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A/N: I hope you are all enjoying it so far. So, since I don't have a life I can easily post a chapter a day instead of those authors that post once a week. Here's the thing, I will only post a chapter after I have gotten 3 reviews. Who knows, maybe if I get six or more reviews in the same day, I might even post an extra chapter that day.

Chapter 3

October 1976

It had been over a month and half since we three had what...gotten together? Well we had always been together, probably always loving each other just never knowing what kind of love we had for each other. Started going out? Where exactly were we going, our dorm, alcoves in the hall and library, the lake and only if we found a good hiding spot? Hooking up? That sounds so... I don't know, I don't want to sound like a girl, but it doesn't even begin to describe what we were doing. We couldn't say became a couple either, there were three of us. Anyways, it had been a month and half since we started doing whatever the hell we were doing.

We had gone through one full moon already that year, and it was one of his easiest. I don't know why the October one was different, neither did he. It was, it was so hard on him. Moony had tried to rip his leg off half of the time, and after he had slammed me into the wall, and knocked Padfoot unconscious under the table, nearly succeeded. Padfoot woke up quickly, and we managed to keep him from hurting his self too badly. The proof of his attempts was currently flowing down Remus' leg.

I was sitting with my back against the staircase, one leg stuck out in front of me, the other bent. My arms rested on my knee, my chin on them. Sirius was still in Padfoot's shape, and was laying next to Remus, trying to keep him warm with Padfoot's fur. Remus was lying on his back, one arm over his eyes, the others palm rested on his heart. The cut on his leg was almost healed, and a long trail of blood ran from his hip down to his ankle. I cleaned and wet a piece of ripped up curtain, and started to wipe the blood off of my love. I hated to see him bloodied and bruised, the scars I found damn sexy, the blood hurt my heart.

I heard Remus start to stir, and smiled when he turned his head and kissed Padfoot on the nose. Padfoot flicked his tongue out and licked Remus on the nose. I laughed when Remus turned and wiped his nose on the pillow we had put under his head, mumbling about dog germs. Sirius transformed back, and licked Remus' nose again. He asked if that was better, and Remus surprised us both by saying that he was licking the wrong part of his body.

"Did he just say?" I trailed off, my face formed into an expression of shock.

"He did," Sirius said with a mischievous smirk. I knew, when I saw the glint in his eye, what he was planning on doing. "Do you think that would make you feel better, love? Do you think it would make it hurt less?"

"I don't know, maybe you should do it, and see." Remus replied. He was too weak to sit up on his elbows like he usually did when he was in this situation, so instead he just put his hands behind his head. Sirius moved down to do as Remus requested, but Remus stopped him. "No, both of you, lick me." He ordered. We'd never tried that before. One of us sucking the other off, and the one getting sucked sucking another, we'd tried. It wasn't possible for two of us to suck the same one at the same time. Sure we could take turns, which is something else we had tried. We had never tried to get another one to come while two of us licked him. I was intrigued to find out how this would go, and when I looked at Sirius, so was he.

Taking the sides of him that we were already sitting on, Sirius and I leaned over and trailed our tongues down him at the same slow speed. He obviously didn't know what to expect either when he cried out a cuss, something it usually took a while for us to get him to do. He'd start off usually with soft moans or whimpers, and when we built him up he'd cuss. Remus didn't cuss anywhere but the bed, and it always was a jolt straight to my building aches when that sweet, innocent mouth reminded me how not sweet or innocent it was.

We listened to the cues we had found his different sounds to mean as we licked up and down his sides. Every time we got to the top we'd trail our tongues against him, and flick them against each other. We knew he lic\ked watching us kiss, we'd learned that the first night when he came because of us doing so. It definitely added to the pleasure only we could bring him.

We had had a conversation once about how he had only ever wanted us, how he had only been with us. Sometimes he had been with just me, some of those Sirius had watched, others he hadn't. Sometimes he had been with just Sirius, some of those I had watched, others I hadn't. He had mentioned it casually, that we were the only ones he had ever wanted, only ones he had ever been with. He didn't know that it would make us want him even more to tell us that. It had, and we'd shown him just how much we liked the idea that it had always been us.

Eventually he called out to us, and I wrapped my lips over the top of him, and he shot his self deep into my throat. That first night he had come on Sirius and I's necks. That morning we had all come in our own pants. Many times we had come in our mouths because we had been sucked to completion. Many other times our shower water had washed our come away before we could see where it landed. When we actually went through with a threat of wanking one of our loves off in class, they had to come in their pants. It was my personal favorite to wank them and put my mouth over them when they came, taking it all down my throat. I loved the taste of them, but I thought that it was easier to watch their faces while I brought them to their highs if I wanked them. This combination made what I did to Remus that morning my favorite.

