Hey!! All of you out there in Fanfiction Land!!! How are we on this fine Tuesday? Ok sorry I've been updating for awhile but blame it on Love Forbidden, the spoiled brat has been getting all my attention as of late.

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Andromeda Summer- Draco will change over the coarse of this chapter but remember he is still a Slytherin at heart.

Cat 15- Oh just wait till Harry gets his memory back then the real fun will begin.

Alyanah- Thanks and I hope you like this as much as the last one.

coconut-ice agent h/h- Aw its almost like you want Draco to hurt him... you do know this will be a happy ending right?

ddz008- Yes well Draco is even more selfish in this chapter but he does get better.

TheSecretCharacter- It is a little bit of a wait till Harry gets his memory back but not that far off. The story just can't center on that.

PeachDancer82- Thanks for liking the pace and please tell me about your story. Enjoy =0)!

Stardrops- =0) THANKS!

kendra1117- Well you'll just have to wait to see what Harry does after he gets his memory back and let me tell you now its not going to be pretty. You'll see more of Draco's true intentions.

driven to insanity- Sorry I didn't think it was to graphic but I'll put warnings on feature sex scenes.

Sin666-More...

Trapped in a Box...

I will lie awake.

And lie for fun

And fake the way I hold you.

Let you fall for every empty word I say.

Harry's eyes fluttered open and without even turning around he knew that Draco were still in the bed with him, feeling the warm body next to him. Harry blushed as he realized that they both were still very naked underneath the sheets, which brought back everything that had happened last night. It felt good but it also just confused him more. Sighing he knew he couldn't pretend to be asleep any longer and raised his head to look up at Draco, who was very much awake and watching him.

"Hi." He said softly.

"Hi." Harry returned blushing again feeling Draco tighten his arms around his bare waist.

"Are you hungry?" Draco broke the silence, since he knew that Harry would not. The raven-haired boy nodded slightly. "Go take a shower and I'll have breakfast here for us."

Harry nodded once again and sat up while wrapping the bed sheet around himself. He heard Draco's amused chuckles but ignored them as he made his way to the bathroom some modesty still intact.

He came out 20 minutes later washed and dressed to find Draco had breakfast set up by the window where sunlight was streaming through. The blonde looked up at him as he sat down across him. Harry noted that Draco was also washed and dressed for the day.

While they ate in silence Draco watched Harry. He had been doing that ever since he woke up this morning. He asked himself if he regretted his choice in bedding Harry and the answer was no, it actually amazed him of how good Harry was in bed. Did he think of the consequences of what would happen when Harry did get his memories back... yes but he tried not too. Draco was finding that a big part of him didn't want Harry to get his memories back ever, he liked the way the gryffindor was treating him, the relationship was almost nice. Draco bit into a strawberry and stared at Harry again who choose that moment to look up and smile at him.

Abruptly he needed to get out of the room. "I'm going for my morning ride." Draco said putting his fork down and stood up, making for the door.

"Why?" Harry asked softly.

Draco turned to face him with a confused stare. "Why what?"

"Why did you come into my room last night and..." He trailed off blushing, reminding Draco of the time when he asked if they were a couple.

"Oh, I don't know." He lied.

Harry's head shot up. "You're lying." Draco had trouble keeping a straight face. "Do you love me?" He asked still looking at Draco.

"Yes, I couldn't stand to be without you. That's why I came last nice." He took Harry's hand into his own.

"Have you told me before?" Harry was gazing at their entwined fingers.

"Can't you remember one time?" Draco asked knowing very well that he never told Harry anything but insults and 'I-hate-yous'.

Harry shook his head. "No, I'm sorry." And he really did look it making Draco feel slightly guilty for all the games he was playing with the Gryffindor.

"Don't worry you'll remember- hopefully." He ended despondently.

"Why don't we tell someone? Maybe that guy Dumbledore will know how to help me, he is the headmaster right?"

"No! I mean he's probably busy with preparing the school or not even at Hogwarts at the moment." Draco covered up his outburst smoothly.

"But we should tell him soon." Harry pressed on.

"Not right now."

"Why?"

"Because I say so!" Draco let go out of Harry's hand and left the room slamming the door.

Harry was left confused, angry and lost. He found himself questioning Draco and everything he told him. But no matter what all he had was questions upon more questions never answers.

Aggravated he picked up his goblet and threw it against the wall.


Draco came back two hours later from flying and asked the house-elf where Harry was. Deb shook his head sadly before replying him.

"I do not know sir."

"What do you mean you don't know?" Draco snapped at him.

"He left his room soon after master went flying."

Draco nodded and left to go find the-boy-who-lived. An hour later still found the blonde trying to find Harry, he wasn't in any of the rooms of the house so he went outside. He was starting to get worry, which bothered him to no end when he finally found the boy. Harry was in the garden just sitting there as if nothing was wrong.

