Disclaimer: A/N I don't own any of the characters they all belong to Stephenie Meyer, I don't intend to infringe anything here I'm just borrowing them for fun. Thank you everyone for reading and reviewing! I love my readers. I love reviews! =0)

Sorry this chapter took so long, I had computer issues and finally I'm back on and writing again!

Bella's POV

I watched as he moved closer to me, just staring at me. He had such a loving look in his eyes.

"Why don't you take a picture, it would last longer."...I giggled

"Good idea."...I watched as he went over to his bag and grabbed out his phone.

"No..no I wasn't serious, dont you already have a million pictures of me on that phone already?"

"Yes but I don't have any of my wife on here yet."...He proceeded to snap pictures of me, I tried to cover up my face with the blanket but he kept taking it off, I tried to cover my face with my hands but he just kept taking them.

"Are you done yet?"...I peeked through my hands.

"Yeah, cause I have other plans with my wife anyway."...I will never get tired of being called his wife, it made those butterflies in my stomach go crazy.

What kinda plans do you have?"

"Oh, these kinds of plans."...I watched as he climbed on the bed and looked at me with that sexy grin.

"You looked absolutely beautiful today. When you were walking towards me, I couldn't believe you were mine"...I leaned up and kissed him, I felt his hands travel up my dress to my thigh. I slowly released the kiss, then just looked at him.

"I love this dress on you"...Jasper sat up on his knees, grabbed the dress and slowly lifted it up and off me. The flower in my hair fell onto the bed. He immediately noticed the white lace panties and bra. Jasper slid his hands up my sides stopping at my bra, reaching back, unhooking it. I slid my arms out and tossed it aside. I watched Jasper take of his shirt and tie, tossing those onto the floor. I watched as he got up off the bed, grabbed each of my shoes and took them off. His warm hands went up my legs to my thighs, then up to my panties, grabbing both sides he pulled them down and off me.

I looked down at Jasper as he smiled at me then started kissing my thighs. It was feeling so good, I loved the feel of each kiss. He then stood back up and undid his pants, taking off his shoes, pants and boxers. I stared in amazement at my gorgeous husband.

"You should take a picture, It would last longer."...he laughed. I just smiled..

I watched him climb up on the bed and over to me, he spotted the little pink rose lying between us. He picked it up and slowly caressed my cheek, my neck, above my breasts then down and around each of my nipples. He slowly moved lower touching my stomach with it. He then smelled it and then plucked the petals off slowly. One by one he dropped them on me. It felt amazing, I was feeling turned on more with every touch of every petal.

After he was done, I watched him move over me, kissing my neck, I placed my hands in his hair, feeling his kisses move down to my breast, then to my waist, he then got up, grabbed my legs and pulled me to the edge of the bed. His mouth was quickly on my thighs, kissing and licking, up, up to my center. When I felt his tongue moving in circles it felt absolutely amazing. I had my hands above my head and then in my hair. Jasper continued, his hands were on both my legs holding them tight.

I began to feel my self getting closer and closer to the edge. I was moaning louder, gripping the pillow next to me. Jasper knew I was getting very close. He stopped, looked at me. Gave me a wicked sexy smile and licked his lips, biting his lower lip.

"Do you want more Mrs Cullen?"...Do I want more, is he insane.

"Yes Please."...I breathed. Jasper then climbed up over me, kissing my mouth ever so gently and slowly. I could taste myself on his tongue and lips. He grabbed me around my arms. I placed my arms around his neck. He whispered in my ear. "I love you". Then quickly flipped us so I was on top straddling him. I could feel his hardness underneath me, I wanted nothing more than to have him inside me. I positioned my hips just right moving up then pushing down, I had my hands on his chest as I threw my head back in pleasure, I let out a loud moan moaning sound.

Jasper grabbed my hips as I slowly moved on top of him. The sounds he was making were making me go crazy. His hands traveled from my hips to my breasts. He squeezed and played gently as I continued to ride him. I leaned down enough so he could reach my breasts in his mouth. He closed his mouth around my right breast, nibbling lightly and letting out an Mmm sound.

I held myself up with my hands on both sides of his head. I kissed his sweet mouth as he again gripped my hips with his warm hands. I again felt my self getting closer to the edge. I kept moving up and down, his hands gripping tighter. I kissed him hard as I felt my self come undone, I moaned loudly into his mouth. I continued on until he found his release, I then collapsed on his chest. Both of us out of breath. Jasper kissed the top of my head then carefully flipped us over. I snuggled up into his chest, he grabbed the blanket and covered us both up, pink rose petals scattering around us.

