Disclaimer: A/N I don't own any of the characters they all belong to Stephenie Meyer, I don't intend to infringe anything here I'm just borrowing them for fun. Thank you everyone for reading and reviewing! I love my readers. I love reviews! =0)...sorry this chapter has taken me so long I've been working on another story as well!
Bella's POV
After my afternoon with Jasper he brought me back home,I didn't want our day to end and I really wasn't up for being alone until midnight when my dad got home. Jasper carried me back to the door and again without effort he opened it and we went inside and he kicked the door closed. I felt like a bride being carried over a thresh hold. I smiled at the thought,then remembered how I messed that up for myself.
"Where do you want me to put you?"
"In the living room is fine."...He walked into the living room and placed me gently down on the couch. He stood there just looking at me. I quickly took off my coat and tossed it over the couch
"Well I guess I'll go."...He leaned down cupping my cheek, I placed my hand on his.
"I'll be back tomorrow if you want."...thinking of course I want,but what I really want is to wake up to him tomorrow not wait all day,he leaned in and kissed me. I gripped his wrist and when he let go I didn't.
"Please don't leave,I...I don't want you to go. Please"...he smiled and sat next to me,I leaned into him and he wrapped his arms around me. I looked up vand he leaned down kissing me softly. I turned slightly so I could kiss him better. He placed his hand on the back of my neck as we continued to kiss. My hands slowly traveled up his shirt to his sides and then to his back. Jasper let put a moan. Releasing the kiss he looked at me briefly before kissing me again,I parted my lips to let his tongue find mine. Our kissing and touching was getting very heated very quickly,I squirmed as the feelings were all want. I wanted more than what he gave me in the truck I wanted his hands all over me and mine all over him. Suddenly my phone was ringing,I reached over and grabbed it out of my coat pocket,answering it.
"Hey Bells it's Dad just checking in."
"Hey Dad,I'm fine just hanging out with Jasper."
"Oh, okay well I wont keep you then,I'll be home around midnight."
"Okay,bye Dad."...I hung up and tossed my phone aside. Jasper had a smile on his face.
"What?"
"Bella you look so beautiful."...I blushed and looked down.
Quickly without warning Jasper picked me up,I let out a shriek and he carried me up the stairs. I held on tight and he placed me down on my bed,I didn't let go of my arms around his neck he leaned down and hovered over me on his elbows,kissing my neck I tilted my head up to give him better access. I let go of his neck and reached under his shirt again. I felt his muscles tense slightly as I touched his sides and up his back. Jasper reached my ear taking it in his teeth and nibbling me. I felt myself getting wet,I needed him to make love to me right now. I reached down to his jeans to undo the button,I was having trouble with it and he knew it. Jasper looked at me with a smirk. He got up and kicked his shoes off taking off his socks then slowly he unbuttoned and unzipped his jeans. I sat up to watch him undress. I bit my bottom lip and let out an Mmm sound. He walked over to me and undid my button and zipper on my jeans,then he grabbed my shoes and took them off and took off my socks,which tickled my overly sensitive feet. Then he grabbed the bottoms of my jeans and quickly took them off me.
"Your very good at that"...I said.
"I'm very good at lots of things Darlin."
"Hmm well why don't you show me some of those things."
"I fully intend to."...he said with that sexy smile that made me squirm as I squeezed my thighs together. I quickly took my shirt off and dropped it to the floor. Reaching behind me I undid my bra and let the straps fall down my arms,grabbing it I dropped it with my shirt. Jasper took off his jeans tossing them aside. He slowly climbed over me as I lied back letting my hair fan out behind me on the pillow. Jasper looked down at me with loving eyes. He softly kissed the hallow of my neck,moving slowly down. His hands skimming over my body. It was heavenly. He reached my stomach,navel and top of my panties. I placed my hands in his hair tugging lightly as I let out a moan. His fingers traced the edge of my panties then curled around the tops as he pulled them off dropping them to the floor. He kissed up my leg to the inside of my thigh,stopping he stood up at the end of the bed and took off his shirt,then his boxer briefs,grabbing the blanket at the end of the bed he climbed over top of me covering us both.
"I want you so much."...I whispered.
