Make Me Feel Like I'm Enough
Lauren had been pacing around their room for exactly 35 minutes, not knowing what to do. Bo had left 35 minutes ago, if she called Hale or Dyson for help, they would never get there in time, and Bo might walk in the next minutes perfectly fine. It didn't make sense though. Bo had great intuition; when she sensed something was wrong there was really something wrong.
After much contemplation, Lauren decided it was time to act. She opened her brief case and took several syringes, ones that she knew exactly their effects on Fae and humans in case of emergency, put them in the straps inside her blazer and made her way out of the room. Her heart raced as fear engulfed her body. Could she really defend herself if something had happen to Bo? The needles would only be useful if she could reach her attacker and it wasn't something she'd been trained to do.
Taking a deep breath, Lauren continued her search on the first floor. It was empty like all the others. Maybe Bo had left the inn. As she approached the entrance door her legs shook like leaves. She opened the door and saw a body laying in the yard. It was tremendously dark outside but it didn't stopped Lauren from recognizing instantly the scarlet fabric on the ground. "Bo!" She dashed over her unconscious girlfriend. "Bo!" she repeated again, this time Bo became alert.
"Hurts…" the brunette whimpered.
"C'mon let's take go inside, it's cold out here." Lauren said and lifted Bo with difficulty. The injured succubus leaned against the blonde and they walked back to their room slowly and quietly so they wouldn't disturb the other residents. "Here lie down sweetie," Lauren told her once they got to the bed. "Let me get you some water."
"Don't leave, it hurts Lauren"
Lauren couldn't find any sign of injuries on Bo's body or blood. She sat next to Bo on the mattress and put her cold, trembling hand on Bo's forehead. "Where does it hurt baby?"
"My back… it burns," Bo screeched louder this time.
The blonde gently spun her girlfriend on her stomach and peeled off her robe to reveal her back. "Oh my god Bo who did this!" Lauren exclaimed at she looked at the horror on Bo's back. The words 'help me' had been engraved in her skin. What surprised Lauren was that the wound wasn't bleeding and yet it was obviously deep. There was no trace of blood around the wound or on Bo's clothes either. It just didn't make sense scientifically. "Let me get you some wet towels don't move baby it's gonna be okay." Lauren dashed to the bathroom and soaked a few towels.
Lauren came back to witness to most horrific scene of her life. Bo's body was being lift in the air like a motionless corpse dangling above the bed, the window was wide open and pushing cold wind into the room on the succubus' naked skin and she seemed unconscious again.
The voice of a child echoed in the room again, but this time Lauren heard it.
"Oswego Lake, HELP"
"Whoever you are just stop! She's injured and you are hurting her, please!" Lauren begged. Bo fell back on the mattress and hit so hard that Lauren was scared she broke something.
"Bo!" The blonde dashed to her girlfriend and checked her pulse. It was regular, but it didn't seem like the succubus was going to wake up any time soon. The shock of the event had drained her and she needed some time to rest more than anything. It was also very unlikely that whomever had tried to contact them would do it again now that Bo was knocked down.
Lauren got up and closed the window- poor Bo must have been freezing as she had been naked during the whole disturbance. The blonde wrapped Bo in a blanket and lay besides her, completely exhausted and overwhelmed, but unwilling to close an eye tonight. She was going to stay up and make sure that girlfriend was okay in the same way Bo would have if the places were reversed.
There was a knock on their door at 6am the next morning. Bo was still asleep and Lauren was painfully tired. The doctor got up and grabbed Bo's knife, not knowing who or what was knocking at this time of day she and stumbled to the door.
She opened the door ready to attack.
"Lauren! It's just us," a familiar voice told her. It was only Dyson and Tamsin standing in front of her. Lauren exhaled her relief. "Is everything okay? You look…" The wolf noticed that the doctor looked completely worn out and different than her usual self.
"Exhausted I know. I stayed up all night," Lauren explained and lowered her weapon. "You're early."
"We decided to hit the road last night instead to avoid traffic," Dyson said. "Where's Bo?"
"Something happened last night… it's not good. Come." Lauren walked to the bed where lay the slumbering succubus.
The detectives followed her. Lauren sat down on the mattress next to Bo and traced the side of her face with her fingers. "Wake up honey," she whispered in her ears.
Dyson and Tamsin shared a look. They were surprised at the sudden intimacy Lauren shared with Bo. Last time they saw them the couple was still on a break.
Bo eyes fluttered slowly and she winced. Lauren helped her sit on the bed. "What's going on? What the hell happ—" the brunette unintentionally leaned on Lauren, the pain in her back almost making it impossible to sit straight, and the blonde steadied her. "Oh god… it hurts. So hungry," she stammered.
