Disclaimer: J.K. Rowling is a published author several times over, I'm a struggling author whose daddy may be giving them the greatest gift ever for Christmas.

A/N: I hope everyone is enjoying there holidays. That is really all I can say before this chapter, I'm not really sure how I feel about it.

Chapter 22

February 1978

You know how they say, "She's my best friend, break her heart and I'll break your face," well Lily might not have said it quiet the same way, but it was the same message. I had hurt Remus, which was unacceptable, believe me I felt the same way, and Lily had shown me just how unacceptable it was. As soon as Remus forgave me, no it took little bit, but Lily came around as well. I was the unhappy one, well to a point. Remus and Lily had discussed it and decided that I need to keep sleeping with her so that people, more importantly, Mr. Bradshaw didn't wonder about the authenticity of our relationship. So on the few days that a snogging session with Lily had lead too far, I was forgiven. I told them every time, or at least I told Remus because Sirius didn't want to know. He just wanted to remind me that sex with her was no where near as good as sex with him.

February was the month that I had told them with my words, and had showed them with my actions, that I loved them. February was the month that that golden ball had enveloped us, and joined our souls together. February is the month of love, as Valentine's Day falls in this month. No, we hadn't joined our souls on that day, and I was glad for this. February was the last month we were allowed to be happy, not that we weren't still happy when we were together. It's just after March things started getting too complicated, I was forced to choose between living a lie or sending my lovers to Azkaban, because we weren't old enough to make this decision. I had told Remus and Sirius the world could go fuck itself, I didn't know that it would fuck us over if we let it know.

"And how are you four?" Mr. Bradshaw asked as we sat in Dumbledore's office. He had found us in the hall, and this time just lead us up here without asking stupid questions. Of course I had shaken his hand like the adult I could pretend to be, as did Lily, Sirius, and Remus. Lily was the kindest to him, and I'm sure it didn't go unnoticed, but her probably attributed it to the fact that she is a kind person.

"What do you really want to know?" I asked sharply. "That Sirius, Remus, and I are just friends, I think we covered that last time. That Lily and I are dating, again that's been covered. How about the fact that Lily and I are sleeping together? It's not like you would have a problem butting into my personal life, would you?"

"Mr. Potter," Bradshaw said sharply. "I do not need to know the intimate details of your relationship with Miss Evans, though thank-you for telling me it is progressing at a normal speed. I am assigned your case, and as such I shall be checking in on you every two months. I just need to know how you are doing."

"For how long?" I asked, and felt Lily's hand reach for mine. Only she had the "right" in front of this man to comfort me.

"Until you are nineteen, and then we will have to reevaluate your case. After you boys turn nineteen, you are allowed to have whatever kind of relationship you wish, except for a polygamous one." Bradshaw explained. Great, so I'm going to be stuck with some caseworker for the rest of my life.

"How do I make you leave?" I asked tipping my head to the side.

"I would say that the day you get married is the day the case file is put away, that is to say if you marry a woman." He said, indicating Lily.

"Well of course I would have to marry a woman. Can't really marry a man now can I?" I asked with a look that I hope displayed how stupid I thought he was. So, okay, I was stuck with this man until I turned nineteen, or I got married, whichever came first. Remus was damned sure I was turning nineteen before I got married, there was no way in hell he was pushing me to that level. "We done? We're all good, Remus and Sirius are still single, and I have a quidditch match to get to."

"Oh really," Bradshaw's eyes lighted up at that.

"Sure, you can come," I answered his unspoken question. "Just don't tell people who you are, there's a scout here from the Tornadoes, and if I win, I'm offered a position next year."

"Oh, well congratulations, and of course I'll keep my mouth shut." He said as we stood up. "Tell them I was just in the mood for a nice friendly game of Hogwarts quidditch." Sirius and I both laughed.

"We're playing Slytherin," I explained. Bradshaw's face broke into a wide grin.

"Ah, of course, not so friendly." We all agreed that it would be anything but friendly, and continued our walk to the pitch.

Most of the time, Remus went with us down to the lockers, but with Bradshaw there and Lily already having headed towards the bleachers, we thought it wouldn't help us if he went with us this time. So we went down by ourselves, and I gave a pep talk that got my team pumped, and we went to play a game of quidditch. As I had said, it wasn't a friendly game. Sirius and Regulus must have forgotten about the other twelve players on the field as they participated in a game of ping-pong with a bludger. The chasers and I were no better then the Slytherins, as we all tackled without really caring who had the quaffle or not. I'm not sure the keepers did much of anything as, as soon as someone had the quaffle they were tackled. I think the closest any of us actually got to the goal posts was halfway down one half of the field. In the end it really all rested on the Seekers who nearly missed the snitch when they got into a fist fight. Thankfully my Seeker did pull through, and the game was won at 150-0.

