Disclaimer: I am still not J.K. Rowling, and all of the characters belong to her.

A/N: It's over, finally. I hope you have all enjoyed it

Chapter 40

September 1979

I woke to kisses softly pressing against my lips. When my eyes flttered open I saw that it was still dark outside. Sirius rested his forehead against mine. We were lying on or side, my arm was wrapped around him, my hand resting between his shoulder blades. His hand was gripping my hip, and if it wasn't for the fact he'd woken me in the middle of the night, I'd think something was wrong by the way his nails dug into my skin.

"Don't do this James," Sirius asked. He was trying so hard not to let his voice break, even though I could see that his hear was.

"Oh Sirius,," I said as I moved my hand to cup his cheek. "You know I don't want to right?" It was hard to see it in the dark, but I felt him nod under my hand.

"You have to." Sirius said. "We have to keep him safe." I nodded myself. We fell silent until a sob echoed through the dark room.

"Don't cry Pads," I said as I moved my thumb to brush the tear from his face.

"I'm not crying," He said. It was unnecessary though, I had already felt that his face was dry. We shared a look when we heard the sob again. "Moons?" Sirius called.

"Don't do this James." Remus pleaded behind a broken voice. I rolled out of Sirius' embrace so I could pull Remus into mine.

"Haven't you figured it out yet Remus?" I asked as I moved so that I was hovering above him. My ache resting against his one arm on either side of his head. "I will do anything yo ask or tell me to do."

"I'm not asking or telling," Remus said as his hands found my waist. "I'm begging. Forgive me for what I've asked of you these last few years, and don't do this."

"Oh Remus," I sighed before I drew him into a kiss. "You asked me to do this to keep you safe, that is my job. I have nothing to forgive you of. I'm the one that needs yo to forgive me of the things I have done." Maybe unfaithful was the wrong word to describe my behavior. Still there had never been a need for me to be with Lily as often as I had been over the last few years. Maybe I was trying to be fair to her. Why shold she be forced to do without just because her boyfriend, her fiance had another place to go? There were sometimes, like our first, that she had tried to show me why it wasn't something we needed to do.

"You only ever did as I asked of you," Remus said brushing my comment aside as I had done with his. Again I drew hime into another kiss, the best we had had in a longtime. I don't think I had ever allowed myself to examine it mch, but there was a gap in between Rems and I. Sirius and I had one too, this one from Siris refusal to confront me about Remus' requests. I could only assume that Remus and Siris had the same gap. Without that gap it was as though we had a new found freedom, a freedom we hadn't had in over two years. "We should spend the whole day in bed." I thre my head back in a laugh.

"Alright," Siris growled as he rolled next to us, "I want in." We laughed as pushed myself off of Remus. Siris crawled in between the space I had created with my arm, and took the spot he did whenever we had come inside of Remus. Once were were situated Remus drew Sirius into a kiss that looked as good as the one Remus and I had shared. Sirius broke away to catch a breathe before he drew me to him. Again we shared the best kiss we had, had in a longtime, and I knew that the gap between us had been filled.

We just laid there for as long as we could swapping kisses. There was a time when Remus got sick of watching, and the three of us came together in the same kiss. None of s were allowing the others to think abot what the day was supposed dto b. It had been a while since I'd thought it, but we were back in the world that only the three of us existed. There were no three-tier white and black cocolate wedding cakes. There were not tuxes and cufflinks that needed to be put on by noon so the there of s cold be in a sanctuary by twelve-fifteen. No doors, no laws, not traditional, no accepted. There was just us, and the moans only we could elicite from each other.

I don't know what time Siris woke us p, and I don't know how many hors we laid just enjoying the feel of each other. I do know that when I woke up it was dark, and when I finally, truly broke away from them the sun was rising. I turned my head, and almost needed to turn it back into the kiss. My eyes had fallend on the black tux Sirius had bought so he could be my best man. Remus and I's were hanging in the close. Rems and Sirius looked to see what had cought my attention. Siris moved to draw us back to him as well, and Remus accepted s for a little while. I whimpered when he moved away, he smiled before pushing us off of him, and getting out of the bed. He went to the closed, and pulled down his and Sirius' duffel bags.