"What happened to her?" Tamsin arched her eyebrow as she asked. She had never seen the succubus like that.
"Want to show them?" Lauren asked softly. Bo nodded and the blonde helped her to stand up. The brunette turned around and let the blanket she was wrapped in fall around her waist.
"Jesus Christ Bo," the wolf exclaimed. He couldn't believe what was in front of his eyes. "Who did this to you?"
"Probably the child I'm looking for," Bo said and covered her body again.
"Does it hurts?" Tamsin asked.
"You have no idea."
"Why haven't you found someone to heal yet?" Dyson asked like it was an obvious thing to do.
Lauren coughed and all the stares were directed at her. They all stayed silence for a while until Bo finally decided to speak.
"I'm with Lauren," she told them loud and clear. Bo laced her fingers with the blonde.
Dyson sighed. "Bo I've had enough of this bullshit. You're a succubus!"
"And a monogamous one! I won't make the same mistake again by sleeping with someone who isn't her like I did last year with you," Bo retorted with anger. Her words were like stings into the wolf's heart. "I will find someone to feed on without having sex with them and then I'm gonna have sex with my girlfriend. That's it. If you're not happy with that then leave."
Lauren had to stop herself from cracking a smile at Bo's declaration. Her girlfriend had really changed in a good way. She tightened their hands.
"I won't leave! Bo feeding on humans is not enough!"
"And you think you were enough?" Bo shouted back. The room went quiet again.
"You never seemed to complain about that. All the time I served you as a meal."
"Okay this is enough!" Tamsin yelled.
"I didn't mean enough in that sense, but forget it," Bo muttered ignoring Tamsin's protest.
Lauren turned to Bo and change the subject. "Last night when you were unconscious for the second time the boy reached to me and named a placed called Oswego Lake."
"That's east near the Grand River," Dyson mentioned with an even tone.
"This could be the place near Crystal's dad house," Bo remarked. She grimaced as she tried to move on the bed.
"I'd have to call her and ask," Lauren said and stood up to get her phone in her back pocket. We need an exact description or a picture of the boy too so that we know what we're looking at too."
Tamsin stepped in front of Lauren and took her phone. "Why don't you let me handle that doc and take care of your girl's hunger 'cause she's about to either pass out or eat us all." Lauren nodded and sat next to Bo again.
"I'll call Hale and Kenzi, tell them to come over and then I'll gather some essential things we'll need. We're going there tonight after dawn. So be prepared." Dyson said coarsely and stormed out of the room.
Tamsin copied Crystal's phone number in her phone and handed the device back to Lauren. "I'll see you two later. Better be in shape for tonight because I got bad feeling about this," the Valkyrie said before leaving.
Bo and Lauren had finally their intimacy. "So what do you want to about the feeding? Look Bo if you want to have s—"
"Don't say it." Bo stopped her. She really didn't want to hear it. "I will find someone to feed on and come back and make love to you." She stood up with difficulty with Lauren.
The blonde smiled and kissed her passionately. "I love you, you know that," she said when their lips parted.
"I love you too beautiful," Bo replied with a soft smile. "Please get some sleep while I'm out taking care of that. You are tired… you should have slept last night."
"I was too worried about you…" Lauren admitted, curling a strand of her lover's hair. "Wait, I actually have an idea. I, I'm not sure how much it's gonna work, but it won't hurt to try," she said and picked up her brief case on the floor. She put it on the bed and opened it. She took out a needle and a vial with a clear blue liquid in it. "So before we got back together I worked on some new injections. These are kind of like the last one I used to give you, except I changed the formula. Now these are just a prototype, I don't know if it will really work but it can't hurt to try." She extracted the drug into her syringe and put the vial back in her brief case. "Arm."
Bo extended her arm and flinched when the cold needled pierced her skin. "Ouch."
Lauren put the empty needle back in her brief case. "I'll be waiting for you babe, be safe," she told her before giving her a peck on the lips. Bo gave her a smile and left.
The blonde let out a long breath once Bo was out of the room. Her eyelids were twitching and her nerves jumped. She desperately needed sleep or else she would be no good for tonight. She stripped down to her underwear before getting in bed.
Bo went out to a 24 hours stripping club 20 minutes away from the inn to find a couple of human to feed on. She didn't feed on the girls though; she fed on the filthy old men who were disrespectful to the women doing their best to get a paycheck.
The first one she caught him in the men's bathroom trying to take advantage of one of the dancers. He was in his 40's, hairy and corpulent. By his clothes Bo concluded he was in a biker gang. When the young lady saw Bo she starred at her like an angel had came from the sky to save her. At least something good had come off of this, Bo thought. The succubus told her to leave and once she was gone what Bo did to the man was a lot less civilized. She didn't kill him, but he sure wasn't going to try something like that again any time soon.