"I need you Bella."...he whispered back to me.
Leaning up I kissed his mouth. My hands at his sides I thrust my hips up slowly,feeling his hardness pressing against my core,needing wanting him I raise my left leg up to his side. I thought hard and tried to raise the right one up to where I wanted but just couldn't get it. I released our kiss,with both hands on his chest I pushed him up.
"Jasper I cant."...I felt inadequate,broken,not good enough. I closed my eyes as I could feel tears brimming.
"Baby,why? Whats wrong?."...I just shook my head and turned away. Jasper grabbed my face.
"Look at me"...I opened my eyes and the tears fell down my face.
"I just can't."...he wiped my tears away and kissed my cheek.
"Tell me why. I want to help you, to understand ."...I looked at him, his face looking so serious and full of concern.
"It's my leg,I can't really move it that great or keep it where I want it. I feel so stupid. I'm so sorry Jazzy"...I placed my hands on my face. Then felt Jasper moving,I thought he was getting up off me but he grabbed my right leg behind my knee and held it up. I put my arms down and looked up at him.
"Is this okay?"...he really does care,he doesn't care that I'm messed up. I smiled at him and nodded. His free hand glided up along my breasts and then behind my neck. Still holding my right leg he bent down and kissed me hard pressing his hardness into me. I shifted up and met it. I placed one hand around his neck and with my other hand I reached down grabbing his length in my hand I positioned it at my entrance. We looked deep into each others eyes as he entered me slowly. I let out a moan,both hands around the back of his neck as we moved in rhythm. He leaned down kissing my cheek then breathing my name into my ear. I gripped into his hair tugging as I let out a moan. Jasper's mouth reaching mine muffling the moans and whimpers I was making.
He then reached down grabbing my other leg he brought them both up,quickly changing pace he started to thrust faster,harder. This was driving me close to the edge I reached up behind my head gripping the headboard. I was breathing fast and letting out a small scream with every hard exhilarating thrust. I could feel my self coming undone.
"I'm...gonna...come"...I looked up at him.
"Come with me darlin."
"Yes...oh yes."...I felt my self tighten around him as I came,I let out more staggered moans as I felt his release. He thrusted a few more times then let my legs go,I placed my hand around his neck as he leaned down and kissed me. He rolled over and lied next to me in my bed. I leaned over and placed my head on his chest,Jasper wrapped his arms around me. I listened to his heart beat as it went from fast back to normal. I never want to leave this bed.
"Jasper"
"Yeah Bella"
"I love you"...I breathed.
"I love you too."...he whispered back. I listened to his breathing and his heartbeat and quickly felt my self fallIing asleep right there in his arms.
When I woke up I was still in Jasper's arms,I smiled as I ran my hand along his chest. I looked up at him as he woke up.
"Hi"...I whispered
"Hey,what time is it?"
"I'm not sure"...I sat up slightly and looked at the clock.
"It's 8:00 am."... I blushed and buried my face into his chest.
"What's wrong?"...I looked at him with a smile.
"My dad, he must know you stayed overnight with me."
"Oh that's okay."
"yeah I know,I just don't know what he thinks of me sometimes."
"He loves you and wants you to be happy."
"I know I know."
"Are you hungry darlin?"...I sat up and ran my hand up his bare chest to his neck and into his hair,then leaned in kissing him lightly.
"Yeah I am...for you."
"Wow that hungry huh."
"Well what can I say when I see something that delicious I can't resist."...he laughed and kissed me.
"I'll make a deal with you, If you let me take you to the diner for breakfast than you can choose whatever you want for a dessert."...I laughed and looked at him smiling.
"Okay deal. I need to shower first."
"Do you want me to help you?."
"Hmm I like that idea better than breakfast"
"I didn't mean take a shower with you,but since you said it I would be happy to."
"Okay."...I smiled a shy and sexy smile at him.
"What about your dad I don't wanna get shot or nothing."...he gave me a serious look. I laughed.
"Well we'll have to be quiet and sneaky."