"Pack," he said as he tossed one of the bags at Sirius. Sirius and I just looked at him in confusion. "Siris has a week break, you're supposed to be gone for the next two, my show isn't until after the day Sirius is supposed to be back at work. We could do with a vacation." He explained. Sirius still ke[t the questioning look on his face as he went to comply with Remus' order. I laughed as I watched them move, my own bag packed for the trip I was supposed to be about to go on. I had been the one that had suggested running when we first got caught, and here they were finally agreeing to it.

"Where are we going Remus?" I asked as I got out of our bed. Ah, I would get to continue calling it our bed. This was our bed, and that was our closet, and this was our room. That was our hallway, and our living room, and our dining room, and our kitchen. That was our bathroom, and our toothbrush holder, and our shower. Our shower where I would take my husbands, and have my wicked way with them whenever I damn well pleased. This was my family, and my life, and it didn't matter who said what, because the Law of Magic said it was right.

That thought made me turn around and stare at my two lovers, my husbands as they packed for whatever trip they were planning on us taking. We had no idea where we would be going, but honestly I didn't care. At that moment there were more important things to do then worry about men named Bradshaw showing up at the shame wedding. More important things to worry about then going into hiding before we had to go back to our lives, and figure out how to keep our lives while keeping each other. Those were all things that could wait, because at that moment all that mattered was getting those blue and red pieces of cloth off of my lovers bodies, and getting them into that shower I had just had a fantasy about.

I walked towards Remus, who had his back turned to me as he looked over the clothes we three had packed into our closet. The door of the closet was a mirror, that we had used many times while we made love to each other. I wrapped my arm around his waist, and pulled his body to mine, dragging my fingertips down his body as I searched for his waistband. He sighed at the contact, and I saw in the mirror that Sirius looked up at the sound. I smirked at my mutt before I pressed my lips to our wolf's pulse point. Remus had looked like he was going to object, but when I started sucking in the beat that his heart was pumping he lost intrest in whatever he had thought abot doing before I got a hold of him. Sirius and I had locked eyes in the mirror, and he sent me silent messages of how best to touch our lover.

I didn't listen to any of his suggestions, because he thought I was trying to get Remus into the bed. I knew that was not my goal, I wanted them naked and wet, in our shower. He growled a little when I refused to listen to his orders, but was getting to turned on by the look of Remus and I pressed together to care. When my hand hitched around Remus' waistband they both waited for my next move. The arms that had been wrapped around Remus' waist moved to hitch onto the other side of his waistband, and in a quick move I pulled his pants down his legs. He stepped out of them as I moved back up his body, pressing the softest touches I possible could to his legs and backside as I could. I wrapped my hand around him, and stroked him a few times just to give Sirius an even greater need for us.

"Get them off Sirius," I ordered as I started dragging Remus with me towards the door. They shared a look in the mirror of amused confusion, though neither one fought my commands. Sirius yanked his own pants off, as he hurried to fallow us to where I was taking Remus. Remus twisted to look at me in even more confusion as he found that I had led him to the bathroom, and Sirius brow raised at the new location. I growled low in my throat, as though I had any power over the wolf and mutt. I just kept pressing them until, Remus had no where else to go but step into the shower. Sirius moaned as he realized what was going through my mind, and quickly attacked me in efforts to get my pants off too. I glared at him for having gotten ahead of my plan. I wanted to watch them get wet and continue following my orders. Oh well, I still had a plan.

"Get in Sirius." He nodded in a gentlemanly manner, before doing as he had been told. I turned the water on, and moved out of their reach when they tried to pull me in with them. They glared at me, but with a smug smile I just shook my head at them. When the water was at the temperature I knew they liked, I caught them by surprise by pointing the head at them. Little water pellets started to run down their bodies, and I had an intense urge to follow them with my tongue. "Try and lick him dry Remus," I said instead as I propped my back against the wall. Remus moved to follow my order, which of course he wouldn't be able to do, but God it was sexy to watch my wolf lick my mutt like that.

"Touch him Sirius," I continued my orders. Sirius sent my a look crossed between playful and a glare, but complied. His hand wrapped around Remus while Remus' tongue pushed around the water pellets on his shoulder. "Press him against the wall, and touch him Sirius." I said, wanting a better view of what he was doing to Remus. "Don't make it too easy on him Rem," I told my wolf when he seemed to be moving towards the wall before Sirius had even pressed his hand against him. I wanted to see Sirius dominating Remus, and I wanted Remus to enjoy every minute of it.

