Ginny moaned silently with her lips curved into a sweet smile as she felt the soft caress of silk sheets on her back. She hadn't realized there was an arm around her waist, a masculine face buried into her blonde hair until she made a slight movement. She slowly woke up and the last dregs of sleep disappeared from her mind. Crap. she thought, fully awake now as she looked around the extravagant room. Where am I?!

She slowly pulled away the arm from her slight waist and got herself off of the bed she had slept in. She pulled her clothes from the pile of clothing on the floor and quickly dressed, her mind searching for what she had done the previous night. When her eyes settled on the mass of blond hair belonging to the man who appeared to have slept next to her, she remembered. Make that double crap. she thought. He took my freaking virginity!!!

She pulled out her wand and flicked it with an angered expression, "Accio bag." Shit! Crap! Double crap! Triple crap!
As soon as she got her bag, she did the first thing that came to her mind, she ran out of the hotel.

Her mind started to fill itself with small scenes of the previous night, scenes she regretted ever doing. She started to fill her minds with the feelings she felt.

Hurt.

Pain.

Ecstasy.

The adrenaline of breaking the rules.

Lust – No. Not lust but... Love?
No, that was not possible, she hardly knew the man.

Ginny gulped as she passed the dance club, the very place she had met the angelic man. She started to think about her mother, her father and her brothers. What would they do when they found out she wasn't a virgin anymore? That she had thrown aside Pureblood beliefs? Would they kill her? That wouldn't be that bad as... Disowning her?!
She started to worry about Ron's reactions as he was known to be overprotective. Why is he my fucking brother...

As she headed towards an alley to apparate, she imagined the future scenes that could take place, future scenes of Ron.

"YOU FUCKING BITCH! HOW COULD YOU JUST FUCKING SLEEP AROUND LIKE SOME BLOODY SODDING WHORE?!"

She shuddered as her mind made another scenario, but with her mother speaking this time.

"What… Did… You... You do?" Voluntary silence took over for a moment."You said… What about our Pureblood beliefs? You broke it... You lied. I never want to see you and your 'ways' ever- ever again."

A tear fell down her cheek as she got to the Weasley's living room, she quickly performed the charm to get rid of her glamor charm. She then dashed up the stairs, flying past Bill… Fleur... Charlie… Molly… Arthur… George... Ron… Luna… Harry…
She slammed her door shut and cast many locking charms on her door and window, bringing down an additional silencing charm. As she finished her work, she fell down onto her knees and screamed, pouring out her feelings into that one scream.

Anger.

Hate.

Guilt.

Depression.

Double Guilt.

She choked on her inner turmoil and fell onto her bed, mumbling an apology to no one in particular.

What have I done...

One and a half months later

Ginny hadn't told them anything about what had happened during that very night she had lost it. She locked her bathroom door and sat herself down on the toilet seat. Her period hadn't come like it should have about two weeks ago and she just sat there staring at the colourless liquid that was held inside a glass beaker. She performed the charm the book told her to do and waited impatiently.

Please don't turn blue, please don't turn blue. she chanted her mind like a mantra, hoping with all her heart that her period was just coming late. As if life was against her, the colourless liquid turned blue. Her already pale skin turned even more pale, it was as if she were dead. Fuck. she thought, as her face held a disgusted yet worried expression. No... No...
Ginny shook with shock as a voice suddenly called her name.

"Ginny?" her mother's voice called out from outside the bathroom. "Is something wrong darling? I need my bath."

"Nothing's wrong mother," she replied hastily, standing up. "I'll be out in a sec."
Ginny rushed out of the bathroom, passing her mother and started to head downstairs only to stop halfway. Her skin went completely white as she realized her mistake. THE BEAKER!!! her mind screamed. As she got back to the bathroom to retrieve her beaker, her mother greeted her with a stern yet horrified look.

"Ginerva Grace Weasley," her mother said through clenched teeth. She lifted the beaker up in a way for all to see. "Can you explain to me what this is?" she asked, eyes filled with fire and... loss?

Ginny couldn't think as she stared at her once loving mother. The pain she could see in her mother's eyes was too much for her, she could see tears form in them. "Mother, let me explain-"

"ARE YOU PREGNANT?!" she suddenly screamed.

