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Bella's POV
I wasn't sure what was going on with Jasper,I was feeling a little worried about it. I thought if he had something to tell everyone he would tell me and not make me wait. It was suddenly feeling a bit stuffy in here.
"Jazzy could you get me my crutches please?"...He nodded and gave me a kiss on the head real quick and went to the front door to get them. Edward was just staring at me.
"What are you staring at?"
"You"...I shook my head.
"What's wrong? Don't you like me looking at you."
"Edward shut up."...He smiled and pretended to zip his mouth shut. Jasper walked in and handed me my crutches.
"Do you need me to help you Darlin?."
"No I have to do it my self."...I grabbed them and pushed up and was balancing well,I went to the bathroom,closing the door I took a deep breath,went to the sink and washed my face and hands. Stating to feel a headache coming I looked in the cabinet for some Advil or something. Of course the only thing in there was band aids. I would have to ask Esme. I went back out,when I opened the door of course Edward would be standing there.
"What do you need Edward?"
"This seems familiar huh baby?"
"Stop,okay. I just want to go back to Jasper."
"Yeah sorry,please don't be mad at me."
"its hard not to be with the way your acting. You know that right."
"Yeah your right."...he looked down at the floor.
"Damn strait I'm right. Why do you have to be such an ass Edward...why?"
"I just feel a little bitter about you choosing my brother I guess."
"Really...well Jasper told me what you said."...he was looking at me very alert now.
"what exactly did he tell you Bella?"
"well he told me you said you weren't in love with me. It made my decision very clear."
"Yeah I did say that. But you need to know I love you."
"I know you do... I love you too."...I looked down.
"We just aren't meant to be together I guess."
"No we really aren't."...he reached into his pocket and held up the bracelet he got me for Christmas. I wondered where it went.
"Do you want it back?"
"Yes of course,I was wondering where it went."...he put it around my wrist gently.
"It was found in the car after the accident,it must have broke off your wrist. I had it fixed."
"Thank you."...He came close and kissed my cheek lightly then walked away towards the living room. I didn't want to go back yet so I thought I would go to the back porch window. I turned around and seen Jasper standing there,leaning on the wall.
"How long have you been standing there?"
"Since you came out of the bathroom."
"Are you upset?"
"No not at all. I'm glad you and Edward have closure now."...he touched the bracelet on my wrist.
"He gave me that the night of the accident. It was a Christmas gift. Is it okay I wear it? I don't want to upset you."
"No I'm not upset,you can wear it."...he grabbed me around the waist bringing me close causing me to drop my crutches. I placed my arms around him for support. I felt his muscles flexing as he held me up. He then kissed me softly and slowly. Feeling his tongue glide over my lips I parted them to let his tongue find mine. I let out an Mmm sound. I was lost in this kiss, loving every minute of it. Then we were interrupted suddenly.
"Holy crap you two,get a room."...It was Alice. I stopped kissing him and we both laughed.
"Okay Alice if you say so,which way to your room again."...I buried my face into his shoulder.
"Eww,don't you dare."
"what was that little sister,did you say dare."...Jasper quickly without warning picked me up and we were going upstairs. Alice shouting the whole way. Jasper was laughing and I was yelling for him to take me back down stairs.
"Jasper you better not,I was just joking."
"You dared me."
"I'm going to get mom."
"You better not, she may not wanna see me and Bella in your room."...Jasper went in her room and placed me on her bed. I remembered this room vividly. I was just laughing at the thought. If she knew she would kill us both.
"Jasper...Ahhh...MOM!"...Alice stomped away screaming.
"You really pissed her off."
"She'll get over it."...he leaned down and kissed me.
"Hey you stop that. She would be pissed if we really did do it in here...not that we haven't already."...Jasper laughed.
"That's true. And she would definitely be even more pissed. She would probably have my mother destroy her bed and get a new one.
"Hey are you responsible for the very angry teen in my kitchen?"...Esme walked in and I just covered my face with both hands.
"Sorry Mom,I was just teasing her."
"Well there's at least 3 other rooms in this house you can use."
"Mom!"...I just laughed,I couldn't believe she just said that.
"What?...I know what happens around here a lot more than you think. She ever finds out about the first time you were in here,you might wanna run."...she walked away laughing. I uncovered my face and looked at Jasper,he was a little awe struck.
"You okay?"
"My mother knows what we did in here."
"I know,and she just told us to find another room."...he gave me that super sexy grin.
"You are so bad sometimes Jasper."
"What... is that a bad thing?"...I smiled,grabbed his shirt and brought him down to me,kissing him.