"I'm gonna really miss my husband."

"I know, and I'm gonna miss my wife."

"I love you"

"I love you too."...I quickly fell asleep in his arms, feeling safe feeling loved.

Jaspers POV

I couldn't sleep even after Bella fell asleep, I was to wide awake. I slowly slid out from around her, put on my boxers and went over to the table. There was some paper and pens, all with the bed and breakfast name on them. I pulled a chair over and began to write Bella a letter. I planned on putting this one in her bag for her to read later.

Bella,(my wonderful wife)

Hopefully you read this after I leave, hopefully it will make you feel better about my leaving. I want you to be happy. I want you to know I love you, I'll be writing you letters every chance I get. The time will go by fast and I will be running as fast as I can back to you, my wife so until I return please be happy, hold your head up, keep trying to walk. Because I want you to run into my arms too. I love you always.

-Jasper

I folded the letter, snuck over to her bag and placed it in, under her makeup bag. I went back over to the table and started the second letter. It was one I needed to write before leaving, I know a few guys who do a new one for every time they leave, Its something we don't like to do but know we need to do. So I grabbed another piece of paper and wrote it out.

Bella(my brave and wonderful wife)

If your reading this I'm no longer with you anymore. Please be brave for me. I'm so sorry I didn't come home to you, I'm sorry you have to read this letter today. Know that I love you. That I know you were the very last thing on my mind. you made my life wonderful in every single way. Please don't stop living because I'm not there anymore. I want you to keep on going, get married again, fall in love again, have many children and grow old. Always know that I will be with you. I love you.

-Jasper

That one was so much harder to write. I took it and folded it then placed it in my duffel bag, I kicked the bag under the table. I turned to go back to bed and Bella was sitting up. I froze for a second then gave her a smile.

"What are you doing Jazzy?"

"Nothing darlin I just couldn't sleep, thats all."

"Well come back to bed"...she had her arms outstretched, I climbed right into bed, wrapping my arms around her.

"I'm going to miss you so much Jazzy."

"I know you are, and I'm going to miss you too."...I kissed the top of her head and squeezed her tight to me.

"I was thinking, how should we tell everyone about our marriage now?"

"I don't know, maybe we should just keep it to ourselves for now and then we can have a big reception when I come back home. What do you think?"

"That sounds like a great idea, that gives me plenty of time to plan a reception with Alice to help. But what about our rings, we can't really wear them around."

"We can stop in the morning and get you a chain from the jewelers, you can wear your rings around your neck."

"I like that idea, but what about your ring?"

"I can put my ring on the chain that holds my dog tags."

"Sounds good then."...She was running her hands up and down my chest and using her finger tips to make patterns on my stomach. Her hands felt so good on me.

"We should try to sleep now, we have to spend the day with my family, and have dinner with them tomorrow."...I started playing with her hair as she continued to make shapes and words on my stomach with her fingers.

"Okay, I'm tired anyway."..she let out a yawn, she slowed down her hands and eventually she stopped. I listened to her breathing as I drifted off to sleep, holding her tight.

Bella's POV

I woke up to Jasper's arms around me, the sun shining through the window and his heart beating in my ear. I thought of how today was our last day for nine long lonely months. I squeezed him tight, my emotions running away from me. I started to cry quietly. I felt my tears going down my cheek and falling to his chest. I felt his arms tighten around me.

"Whats wrong Bella?"

"I'm just sad, today is our last day."...Jasper grabbed me, sat me up and looked at me.

"Bella you need to stop this. You need to understand I'll be back, dont think of this as our last day."

"I'm sorry, I'm just going to miss you so much."

"I know, but please try to stay strong for me please."...I wiped my face, smiled and was going to be strong for him.

"Lets get ready to go see my family, and we can stop and get your chain."...I leaned over and gave him a kiss.

"Okay lets get ready."

After a wonderful morning with my husband, having blueberry pancakes in bed, and then having a very relaxing shower together, we checked out. I got my ring box back with my little note and we went to the jewelers in Forks. Jasper went in alone then came back out a few minutes later. He handed me the chain. It was light, gold and very pretty. I went to take my rings off and he stopped me, I gave him a look.

"I want to be the only one to ever take them off or put them on."...he slid each one off then placed them on the chain. He kissed it before putting it around my neck and tucked it in my shirt. I reached over to the rear view mirror where his dog tags hung. I looked at it and read his information. It said.

