EmoCosplayer: I know I normally do this at the end, but whatever!:D well, looks like this story has finally come to an end. D: oh well, it had to happen sometime….oh and this chapters dedicated to KH-Freak-O-Zoid:) find out why later. Don't want to spoil the ending for you guys;P

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As of late in the Castle, it wasn't that uncommon for Axel to return late at night. Of course Saix was the only other one up. Saix liked to stay up late and watch Kingdom Hearts. He had some sort of strange, and creepy "interest" in the moon. Axel walked through his portal, and tried not to interrupt Saix. This failed of course.

"Well, it just seems as of late, you keep coming back later and later. Who knows, one of these days you might get here and I'm already asleep, that is if this keeps up," Saix said not turning from his position in front of the window.

"Yeah, well I guess I just can't sit still when another member is missing," Axel said turning to head to his room, hoping that Saix would just leave him be. Yet again, another false hope for Axel.

"I know you think you might have feelings for the boy Axel," this made Axel stop, almost frozen in time. "But, we are Nobodies. We can't feel anything. Even if we wanted to," Saix said with a slight sigh. With that Saix went ahead of Axel and walked towards his room. Just stopping before Xemnas' room, looking down and walked into his room next to Xemnas'.

Still standing there, Axel looked down at his feet then turned around to face Kingdom Hearts. Saix's words hit him like a dagger. With Larxene in control, trust me. That's pain.

"Maybe, he's right," Axel said walking to where Saix was standing, "Maybe, just maybe. I really don't love Roxas."

As he said that, memories of his blonde angel flashed through his head. Once again Axel began to cry. Forcing the tears back Axel walked to his room next to Demyx's and heard a slight heavy breathing. Hearing a moan, that was Demyx's, Axel begun to blush and walked into his room.

Laying on his bed he looked over at his stuffed Moogle that Roxas had given him the night he saw Xion kiss him. It wasn't a pleasant memory, but the Moogle meant so much to him. Letting his eyes wander he saw his bulletin board and saw all the pictures of Roxas, Xion, and him. Memories of them going to the beach and splashing each other. Eating Sea Salt ice cream on the clock tower. The time Roxas got a little bit of ice cream on his nose, and he went cross eyed looking at it.

Sitting up he looked around his room more and noticed a envelope on the window seal. Getting up to look at it. Shrugging he opened it and his eyes widened. It was a suicide note from Roxas. He was going to jump off of the tower near the Castle. Dropping the letter Axel opened a portal and ran through.

Axel flew like lighting to get to Roxas, but when he got to the tower it was already too late. Roxas had jumped. Thinking he couldn't take it anymore Axel dropped to his knees and cradled his dead lover in his arms. Crying he couldn't help but think of what he could of done to prevent it, and what had caused him to do such a thing?

ROXAS POV

Sitting in Heaven, Roxas looked down at the one he had loved so much, and the pain he had just caused him. He couldn't help but cry a little himself. "I'm sorry," slipped quietly from the little blonde's throat.

AXEL POV

He couldn't take it anymore, he had to find out what or who had caused this to happen. He was gonna pay them back 10,000 fold for what they had done. Picking up the blonde's body, he carried it carefully back to the Castle.

The next morning, before anyone but Saix was up, Axel brought Roxas' body to the blue haired man. Setting his down gently he explained what had happened the night before. Pulled out the note and showed it to Saix. This of course was enough to convince Saix that Roxas really had committed suicide.

Saix picked up Roxas and told Axel his mission, and not to worry about what was going to happen to Roxas' body. Of course Axel knew very well what was going to happen. They were just going to have his body basically vaporized. So it was like he never was there in the first place. The thought alone made Axel begin to cry. Soon after that Saix returned and noticed Axel was still there.

"Where's Xion?" Axel asked not turning to face Saix.

"Xion. Oh don't worry. She fine," Saix said with a smirk on his face.

"Liar! She's not in her room," Axel snapped.

"Don't worry about it, just go on your mission. Things will return to normal before you know it," Saix said casually. Without another word Axel slipped through a portal and went through his mission. Things were never going to return to normal for Axel.

FOUR MONTHS LATER

"Axel, you're going to be sent to Castle Oblivion with a small group for a while. This is a top secret mission. You are to eliminate everyone there," Saix said walking away.

"So, this is what the Organization has been reduced to? Getting rid of members we don't need? Just going on as normal when some one's gone? Pathetic," Axel said to himself.

A few hours after Axel had received his mission from Saix he ran into Zexion, knocking both of them over. Zexion gave Axel a look and went to picking up his books, trying to separate his from Axel's.

"Hey man. Sorry about that," Axel said not realizing that he had picked up Zexion's journal.

"Well, be a little more careful next time. I got to get my stuff ready for when we set off for Castle Oblivion," and with that Zexion left Axel to pick up the rest of his things.

"Zexion's journal. Oh crap! Hey Zexion! Man he's gone," Axel said looking at the small journal they were each given to write in. Putting it with the rest of his stuff he walked back to his room, and set everything down on his desk knocking over the Moogle, the last present Roxas gave Axel before he took his life. Picking it up he set it on top of his journal and pulled out the letter Roxas wrote to go with the toy, his suicide note, and the sea shell. He set them all next to the Moogle.

Looking over he remembered that he had Zexion's journal. "Oh, well. What the heck. I have to kill the guy anyway," Axel said to himself as he picked up the journal that no one was supposed to read but the writer. Flipping through pages he saw that there was an entry on the day that Roxas went missing. Then the next one was the day the blonde had killed himself. Reading it, he found what had really caused Roxas to kill himself. It was Zexion.

Now Axel just wanted to kill him right there and then. He had to refrain from it though, Saix would kill him if he did that. Setting it down he could feel the anger welling up inside him. Tears started to roll down his checks. Throwing the journal across the room he collapsed on his bed and cried till he could cry no more.

AT CASTLE OBLIVION

It was time. Time for revenge. Revenge for killing Roxas, and for Roxas himself. Axel still couldn't believe Zexion had caused all this just because he had run into Demyx and knocked him over giving his a slight bruise. Zexion had caused all this. It was his fault that the one he had loved so dearly was dead. He had bullied him to the point of running away and killing himself by jumping off the tower. Stepping through the portal with Repliku, they cornered Zexion. Axel gave the signal and Repliku grabbed Zexion by his cloak and destroyed him.

"That's for Roxas, Zexion. It's all your fault. You really brought all this upon yourself," were the last words Zexion heard. Even so after that, after he got revenge for his lover, her still didn't feel complete without Roxas. So that's why, in that moment. Axel had in mind that eventually he was going to betray the Organization and join Roxas some how. Some way they were going to be together again. The thought of this made Axel smile a bit as both he and Repliku left.

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EmoCosplayer: Of course I will be writing a chapter on what if Axel had saved Roxas;P Oh and a huge thanks to KH-FREAK-O-Zoid who helped me to decide on which ending to use. She said that she wanted me to kill Roxas in this because she didn't have the guts to do it in her storyXD oh well, enjoy! Oh and this last chapter is based off of a video I did. It is on YouTube. If you want to watch it PM me and I'll give you the link:)

Roxas: D: WHY DID YOU HAVE TO CHOOSE TO KILL ME!

Axel: *pouts in corner*

Xion: …

EmoCosplayer: What? You'll guys get a happy ending once I write it;)

Demyx: I'm not happy either but I'll still do your disclaimer….EmoCosplayer doesn't own anything….

EmoCoplayer: Later!:D