Author's Note: I'm so sorry for the late update! My laptop seriously electrocuted and crashed my entire hard drive :/ I am NOT EVEN KIDDING, I already wrote the other chapters, but it's located in my computer... which is a big sucker punch, eh? Karma's a bitch, I was kind of rushing in this chapter! Sorry if I disappointed anyone! I didn't actually think people would read a story with a title as cheesy as Day by Day. Well enjoy! I owe nothing!
One of the worse things about being a spy is NOT disarming bombs, or watching the people you love die, but waking up on a Thursday, thinking: What am I doing here?
Well I'm having one of those moments right now.
I dragged myself off of my bed, then suddenly, everything just kind of hit me like an atom bomb when I saw Macey's bed. It wasn't a dream, I knew that, even I can't fool myself.
I walked towards to bathroom mirror, my shoulders slumping, I feel like a zombie, coming back from death. I wish I haven't gone to the bathroom, because, not ONLY did I take a good whiff at myself, I also realized how empty my soul is without him.
I kind even do look like an actual zombie, my hair looks like a life of its own, my eyes are puffy, swollen and red. My skin, looks paler than usual, and for a split second, I didn't even realize it was me. Disgusted with myself, I took a shower and got dressed. I didn't even knew how that was POSSIBLE!
But Zach, I never realized how big of a hole he has chewed from my life. Was I gonna let him bring me down? No! Am I gonna let him get the satisfaction of winning? NO! Am I gonna loose myself, over some stupid boy that decides to dump me for my best friend? HECK NO! But like I said, I can't even fool myself ...
I decided to skip breakfast today, I couldn't bare face the humiliation and pain seeing everyone, seeing Zach, with her.
So I decided to sit on the window sill, the one behind the staircase, where no one can see me cry, where no one can see me at all. I'm hugging my legs against me, outside the window, it's awfully beautiful. The sky is aqua blue, and there's just enough white puffy clouds to make it seem like a fairytale. There were birds chirping, and I could hear the voices down the hall of the happy Gallagher Girls. It seems like everyone is alive, except me. There was a cloud, the shaped of a Z...
NO!
What's happening to me? Why am I letting myself drown in misery while Zach is all lovey dovey with Macey!
I hopped off the window sill, and skipped towards to Dinning Hall. I opened the grand doors, and right there, I regretted it from the moment I got up.
Every, single, head turned towards me, every noise stopped, every fork and spoon froze in midair, every pair of eyes, of the Gallagher Girl that just got dumped.
I walk slowly, my shoes clanking against the floors, my footsteps seem so LOUD. I took a quick peek and Tina, she eyed me carefully. I bet she already told the whole school about the breakup! It wasn't until I got my food and sat down at an empty table way in the back corner that everything got back to normal. All heads turned back to their plates, and everyone forgot about the invisible Chameleon. All but 2 pairs of eyes were on me.
Bex and Liz picked up their trays and walked towards me, rather briskly. They set their trays down and gave me a big hug.
"You okay Sweet Pea?" Liz said, as she sat down, "did you get a good night rest?"
I smiled, a mile a minute, "Yea! It was great!" Liz and Bex looked at each other, real hard, and they started communicating their secret language again.
"You sure Cam? I mean, you're not still upset are you?" I look a bite of my eggs, and swallowed, hard.
"Of course I'm fine! There's nothing to be upset about!" I didn't even believe it myself.
Bex studied me, then she let out a big sigh, "Well alright then,"
The rest of breakfast was in complete silence. Bex and Liz talked in their secret language again, and I was off daydreaming, about him.
He and Macey were all the way across the room. He had his arm around her, her head was on his strong shoulders, then she started feeding him bacon and ...
STOP IT CAMMIE, I tell myself. LOOK AWAY. And I did, sort of. A bell went off in my head, I stood up, and slammed my hands on the table, it shook. I looked right at Liz and Bex,
"How did you find out?" I demanded,
Liz stammered, "W-what do you mean?"
"When I blacked out, how did you know about him? I never told you, but you knew, you guys knew all along didn't you?"
"Cam, listen to me-" Bex stood up, trying to sooth me,
"NO!" I pushed her away, "You knew all along and you never told me, "I got up and realized the entire school is now looking at me. But I didn't care. I just walked out, slamming the doors behind me, a loud echo in the hallway.
Chapter 3 tomorrow!