"Come on."...he picked me up and we went down to the end of the hall.
"What are you doing?"
"Finding another room."
"You're serious?"
"Yes,please. We'll make it quick."...I couldn't believe him he was amazing and sexy,crazy and adventurous. I shook my head.
"Okay lets go."...He opened the door and went in,placed me on the small bed then closed the door. It was a smaller room ,big window on one side,a dresser against the wall and this small bed with down pillows and down comforter. It was really comfy.
"Who's room is this?"
"It's the guest room,my mother never lets us in here. She keeps it perfect for when we have guests stay."
"Wont she be mad that were in here?"
"No one will know we were ever in here."...he took my shoes off and then unbuttoned and unzipped my jeans, grabbing both my jeans and panties together he pulled them off. I let out a shriek. Jasper placed his finger to his lips telling me to shh. He grabbed my legs and brought me to the edge of the bed. I watched as he undid his jeans, I leaned up and grabbed his length and freed it from his boxer briefs. I leaned back and watched Jasper,he rubbed my clit softly then slid two fingers in me feeling my wetness. I watched as he placed his fingers in his mouth,closing his eyes and making an Mmm sound. I don't think I could have been more turned on than I was in that moment.
"We better hurry before someone wonders where we are."...he said.
"Please."...Jasper positioned himself over my entrance and quickly pushed into me. He grabbed my hip, holding my right leg just right as he quickly moved inside of me. I had my hands above my head gripping the comforter trying not to make noise.
"Are you okay darlin?"
"Faster,harder."...was all I could breath out. Jasper starting pumping faster and harder. I could feel myself coming quickly and wanted to scream out his name. I had my hands in my hair gripping as I felt him pumping harder over and over.
"Jasper."...I yelled as I came. He pumped into me a few more times,I felt his release inside of me then we both were relaxed. He leaned down and kissed me hard.
"I love you,and I think everyone heard you scream out my name."...I placed my hands over my mouth feeling stupid.
"Oh I really hope not."...Jasper laughed.
"It's okay,I like it when you scream my name."...he kissed me again then got up,pulled his shorts and jeans back up. Then he grabbed my panties and jeans,helping me get them back on,then putting my shoes back on. He picked me up. We both looked at the bed,the comforter was all messed up.
"The bed looks like someone ravished his woman on it."...I laughed. I honestly think that was the quickest we ever did it. it was fun exciting and exhilarating.
"Wont your mom be upset when she sees this?"
"By the time she sees that it wont matter,don't worry about it."...he kissed me and we snuck out of the room.
"Lets go back downstairs,I'll let you get your crutches."
"What's wrong are you to tired to carry me all over?"
"Not at all. I love it. Will you let me carry you over the threshold after we get married?"...I wasn't sure I heard him right. Did he just say what I think he said?
"What did you say?"
"You heard me just I said when your my wife can I carry you over the thresh hold like this."...he did say that.
"Your wife?"...he smiled as he carried me downstairs. Alice was standing at the bottom when we came down.
"What took you two so long?Emmett and Rose are here."...she looked at me and laughed.
"What's funny?"
"Nice hair Bella."...I looked at Jazzy. He shook his head and smiled.
"You have great after sex hair Bella"...he whispered,I felt my cheeks warm up. He sat me on the stairs.
"I'll go grab your crutches."
"Okay,hurry back."...after he walked away I tried to smooth my hair back out.
"Bella,hey girl."...I looked up to see Emmett. Huge grin,looking as happy as always.
"Emmett, are you.?"
"I should be asking you how your doing...look at ya,you look great. Always have some color in your cheeks."...I touched my warm cheek.
"Thanks,I'm actually doing really great."
"Well don't make me wait,get over here and give me a hug."
"Sorry,I really can't get up. My brain still has a little trouble telling my leg what to do. Jasper went to get my crutches."
"Well in that case."...he came over and put both arms under mine and lifted me up and hugged me tight. I let out a shriek.
"Hey man, what are you doing to my girl?"...Jasper had a big smile on his face. Happy to see his brother again. I reached for my crutches,balancing on them. Emmett let me go handling me cautiously and then gave Jasper a hug.
"So Jasper,what did you want us all here for?"
"When Dad gets here I can tell you okay."
"He's already here, In the kitchen with Mom."...Well I guess we don't have to wait anymore. Alice flitted by then stopped.
"Hey guys, what's going on?"
"Alice can you do me a favor and get everyone to come into the living room?"