CULLEN

JASPER

033-10-3180

B-POS

CHRISTIAN

I rubbed my thumb across it gently, then took Jasper's left hand in mine and slid his ring off and placed it on his chain, then I kissed it and went to put it back on the mirror. He stopped me.

"You can put it on me."...I smiled and put it around his neck, I locked my fingers into his hair and he smiled at me, leaned in and kissed me soft and long. Jasper released our kiss and held my face in his hands. They felt so warm.

"We really better go."..he tucked his ring and dog tags inside his shirt.

Jaspers POV

As we got to my parents house I noticed Charlies cruiser was in the driveway, my mother must have called him.

"My dads here, your mother must have called him."

"Yeah I was thinking the same thing."

I got out and went around to the back, I grabbed my duffel bag and Bella's cruthches. I went back and opened her door, handing her the crutches, she refused any help getting up the stairs to the door. My mother greeted us both at the door and hugged us both tight.

"Were going to have a very nice day."...she said as she hugged me. I dropped my bag at the door. Then Alice popped in tackling us both with hugs.

"Come in Bella your Dad is here."

"I seen his car parked out front."...we both walked in together, Charlie was talking with Edward about something.

"Hi Dad"

"Hey you two."...he got up and walked right over to me.

"Jasper I stopped by to see you before you had to go. I wanted to say I'm very proud of you and glad my daughter found such a brave man to be with. Good luck over there son."...he shook my hand, it was nice to hear all that coming from him, and to know he was so approving of me and Bella.

"Thank you sir, that really means a lot to me."

"I really should go now, sorry I have to make my visit short, I'm on duty right now."...I watched as he went over and gave Bella kiss on her cheek and then said goodbye to everyone and left. I wanted to go find my father and talk to him and give him the letter. Bella was sitting with Alice smiling and talking about something. I went over and gave her a kiss.

"I'm going to talk to my dad, I 'll be right back"...she smiled and then continued her conversation with Alice. I think she was most happy because Bella was finally officially her sister. I walked to the kitchen to see if my father was there, he wasn't. Just Bree and my mom.

"Do you know where Dad is?"

"He's somewhere upstairs dear."...my mother said, without looking up from what she was doing. I smiled and walked away up stairs. I looked in his bedroom to see if he was there first but he wasn't there. I figured he would be in his office so I walked down the hall to his office. He was in there, sitting there looking through an old photo album.

"Hey Dad."

"Oh Jasper, hello,I was just looking through some old photos."...I peeked over and looked. It was page of all us boys fishing together ,my mother went crazy with pictures she always took them but we would never see her in them.

"I came up to find you because I need you to do something for me."

"Of course, what do you need."...I handed him the letter.

"It's for Bella, It's in case something should happen and I don't make it back. I'll need you to give it to her."

"Of course Jasper."... I watched as he took it and placed it in an envelope, then wrote her name on it and placed it in his safe.

"Thank you Dad."

"No problem son. You know we should probably get downstairs. I know your mother was making your favorite meal. She should be done by now."...I only got my favorite on my birthday, but I guess this is a special occasion too.

"Lasagna?"

"Yea, can you smell it?"...I took a deep breath and sure enough it did smell like lasagna.

"Yep I can, alright, lets go eat."...I got up at the same time he did, he grabbed me and hugged me.

"I'm gonna miss you, make sure you stay safe out there."

"I will dad."

"I'm very proud of you...I love you son."

"I know you do dad, I love you too."...he patted me on the back.

"C'mon now lets go see if that food is ready."...I followed him downstairs, he walked to the living room and I went to the kitchen to see if mom had supper ready yet. She was alone and crying near the fridge. I went over and hugged her tight.

"Mom please don't cry okay. We all knew this was going top happen. I signed up for it."

"Jasper I know, I just can't help feel so emotional."

"Mom I need you to try to be strong okay."

"I will try, for you."

"Thank you. I need you to do me a favor too."

"Anything, what do you need?"

"can you please be there for Bella when she needs it, I know shes just as upset about my leaving too."

"Of course we will be here for her. She's family to us."

"Thanks Mom"...I hugged her tight again.

"Now go let everyone know dinner is done, to come in the dining room to eat."

"okay mom"...I went to the living room, Bella was still chatting with Alice and my dad was having a conversation with Edward about some stocks that were going down, I was clueless about that.

"Hey everyone dinner is ready."...I went over and gave Bella a kiss and then followed her to the dining room. My mom and Bree set up the dining room beautifully, it looked as nice as it usually does for Christmas or Thanksgiving.

