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Jaspers POV

Five weeks have gone by already. I keep reading all of Bella's letters, they smell just like her they remind me of home and being in her arms. I finally got permission to use the computer and Skype her. It was night here and I figured it was about 8 am there. I went to the computer and logged on and sent her a message to see if she was online at all. I really hoped she was on, I old her about what time to expect my Skype calls. Finally after about 5 minutes I got a response.

"Hey Jazzy I can't believe your online. Hold on I'm turning on my camera."

"Okay Darlin, hurry up."...Then there she was on my screen.

"Can you hear me?"

"Yes Bella, I can see you and hear you, you look so beautiful. I miss you so much"...she had her hands over her mouth she was crying and excited.

"I got all your letters, of course you know that"

"I have all yours, they smell like you. It drives me crazy"...She smiled and blushed.

"I'm so sorry I couldn't Skype on Valentines day, no one did. I really wish I could have."

"That's okay, I worked all day, and we can celebrate it when you get home."

"I can't wait to hold you again."

"And I can't wait to have my brave husband back in my arms again."

"So how are you? Your letters say your working in a restaurant. And your walking now."

"Yep, actually I started running. I run with my friend Jake I wrote you about, we run along the beach."...I did remember reading her letters about Jake. I know Bella is good to me but I don't know if I trust this guy with my wife. I tried to push the thought from my mind.

"Yeah Jake, I remember reading your letters about him. He got you the job and helped you learn to drive again"

"Yep, he's a good buddy."

"Alright."

"Your not jealous are you Jazzy?"

"Maybe a little, he does get to spend time with my wife."

"He also knows I'm not interested in him too. I talk about you all the time."

"It's so hard to be so far away from you baby."

"I know It's really hard for me too."

"Hey, you can walk now, let me see."

"Yes I can, check me out."...she smiled, I watched as she got up and walked to her bed then twirled around in a circle.

"Wohoo, look at you."

"I know right"...she came running back to the computer and sat down with a huge smile on her face.

"I wish I could kiss and hug you right now."

"Me too. Here I'll kiss my camera."...she leaned up and pressed her lips to the camera and kissed it.

"I wish I were really kissing you Jazz."

"Me too baby."

"When can you Skype again?"

"I can try to get someone to trade a day or give a day away to me. Probably in two days. I know a guy who trades his days for stuff."...I watched as she got up really quick, she looked a like she was going to be sick.

"Are you okay darlin?"

"No...I'm not."...I watched as she ran away, then about a minute went by and she was back again.

"I'm so sorry Jazzy, I think the food I ate at work last night got me sick."

"What was it?"...she shook her head no, as if to say she didn't want to talk about it.

"I wish I was there to take care of you, I hope you feel better really soon."...she was pointing and then whispered.

"Look behind you."...it was my sergeant. I stood and saluted him, he told me we were heading out and left me to say good bye.

"Sorry Bella, I have to go. I love you so much."

"I love you to."...she blew me many kisses that I pretended to catch.

"Bye"

"Bye"...I turned off the camera and signed off. I went and grabbed my gear and met outside with the others for orders.

"Private Cullen, head out with Smith, Varga and Litman in Humvee 5 go south to meet up with Humvee 4 . MOVE.

"Yes sir."...I headed out and got into the hummer with the others and we took off south.

"Hey Cullen, did you get your Skype time this time?"

"Yep, I did."...I smiled at the thought of seeing Bella again.

"Any more of those sexy smelling letters?"

"Not lately."

"She's still faithful to you?"

"Of course man she's my wife."

"I heard Greene's wife was Fucking someone else a week after our deployment."

"Bella isn't like that, she'll wait for me."

"Alright, sorry don't get mad."

"Dont say shit like that again"

"Fine here, have a smoke."...I took the cigarette and he lit it for me. I started smoking about two weeks after, It was calming my nerves and I liked it. I just hope that I can quit before I go back home. Bella would kick my ass for smoking.

"Man if my wife knew I smoked she would kill me."...he laughed.

"Well I wont tell her."

"Funny."...I sat up and looked over the dark desert land, it was so much darker here and the stars were so visible, so much more than home. I wish she could see all the stars. I finished my cigarette then went to the front of the hummer, I slid the window open.

"Hey Varga...he looked back at me.

"Whats up Cullen"

"I was wondering if I could get your Skype time in two weeks?"

"You have anything to offer?"

"I have smokes, nothing much. What do you want?"

"Do you have any alcohol, anything that will get me drunk?"

"Nah, But I can get it. Then I can have your time?"

"Get it and you can have my time."

"Thanks, bro."...he nodded and I went back to talk to Litman.

"Hey man do you have any booze I can give Varga for his Skype time?"...he laughed as he pulled a bottle out of his bag.

"You must really have it bad for this girl huh?"

"You have no clue, she's what keeps me going."

"Here ya go. But you owe me brother."

"Thanks Litman, my wife is gonna be so excited."

"Yeah I bet she will be."...he laughed. I took the bottle up front to Varga.

"Here ya go Varga."