"She's what?!" two new voices said together. It was Bill's and Charlie's.

"Mum, its not april fools yet," George muttered, standing behind his two older brothers yet towering over them. "Nice one though."

Her mother glared at George with anger. "Do I look like I'm joking?" she asked.

"What's going on?" It was her Father's voice.

"Our daughter has gotten herself pregnant." Her mother replied, pointing an accusing finger at her.

"She... Oh Merlin." Her father muttered to himself. He ran his hands through his hair and walked out of the room.

"Mother! You haven't let me explain yet." Ginny said in a moaning voice. She instantly regretted sounding so moany.

"There is nothing for you to explain Ginerva," Her mother ranted. "How could you?"

Ginny saw a flash of red, black and blonde- two blonde flashes.

"Eez something wrong?" Fleur asked. "I 'eard some shouting."

Her mother pointed a finger at her but said nothing.

"Did you do something Ginny?" Harry asked with soft eyes.

Ginny didn't say a word. She noticed Luna looking at the colourless- no... blue liquid.

"Is that what the fuss is all about?" Luna asked in a matter of fact way which was hardly like herself. "The blue liquid?"

"What about it?" Ron muttered lazily.

Not the tantrum, not the tantrum. Ginny begged Ron inside her mind. Don't tell him!!!

"O my God," Fleur gasped. "Eez she preg'nont?"

Shit. she thought. She glared at Fleur.

Ron shot daggers at her. "YOU WHAT?! HOW COULD YOU!"

"Exactly my point!" Her mother joined in. "How could you?"

"You little whore! Who is this guy?" Ron continued, irked. "I'll beat the shit out of him."

Ginny saw Harry give her a disappointed look and she felt guilty. "I don't know who the guy is-"

"So you are a whore." Ron accused.

"I'll be outside..." Bill muttered grabbing Charlie who grabbed Fleur's hand. "Bye..."

The room was left with herself, her mother, Ron, Harry and Luna.

"I can't believe you Ginny," Her mother told her again. "Have you forgotten everything I've told you? I know we aren't as strict as the other purebloods but how could you forget that one simple..."

"Harry, lets go outside," Luna interrupted. She had realized this wasn't her place to be. "This is none of our business."
She grabbed Harry's hand and walked out. "Ron you coming?"

"No." he muttered, glaring Ginny an accusing look.

"Mother, please," Ginny begged. "You've got to understand- How I felt that night- Why I did what I did-"

"No," her mother told her, shaking her head. "I don't want to understand."
She looked at Ginny straight in the eyes. "Am I worth nothing to you? Everything I've taught? (pauses) Even Ron's better than you..."

Ginny couldn't believe her ears. Had her mother just said that?

"Thanks mum," Ron said with a smirk.

Her mother glared at him. "Out! Out you go!"

"But mum!" he moaned pointing at Ginny.

"Out!" she screamed.

He gave Ginny one last glare before leaving her alone with her mother.

"Ginerva Grace Weasley," she said with a blank expression. "I never thought that I'd have to go through this... do it."

Ginny gave her mother a strange look. What was she going on about? She watched as her mother take out her wand. Was she going to kill her??!!

"Ginerva Grace Weasley," she repeated now looking at her straight in the eyes. She pointed her wand at her. "Singulus domus infinitas infinitio."

Ginny gasped in horror. She knew this spell. "MOTHER!" she screamed. "PLEASE! YOU HAVEN'T EVEN HEARD ME EXPLAIN YET!"

"I don't need to hear you explain. I've 'seen' enough to know. And you're right, I'm disowning you," she muttered looking away from her.

Ginny thought she saw a tear fall from her mother's eyes.

"You've got an hour to get all of your things," she continued with a shaky voice. "Get out, I don't ever want to see you again."

A/N

Chapter 5!!! How was it?

Top half until 'what have I done' I got help from ShadX - Dramione Fan. Everything else was written by me xD

The spell her mother used, 'Singulus domus infinitas infinitio' means 'Separate home eternity' in Latin when translated exactly.

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