I wanted to stay there looking up at the doctor, but Jack had seen me and I knew he had.

Give me a break, I just died!

The shaking had stopped now and so had the laughing. And kissing. And we were thrown back into reality, the horrible, horrible real world.

The master had tried to make a run for it, but Jack had caught him, still while looking at me, making me feel so bad, no matter what I did someone was going to get hurt, weather they showed it or not. It took me a while to realise I was still in the doctors arms, I stood up with the doctor and blushed.

"Seriously?" The master said to the doctor "Out of every beautiful woman in the universe you pick, a child?" Jack punched him in the stomach.

"What shall we do to him? Something bad I hope?" Jack asked everyone.

"Ella should decide." Said Martha's mum. Everyone looked at me. I reached for the doctor's hand and looked at the floor; I didn't know what to say. You should be killed, but that would mean the doctor was the only timelord left and that wasn't fair. I squeezed the doctor's hand, and everyone realized I wasn't going to say anything. Martha's mum picked a gun up and aimed for the master, I let go of the doctor's hand and walked over to Martha's mum, I put my palm over the end of the gun.

"Don't bother, he's not worth it, you'll just be sinking down to his level." I said to her. She dropped the gun, Martha came over and hugged her mum, I just walked back to no one, I knew what was going to happen next the drawings had told me.

"Lucy-" I began, but it was too late, she had already fired the gun it hit the master in the heart. He didn't regenerate, he died in the doctors arms.

I walked back to the Tardis on my own, I think the doctor wanted to be alone and I still didn't want to face Jack. I went to my room and fell asleep on my bed. I woke in the middle of the night, and didn't want to go back to sleep, so I went to the control room, the doctor was there stood up looking at the main control block thing. I sat down on the chair and watched him. Eventually he came and sat next to me; I leant into him and put my head on his chest.

"Bad day." I said, he nodded. "You should sleep." I said and we both fell asleep there and then. Jack was stood at the doorway, when we woke up. I almost burst into tears, but instead I just turned around and buried deeper into the doctor keeping my eyes closed, he put his arms around me, I stayed there for a few minutes until I came out.

"Doctor, not every planet we go to will be like that because I don't think I can go through that again." I asked.

"No, I promise, I'll keep you safer from now on." He said to me, then kissed my forehead.

"Doctor," Said Martha walking in. "I want you to take me home. For a while." And with that the doctor let me go and started up the Tardis. I stood up and the doctor put his arm around me just as Martha's mum came in.

"You shouldn't be anywhere near him let alone dating him, it's not right your to young." She said. I didn't say anything "And you, you should not have led her on, she's not even a teenager yet!"

"Mum!" Shouted Martha "Ella's really mature for her age."

"If even a scratch appears on her next time I see her I'll call the social." Martha's mum said, then the doors opened and the Jones family left, Martha gave the doctor a mobile phone.

"When that rings you better answer it!" She told him then she turned to me "And you better come visit me, or my mum might just lose it." We stepped out the Tardis to say goodbye when someone shouted towards us "That's the girl of the TV!" At first I thought they were talking about Martha, but then realised I'd been long enough for my mum to notice.

"Get in the Tardis." The doctor whispered to me, but it was too late, there were people coming up to me, someone took a picture.

"Did he steal you?" Someone asked.

"What should I do?" I whispered to the doctor.

"Go to Martha's house." He said, he turned to go back into the Tardis.

"I'm not leaving you." I said to him. He looked at me, took my hand and pulled me into the Tardis; I ran into my room, I didn't want the doctor to see me crying. There was no lock on my bedroom door, so I locked myself in my bathroom and cried my eyes out as silently as I could. I stayed there for the rest of the day and most of the night, when I finally came out Jack was sitting on my bed. I tried to walk out of the room. When I had got to my bedroom door he said,

"You were kissing him?" He whispered just loud enough for me to hear. I froze.

"Yes, yes I did." I said quietly. I still wasn't looking at him.

"Why?" He sounded really, really mad. But why should he be mad, I just woke up from being dead, had a whole year of complete and unbearable pain as well as being kissed by someone I didn't fancy and I'm only twelve!

"You're mad? You're mad!" I screamed at him "Don't you think I should be the mad one! Do you even know what the master had done to me? Here's just a small sample of the list, He'd burst my eardrums, made me walk with broken ankle and bruised feet soles, cut my skin open and you think that's bad there's something's I haven't told the doctor about they were that bad."

"Like what?" He said.

"He played a game of noughts and crosses on my back; he used a knife for the grid and the noughts and for the crosses he used a red hot poker! And on top of this my people are having a search party for me and I'm having boy troubles? Now I am so, so strong for a twelve year old, but I am only twelve and you can't push me any further because I will snap." I said then stormed out I didn't go to the main control room like I normally did; instead I wanted to have a look at the other rooms in the Tardis. I passed the door I thought was the doctor's room and went it to the room next door to it. I gasped, the room was filled with so many books, I picked one up it was about something statues of angles crying, I opened the book and started to read it, I wasn't very good at reading so I still found it easier to read aloud.

"The w-wep-weeping angles are k-k-k-known for kill-ling there p-p-rey nice-nice-nicely b-by sending them back in time and f-f-eed-d-d-ing off there preys o-ww-ld l-l-l-life," I sat down and carried on reading for at least three hours, but then I stopped because I knew the doctor was behind me, I closed the book.

"I'm sorry, I didn't-" I began, he took the book off me.

"Out of all of my books, you chose this one. Why?" He asked me.

"Because, they're pretty." I said "I like books but I'm not very good at reading though."

"Look on page two hundred and fifty." He told me handing the book back to me. I did, and threw the book on the floor from shock. The beautiful angle had on of her hands raised like she was about to hit me and her face was pulled into the most awful expression with her fang shaped rows of teeth showing. I picked the book up.

"Why was it doing that?" I asked

"It was hunting." Said the doctor "The only species who kill you nicely, yet there's nothing more terrifying than them."

"Except my talk with Jack." I said under my breath, but he heard me. The doctor put his arms around me and hugged me tightly, I loved it there. We stayed like that for a few minutes, until he took my hand and led me to the control room; he fired the Tardis up then in the middle of the journey he flung the doors open. It was beautiful! We sat on the floor just in front of the doors are legs hanging over into space. He put your arm around me and told me about the different planets and stars taught me about the constellations then he kissed me and I kissed him back, and I swore I had died and gone to heaven.