"Slow Sirius, nice and slow." I ordered when he looked like he was searching to much for the end result. Remus sent me a pitiful look full of a plead for the speed. I shook my head in a smug manner, I loved knowing that I had this control over them. "Do you want to watch me Remus? Want me to touch myself while he touches you?" I heard a shacky breath escaped Remus after I asked my question. While Sirius stroked Remus in a slow pattern, I kept the same speed against my own cock. "Faster Sirius," I said when I needed it. Remus' eyes darkened as he realized I was pretending it was Sirius' hands wrapped around us both.

"Give him what he needs Remus, make him come with us." I finished my orders. After a few quick movements of Remus' hand against him, Sirius shuddered while he came on Remus. Remus came for Sirius at the same time, and listening to them shout for each other had me shooting my own load. Sirius slumped against Remus, who tipped his head back against the bathroom wall as they tried to regain their breathes. I stuck my hand underneath the water to clean myself off, watching the picture in front of me with a small smile. The smug look had been taken away by the boneless feeling that accompanied me coming for them into my own hand. Still, a part of me rejoiced in the fact that I had this power over them. An even bigger part rejoiced that I had the right to use that power over them everyday for the rest of our lives.

Once we had our comporsure back, we moved to redue the packing I had distracted them from. We talked about where we were going to go, with Sirius suggesting everything from America to Japan. Remus shot down the ideas, but eventually combined a group of Sirius' ideas into one. I had to repack when they deccided that backpacking across the continent was the best way to go about things. I really wasn't about to complain, it had been what I had suggested Lily and I do in the first place. Really we weren't going to be able to do it all in a week, but hitting Greece, Italy, France, and Spain seemed like a doable plan. Lily was going to the South of France, and I hoped that she still planned on taking that trip.

We were just about to walk out the door, realizing that I was an hour late for my wedding, when an owl tapped on the window. Sirius and Remus shared a panicked look, praying that it wasn't from Bradshaw. I knew the owl though, and was kind of amazed that they didn't. Lily had sent us a letter, and knowing her like I did I knew it wasn't a howler. Reading the letter I smiled, because I had been right. It wasn't a howler.

Dear James,

I love you, I have since our Seventh Year at Hogwarts, and I will probably until the day I die. I will look for another, as I have always known I would one day have to do. I promise that it will not be Severus. I wish for you to know that I am proud of you. I am proud that you have decided to stand up for them, for the life that you should be allowed with the men you love. I am a little upset that you waited until we had spent more money then should be legal on a ceremony that would not even last an hour, and a party that most will be too drunk by the end of too even remember. Yet you still know what you want, as you always have, and now you are going to fight for it. I will always be here to help you in any manner that you need. You, Sirius, and Remus have been, are still, and always will be my best friends.

Because of this I still wish to name Sirius Black as the godfather of your child. Yes James, your child. I am pregnant, just found out last week, and was going to tell you when we got to the hotel room. I will keep you informed, and you damn well better be at every appointment with the healers I have, am I clear? We can work out the custody, or whatever the plan is after I get back from our honeymoon. Hell yes, I am still taking that trip, everything has been paid for, and I know it wasn't where you really wanted to go. When we first got together you promised you would be the best boyfriend you could for me. You must know that you kept that promise. I knew it nearly killed you to, but you always did. I think that is what made me fall in love with you. Anyways, I hope that you have fun wherever it is Remus takes you and Sirius to escape the hell that is about to rain loose on you. I know I will, and I'll be praying for you like I always have. I'll see you when you boys get back, and remember I will fight with you.

All my love,

Lily Evans (It's a good thing I have always liked my last name)

My jaw dropped as I read over it. "Holy Shit Prongs, we're gonna be dads." I heard Sirius exclaim through a fuzzy brain. I liked how he had worded that, we were gonna be dads. What's mine is theirs, and what's theirs is mine, because no matter what the rest of the world mights say what we have, It's Love Too.

A/N: And the End...Yeah while I work on my other projects, and then there will be a sequel. Have to see what the guys do when they go to fight the law right?

Added January 6, 2013: I have started working on the sequel to this hopeful trilogy. I also started working on my own short novel. It will be available on Amazon starting January 15, 2013. Entitled The Chronicles of Blackmoor, a short trailer is available on youtube. Easily found under the same name.

I truly could not have done such a thing without having the experience with this story and the encouragement given by my first readers. Thank-you my friends, I love you all.