Spiderwebs
Your words walk right through my ears
Presuming I like what I hear...
Harry entered the room he shared with Draco and angrily slammed it shut. After realizing the lie Draco had told him and seeing the truth of that in his eyes he had left Ron, Hermione and Draco standing in the entrance hall, ignoring their calls and made his way to the slytherin common rooms not bothering to take notice of all the looks he was getting. Harry was simply too mad to care. He was just moving the two beds apart when the door opened and closed again.
"What are you doing?" Draco voiced quietly.
Harry shot him a glare and finally straightened up, the beds being a good few feet apart. He still didn't bother to answer Draco as he roughly removed his tie and threw aside carelessly.
"Harry I'm sorry." The blonde took a few steps closer.
It was the wrong thing to say, for Harry didn't want to hear him apologize, Draco had lied to him and he wanted to know why. Harry took off his shoes still ignoring the slytherin who stood in front of him, and he knew Draco hated it. One thing he had come to learn about him was that Draco hated being ignored.
"I said I was sorry Harry." And this time he could detect annoyance in the slytherin's voice.
Harry stopped with the removing of his uniform and faced Draco. "Go tell it to someone who will believe you."
"That's not fair."
Harry turned sharply to him, his glare intensifying. "That's not fair?! Then what you did to me was? You lied to me! And maybe you don't get this Draco so let me clear it up for you, I HAVE NO MEMORIES! Whatever you tell me I believe and now I found that you've lied to me so what's going to stop me from questioning everything else you've told me?"
He waited for Draco to say something but the blonde remained silent having the grace to look guilty. "Why did you lie about Ron and Hermione?"
"We don't get along... We've never gotten along." Draco shrugged slightly.
"Is that the best you could come up with? So what did you expect to happen when I got my memories back?"
"I don't know. I acted on impulse." Draco said.
"You're unbelievable." Harry shook his head and once again turned his back on him.
So that was his reason, he didn't like them so let's get Harry more confused then he already is! All the doubts Harry had in the beginning about Draco were coming up again... What if he had lied about other things? Was there a chance that their 'relationship' wasn't a real one at all and Draco had used him. No one knew about them, it would make sense but Harry didn't want it to be true. Cause even though he was furious with Draco, he still loved him. Draco had been good to him since he had awoken not remembering everything. That's why it hurt so much, he trusted him with all his heart and he had gone and lied to him.
Harry was getting a headache so instead of keeping up the argument he stripped down to his boxers and white-tee and laid on the bed, not facing Draco.
"So are you not going to talk to me now."
Draco was met by silence. "Harry...?"
"Goodnight Draco." He responded stiffly.
The next morning Draco woke up facing Harry's bed. It had not been a pleasant night and for the first time since Harry had been with him he had awaken alone. He had grown use to waking up to Harry in his arms and now felt very cold without him. He sat up and turned to Harry's bed but he wasn't there though his clothes were. That's when he became aware of water running, so Harry must already be taking a shower.
Draco quickly got off the bed and made his way to the bathroom where he removed his boxers, the only thing he had on and entered the shower. Harry turned to see him enter and before Draco could say or do anything, Harry side-stepped him and left the shower.
"Harry you don't have to leave."
The boy was already wrapping a towel around his waist. "It's ok I was getting out anyways." He said not even bothering to spare Draco a glance as he left the bathroom.
"Fuck!" Draco hit the shower wall, glaring.
After the cold shower Draco got out and covered himself with a towel before stepping out into his room. Harry was no where to be seen and the clothes he had put out were not on the bed. Meaning he was probably in the common room or he left to the great hall. Draco worried, what if he talked to his two best friends and they gave Draco away. Hurriedly he threw on his own uniform and left the common room ignoring anyone that was trying to catch his attention. He made it to the great hall without delay and at once stopped Harry, sitting at the gryffindor table, talking with his two best friends. As calmly as possible he made his way over to them and all three of them looked up as he approached.
"Harry could I talk to you alone, please?" He asked ignoring Granger and Weasley, both of them were currently glaring at him as he was the one that had caused Harry's amnesia, well damn them if they were going to mess up everything!
"There is nothing to talk about."
Draco narrowed his eyes and sat down straddling the bench as he faced Harry. Okay he had lied to him but come on he said he was sorry and he had meant it. Why was Harry making such a big deal? "Either we talk privately or I will cause a scene and I know how much you love scenes." He whispered into the boy's ear and watched as Harry glared at him before standing up.
"See ya later." He waved to Hermione and Ron who were still glaring at Draco but said their goodbyes as well.
They walked outside together in silence and stopped near the lake. Draco didn't want to be mean to Harry but if that was the only way he was going to get Harry to talk to him, then so be it.
"I shouldn't have lied to you about them, you're right. I'm sorry." He said sincerely but Harry remained quiet. "I know it won't make up for the lie but I don't know what else I can say or do to make it up to you."