"Damn Cullen you work fast, you can have my time."

"Thanks."

"Yep"...I went back and sat with Litman again.

"Do you know why Varga gives his time up on the computer so easily?"

"Yeah, he was skyping with his wife, when his best friend walked by the camera."

"Whats wrong with that?"

"The guy was in Vargas house, naked with Vargas wife, he wont even Skype his family."

"Damn, that's really messed up."

"It sure is."...I sat back gripping my rifle, I thought about this Jake guy Bella's become such good friends with. I know if it was a some girl I wouldn't be so upset. I tried to push it out of my mind as we kept on to our location.

Bella's POV

After my morning Skype date with Jasper I was feeling really good, with the exception of feeling sick to my stomach. I remember making the chicken I ate, so I wasn't sure why I would have gotten sick from it. Just as I was thinking about it I felt sick, I ran to the bathroom and got sick again. I thought about calling Jake and canceling our morning run. But I was already feeling much better. So I got ready and went over to Jake's. It was just a light drizzle today so I decided to wear my oversized sweatshirt that read US ARMY. If anything I was very proud of my man and what he was and what he was doing. I walked up to Jake's door and knocked, he opened it right away.

"Hey Bells, I'm cooking some eggs, do you want some?"

"No thanks"...I walked in and the smell of bacon was in the air. It hit me like a wrecking ball and the sick feeling was back again.

"Oh shit"...I looked at Jake, ran past him and into his bathroom. After I cleaned myself up I went back out and sat on his couch.

"Damn Bella are you okay?"

"No, thats the third time this morning. I guess it was the chicken."

"What chicken."

"The chicken I made myself at work yesterday."...Jake came over and felt my head, I looked at him funny.

"You don't feel warm like you have a fever, do you have any other symptoms?"

"No, just nauseous, it comes and goes. It's just food poisoning or something. I should go so you don't catch it if it's catchy."

"It doesn't sound like your sick, or food poisoning."

"What else could it be?"

"Um...my sister Rebecca is a chic doctor, if you know what I mean."

"Yeah I know what you mean but what's that have to do with..."...Holy shit, no way, why didn't I think that. I looked at him.

"How late are you Bella?"...I sat there and thought about it.

"I...I don't know because I was in the hospital, then."...I put my head in my hands, I realized I never started my birth control back up after getting out of the hospital, with everything going on I never thought about it. Jake sat next to me and started to rub my back as I started to cry.

"It's okay Bella, dont get to upset about it, maybe you are just sick."

"I don't know Jake, what am I going to do. Jasper is so far away he wont be home for so long. What am I gonna do how am I gonna tell him, how will I tell my dad, and Jasper's family?"

"Bella, look at me and calm down okay."...I looked at him with tears in my eyes. He gently wiped my tears away.

"I'll take you to go see my sister, okay."

"Can't I just get one of those tests at the store?"

"You can if you want to, but my sister is really great. She's very sweet, you don't have to worry about her telling any one anything, alright."...Jake was very good at calming me down and making me feel better about all of this. I was really nervous because I really couldn't remember my last period.

"Come on, we'll go see her now."

"She'll see me now? Don't I need an appointment?"

"No don't worry."

The whole way there I was nervous, shaky, not sure what to think. I was just talking to Jasper this morning. We've never discussed children. I figured if we agreed to we would try for a baby after we moved in together, after we were settled into our lives. Not now, not yet.

Jake walked me into the office and asked for Rebecca. We sat down together and waited, that's when I got really nervous, my hands were shaking. Jacob grabbed both my hands together and looked at me.

"Bella it's going to be okay, no matter what."...he made me feel a little better, then his sister Rebecca came out.

"Jacob what are you doing here?"...She seen Jacob holding my hands, she looked upset.

"What have you done Jacob?"

"Oh...No no no. This is my friend Bella. Not my girlfriend. So calm down."...she took a deep breath and let it out.

"Oh wow, I'm so sorry Bella, How are you I'm Dr Black. What can I help you with today?"...I stood up and shook her hand.

"I think I might be pregnant, I mean I'm not sure, but I'm getting sick. And..."...I started to get upset.

"Alright, just take a deep breath, calm down and follow me."...I nodded my head and took a breath then followed her.

"I'll need you to use the bathroom, the first door on your right, there's cups in there. You know what to do, bring the cup out here to me okay."

"Alright."...I went into the bathroom and grabbed the cup, taking the lid off and tried to pee. I couldn't go, I figured it was my nerves. I thought of Jasper and how he looked this morning, and our conversation. I finally relaxed and peed in the stupid cup. I washed up and took my cup out to Rebecca.

"Thanks, now if you will please wait for me in room 3 right down the hall. I'll be right there."...I walked down the hall to the room and went in. I got up on the table and sat there and waited. I wasn't feeling sick at all anymore. So really this is all a waste of everyone's time here.

Rebecca came in a few minutes later with a folder and papers, she closed the door and stood in front of me looking at the papers for a second.

