He is such a fool! Why do I have feelings for a man who thinks himself so invincible and grate! After giving up all he had and then being caught just as I feared and told him he would. People are now mocking the Sheriff and pay the price time and time again. I saw him today, in the market place. I was bringing back some fresh grass for the horses, when I saw him, Guy by his side keeping watch on me more than Robin. Robin gave me a sad cheeky smile and then, with Guy still dragging him around walked in the direction of the Castle. Robin is dead and there is nothing I am able to do.
Much has just left after trying to persuade me and my father to help him rescue Robin. I must say I was tempted, perhaps The Nightwatch-man might be able to step in. But still there is no way I can get into the Castle without being seen and I fear for my Fathers neck if my true identity was discovered. I feel sorry for Robin as I now know the true cause of his capture. Guy denies cutting out peoples toughs, but I can not say I yet believe him on the way of how instant Much was. He also spoke of dreams Robin had while he was at war, he spoke my name. Maybe I was not forgotten. As I thought I had been..
Guy came over and bragged about owning land for once. I hardly listened just made small comments and then he hinted on changing the name of Locksley to Gisborne. When I protested he spoke of marriage, which then lead to talk of Robin. I had always assumed that he would be held trial for his so-called crimes, but Guy has now informed me that a hanging awaits him and my heart aches. I must visit him as soon as it is first light.
I entered the Dugan, trying to ignore the stench of fear and death when I saw him. He gave me a sad look through the bars as I entered. I then convinced the guard to leave us alone on the guise that a needed some ring he had hidden and I could not control my mouth of its scolding. I confronted him with the fact of leaving me and his people to fend for ourselves. He looked me in the eye with a knowing grin and said "What is this about?" I responded with the simple fact of him going to war and leaving us when he is about to die for saying he cares. I was rather startled when his hand reached up and gently caressed my face, so startled in fact that I slapped it away. He just smiled and said "You had something on your cheek." Of cores I did try to sell him my plan on pretending to hurt me and then fleeing to the forest. He just rejected it and as I shook my head in frustration at him, he replied "I love it when you look at me like that!" I hit him with the side of my dagger and groaned in annoyance.
Suddenly a banging was heard outside his cell and when the door opened, Much and many other men were outside with weapons ready to rescue Robin. I simply pretended the Jailor was injuered and needed help and this was enough to keep the guards happy.