After my dreamingI woke with this fearWhat am I leaving when I'm done here?
James Pov: You have no talent….
You're a selfish brat James and you need to grow up…..
With out us you'd be No where…..
James I was mad okay? I shouldn't have broken up…..
I quickly woke up staring at the ceiling. I've only been asleep for 3 hrs after coming home at Midnight. Clear my head with Loud music and Party lights. That didn't help me forget much but it did enough to come back home.
I got out of bed and went to the living room. what the hell did I drink? I know I said no alcohol but that waitress was drunk enough herself. I'm not crazy. Am I? I mean after what he said/ could that make me love him. No. no it can't.
I pressed my head against the glass of are window "Why?" I let out in a small whisper. "James?" I closed my eyes not wanting to respond "James? What are you doing" I recognized Logan's soft worried voice "uh…nothing Logan. Just…clearing my head" I know he didn't believe me but right now I didn't want to talk to anyone. All I wanted was to figure out what was going through my head.
"James it's like 4 in the morning. You sound get to bed…." Logan said even softer. I let out a long sigh "okay Logan" I turned around and saw him standing like a timid animal. Scared for his life. "everything will be fine Logan. Just give it time" I said trying to reassure him. His face went blank "I don't think so James. I just don't" he left the room. And he was right.