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Bella's POV

After seeing Edward,having him tell me I'm not 17 and not in school. That was crazy. I felt like this was who I was I feel 17 I feel like I should be in school. This was all so weird. I do know I'm in love with Edward. I only knew Jasper a little bit from when I would go to their house. I guess I should just do what everyone wants me to do and hopefully I will remember who I was before. I placed my head in my hands and tried to think. I was thinking of what Edward said about being with Jasper and how we dated,how he asked me to marry him. How I was falling in love with him again. I love him now, how could I ever have fallen in love with someone else.

I heard my door open,I looked up to see a nurse come in with a wheel chair for me to go to physical therapy.

"Hello Bella,I'm Emily,I'm going to be your physical therapist"

"Hello"

"Lets get you in the chair and get you out of this room for a while"

"That sounds really nice actually"...Emily helped me out of bed and in the wheelchair. We went down the hall to a room with exercise equipment,tables and all kinds of things.

"First were going to see where your at"...She motioned for a man and he came over. He was super cheerful,happy. He picked me up out of the chair and placed me on the table with no effort. I just kinda stared at him. I knew I was blushing.

"Sorry Bella this is Jacob he works here he's actually my cousin"...I looked at her as she said that,then Jacob held out his hand I shook it.

"It's nice to meet you Jacob"

"Same here Bella,you'll have to excuse me I have to go help another patient."...I watched as he walked away. He was sorta cute.

"Okay Bella lets start."...I shook my head.

"I want you to lay back on the table and were going to do some stretching and a few exercises to see how your legs are working"...I listened to everything Emily told me, I had some trouble with pushing my right foot against her hand and lifting it up off the table. She said my left leg was strong and had no problems. Emily explained that we could try to strengthen my right leg and foot by doing some exercises. One being walking with a walker or trying a spinning cycle. I opted for the cycle. She said it would be hard but eventually it would get better and stronger. She called for Jacob again to get me off the high table. He again picked me up with no effort and placed me down in the chair.

"Jacob could I get your help getting her on the spinning cycle"

"Yeah no problem,hang on tight Bella."...I tightened my grip a little around his neck.

"Okay"...he took me over and sat me down"

"Thanks Jacob"...I said with a smile.

"Awe your welcome hun,it's my job"...Emily came over and explained that I had to try to push with my right foot not my left. This was much harder than I thought. I tried and tried and felt I was getting no where.

"It's going to take time Bella. I can take you back to your room and we can try again tomorrow"

"Yeah that sounds good"...this time Emily got me to the wheel chair. She took me back to the room and I got back into bed. Good old bed and boring room with nothing to do.

"I'll see you tomorrow Bella,don't worry we'll get there. Your very strong"

"Thank you,see you tomorrow"...She left and I was left to stare at walls and flip through the same stupid channels on tv with no good shows. All the shows were different then I remember. Everything was so different. So much has changed. I reached to grab the remote from the table and seen a note along with a computer laptop. The note was from my Dad.

Bella,

Here's your laptop and your camera. Look through the photos and check out your laptop. I'll be back at 4pm to have dinner with you. I'll bring you your favorite veggie burger and a shake from the diner.

-Dad

I looked at the clock and it said 12pm,uggh to much time till he gets here. Veggie burger and shake sounds like me though. Can't wait for that. glad I never stopped liking it. I looked over and saw the things he left.

I grabbed the camera and flipped through it,it was photos of me and of Jasper. There were a few in here of Edwards little sisters,only they weren't as little anymore. I really am not 17 anymore. I shut off the camera and placed the computer on my lap. I opened it up and found a photo of Jasper as a wallpaper. He certainly looked good. He was wearing camouflage ,he looked happy. I clicked different folders and things to find any clue to help me remember anything. There were pics of my friends and one with Angela who was heavily pregnant. I thought wow. She must have had that baby already and who was she with now. We were best friends,was she still my friend?.

I clicked a letter. When I read it it brought tears to my eyes and was so sweet. I loved every bit of it. At the end it was from Jasper and it said to check my camera. I grabbed it again and looked. Sure enough there were photos of him I don't know how I missed these when I flipped through a minute ago. I sat and stared at the photo. I looked at the background of the photo. It was my room. It was different. I kept looking at the other photos. And looking at my room in the back. I had different bedding on it. There were blue and green colored bedding. Blehh I hated it. Then remembered my mother sent it to me. My mother wow I haven't talked to her in a long time. Right before Christmas it was I called her. She was busy as always. I stopped and thought for a minute. Was this right did I actually just remember something. I got so excited that I might have actually remembered something. I grabbed the phone on the side table and dialed the one number I knew.

