Once againg thank you to everyone who is reading this fic and alerting it, and a big big thank you to the people who are reviewing it. I know this next chapter isnt one of my storngest but i thought id put it up anyway.

Sian POV

I awoke fairly early from the most comfortable sleep I'd probably ever had. I still had my arms wrapped around the brunette next to me. Last night's events came tumbling back to me quickly. We'd kissed and that was it but it had felt like the most incredible thing ever. Even though it was amazing deep down I realised that if I didn't stop this now we'd ruin everything. I couldn't do the relationship thing. Not with her. She meant everything to me and I couldn't have her hating me because that's what would happen. All relationships messed up. I now knew what I had to do. Even though more than anything else in the world I wanted to stay here wrapped in her arms I just couldn't. I had to leave and distance myself from her for a while. Then maybe my feelings for her would go back to just being best friends and we could go back to how we were. Go back to not feeling like my whole world evolved around her. My feelings scared me. The idea of her being a girl wasn't what bothered me at all. It had nothing to do with that. But these feelings were so intense and I'd never felt them before. Not for a boy or a girl. They scared me.

I unwrapped my arms from around her body and got away from the bed. I knew it looked like I was running away but in my head I was saving us. In my haste to get away I tripped over something on the floor and fell crashing down with a large thud. Sophie bolted upright waking up in an instant.

"What the hell," she said in a panic. Finally she realised that it was only me. "Sian, you, you were running away without speaking to me weren't you." I basically died inside when I heard the disappointment in her voice. I felt awful for hurting her but I was trying to save us. Trying to save myself.

"It's not how it looks," I said quietly.

"Sian it's exactly how it looks and you know it." She wasn't my sweet little Sophie any more. She was angry. Angry at me. Why couldn't she see I was doing this for us? More than anything I wanted to go over and kiss her and tell her we could be together forever but I just couldn't. We'd end up ruining everything. And I was scared.

"I'm sorry Sophie. I can't do this, not now." I'd managed to put all my clothes back on from last night. I looked back at her seeing tears in her eyes but I was saving her. Saving her from me. Without another word I walked out of her bedroom and practically flew down the stairs.

"Hey watch it," Rosie said to me, as I bumped past her on the stairs. She was obviously just coming in after her night out.

"Sorry," I mumbled. Without another word I existed the house leaving two confused Webster girls behind me.

Sophie POV

I couldn't believe she'd just left me like this. Last night had been amazing we'd kissed and held each other close. It had felt like the most perfect night in the world. Well to me anyway; I guess Sian had felt differently.

I heard Rosie shout at Sian for knocking into her on the stairs but it hadn't stopped her leaving the house. I'd scared her away.

Rosie came into my room looking a little worse for wear after being out all night.

"What was up with her?" Rosie asked me casually while perching on the end of my bed.

"Nothing," I said moodily. I'd gone numb making me unable to feel pain. I just felt empty.

"Sophie, are you alright? You look kinda funny." I just ignored her, willing her to go away so I could deal with what was going on in my head.

"Soph, why did Sian just run out of the house?" Again I ignored her hoping she'd lose interest and go away.

"Have you had a fight?"

"Sort of," I managed to say without breaking down into tears.

"You finally did it didn't you?"

"Did what I asked?" suddenly intrigued by what she had to say.

"You so got it on last night!" She said sounding completely delighted.

"ROSIE!" I answered shocked. "We did not get it on!" I couldn't believe she even thought that. I mean it wasn't far from the truth. But how did she know me and Sian had any other kind of relationship then friendship?

"Go on then look me in the eyes and tell me something didn't happen between you two last night. Go on a dare you." I looked at her with as much determination as I could possibly muster and said.

"We didn't... we didn't..." I couldn't do it, I couldn't lie.

"HAHAAA," she squealed with glee, "finally. So what happened?" I was completely and utterly embarrassed but more than anything I was shocked with how unbelievably normal Rosie was coping with the idea of me kissing a girl. She hadn't disowned me so far so I decided on telling her the truth.

"We just kissed. Nothing else happened but I think this morning she totally freaked out and tried to sneak out without me noticing. But I woke up before she could get out of the house."

"She's probably just a bit overwhelmed that's all. Give her a while to calm down and I'm sure she'll come round." She said this all so matter of factually; I couldn't believe my ears.

"Rosie, why are you not major freaking out about this? I just told you I kissed my best friend. I thought you of all people would find that completely crazy."

"Sophie Sophie Sophie, I've known about this for aaaaaaages!"

"How could you have known? I only just realised last night that I was in love with her." I said completely confused now.

"See, that I didn't know. I didn't realise you were actually in love with her. That's just so cute. But Sophie you'd have to be completely stupid not to see how much you adore Sian. And I've gotta say she can't hide how much she likes you either."

"But I didn't even realise!"

"That proves my point, you're stupid." I just couldn't get my head around the fact that a) she knew about me liking Sian before I even did and b) she was acting so cool with it. She was really a pretty amazing sister. I defiantly didn't give her enough credit.

"Do you think other people know? You know like Mum and Dad?" I asked suddenly panic stricken. This was difficult for me to get my head round. Let alone having the whole world know about it.

"Nah they're even dumber than you."

"Right," I put my head in my hands, it was all so messed up and complicated. I now fully acknowledged something that had been starring me in the face for a long time. I was in love with my best friend.

"So you say you love her?" Rosie asked sympathetically. I felt awkward talking about this with her but she'd proven herself so far so I had to trust her.

"Yeah. Well I think I do. I mean every time I see her my heart beats slightly faster. I literally ache when I'm not with her. I feel jealous when she's with guys. In fact I feel jealous when she's with anyone other than me."

"Sounds like love to me. Much deeper than what I've ever felt for anyone!" This was the first sisterly chat we'd properly ever had. We normally fought and argued leaving no time for us to actually be nice to each other. This was nice besides, my heart feeling like someone was trampling on it.

"Rosie does this not bother you at all?"

"Does what bother me?"

"That I'm in love with Sian?"

"No no I'm totally cool with that. I mean loves love when you think about it. Who has any right to tell you who to love?" I felt my jaw drop at her words.

"I don't think I've ever heard you say something so philosophical. Where's my air head sister gone?"

"Oh I'm still here but I'm totally not bothered about people being gay."

"I don't even know if I'm gay," I mumbled softly, "I don't think about other women like that, just, just her."

"Like I said Sophie, loves love." I couldn't believe me and my sister had just had this conversation. But with whatever was going to happen with Sian next, at least I knew I had my sister supporting me.