"I don't want you to do anything for me, that's not the point or the reason I'm mad. I don't trust you now. I wish you could feel the way I do not knowing anything or anyone and then the one person you trusted to always tell you the truth, to be there, lies to you." Harry told Draco sitting down and played with the grass underneath his fingers.
Draco sat as well still staring at Harry. "I wish I could take that moment back. I didn't do it to hurt you it's that I don't like your friends and they don't like me."
"Not good enough." Harry glared at him.
"I promise to never lie to you again." The slytherin said knowing that it wasn't completely true, if he needed to lie to keep Harry by him, he would probably lie.
Harry remained quiet not meeting his gaze but staring at the water. A part of him just wanted to say ok and go on being happy with Draco but he knew he couldn't. There was that doubt clouding his mind, what if everything Draco had told him was a lie, what if their relationship was a lie? It would make sense too no one knew about them, no one wanted them together. But he didn't want it to make sense, he cared for Draco a lot and Draco cared about him... Harry hoped... But there was that doubt again.
"I promise." Draco repeated softly again and moved closer to Harry placing a kiss on his neck.
He turned to stare at the blonde. Draco's words were nice, believable but what if this was one big lie? Mentally he sighed and decided to go with it. It was Draco that was there for him from the start, when he had no idea whatsoever who he was or where he was Draco had been there and he had been truthful about most things, not to mention kind and caring.
Leaning in close Harry pressed his own lips to Draco's. "If you ever lie to me again I won't forgive you." He said. Draco gave a faint smile and closed the space between them again.
"Come on breakfast is almost over."
Harry followed Draco back into the great hall. He forgave him this time but he didn't forget and that uncertainty would always be there. Harry decided to be more careful of believing everything that came out of Draco's mouth.
"Snape hates me." Harry said flopping on their, re-connected beds. They had just gotten back from their last class of the day and Harry couldn't be happier.
"He doesn't hate you." Draco told him also laying on the bed by Harry.
Harry turned on his side and stared at the blonde. "I have no memories Draco not stupid. The man hates me and makes no show of hiding it."
"Ok... He doesn't like you a little." Harry gave him a sharp look. "Much. But that's nothing new, he doesn't like Gryffindors period."
Harry rolled his eyes and turned to lay on his stomach. "The man needs to get laid." From his right side he heard Draco laugh. It had been an uneventful day for the most part, although he had been the only one in History of Magic to gasp when the ghost of Professor Binns came through the wall, causing the others to laugh. Once they entered the great hall they had gotten their schedules and went their classes, the only thing that bothered him was all the students staring at him as if he were an animal in a zoo. The classes themselves were a bit hard since he didn't know everything but for the most part he got it with a little help from Draco.
Dinner was now being serve in the great hall but Harry had asked to go to their room first just to relax without anyone staring at them.
"You know you never did tell me what you talked about with Granger and Weasley this morning at breakfast." Draco asked nonchalantly as he ran his hands over Harry's back.
"Why do you want to know?" He asked his eyes closed.
"Curious."
Harry opened his eyes and turned on his side so that he could face Draco who let his hand drop on the bed and gazed back at him. "Nothing, they were just telling me of how we became friends and happy they were to see me again and then you came."
"Oh."
Harry narrowed his eyes slightly. "Why is there something else that you're not telling me or don't want me to find out about?"
"No, I was just curious Harry. I'm not hiding anything promise." Draco said firmly. Ok so that was a big lie but hey Merlin wasn't striking him down for it, so he was going to keep the fact their whole relationship was a fake to himself.
Harry made a sound in the back of his throat and moved to stare at the ceiling. He still wasn't sure if he should trust Draco wholeheartedly, he wanted too but if he told one lie what was going to stop him from tell him more lies? Harry felt Draco shift on the bed and the next moment he was staring up into gray eyes.
Draco kissed him thoroughly and when he pulled away rubbed their noses together. "I love you." He said softly.
Harry smiled. "I love you too." Draco leaned back down and captured Harry's lips into another fiery kiss, his hands unbuttoning his shirt.
"We'll be late to dinner." The shirt came off.
"I'll take you to the kitchens later." Draco said and sucked on his neck.
For now all the doubts and misgivings were thrown out the window as the two of them engaged in more pleasurable activities.
A/n- So what did everyone? It was a little bit easy but at the same time hard to write this chapter and I know it's kind of short but it had point and it made it's point. The other ones will probably be longer.
The in the next chapter time will have passed, probably towards the end of the month because an unexpected twist will happen... And I'll let you on a little secret... It will have to do with the returning of Harry's memories!
So any guesses on when will Harry get pregent if he isn't already... Hmm I know when he does or is.
So anyone have idea for boy names caused I've already decided the gender of their child... The boy will be based on an 18-month year old I take care of at work... He's a devil with an angel's face... The cutest thing you'll ever meet. Blonde hair and really deep huge, green eyes, golden skin... Really a cute kid but a trouble maker!
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