mind
Chad's POV
That's right, I'm Chad again. I'm tired of CDC, he's an idiot. That's right, I've just admitted that, you're not going crazy. I do have a feeling that I am…
I'm searching for Sonny, I need to explain, beg for a second chance…that's right, I'm willing to beg to get Sonny back. Wow, Sonny really has changed me…
I enter the prop house, on my search for Sonny. No-one's here…
I look around some more, before hearing a voice behind me.
"Well, well, well," Tawni sighs, "Bravo, Cooper. In fact, you don't deserve that one. Just like Sonny didn't deserve what you did to her."
"Where is she?" I ask, facing her.
"Why should I tell you?" She asks. "After all you've done to Sonny, it's a surprise she hasn't packed her bags and left. You know what, Chad? Why don't you just leave Sonny alone? With you around, she only gets hurt."
"Tawni, that's crazy…" I go to argue, but then realise what's right in front of me. "Tawni? Are you…caring for Sonny?"
She sighs, "OK, so I'm caring. At least I do care about her…unlike you."
"That's ridiculous, Tawni," I say, "Trust me I love Sonny. I realised that last night. I've known this whole time but I've never wanted to say because I was Chad Dylan Cooper, and I thought that nothing was more important than me. But all these years I was wrong, because now, I care about nothing more than Sonny, OK? I know it's crazy, but I love Sonny! More than I've ever loved anyone, even myself. Tawni, I don't care who tries to stop me, because I am in love with girl…how many times must I say it? I love her! I just…" I collapse on the couch, out of breath and confused. It's true-it's all true. I've never loved anyone more than I love Sonny-even my own parents. I don't just want Sonny. I need Sonny.
Tawni looks at me, sighs and says, "Wow. I never knew someone like you cared."
"It's not funny." I say, "I'm lost without her. I just…" My head somehow gets to heavy, and it collapses into my hands, and I shake it around, trying to think. My head is full of thoughts I just can't get rid of.
Tawni sighs and passes me a key.
"What's this?" I ask.
"Sonny's spare key," She says. "You'll need it. She's locked her door and is answering to no-one. Good luck, Chad."
I smile, taking the key. "Thanks, Tawni."
"Your welcome," She smiles.
"Don't think this changes anything." I say, "I still hate you."
She laughs, "And I still can't stand you."
I smile, heading to Sonny's house. Here goes nothing…
Sonny's POV
I'm staying in my apartment today-I can't go out there. I think I'm losing my mind. Everything and everyone I see reminds me of Chad. I turn on the TV, there's an announcement on about the new Mackenzie Falls episode tonight. I turn over the channel, Camp Hip-Hop 2 is on. Every channel…Chad…Chad, more Chad. Even the music channel has Chad singing his birthday song for Dakota. "Chad, Chad, Chaddy-Chad Chad…" I blink, and instead, Lady Gaga's on. That's the word-I'm going Gaga. I run up to the window, open it, and let out a big yell.
"Hey!" A voice yells, "A little loud up there!"
"Oh, sorry," I say, looking down to the guy, and it's Chad, walking his dog…dog? Chad doesn't have a dog…I blink and it turns out to really be an older man with a beard. He walks off, mumbling under his breath.
I sigh, leaving the window open. Maybe I just need a little fresh air.
I sit back on the couch, when there's suddenly a knock on the door.
"Mom?" I ask. No answer. "Use your own key, Mom."
"OK." A voice comes from behind the door, but it's not Moms. The door unlocks, and stood there by the door is Chad.
"Sonny? He asks, "Is everything OK?"
I blink, then again, then again. Nope, still Chad. I really am going crazy.
"No, no, you're not Chad…you can't be…you've got my key…and…I…I mean…" I pace back and forth, but "Chad" grabs me, shaking me softly.
"Sonny, it's me," He says, but I don't believe him. "Just…look at me…"
I look into his eyes…bright, piercing blue…there's no way I can imagine eyes like those.
"Chad," I say, relieved. The relief fade when I remember why exactly I'm going crazy, "Why are you here?"
"Because I…" He sighs, unsure of what to say, "I'm sorry, Sonny."
"Did you not even realise that the press might find you? I mean, I know we weren't dating, but seriously? And you could have told me about it…and why was this date at Sonny Falls? That's our spot! How could you, Chad? Sometimes, you just really push my…"
My yelling at Chad is interrupted by a pair of lips, reaching out for mine. I really don't know what to feel. Isn't this what I wanted yesterday? I guess. But times change, just like Chad said before. I just don't know what to do…
Chad pulls away, smiling, but it fades when he sees my serious face.
"Sonny?" He asks, and I sigh.
"Please, just go," I say.
"Please Sonny…"
"I'm sorry, Chad. I can't forgive you. I had a world of chances for you, (A/N: World of Chances, Demi Lovato ;)) and each of them is now gone. You've used them all up, Chad. I'm sorry."
He sighs, "You know, I was hoping that this would be strong enough to handle anything."
I shake my head, "Times change."
He looks shocked, remembering his words that I bet he now regrets. "I can't believe this, Sonny." He says, "I just always knew that I loved you, and I was hoping you loved me too."
"Loved." I say, "Not anymore. I just have a problem."
Chad sighs, "Well, the first step to get rid of your problem is to admit it."
I smile, "Then I love you Chad."
"So date me."
"I can't." I say, "We need to get over each other. We'll just both end up hurt. Let's just…move on."
Chad blinks, sighs, and goes to leave. At the door, he turns back, looks at me for a second, before shaking his head and going to walk off.
"…Chad?" I say.
"Yeah?" He says.
"…" I sigh, "Goodbye."
He sighs too, "Goodbye, Sonny."
With that, he left.
OMG! What's gonna happen next? I don't know, I haven't written it yet ;)
Song: Lose My Mind by The Wanted,if you don't know why, read it again ;)
byes xxx