"Yeah Jasper I can do that."...this is it he's going to finally tell us all what's going on. I wasn't sure what to think. Jasper followed me to the living room. Edward was already sitting there drink in hand. I sat down across from him,Jasper stood near me.
"What are you drinking?"...Edward looked at me.
"It's a rum and coke, you want one?."...I shook my head.
"No thanks,I was just wondering what you had."...he smiled at me. Everyone started coming in and sitting down. Emmett sat next to me,Rose next to him. Carlisle sat in a chair opposite them and Emse sat on the arm of the chair. She was holding onto Carlisles hand and looked a little worried. This made me start to worry. Did Moms have some kind of sense when things weren't right?. Alice and Bree came in,Alice sat on the arm of Edward's chair,Bree on the floor near her parents. Jasper walked to the doorway and stood there,his hands in his pockets. He didn't look happy. He looked nervous.
"Now that you're all are here I have something I need to tell you."...I sat staring at the man I love. He was slightly rocking back and forth and I could see his hands fidgeting in his pocket.
"You all know I was transferred to Tacoma, Well I've finished my advanced training and now I've been told I have to leave. They told me I'm being Deployed as soon as I come back on Monday."...I was suddenly gripping Emmett's hand. I think all the oxygen was sucked out of the room because I couldn't breath. I heard everyone talking at once. Esme jumped up and ran to Jasper hugging him tight. Edward downed his drink and walked away to refill his glass. Carlisle,Alice and Bree all followed along with Esme in the hugs. Alice was crying as if we lost him already. Emmett grabbed me and hugged me. That's when the tears started.
"Please don't get upset. I signed on for this and I knew what I was doing. I'm going to be fine and I'm going to come home."...He finally got over to me, Emmett let go and stood to give Jasper a hug. I wasn't sure but it looked like Emmett had tears in his eyes too. Jasper sat next to me, Rosalie stood and went to Emmett's side,she looked sad,sad for all of us.
"Hey Darlin."...I wiped the tears from my cheek.
"How long are you going? Where are you going? I need to know if I can write you?"...He placed a finger to my mouth.
"Shhh,I will tell you later, but I need you to calm down okay. Everyone needs to calm down."...he looked around at everyone.
"Edward put the bottle down and come sit."...Edward placed it down but not before he drank what was in his glass.
"Look,I don't want everyone mourning me like I'm already gone. I'm here now and I'll be back. They said I only have to go for nine months,It's not long. I've been away longer. So stop crying and acting like I'm already gone. We can talk on the phone and write letters. We can skype date."...he looked at me and smiled. That made me smile.
"Okay, so if you all don't mind to much, I'm taking my girl and were going to La push."...I looked at him not sure what he had planned.
"What's there?"...I asked,hoping he would tell me.
"A bed and breakfast. right on the beach."
"When will you be back Jasper,we want to spend time with you too."...Esme asked sounding a bit upset.
"I'll be back by tomorrow night and you can have me all day Sunday, but Bella will be with us too."
"Of course,she's always welcome here."...Esme said,always making me feel so welcome. Even though I felt like I was stealing Jasper away.
"Are you ready to go?"
"Yeah and no. I have no clothes or anything."
"Actually you do. I called your Dad. He knows everything, It was Sue who got us into the bed and breakfast.. I had Alice pack your bags"...This man was amazing. I grabbed his face and kissed him hard.
"Okay Darlin, lets go."
"Finally they can get a room."...Alice said. Making everyone laugh.
When we arrived at the bed and breakfast,checked in and went to our room,where Jasper insisted on carrying me into. We settled in and relaxed on the huge plush bed. The room had a forest theme as did the whole place really. The bed was a canopy type bed with huge wood posts on each corner. There was a huge picture window facing the water. It was absolutely beautiful. I could have stared out at it all day,watching the waves crash on the beach. It was cold but I don't think that will stop me from going out there later and sitting with Jasper. We were just lying next to each other and staring into each others eyes. Jasper was gently caressing my arm,making circles and patterns,up and down.
"What are you thinking right now?"...he asked me.
"I was just thinking about how nice this is,how I'm going to miss you so much and want to spend every second with you before you leave."...I started to cry again. How could I do this,what if something happens and he doesn't come home. How will I live without him for nine whole months.
"Please don't cry. I can't stand to see you sad over this. It's nothing to be sad about. You know this is what I'm supposed to do. It's what I was trained to go do. We will have skype dates as often as I can get on and you can write me letters if you want. Send me some pictures. We will be fine. I will be okay."...he reached over and wiped my tears away then leaned over and kissed me. I wrapped my arms around him and squeezed him tight.