After Bella sat down I went to find Emmett and Rose. I think he was out back with her. I watched them for a minute, he would kiss her every so often and was very playful with her. I felt jealous, I didn't want to leave Bella. I wanted to be here and see her every day. She certainly deserved it, she understood though, she knew what my being in the army meant for her, the things we would never get that other couples had. I love her for not running away from it. I opened the back door and went out, it was cold but not terrible.

"Hey you two, dinner is ready."

"Sounds great."...Emmett looked at Rose and gave her a small kiss.

"I'll be right there, I need to talk to my brother."

"Okay Emm bear"...she looked at me then stopped before she went in and hugged me.

"I wish we could have gotten to know each other better before you had to leave."

"Don't worry, I'll be back and we will. Okay."...she let me go and rushed into the house.

"What did you tell her?...Emm bear."...I laughed.

"Just you had to go fight for our country bro, and she nicked named me that after the first time we hugged. I like it."

"Okay cause I'm really hating on everyone acting like I'm leaving to go die

"We all just want you back in one piece that's all."

"I know that, but everyone needs to understand that I signed on for this, I was trained for this."

"We know"

"Lets go eat, mom made my favorite and our girls are waiting for us."

"Sounds good."...he walked past me to go in and then tackled me in a huge hug. Now I guess I get the nickname Rose gave him.

"I love you too baby brother."...we both laughed and walked in together. I sat down next to Bella.

"Could we say a prayer before we eat tonight?"...my mother said. No one was against it. So everyone held hands. Edward was next to me and made a face before holding my hand and we held back our laughter. Then our mother said a prayer.

"Lord please bless us today as we gather here to see Jasper off to war, please watch and protect him, we all love him dearly, we pray for his safe return to all of us in nine months.-amen"...everyone let go and began to eat Bella didn't want to let my hand go, so she ended up with her hand on my leg all through dinner.

After we ate we all went to the living room, we spent the last hour I had left, laughing and telling stories. My mother was happy to share stories of when us boys were little and how much trouble Edward and I used to get into. She said we were more alike than we would ever understand. It was a really great time spent with everyone I loved the most in my life.

When the time was over I had to take Bella home, then leave to go back to base. We were leaving extremely early in the morning. Everyone said good bye, I knew crying was going to happen and I didn't object, It hurt me to see my sisters and mother crying over me. I almost starting to cry myself but held it together. I hugged everyone extra tight, grabbed my bag then followed Bella out to the truck. Everyone waved as we pulled away.

Bellas POV

When Jasper got to my house to drop me off I felt like my world was leaving. I know my heart was leaving. But I had to be strong. So I held back my tears. He walked me to the door, I opened it and went in but he didn't.

"Aren't you coming in?"

"No, I cant...please come here."...I went back outside with him.

"We have to do this quick Bella. I know this is really hard for you. It's tearing me up inside."...Jasper grabbed me, causing my crutches to fall. He held me tight as I wrapped my arms around him. I took a deep breath, smelling him once more before he left me for nine months. My hands were in his hair when he pulled me away slightly to kiss me. Our mouths moved together slowly and softly. I could feel the love the passion, everything in him pouring into me. After a minute he released our kiss and looked at me. He pulled out his phone from his pocket and held it up and out at arms length, taking a picture of us together.

"What's that for?"

"Proof that this moment existed, me and my wife."

"Well you better send it to my phone too then."

"I will, but now I have to go."

"I know you do."...he sat me in the chair on the porch and handed me my crutches. I watched him walk to the truck, he grabbed my bag then brought it back to me, setting it down next to me. He leaned down and kissed me once more and squeezed me tight.

"I love you so much darlin."

"I love you too, please come back to me safe, please."

"I will. Nothing can keep me from coming back to you. I'll see you soon, It will go by fast. I'll write letters and Skype you too."

"Okay Jazzy."...He was holding my hand, then slowly let it go as he walked away to his navy blue Chevy. He was wearing blue jeans and a button up shirt with his leather jacket, I made memory of that, that's how I wanted to remember him in this moment. My husband leaving for war. He looked back, smiled at me got in and left.

I watched his truck go down the road until I could no longer see tail lights. That's when I began to sob uncontrollably. Nine long months of missing him. I couldn't believe I just watched my husband leave. I was getting very cold and it got dark out. I grabbed my crutches and my bag in one hand and made my way to the door. Going in I kicked my shoes off, went to the living room and dropped my bag, sat down and tossed my coat off, grabbed the soft blanket on the couch and curled up crying myself to sleep.