"Hello"...said a girls voice.

"Hello"...I said back.

"Who is this?"

"This is Alice,is this Bella. You sound like Bella"

"Yes this is Bella"...I heard the phone drop and lots of squealing.

"Bella,your awake. Your talking to me."

"I didn't mean to call you,it was the only number I knew in my head and I just needed to talk to Edward"

"Well I can give you his cell phone number"

"Oh yeah everyone has cell phones now"...I said kinda sadly.

"Are you okay Bella?..I mean do you remember everything or what?"

"Well not exactly,I don't remember somethings"

"I see,well my mom is standing here and wants to talk to you"

"Hello,Bella"

"Hi Mrs Cullen"

"Oh Bella please you haven't called me that since you were about 16 or 17."

"I'm sorry,um I don't remember much. I did remember this number though. I just wanted to talk to Edward. But I guess it was silly calling there."

"Maybe I could come visit you with Alice and Bree soon"

"Oh yes please,I would like to see them."...just then as I was on the phone with his mother Edward walks in.

"Mrs—I mean Esme,Edward just walked in."

"Oh wonderful,I will talk to you soon dear. Take care."...He made a confused face at me as I said his moms name as I talked on the phone. I just smiled at him.

"Thank you"

"Good bye"

"Bye"...I hung up the phone.

"Were you really talking to my mother?"

"Yes,I needed to talk to you and I got excited about something and the only number I could think to dial was yours. Or rather your old number at home."

"What was exciting?"

"I think I remember something."

"what is it?"...I saw his face go very serious.

"I was looking through photos and on my laptop computer,I remembered talking to my mom before Christmas. Do you know if she knows how I am?"

"That's really great. You did talk to your mom before Christmas. She does know how you are because your dad talks to her everyday"

"Everyday?"

"Yeah,they seemed to get closer and talk a lot more after the accident."

"Is she still in Florida and with Phil?"

"She still lives in Florida but she's broken up with Phil"...I was in a bit of shock,I thought they were truly made for each other. I didn't want to think about it so I changed the subject.

"I had therapy today and it was really hard,I have another session tomorrow"...I held my hand out to Edward to come over to me. He walked over slowly and sat next to me on the bed.

"Well everyday is another day you improve,right"

"Yes that's true. So tell me how your day was,tell me what you did?"

"Well I had an interview today for a Job,I think I got it. Then I had subway for lunch,then I cam here to be with you."

"Wow an interview for where? Doing what?"

"Well I would be designing buildings,that's what I do now. I'm in architecture."

"So you did go to college and do what you wanted to do"...I looked down and was feeling stupid,stupid that I didn't go to college and that my life wasn't anything I expected it to be.

"Bella what's wrong?"...I just shook my head and looked away from him,I started to cry. What did I do to deserve this. Why couldn't I remember anything.

"Come on baby, look at me. He placed his hands on my face and turned me to look at him.

"I'm sorry I can't remember anything,I feel like I failed at everything. At school at a career and at us."

"You can do what ever you want,you can still go to college. You can cook if you want to cook,you've been doing it for your dad long enough. I know your good. You can do what ever you want. You didn't fail at anything."

"You really think so?"

"Oh definitely. Your amazing."

"Thank you Edward. I love you."...He wiped the tears from my face and his cool hand rested on my cheek. He leaned in and kissed me lightly then released and looked at me. We stared at each other for a minute,then he kissed me again. This time it was deep and made butterflies flutter in my stomach. I felt his hand slide up into my hair,holding my head on the side. I placed my hand in his hair, I took a deep breath and smelled him. He smelled good it was different but good. I had my eyes closed. I seen a parking garage,Edwards Volvo feeling upset with Edward. I released the kiss fast.

"Whats wrong.?"

"Did I ever have an argument with you in a parking garage?."

"Yes,it wasn't a bad argument. It was at my parents condo which is where I live now. You and Jasper were staying a night there. I went there upset because you decided to marry him. I confessed my love to you-"

I stopped him,I started to remember. It was quick I felt like my head was spinning I saw everything like it was a big book flipping through the pages really fast. I felt so light headed dizzy. It was all there everything I remembered it all,leaving forks coming back,loving Jasper,having conversations,Edward loving me,me falling in love again but feeling love for both, the crash. I looked at Edward,everything was spinning. I closed my eyes and felt my head fall back. I heard Edward saying my name and then nothing.