I fell to the floor and cried. I cried because I didn't want to be what I was and I cried because the pain hadn't gone away, it still really hurt. The doctor knocked on the door I didn't think he would go away if I told him to so I sat up and unlocked the door, the doctor walked in and sat next to me while I cried.
"You never told me about a watch." He said finally.
"I'd never seen that watch until a few days ago. It really hurts doctor." I told him.
"I know." He said as he started stroking my hair while I cried some more.
"The drumming hurts." I whispered.
"Drumming?" He asked me.
"Can't you hear it? The never ending drumming it drove my brother insane but it just hurts me. Every drum beat." I told me I had started to stop crying by this time. The doctor frowned at me before realised what was happening.
"Ella, you're starting to get your memories back and it's not going to be pleasant." He said. I closed my eyes and felt his arms going around me. I remembered I wasn't aloud to open the watch until I was of age and if I did my brother was to stop me. But my brother was gone and I had opened the watch too early, when my brother died I would be able to open the watch. I just couldn't remember why I had been given the watch in the first place. I opened my eyes when I realised something.
"My brother died in your arms." I told him. Jack walked in to the small bathroom.
"Your brother was the master?" He asked "You are related to that mentalist?"
"It wasn't his fault!" I shouted at Jack "The drumming, he couldn't handle it the way I could!" I got up and walked in to the control room, I heard the doctor and Jack talking quietly on my way out.
I lifted up a metal floor board in next to the main control block and there it was just like my brother had promised the letter. I knelt down as the doctor came in and took the letter out. I read it and my mouth dropped open, the doctor came over to me and read the letter.
"I never did that!" I shouted at the letter, I turned to the doctor "I didn't do it by choice; my brother said if I didn't do it he was going to kill everyone I knew. Then again I guess it really wouldn't have mattered anyway since everyone I knew is dead." The doctor still hadn't said anything "You should kill me." I whispered "I fought with the daleks; the chances are I probably killed someone you knew."
"I could never kill you." He said to me "You were five years old and under a massive threat. It wasn't your fault."
"Yes it was, I put my friends in front of a whole species. How selfish was that?" I asked
"You were five years old and you had been beaten by your own brother." The doctor tried to reassure me.
"That's why I was given the watch, so no one would try and hurt me as a human." I said. "Do you still love me?" I asked him.
"More than ever." He said and with that he led me over to the chairs and we fell asleep, with my head on his chest and my legs curled up on the chair with his arms around me.
"You were talking in your sleep last night." The doctor told me when I woke up. We hadn't moved. I blushed.
"What did I say?" I asked him quietly.
"Oh, just stuff." He said smiling; I blushed even more I guess I'd said something good about him.
"Pretty boy." I said winking at him, we both laughed. Jack walked in.
"What's so funny?" He asked, I just shook my head "Any way, there's a new diet pill that's been released in England that can make you lose weight by a kilogram a day. Are we going to go take a look at it?"
"Yes, you should go, I'm going to stay here and draw. Oh and don't forget to bring Donna back." I said.
"Donna?" The doctor asked "Let me guess it was in the drawings." I nodded. "Let's go then Jack! See you later." He called over his shoulder when he was half way out the door. I went and to get my box then remembered unit had taken it, I walked back to the control room and looked at the main control block. I kind of knew how to fly it, every timelord learnt how to fly them when they were very young, and before the time war I had started to learn.
I flicked a few switches and pulled some levers. Then held on, when I open the doors I smiled it was exactly were I asked to go, Egypt ten thousand years ago. I wasn't sure when the pharaohs and pyramids time was so I just guessed. There was someone right outside the Tardis holding a whip, I ran back inside and pulled some more levers and pushed some buttons. I ran to the doors, the ice age. Then I went to the moon, mars, India, China, Sweden, Venus, France, Hollywood, Saturn, Mount Everest, Greenland and Mexico. I finally went back to present day. When I opened the doors the doctor, Jack and Donna were all sat on the floor and I'm guessing waiting for me to bring the Tardis back.
"Were have you been? Mexico?" Jack asked.
"How did yo-, oh" I said taking of the sombrero. I let everyone come inside before telling them where I had been.
"How long were you waiting." I asked.
"Two hours, by the way this is-" The doctor began.
"Donna Noble." I finished for him. He turned to Donna.
"You'll get used to her knowing things before they happen." He said to her.
"Whatever spaceman." Donna told him. I laughed.
"Were going to get along fine!" I said to her. I went to bed then flying around the world is very tiring.
"How old is she?" I asked Jack.
"Ella?" He asked.
"Yes, that is the only other girl here." I said.
"Twelve, I think though she could be really old I'm sure, she's one of them timelords. But I think she's twelve." He answered. God, she was a bit young to be doing this kind of stuff, wasn't she.
"Is she the doctor's kid?" I asked.
"No, there together." He told me; though I thought he said it rather tensely.
"As in together, together?" I asked, he nodded. That's a bit weird.