"Okay I'm up for it lets go. He got out of bed and grabbed his boxer briefs and his shirt. Putting on his boxer briefs he tossed the shirt at me and I put it on. Grabbing the collar I breathed in deeply smelling him on it,wondering if he'd let me keep it. Jasper came over and quickly scooped me up in his arms. He opened the door a little and peeked out not seeing my dad he quickly opened it and went strait to the bathroom and closed the door. He sat me on the edge of the tub, we looked at each other and laughed. I turned the water on and felt it till it got nice and hot,then turned the shower nob. I stripped off his shirt and he took off his boxer briefs.
"If you help me in I can balance pretty well on my left leg and the wall...or you."...I gave him a flirty smile.
"okay darlin."...he lifted me and helped me in and I balanced very well,he got in and closed the curtain. I grabbed the body wash and squeezed some into my hand. Leaning up on the shower wall I begin to lather up and wash my self.
"I really enjoy watching you touch yourself, but I would much rather do the job for you."...I looked up at Jasper as he grabbed the body wash,lathered up and started rubbing it on me,he started at my breasts and slowly,gently rubbed and squeezed. He then moved down my stomach then around my waist to my back,curving down to my bottom. Slowly he was moving down my thighs and around front to my core,washing,touching with care.
"Mmm,this is really nice."...I leaned my head back in to the spray of the water,letting my hair get wet. Jasper stopped and I looked up to see what he was doing,he grabbed my strawberry shampoo and squeezed it in his hand.
"You don't have to wash my hair for me"...I blushed slightly,not sure why I wouldn't want him to do it.
"No,I want to and I love this smell so turn around."...he motioned for me to turn so I did. I tilted my head back as he began messaging the shampoo into my hair. This was really nice. I relaxed and let him wash my hair.
"Okay you can turn back around now."...I turned back around and rinsed my hair out. Then without warning there was a loud knock on the door. We looked at each other and Jasper was smiling. I slapped him lightly.
"It's not funny"...I whispered.
"Yeah I'm in here Dad"...I shouted. Looking at Jasper who still had a smile on his face.
"Who's truck is in the driveway Bella?"...I put my hand to my mouth and forgot about the truck being here. Now I wanted to laugh.
"It's Jasper's Dad."
"okay...well I'll talk to ya later then."...I just laughed.
"We should get out now and get dressed,I have plans."...I frowned cause I wasn't ready to let him go knowing we only had 3 more days before he had to leave on Monday.
"Bella"...he tilted my chin up so I was looking in his eyes.
"My plans are to be with you,every day until I leave."...leaning down he pressed his lips to mine. I savored the kiss knowing we had limited time once again. Jasper reached over and turned the water off,got out grabbed a towel and put it around his waist then took another one and wrapped it around me then swiftly without much thought picked me up.
"I'm really enjoy being carried around like this."...Jasper carried me to my room and sat me on the bed then went back to the bathroom and grabbed his clothes and closed the bedroom door. He then let the towel drop,put on his boxer briefs and jeans and placed the shirt down on the chair at my desk. I sat in wonder at this beautifully sculptured man.
"What are you looking at Miss Swan? Do you see something you like."
"I'm looking at you, I do see a lot I like"...I smiled and stared some more.
"Well let me spin for you ma'am"...I watched as Jasper spun in a circle. I just laughed.
"We need to get you dressed,although I could look at you in a towel...or without one all day."...He came over and pulled the towel away,leaving me completely naked. I shrieked and placed my hands over my breasts.
"Awe don't cover them,I like lookin."
"Oh really. Well It costs you at least two kisses to peek."...I thought if he wanted to play games I could too.
"Oh really now."...Jasper quickly jumped on the bed next to me and wrapped his left hand around my waist bringing me close then kissing me long and hard. I wrapped my arms around him then felt his hand travel up my waist,caressing my back then sliding around to my right breast. The feeling of his hands on me filled me with want. Mmm this man drove me crazy.
"This is never going to get us out of the house or out of your bed Darlin."
"This is true but you are the one with your hand on my breast."...I looked down and smiled.
"It's hard to not touch you."
"Well how bout you go over to my dresser and choose some panties and some jeans and a shirt and I will get dressed."...he smiled his wicked sexy smile and kissed me quickly before hopping off the bed and going to my dresser. I watched as he pulled out several different pairs of panties,examining each one. Then going through each drawer before he had an outfit for me.