"Well that was and interesting match Mr. Potter," one of the scouts from the Tornadoes congratulated after I had broken away from the fans long enough to have a chat with them.

"I was a Gryffindor too," the other scout said as he patted my shoulder proudly, "best match I've seen in a long time."

"I would have to say, I was rather pleased with how well your team worked together, except for Black, but I think there was some family rivalry there." The first scout said. I nodded at this, "yes, I would not suggest getting in the middle of brothers with bludgers and bats." The second scout and I laughed. "Well, if you'll accept the offer, I would like to be the first to congratulate you on your acceptance as a member of Tutshill Tornadoes." He said as he held out his hand for me to shake.

"Of course I'll accept, it's an honor," I said as I placed my hand in his and shook his hand. The second scout also took my hand and shook it.

"Well, then," he said as he let my hand go, "we'll see you in October." I nodded, and they began their trek back to Hogsmeade.

"Ah," I heard a shout, and turned just in time to get tackled to the ground by a cloud of red. I laughed as she kissed my face and hugged my neck to the point where I had to stop laughing, as I could barely breathe. Finally she backed away, and Sirius and Remus helped me off of the ground.

"Is he gone?" I asked casting a look around the pitch. I'm not sure who answered in the positive, but it didn't matter. As I grabbed the front of my pups shirts and pulled them towards me and all three pairs of our lips met in a hungry kiss. When we had to back away for air, I saw Lily's eyes had a glazed over look. "You alright?"

"Uh-huh," she answered before shaking herself. "That was hot," she said after a little while. Remus and I laughed, and Sirius threw an arm over her shoulder.

"You could always join us love, it would be fun." He offered as he waggled his eyebrows at her. She pushed his arm away from her, and shook her head.

"I don't think so," she answered. "We've" she motioned between us, "had sex twice, and I'm not even fully comfortable with that." Sirius looked at her questioningly. "I'm a girl, I'm self-conscious, leave me alone."

"What the hell do you have to be self-conscious about?" Sirius asked still with a confused look on his face. "From where I'm standing your one of the nicest specimen of girl I've ever seen, and I think my other bisexual lover would agree. Hell my completely gay lover would agree." He looked back at us for confirmation, and we nodded. She was blushing, and tucking a piece of hair behind her ear as she received the compliment.

"No I'm not," She said shaking her head.

"Yes you are," Sirius argued.

"No I'm not, I'm..." she trailed off trying to think of something she could say that made her less then what she actually was.

"Bloody damn perfect?" I offered as I rested my elbow on Remus shoulder.

"Yeah, she's pretty fucking perfect," Sirius agreed.

"Yep, damn beautiful she is." Remus added.

"You three are just saying that so I'll sleep with you," Lily cut in, and we all laughed.

"Love, you already are sleeping with me." I reminded her with a wink. Under other circumstances Sirius would probably be pissed with that comment, but under these ones he laughed again.

"If I said I'd have a four way with you would you stop?" Lily asked. Sirius and I shared a look before shaking our heads and laughing. Remus had started to walk towards Lily, and came to a stop behind her. He placed his hands on her waist and pulled her back against his chest, his head moving so that his lips hovered next to her ear. The look in his eyes was so full of lust, and she was blushing even harder now, and I felt myself twitch as I looked at my...well in this case two lovers.

"You don't want that," Remus said huskily, in a voice that sounded like a whisper to me and Sirius. I felt Sirius sober as he looked at them. "You're not ready for that." Remus' eyes flicked towards me. "James," he said still low so that he could keep his lips next to her ear and not hurt it, "what's mine is yours."

"What's mine is yours," I answered back.

"You think that's a good idea," Sirius asked low enough that only I heard him. "You think she'd be okay with him? You know how he gets."

"Lily," She looked at me. She had been trying to get out of Remus' hold. "The moment you get uncomfortable, you tell me okay?"

"I'm already uncomfortable." She pointed out, going back to trying to get out of Remus' hold.

"Are you uncomfortable, or are you nervous?" I asked, knowing the answer. She stopped moving, and allowed herself to calm down so she could decide the answer herself.

"I'm nervous," She finally answered. Remus started rubbing circles on her waist with his thumbs.

"Relax," Remus breathed. She took a deep breathe, and did as he said. "Good, now do you want to do me a favor?" She nodded. I tossed him a warning look. "You liked it when James kissed Sirius and I yeah?" She nodded again. "Do you want to see him do it again?" Another nod. "Tell him," Remus ordered. It was in a soft voice, one that said she could refuse. He never used that voice on us, but that was probably because we wouldn't refuse even if given the option.