When I pulled away, and Remus eased away from his high, Sirius grabbed me into a hungry kiss. He thrust his tongue into my mouth, trying to find any and all of the taste of Remus that still lingered. I smiled when he pulled away, and watched him move so that he knelt above Remus' head. I threw one of my legs over Remus' so that I could straddle him. I watched as Sirius leaned down and kissed Remus for a while, Remus clutching at the back of Sirius' head keeping him locked in place. When Sirius pulled away, I gave Remus a moment to breathe before leaning down so that my forearms were on either side of his head. He didn't even give me the chance before he buried his hands in my messy hair and pulled me into another hungry kiss. When we both needed air, he let me go, but kept me in a place where he could see both Sirius and I.

"I love you, I love you." He said. Sirius and I's eye grew wide. We hadn't said that yet. I called him baby, and Sirius called him love. Sometimes when I needed a term to describe them with I said love, friend wasn't enough. I called Peter my friend, and I wasn't going to do what I did with them to him. I didn't use lover, that was a term I was waiting until we had actual one of us being inside the other sex. We hadn't done that yet, we hadn't had to. We were waiting for something, even though I don't know what.

I wanted to tell them I loved them. I just wasn't sure if they were both ready to hear it. Remus would have been able to say something like, "I care about you James," if he wasn't ready to say "I love you." Sirius on the other hand wouldn't have taken it well if he wasn't ready to hear it. He would have felt like the girl if I was to tell him before he was ready, and that would have made him mad. So I had waited. Remus was the one that had always known he loved us, it was fitting that he was the first to say it. The way he said it was to both of us at the same time, something only Remus could pull off.

"I love you too," I said looking down at Remus, and turning my head up I said, "I love you." Looking Sirius in his eyes so that he knew it wasn't like the few times I had said I loved him when he was just my best friend.

"I love you too," Sirius said, also looking at me so that I understood what we had now was even more important than what we had had once. He looked down at Remus and sighed, "I love you too." Completing the circle.

Remus pulled me down hard, kissing me, and then letting me go only enough that he could kiss Sirius as well. I tried to roll to the side or something, but he refused to let me leave my position above him. Sirius moved to our side, laying so that he faced us, he cradled Remus' head with one arm, and threw his other across my back.

We hadn't been able to lay together for long, even though we all wished we could spend the whole day right where we were. Soon we heard the door that lead from the Whomping Willow being pushed open, and Sirius and I had to hurry up the stairs before we were caught. No one knew that we were animagi that spent the full moon with Remus. We were trying to keep the secret about our relationship as well, but we could have easily just rolled to the side if we didn't want someone expecting that.

"Mr. Lupin, I was starting to get worried. You are usually in my office an hour before now. Was it that bad?" We heard the voice of the school nurse float up the stairs. Sirius and I shared a look, yes it was an awful night for him. Remus being Remus though...

"It wasn't too bad, I must have just slept later than I planned. I'm not even in that much pain." He answered.

"Still, I'd like to get you to the hospital wing and checked out before we decide if you can go to your classes today." Madam Pomprey said. We heard moving around downstairs, and then the opening and closing of the passage door.

"Little liar isn't he?" I asked looking at Sirius from our place in the ripped apart bedroom.

"Yes," Sirius said as he walked to take a seat on the bed. "I hate it when Moony is that awful." He cried as he sat down hard. "I don't know how he can joke about the pain, but act as though he's a freak the next day. I wish there was something we could do to ease the pain."

"Me too," I said sitting beside him. "More then pleasuring him while he is in pain that is." Sirius nodded with a small smile. He laid his head against my shoulder, and breathe deeply. "I know love," I mused running my hand through his hair. "They're probably far enough away by now that we can sneak out." I said after we just sat in silence for awhile.

"Yes that is what I want to do." He said sarcastically. "Go to class, where I have to act like Remus and you didn't tell me you love me. Where I have to act like you are nothing more or less then my best friend. Where I have to act like I don't want you two every minute of every day." I closed my eyes as he spoke, just enjoying the feel of him against me. That was one of the things I loved about Sirius, he was able to boil every problem down to a line or two. Hoping that those two lines would be enough to know where the solution lied. Sometimes it worked, others it didn't. This time it didn't.

I tipped his face up so that I could catch his lips into a kiss. I wished I could make him feel better, just like we were able to make Remus feel better. I wondered how Remus would feel if I was to go inside of Sirius when he wasn't there the first time. Even though Remus was the one that wanted this first, was the one that told us he loved us first, I was still the leader in our relationship. I thought it would mean more if our first times were actually separate, one-on-one times. The first time I was with Sirius, the first time I was with Remus. The first time Remus and Sirius were together. Then we could have the first time we were with each other, the three of us.