"Here I hope this is good."...He chose my red plaid shirt and dark blue jeans, red bra,red panties and some plain white socks.
"Perfect, Thank you."...I dressed while Jasper finished getting dressed too,he watched me closely as I did.
"Are you enjoying yourself ?"
"Yes Maa'm I am,but I will enjoy more later when I get to take that all back off you."...I felt tingly all over at the thought, heat invaded my cheeks. Jasper came over and kissed me quickly,surprising me.
"Mmm, what was that for?"
"You drive me so crazy,and I love it when you blush. You know that."
"I do know,and you know I can't control that."
"And I can't control my reaction to it."...I leaned up and kissed him.
"I'll never stop you."
"Okay so are you ready to go?"
"I need to brush my hair and then we can go. Will you tell me where were going after breakfast?"
"No"...I watched as he got up and grabbed the brush from my dresser. Trying to avoid telling me where were going. I held my hand out for my brush but he wouldn't give it to me.
"I want to brush your hair. If that's okay."
"Yeah I would love that."...I sat near the edge of the bed as Jasper sat behind me and began to brush my hair. It felt so nice. He was gentle and loving.
"You have such beautiful hair Bella."
"Thank you"...he finished then placed the brush back on my dresser.
"Now can we go?"
"Of course."...I slid across my bed and grabbed my crutches.
"Do you want me to carry you down?"
"Um yeah but then I'll need these for where ever we go."
"Okay I'll put you in the truck and then grab these."
"First could you grab my checkered vans out of my closet...please."...He grabbed my shoes and then put them on me. Everything he does makes me love him more and more.
"Thank you!"...He then effortlessly picked me up. I placed my arms around his neck and he took me downstairs. He set me down on the last step and grabbed my coat. I put it on. Jasper then took me out to the truck and got me in. he handed me the keys to start it up and get warm. As he walked back in to get my crutches I slid over and put the key in the ignition,starting up the truck and turning up the heat. Jasper was back quickly and got in.
"Okay lets go."
After a very quiet very nice breakfast at the diner Jasper and I were off to a mystery location. He refused to tell me.
As we got to where we were going I wasn't to happy.
"Why are we here?"
"Because I know that my sisters and mom really want to see you and see how you are."
"I just don't want to see Edward."
"I know Bella. And I can't help that he's here."
"Oh a new Volvo huh."...one I know I'll never be getting in. Ever.
"Yep the other one was completely wrecked. But c'mon don't think about it lets go see the girls huh."
"yeah lets go."
"do you want me to carry you.?"
"no please just let me try."
"of course."...Jasper came around to my side and opened the door handing me my crutches.
"Thanks"... he leaned over and kissed me long and hard.
"Don't worry about Edward okay"...I nodded and scooted out of the truck balancing as I got my self going with the crutches. Jasper right beside me.
We got to the door as Alice and Bree opened the door with excitement.
"Hey girls don't go crazy and knock her over with your crazy hugs okay."
"Oh please Jazzy I'm not gonna hurt her."
"Neither will I"...said Bree.
"Hi girls,I've missed you."...I got into the house,Jasper insisted on helping me into the living room and got my coat off.
"Bella how wonderful to have you here,you look great."...Esme came right over and hugged me tight.
"Thank You, I feel great."
"That's good, were just so happy you and...Edward are okay now."...She hesitated to say his name. I know I can't get away from the fact that it was the two of us in that car.
"I'm happy were both okay too."...Just then Edward came in.
"Did I hear my name."...he looked happy and was smiling.
"Yes you did,I was just telling Bella how were all so happy that your both okay."
"oh I see."
"So Bella, Edward said you thought you were 17 do you remember that?."...Alice asked.
"Well I was told I thought that but I don't remember it really."...I laughed.
"Do you want anything Bella? I can go get you a drink."...Bree offered. She looked like she's grown a little since last time I seen her.
"Um...yea water is fine."...Edward sat down across from Jasper and I. Esme excused herself and Alice walked away with her. It felt extremely awkward sitting there with the both of them. I looked at Jasper and then to Edward who was just casually sitting there,smirk on his face,just chilled out.