"I love you so much."...I whispered.
"I love you too."...he rolled off me,lying down next to me he reached into his pocket and grabbed something.
"What's that?"
"What?"...he was smiling.
"What you just took out of your pocket...what is that?"...he sat up and put both hands behind his back.
"If you really want it you'll have to guess which hand it's in."...I sat up and was laughing.
"Really?"
"Yeah,you want it right?"
"I don't know what it is,so I don't know if I want it."
"Well choose a hand you'll get something no matter what."...I liked his game,I was super curious to know what was in his pocket. So I choose his right hand. He held it out and it was empty. I frowned.
"What's in your other hand?"
"Well you can have that after I give you a kiss."
"Okay I can deal with that."...I laughed. He leaned over and kissed me,it was soft and slow,he tasted sweet,smelled so good,I placed my left hand into his right. Then he slowly released our kiss.
"Want what's in my other hand now?"...I was excited to see what he had.
"Yes I want it...please."...he pulled his hand from behind his back,smiling and not taking his eyes off me he opened his hand. I blinked a few times then looked at him.
"Is that my engagement ring?"
"Yes,if you want it back and will agree to marry me."
"Yes yes yes yes. I want it I want to marry you."...he took it and put it back on my finger. It fit just as perfect as before and I was happy to have it back.
"I'll never take it off."
"I'll never let you take it off."...I leaned over and kissed him hard,gripping my hands in his hair.
"So will you marry me now."
"I already said yes."
"No I mean right now."...what was he saying? I was feeling a little confused. I gave him a puzzled look.
"What are you saying?."
"I have all the paper work done. All you have to do is agree to marry me. I have someone coming here in 1 hour to officially marry us. Will you marry me now?"...holy shit this is crazy. Crazy and romantic and so spontaneous. I couldn't loose him again.
"Yes...I'll do it. But wait I have nothing to wear."
"Yes you do. If you open that closet I borrowed my moms best white dress. If that's okay."
"Of course that's okay,you're absolutely amazing. You've thought of everything. I don't know how you did it all. I didn't do everything alone. Alice knows everything. But only Alice and she's promised not to tell anyone anything."
"Did she know about your deployment?"
"No she didn't know about that at all ,until I told everyone."
"I'm going to go but I will meet you at the front desk in 1 hour okay."...I shook my head and started to cry again.
"Bella please don't cry again."
"No no I'm just happy that's all."
"Me too Darlin."...he kissed me,then got up and walked to the door.
"See you in an hour."
"I'll be the one in white. "...he smiled and walked out the door.
I took a deep breath,grabbed my crutches and went over to the closet. My bag was in there,some white shoes,and a white dress. I looked at the dress,it was a knee length dress layered very light very pretty. To pretty for me really. I grabbed my bag and tossed it to the bed then grabbed the dress and draped it over my shoulder. I made my way back to the bed and sat down. I undressed and slipped on the dress,it was so light and soft. I wonder if Esme would let me keep it. I then grabbed my bag and opened it up. There was a small makeup bag with some new makeup inside. There were some white lacey panties and bra too. Alice must have went shopping and picked these up. I'll have to thank her and take her shopping. I slipped the dress back off and then changed into the bra and panties. If this was my wedding day I wanted it to be perfect. I slipped the dress back on and then went to the bathroom to freshen up and put on a little makeup,try to get my hair together somehow and look my best.
I got lucky and there was a small vanity with a chair in the bathroom. I sat down and opened the bag,I put on a little blush,some mascara and a some lip gloss. I grabbed out the little brush. Brushing out my hair so it was soft and flowing over my shoulders. I held it up and then let it fall. I pulled half up and left half down. I liked that best. I looked in the bag and found a hair clip and a few bobby pins. I put half of my hair up and secured it with the clip. There was a small vase of pink roses and baby's breath on the vanity. I plucked out one rose and placed it behind my ear. Taking the baby's breath I placed it like a halo around my head and secured it with the bobby pins. I was very satisfied. I checked the time and saw it was time for me to meet Jasper. I got up,grabbed my crutches and went to the closet. I slipped on my white shoes and went out to the front desk.
Arriving at the front desk I was greeted by a beautiful young girl. Her name tag said Claire.
"Hello I'm Bella I'm supposed to meet someone here."
"Oh yes, I have a few things for you. You look absolutely beautiful by the way."
"Thank you."...I smiled.
"Here's a note and a small box... oh yes and these!."...she pulled out about a dozen pink and white roses wrapped perfectly into a bouquet.
"Thank you."