"Where the hell have you been?!" He took the boy by the arm and turned him around so that Harry was facing him. Harry's face showed surprise as Draco yelled at him again. "Answer me!"

"Stop yelling at me! That's all you ever do yell at me!" He jerked out of Draco's hold and glared at him.

"Where have you been for the past three hours?" He ignored Harry's words.

"Walking, I'm sick of being in the house."

"Why didn't you tell Deb?" Draco finally lowered his voice.

"No reason. Is it a crime for me to walk outside for awhile?"

As soon as Harry said that Draco realized that maybe he overreacted just a bit. But he had been worried which made him mad because he wasn't suppose to care about Harry in that way. It was physical thing they had, not that Harry knew but that's what Draco told himself constantly. They stayed silent as Draco looked up to the sky, it was cloudy and would probably rain soon.

"Is there something you wanted to tell me?" Harry broke the silence.

"What? Oh yes lunch is ready."

Harry gave him a look but all he said was. "Oh." Before sitting down on the stone chair next to them. "I'm not hungry."

"I'm sorry." Draco sighed.

"For?" Harry didn't face him.

"Yelling at you, treating you badly this morning."

"It's ok."

"Then why aren't you facing me?" He asked irritated. Why was he even apologizing?

Harry turned to him. "Really its ok but I wish you would tell me the whole truth. I know you're keeping a lot of things from me."

Draco crouched down in front of Harry. "I'm not the right person to tell you of who you are or where you come from. I promise soon I'll take you to the headmaster but right now I want to keep you before you learn about your past."

Harry didn't say anything as he stared at him. Then before he knew it Harry threw his arms around his neck in a tight embrace. Both of them stayed like that for awhile till Draco broke the hug.

"Let's go get something to eat."

Harry gave a smile and nodded taking Draco's hand letting himself be lead back up to the Estate to share a pleasant lunch with the blonde.


"Any news on Harry Potter?" Dumbledore asked the group before him. It was the Order of the Phoenix and the moment were using Hogwarts in the Great Hall as their meeting place. Usually they used Sirius' house but not tonight. The house tables were gone and in its place was a round table that was sitting 14 people. All of them wore grim faces as the meeting towards their lost hero.

"No one has seen him in the muggle world. I have contacts all over London and other parts of the world... nothing." Remus answered wearily.

"Has he tried to contact you Sirius or maybe Ron Weasley?" Prof. McGonagall put in.

"He hasn't owl me." Sirius shook his head sadly. Harry's godfather looked horrible, he hadn't slept in days and wasn't eating spending most of his time looking for Harry but still found nothing. Mr. Weasley shook his head as well.

"But his owl Hedwig is at our house and leaves for days at a time." Mr. Weasley added.

"How is it possible for a boy to just disappear without a trace?"

"Maybe he doesn't want to be found?" Snape sneered.

"And why not?" Sirius snapped at him, glaring at the potions master.

"I don't know how Potter's mind works, if you ever find him you'll have to ask him for me."

"Why you greasy-haired-" Sirius stood up glaring at Snape, Remus took hold of his arm holding him back.

"Gentlemen that is enough!" Dumbledore told both of them sternly. "Now sit, we are here to find Harry not bicker."

They all settled down again but not much was said as no one had a clue if Harry was even alive, everyone was losing hope quickly but they wouldn't stop looking. The Order members moved on to talk of movements on Voldemort and his death-eaters.

Later in the night they all left with their hopes a little more lowered then they had come in with.


"Hermione what are you doing?" The brown-haired girl jump startled. Turning around she faced Ron who sat down beside her outside.

"Thinking of Harry. Ron I'm so worried about him, what if he's hurt?" She gazed back to looking at nothing.

Hermione had arrived at the Burrow a few days ago, she was hoping that she would be distracted from thinking of Harry all the time but it only made it worst. The whole house was quiet and depressed, very unusual for the Weasley's but with Harry missing it didn't seem right to be going on as usual.

"Don't worry, Harry is always getting into this kind of situations and always pulls through." The redhead tried to comfort her when his own mind was thinking the worst.

"Yes but what if he's hurt somewhere and can't get anyone to help him?"

"Don't worry Dumbledore, Sirius and the whole Order is looking for him. It's only a matter of time before Harry turns up and you'll see our fears were for nothing."

Hermione turned to the redhead and gave a sad smile. "I really hope so Ron." He put his arm around her shoulder and they comforted each other, praying for the best.


Sunlight was pouring into the room and on to the bed where Harry was sleeping peacefully. Or was sleeping, a few minutes later the boy's eyes fluttered open and looked to his right. That side of the bed was empty.