"So Bella...how are you babe?"...Babe..what the hell. I looked at Jasper quickly then to Edward,giving him a dirty look.
"I'm really good thanks."
"Bella do you wanna leave?"...Jasper whispered.
"No I'm fine."...Bree came in and gave me my water.
"Do you need anything else Bella?"
"No thank you,I'm fine."...she surprised me with a hug,I handed my water to Jasper and hugged her back.
"I'm so happy your okay Bella."
"Thank you Bree."...she let go and I seen she was wearing the bracelet I got her for Christmas. It quickly reminded me of the one Edward got me and I wondered where that might have gone.
"I see your wearing the bracelet I gave you."
"Yeah I love it,wear it all the time."
"Who's photos did you put inside?"
"I have Alice and Edward together,Jasper,Emmett and one of my parents together."
"Can I see?"...She sat down next to me and popped open each locket to show me.
"That's great you filled it with everyone you love."
"I wish I could add you too."
"Well next time I'm in Seattle I will go to the store I got it from and get another locket charm to add to it."...she jumped up in excitement and hugged me again.
"Your the best Bella. I'm gonna go find Alice."...she quickly jumped up and ran off.
"You are the best Bella."...Edward said sarcastically. I just gave him another dirty look,then took my water from Jasper and took a sip.
"Edward,whats up man what are your plans?"
"Actually I'm going back to Seattle today. I got a new job."
"Congratulations Edward. I'm happy for you."
"Thanks Babe."...I seen Jasper making a fist. He was getting irritated with Edward. I thought he was tolerating him really well. Considering Edward was being such an ass.
"Yeah Congratulations brother."
"Thanks!"
"Bella,you sure you want to stay here in forks?"...he was grinning. This Edward was not one I liked very much. I felt like it was all my fault he was acting this way and I felt bad.
"Look Edward that's enough."
"No Jasper let him say what he has to say. I want this to end I don't want him upset."...I set my water down.
"Oh honey I'm not upset. I was fucking stupid to think for a second that you could love me. I need to truly be done with you and my brother can have you because I really don't think I could be with you. You would most likely just leave me to be with him again anyway."...That hurt to hear,I felt the tears welling up in my eyes.
"I'm sorry If I hurt you Edward you know I never meant to do that."
"Nope you didn't mean it the first time,you didn't mean it the second time. The second time I think was harder because just as I thought we were gonna get back together and I spent day after day after day at that hospital waiting for you to wake up...Bella your a great girl,I'll always love you but I'm really happy your with Jasper. He's better at dealing with your crazy ass."...I looked at Jasper, thinking he was about to jump over the coffee table and attack Edward with all he had. I slipped my arm around his and held tight. I wasn't sure what was going to happen.
"Let me tell you something Edward Cullen. I may be crazy but at least I'm not an asshole like you."...Now I couldn't control my crying. Why did he have to be like this. I felt Jasper slip out of my grip. I thought he was going to jump on Edward and start kicking his ass. But he didn't. He stood in front of a laughing Edward.
"Stand up."
"What?"
"Stand up"
"Why,you gonna hit me?"...Oh my God,please don't fight,don't fight,don't fight.
"No I'm not gonna hit you."...I watched as Edward stood up.
"Look,I don't want to fight with you okay. I have something to tell you and everyone else but I really don't want to fight okay I need peace between us right now okay...Please."
"Yeah...Okay."...Edward held out his hand to Jasper who slapped it away then hugged Edward. I thought I was dreaming for a minute when I seen them hugging. I looked around,hoping there was another witness to this. Esme came in just as I was thinking that.
"That's how it should be all the time. You boys need to hug more."...she walked over and hugged both of them.
"Wait, Jasper what do you have to tell us?"
"It can wait until later. Mom did you call Emmett like I said?"
"Yes I did he'll be here tonight. but what exactly is going on?"
"I will let you all know together later okay."...I wasn't sure what he was talking about. He said nothing to me. I was in the dark along with everyone else. He came back and sat next to me.
"What's going on? What do you have to tell everyone?"...he put his arm around me and squeezed me to him,he kissed my head and took a deep breath.
"I'll tell you later when everyone's here... I love you."...he whispered.