"Your welcome. If you need anything else my name is Claire and I'll be happy to help you."...I smiled at her then grabbed the note.
Bella,
Today you agreed to be be my wife and make me the happiest man on earth. In the small box you'll find a wedding band,I have a matching one for you in my pocket. I really hope you like the bouquet, I picked it up from the florists in Forks. When your ready meet me in the front room. I'll be waiting for you. I love you.
P.S it is officially our planned wedding day!
-Jasper
I had to think but it is the date we agreed on. I guess I never realized it. Time did stop for me for a while. I grabbed the ring out of the box. Placed it around my thumb to hold it. I took the note folded it and placed it in the box.
"Is it okay if I leave this here? I will come back for it later."...Claire gave me a warm smile.
"That's fine,I'll hold it here for you."...I grabbed the beautiful bouquet,took a deep breath. Balancing my bouquet in my right hand while holding my crutches I went to Jasper.
I saw him standing in front of a huge picture window with the officiant to marry us. The water looked beautiful. This was perfect,I would have loved a wedding with everyone but seeing him right there right now was absolutely what I wanted. I slowly went to him. He had on a suit it was black with a nice tie and a pink rose in his left breast pocket to match my bouquet. We were both smiling.
"Hi"
"Hello"...I said back.
"We needed to have two witnesses. So I had them come. I hope you don't mind."...he pointed behind me and there stood Alice and Leah,my nurse from the hospital,Sues daughter.
"I don't mind,this is perfect."...Alice came up and hugged me,then Leah.
"Now you couldn't possibly get married without, something old something new,something borrowed and something blue. The dress is borrowed. This is a blue hair clip,sorry it's all I could find last minute and it's kinda old."...she laughed and then came in close.
"And if you are wearing the new underwear then that's new."...she whispered. We both giggled.
"Thank you both for coming."...Alice took my bouquet,then Jasper grabbed me around the waist. He gestured to Leah and she came and took my crutches. I held on to Jaspers arms and balanced.
The officiant started and we looked at each other the whole time saying our vows. I started to cry, Jasper wiped my tears away.
"Jasper,Today I take you for my Husband I promise to love you without reservation,comfort you in times of distress,encourage you to achieve all your goals,laugh with you and cry with you,grow with you in mind,and in spirit,always be open and honest with you,and cherish you for as long as we both shall live."
"Isabella...Bella,Today I take you for my Wife I promise to love you without reservation,comfort you in times of distress,encourage you to achieve all your goals,laugh with you and cry with you,grow with you in mind,and in spirit,always be open and honest with you,and cherish you for as long as we both shall live."
The officiant took both our rings.
"These rings are solid,a never ending circle. Like your love it never ends."...I took his and he took mine,together we placed them on each others finger.
"By the power vested in me by the state of Washington, I now pronounce you husband and wife...You may now kiss your bride"...Jasper squeezed me to him and kissed me softly with so much love. I couldn't believe I was his wife now. He released the kiss and Alice was squealing with happiness. It wasn't until I looked over at her did I realize she was snapping pictures the whole time.
"Before you go I need you to sign the papers and have your witness's sign also."...we made our way over to a little table where we all signed and Alice of course taking pictures while Jasper and I both signed.
"Congratulations you two,I'm so happy for you."...Leah said.
"Thank you so much for coming,It really means a lot. But if you could just keep it a secret for now. I want to tell everyone together and make it official."
"Absolutely,I wont say anything to anyone. I really must go though. Congratulations again."...she hugged me then Jazz,then left.
"I really should go too. I told mom I was just going to the store."...We both laughed.
"You better keep this to yourself. No telling Bree."...Jasper gave her a stern look.
"No don't worry,I wont say anything. But I am so excited that your my sister now Bella."...she hugged me so hard she nearly knocked me off my crutches.
"I love you too little sister."...We laughed and she hugged Jasper real hard too. Then looked at me.
"Okay Mrs Cullen what do you wanna do?"...Holy shit I'm a Mrs now. I'm his wife.
"Well I think I would like my Husband to take me back to the room"...He looked at me with that irresistible sexy smile. I know I could live with that for the rest of my life.
"That sounds like a really great idea."
We got back to the room and Jasper insisted on carrying me over the threshold.
"Now all that carrying you around was good practice for the real thing."...I balanced on Jasper and set the crutches against the wall. He scooped me up and carried me in,setting me gently on the bed. He walked back out grabbed my crutches and then closed and locked our door.
I don't know much about the Army or deployment or any of the official protocall. Please don't be upset if I got any of that wrong. Thanks For Reading! =0)