"James," she called to me, and I locked eyes with her. "Kiss him." she pleaded, and I pulled Sirius to me for a quick, chaste kiss. "No," she said her voice gaining some strength, "snog him," she almost growled her order. I pulled Sirius back to me tightly, wrapping one arm around his waist, the other locking him in place as I slipped my hand into his back pocket. Sirius' arms locked around my neck, and pulled me even tighter, as our tongues danced together.

"Can I see Lily," Remus asked after a little while of Sirius and I kissing each other. "Can I see what watching the man we share kiss my other lover has done to you?"

"What?" She asked in a voice I knew was the one that told me she wanted me.

"Can I feel how wet he's gotten you?" Remus explained. "It's okay love, he gets me hard in an instant. Sometimes just hearing his name makes me want him. I could have been involved in a lecture, taking notes like the diligent little student I am, and as soon as I hear, "Mr. Potter," I want him."

"Remus, what are you doing?" I heard Lily ask. While Remus explained how he could easily start wanting me, I kissed Sirius harder. Showing him, maybe showing them, what that thought did to me.

"Tell me to stop if you want me to." Remus offered, and even though I couldn't see what he was doing I had some ideas. Some ideas that got proven true when I heard Lily's breathe hitch. "But I don't think you want me to."

"Are you touching her clit?" I asked as I pulled away from Sirius for a moment.

"Yes," Remus growled. "Has he done this for you? Just this, nothing more?"

"Yeah," she breathed.

"She really likes it when you rub her nipples at the same time." I told him.

"Like this," He asked, and I turned to watch as the hand not buried in her pants started to move slowly up her body. "Sirius," Remus called, and Sirius turned to look at my lovers, one of which belonged to him as well. "Come here," Remus ordered, Lily's look of pleasure changed when she heard the different tone, the tone no one believed my sweet Remus capable of. Sirius broke away from me and did as Remus had said. "You do it," he offered as he took his hand away from her shirt.

"Lily," Sirius asked before he did as Remus said. She opened her eyes to look at Sirius. "Can I look at you?" I had to laugh at the look she gave him. Remus had told her to tell him to stop, Sirius was asking for permission. She thought the roles had been reversed, but she nodded. Slowly he started to undo her shirt while Remus continued doing whatever his fingers were doing. While Sirius got rid of Lily's shirt Remus' free hand tugged her pants down as far as he could. When her shirt was open Sirius started cupping her breasts and rubbing his thumbs against her. I saw the shirt hanging on her, and the pants only pulled down so far, and hurried to aid them.

I knelt beside Sirius', and untied Lily's shoes, slipping them off. When I had to move her leg up so I could get it off I heard her gasp at the new angle it gave Remus. Once the shoe were gone, I finished tugging the pants off, as well as the socks. Reaching up, I grabbed the wrists of her shirt and pulled it down her arms. I looked up just in time to watch Sirius slip a hand in between Remus and Lily, and undo her bra before slipping it down her arms. I saw Remus' look, the one he usually wore before he growled something along the lines of "Finish it," and rolled her panties down her legs as well. I had had her twice, and this third time I would share her with the two men I shared everything with.

"Lily," I said, asking if she was okay. The sigh I got in reply told me she was just fine. "Remus," I said looking up at him, brown eyes locked with hazel, and he smiled that devilish smile I didn't even know he was capable of until I had been screwing him for a few months.

"Together," he said, and I nodded back. As his finger rubbed her clit, and Sirius' hands were busy with her breast, I kept my position knelling at their feet, and started sliding my finger in and out of her. I groaned when I felt how wet we had gotten her, a group effort like we did everything else we ever did right. As we worked her, a perfect rhythm we could only have created together, she moaned for us. Sometimes I would hear her call for me. Others for the boy she could open her eyes and see, Sirius. Still there were sometimes when she would call for Remus.

The way that she said his name, a way I had heard both Sirius and I say it, was what really got me. It was as though she was never mine, not that I cared either way. As though she always belonged to him, and it wasn't me they were sharing. It was him we were sharing, but she knew that he didn't want her like he wanted me. So she had settled, she hadn't wanted me, she had wanted him. I had him, and I was what she was settling for. When he called back to her I figured it out. She had known, even before we had been together, she knew that Remus wanted Sirius and I. When he finally had what he wanted, this was his repayment for not being able to want her back. He had given me to her, but only to share. Then we had lead her to that point, and she called for Remus louder then she had ever called for me.

A/N: So, yeah, what do you think? Again I'm not really sure how I feel about it, I kinda wanted to do this, and kinda didn't, and then my brain took over, and it happened. What do you think?