With that decision made, and praying that Remus would see it that way later, I pressed Sirius to the bed. He whimpered as I let his mouth go and instead turned to kiss down his chin and neck. When we turned from our animals into people the clothes we had been wearing were just as they were when we became animals. It had been a school day the day before and Sirius was still in his dress shirt, though the tie had been lost as soon as the final bell had rung. As I kissed down his neck I pushed away several of the buttons, just enough to have given my hand a head start as my lips traced a trail down his body. When the final bell had rung his shirt had also come out of his waistband, which made it easier for me to undo and push from his shoulders.

"James," he gasped as my hands went to start on his belt buckle. "What is your plan?" He asked his hands stroking my hair. I smiled softly at him and hoped that my look alone was enough to explain. We liked talking dirty and telling each other just what we were planning on doing to each other, but I didn't want to do that this time. I didn't want it to be one of our fucks, I wanted to make love to him, to my best friend. "Remus?"

"Can have us both on his own later, right now I want you. I want to show you how much I love you Sirius." I answered. He nodded understanding my logic. I continued where I left off, undoing his belt, his button, and his zipper. Rolling his pants down, I said a silent thank-you that we remember to take our shoes off when we get to the Shack. I didn't want to deal with laces and socks right then. As he kicked his pants off of his ankles, I crawled back up his body. Placing soft kisses along his legs as I moved back up. I drew him into my mouth, rolled my tongue along him, and let him go as I finished my path, kissing him when I reached his lips again.

"Do you want me inside you?" I asked, giving him the option of bottom or top. He nodded that he wanted me to top, and I smiled. Sirius was the most dominant person I had ever met. The only person he ever let have any control over him was me. "Turn over." I said, and he raised his brow before doing just that. I wasn't taking him from behind, I wanted to watch his face. I just needed to ready him.

I pulled my wand out of my pocket and cast a spell I had read about in a book that really had no business being in a school library. Standing over him, I started rubbing his shoulders, knowing him like I did, I knew he had a questioning face that was slowly being replaced with an expression of "heaven". I leaned down and kissed the spot on his back just where his neck ended, and slid my hands down massaging any spot that felt a little tight. As I massaged him I kissed down his spine until I reached the small of his back. I rubbed my knuckles there, knowing from the years I had been his best friend and the weeks I had been his...well I guess I could use lover now, that this was his "oh, yeah spot." His leg even twitched like Padfoot's did when scratched right there.

I knelt on the bed and pressed kisses against the inside of his thighs and on his smooth cheeks. Remus and I were the kind of boys people said didn't have an ass. Sirius was the other kind, the one with that slight bump that entranced your attention. With my hands on both of his cheeks I opened him a little and breathed a gasp of air into him. "Fuck," he shouted and I did it again. I trailed my tongue across his backside, giving him a hickey right on the dimple of his left cheek, and nibbled at the spot right behind his sack. I ran my tongue up and down the crease listening to the sounds that had driven me crazy for weeks.

When I felt him relax I tapped him once with my tongue, and heard him sigh my name. Pushing it slowly in and pulling it back out caused him to moan. I kept this up for a while, slowly pushing in and out, twirling it around and around. Listening to him beg me for more, either with my name or the sounds I had started to love hearing. I could have stayed there forever, by then he did the one thing he really, really shouldn't have done.

"James, want you," he sighed, and I stopped with my tongue pushed as far as it could go inside him. Keeping my hands on his cheeks, giving me the perfect space to slide myself into, I backed away. Raising myself into a knelling position behind him, he flipped his self over before I could enter him. I smiled as he raised his legs to his chest giving me an easy advantage as I slipped inside of him. I slowly moved in and out of him, feeling him tighten and relax against me. As he got used to the feeling of me being inside him he started to raise his hip to meet me, pushing me deeper into him. He wrapped his legs around me, and tried to pull me into him faster than I was moving.

"I thought you wanted me to be inside of you?" I laughed, slowing my speed even more.

"I do, I just want you to move fucking faster." He growled, and I slammed myself into him. "Much better." He sighed as he raised to meet me again.

"Call for him." I commanded in his ear. Even if Remus wasn't with us, he was still a part of us. It wasn't just Sirius and I, Remus and I, or Sirius and Remus, it was the three of us. Three parts of a whole. Separate and complete by their selves, but unstoppable when they were combined.

"Remus," Sirius sighed as I slammed into him again, and I did the same. Our eyes were locked so that we knew who was really moving against us, but our voices called for the other that we longed to be with us. Sirius' hands slid down my back, and he pressed a finger inside me, soaked from the sweat he had gathered as it ran down my back. He entered it just as we called for our other love, and I knew he was trying to imitate his finger being Remus pushing inside of me. The image spurred me on to increase the movements I made inside of Sirius.

"James," he cried as I called out, "Sirius." His load spread across our stomachs as I shot deep inside of him. I crashed down on top of his stomach, and laid much as I had laid above Remus earlier that morning. I turned my face when he turned his, and we caught each other in a kiss that reminded the other of the things we had said that morning. "I love you."

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