"Mr. Potter is awake." Deb magically appeared in the room.

Harry firmly wrapped the bed sheet around him and turned to the house-elf. "Yes, where's Draco?" He asked.

"Master is outside for his morning ride. Master told Ded to bring breakfast to Mr. Potter once he awoke." He waited for Harry to give him his order on what he wanted to eat.

He did and before he could even change Deb was back with his breakfast. Harry was almost finish with the blueberry pancakes, eggs, toast and juice breakfast when Draco entered his room freshly dresses and cleaned. He smiled at Harry who was still on the bed with nothing on but boxers.

"Morning beautiful. What are you eating?"

Smiling Harry answered him. "Blueberry pancakes want a bite?" He held out a forkful and the blonde leaned in and took it before catching Harry's lip in a sweet kiss.

"They taste delicious."


Draco left Harry's room so that Harry could shower and dress and went into the study room where all his school things were. The blonde needed to get one last homework done and review his Hogwarts school list once again. He was debating if he should send Deb or just go himself to Daigon Ally, but he would hate to leave Harry alone so he was considering of just sending his house-elf. Draco had been in the study little over thirty minutes almost through with his charms essay on the uses of cleaning spells when the doors opened and Harry stepped in looking anxious which made him feel apprehensive.

"Draco can we talk?" Harry asked quietly and Draco lifted his head, quill still in hand.

"Of course what would you like to talk about?" The blonde had an idea of what Harry wanted to talk about.

"Talking to Dumbledore about my memory lost." He got straight to the point.

"Not now Harry." Draco sighed, he didn't want to discuss that yet but knew Harry would bring up the subject sooner or later. It was sooner rather then later.

"Than when? It's been two weeks already! You said school starts September 1 and that's only a week and a half away!" Harry yelled out frustrated.

"Why are you in such a hurry to leave anyways?! It's like you don't want to be with me."

"Hurry!? I've been here for almost a month! And you keep putting it off and you're telling me I'm hurrying!? What don't you want me to find out? Why is it so important to keep me hidden?!" Harry yelled out at him.

Draco stared at him for a second before turning back to his unfinished essay. Harry gave what sounded like a muffled scream before pounding his fist on Draco's desk. Still the blonde didn't look up as he heard Harry stalk out of the room slamming the doors behind him.

With a sigh Draco sat back in his chair and stared at the doors. He knew that he couldn't keep Harry to himself anymore and now with school just around the corner it was time to give Harry up over to bloody Dumbledore. Draco made his way to Harry's room and was surprised to see Harry walking back and forth from the closet to the bed where a small suitcase lay open. The gryffindor still hadn't noticed him out of his anger.

"Planning on going somewhere?" Draco drawled raising an eyebrow.

Harry's footstep flattered and turned to him with a glare. "Away from you." He snapped and threw more clothes into the valise.

"And pray tell where are you planning on going? You're in the countryside the nearest town is 20 miles away and you have no transportation, money or provisions." He asked carefully.

"I don't care! I'm sick of being in this house with you only feeding me lies and empty promises! I don't know who I am or the people in my life! You have no idea what it feels like to wake up every morning and not know anything of your past or go to sleep hoping you'll remember everything when you wake. I want to believe you Draco but you keep holding back and I want my bloody memory back Draco!" He seemed drained by this and sat on the bed staring at the carpeted floor.

Draco stood there staggered not only by Harry's words but also at how he felt. Weeks ago he probably would have relish in Harry's misery but all he felt now was guilt for making Harry suffer so. He walked quietly over to Harry and knelt before the boy he had been bedding for three weeks now.

"I'm sorry."

"You always say that." He voice sounded resigned not the anger there was moments ago.

"And this time I mean it. Tomorrow we will go to the headmaster." Harry looked at him, his greens eyes sparked by hope.

"Really?"

"Yes, right after breakfast I'll take you to Hogwarts." Draco told him.

Harry's face broke out into a smile and let Draco lay him on the bed, their lips meeting in a searing kiss.


A/n- So what do you think? Good, bad, awful? Please tell me how you think this story is going. I love reviews, the doctor tells me its good for my ego!

At the end didn't Harry seem like a drama queen, I wrote it and I was laughing at the lines I'm making our poor Harry say.

Well you got to see what others were doing.. i.e. Hermione, Ron, Dumbledore... Was it believable?

Oh another thing I've been toying with the idea of making this into a MPreg story. It would add more drama and plot to the story but tell me what you think.

Next chapter Harry gets re-introduces to Albus Dumbledore, Sirius, Remus and maybe Snape.... That's pretty much it. I don't know when it will be up thought.

Love Forbidden see still being written but about to be edited so it will be out soon!

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