Bo had another feed just for the road. He was outside the club with his buddies talking trash about his wife. The succubus almost drained him to death and the other men were so scared that Bo was sure they weren't going to tell anybody. Even if they did, who would believe them?
The great thing is that she'd fed from only two humans and barely felt her hunger anymore. Lauren's needles were really working.
She walked back to the inn, looking forward to kiss her beautiful girlfriend and wash away the nauseating taste of her feeds. She wondered often what Lauren's chi tasted like; if it was as sweet and heavenly as she imagined it would be. She had no doubt that it would be the most addicting drug, one that would empower her soul, fulfill her eternal desires both as a magical creature and a human.
When the brunette entered the room Lauren was sleeping soundly in bed and making adorably cute snoring sounds. Bo lied beside her and spooned her warm body, gently not to wake her up. She buried her nose in the coconut smelling hair and slowly drifted off to sleep.
At 3 in the afternoon both women were awake and whispering sweet nothings to each other. Lauren had turn in Bo's embrace and faced her, their limbs entangled to form one.
"You're so beautiful," Bo said her voice barely above whisper.
The blonde smiled shyly and she wetted the dry rim of her mouth. "Mm, doubt that," she said wondering how it was possible for a succubus to find her even remotely acceptable after spending the night up.
"I'm serious you are."
Lauren looked down on Bo's chest and traced her finger there. It gave her an idea. She left Bo's arms, stood up and reached to her bag in one of the drawers. "
"What are you doing sweetie?" Bo asked softly and followed Lauren with her gaze. She sat up on the mattress. The blonde held a jewelry box in her hands. "What's that?"
Lauren joined Bo on the bed, sat in front of her, wrapped her legs around her waist and gave her the box. "This is for you."
There was a note hanging from the velvety rectangle. Bo read out loud, "For giving me the freedom to love."
"And I do. Forever," Lauren finished. Bo opened the box and took out the lovely necklace. She waited until Bo's eyes met her but the brunette was reading the card over and over in her head. She lifted her chin with a finger and forced her to look at her.
"Lauren it's beautiful…" she said her voice thick with emotion. "And the note… oh god."
"Put it on?" Lauren asked. Bo nodded, gave her the necklace and the blonde put it around Bo's neck. "There. Perfect. Just like you."
Bo looked at her with wide, incredulous eyes as shook her head in disbelief. That note meant more to her that Lauren could ever imagine. Plus, the necklace was gorgeous. "I love you," she kissed her. "I love you." Another kiss. "I love you," she repeated one last time before capturing her lips in a long, passionate kiss, bringing her body as close to her as she could.
Lauren quickly found the hem of Bo's shirt and she pulled it off and threw it on the floor. Their lips met again, though this time tongues came into play as the passion arose. She pushed her gently on her back and straddled one of her legs. "Feed from me," Lauren demanded.
Her request caught Bo off guard and her hands dropped on her side. "What? Lauren no…" she protested.
"The shot. It's working right? You can control yourself, I trust you." Lauren said as she unzipped Bo's pants. She sunk two fingers in her slick folds and teased her a bit. "Please?"
Bo could barely think straight as Lauren worked her fingers on all the right spots. "I… I don't know," she said and let out a loud moan when Lauren pushed her fingers inside, curling them on the center point of ecstasy. Thinking all day about Lauren's taste made it almost impossible to refuse that kind of request, especially as the blonde was bringing her closer to the edge with every touch.
Bo placed her hands on either side of Lauren's face and dragged out a blue wisp of her essence and stopped almost immediately. She clenched her jaw and steadied her face, unsure if she could really control herself.
"More please. I want to feel enough. Please. Please" Lauren begged, almost desperate and she encouraged her by cupping her sex harder.
It broke Bo's heart that it was the reason behind Lauren's plea. She withdrew more chi, enough that it made the blonde above her quiver and writhe, and once she knew she had taken enough, maybe even too much, she stopped the flow between their mouths and both lovers moaned loudly in appreciation.
Her girlfriend's chi was more than she had imagined. It engulfed her entire body with a searing, powerful, comforting, loving energy. The taste was fresh too, almost minty and flowery. She couldn't exactly make a concrete comparison as it was something she had never tasted before; it was unique to Lauren and didn't come close to any other chi she had ever tasted, not even Dyson's or Tamsin's.
Their lips collided urgently and hands quickly fumbled feverishly to remove every remaining article of clothing. They made love and Bo made sure Lauren never felt like she wasn't enough again.