"Well, Congratulations Bella. Your pregnant"...I was suddenly feeling sick again. Everything felt like it was spinning.

"Bella are you okay?"

"No, I'm not okay."

"Lie back, take deep breaths in and slowly let them out."...I listened and it started to work. I was feeling a little better.

"Okay, I'm gonna fill out some paper work here then I will give you the insurance paper work to take and fill out then send back. I need your full name."...Oh no my name, no one knows I'm a Cullen yet.

"Will any one see this? Will I be getting any mail?"

"No one but me and the staff here. You might get a bill. Why?"

"Well because I got married and no one knows."

"Well don't worry about the mail, you should be fine."

"Okay. It's Isabella Marie Cullen."...she looked up at me a little shocked.

"I know the Cullen's, which Cullen boy did you marry?"

"Jasper Cullen."

"Ahh yes, he's the one in the Army right."...she pointed to my sweatshirt. I looked down, oh yeah I was wearing my Army shirt.

"Yes he is."

"You two married before he was shipped out?"

"Yes."...I was missing him more than ever right now, I wish he was here to hold my hand through this.

"Wow, and Dr Cullen has no clue?"

"No, please don't say anything, please."

"No of course not, Bella I can't and wont. So tell me when your last period was."

"I'm not really sure, I think it was at the beginning of January. I was in a bad car accident in December and was in a coma for a few weeks, I never did start my birth control back up."

"Okay, so guessing. You might be five or six weeks pregnant maybe more."

"I'm not sure."

"Well lets be sure. I'll be right back."...I watched her leave and thought about what was going on. It was hard to wrap my head around all this. She came back in a minute later wheeling in a machine.

"This is our ultrasound machine. It will let us see your baby and hear the heartbeat."

"Really? You can see the baby already?"

"Yep"...she pulled my shirt up high and then tucked a towel around my pants and pulled them low around my hips. She opened the door just a little and turned the lights off, she then turned the machine on. It looked just like a computer screen, it was bright and black and white. She squirted a warm jelly all over my stomach.

"This wont hurt at all, but I will be pressing firmly. Are you ready?"...She smiled at me. I nodded and she placed the wand on my stomach, moving around and clicking buttons.

"Right there I your baby, definetly 5 to 6 weeks."

"Now lets take a look at the heartbeat and hear it."...she moved and clicked more buttons. She turned up the volume and the sound of the baby's heartbeat filled the room, it was very fast with a whoosh whoosh.

"If you look right there is your baby's heart beating,"...she pointed to the screen, there it was so real, so alive. She clicked again and zoomed out.

"And there's the whole picture of the baby."...she pointed to where the head was and where tiny little legs and arms were starting to form. I thought the baby looked like a tiny gummy bear.

"Alright Bella, your all set for now. I want to see you again in about 3 weeks, so make an appointment."...she turned the light back on and then took the towel from my waist and wiped the goo off.

"Here's the papers to fill out, here's a prescription for prenatal vitamins and last but not least a picture of your baby on the ultrasound.."...Wow so much to handle, so much to think about.

"Thank You."

"Your Welcome."...I walked out to the front desk and made my appointment. Jake was still waiting for me. I went over to him.

"Are you all set?"

"Yes"

"Are you...you know."

"Yes"

"Are you alright?"

"No not really, can we just go now. Please."

"Yes of course."...I followed Jake out to his car and got in, I sat there staring at the little ultrasound picture in my hand.

"Is that a picture of your baby?"

"Yep"...I handed it to him.

"Cute little thing"...he made me smile.

"Very funny Jake."

"If its a boy will you name him Jacob?"...I laughed and took my picture back.

"I don't think Jasper would be to happy with that choice."

"When are you telling him?"

"He said he might get on Skype in two days, if he can't then I tell him in a letter and send the picture too."

"Lets hope he's online in two days. Do you want to go home or to the beach?"

"I really don't know, I know my dad's home now, so I really don't want to go home yet."

"So to the beach."

"Yes, but I don't want to run today, I would like to just sit and think."

"You can come to my house, we'll sit on the back porch and I'll make you some tea."...I looked over at him and smiled, he was a really great friend.

"That sounds perfect, lets go to your house."

"Alright"...Jake drove as I stared out the window, I thought of how stupid I was for not remembering my birth control, how could I let this happen right now. I leaned my head back and closed my eyes.

"Bella...Bella wake up"...I opened my eyes and saw we were already at Jake's house, I didn't think I fell asleep.

"Sorry, guess I fell asleep."

"Don't be sorry, go out to the front and sit on the porch, I be right there with your tea."

"Okay...hey Jake."

"Yeah Bells"

"Thank You."...he smiled and we both got out. I walked around to the porch. The beach looked warm. The sun was shining down on the sand and water. It looked like diamonds glistening along the water. If I was up for a run It was a perfect day for it. I sat down and hugged my arms around myself. I thought of what Jasper is going to say, how he's gonna feel. Will he be mad, happy, upset. Will he want this baby. I don't know. I do know he will be gone for exactly as long as I'm pregnant. He's going to miss my entire pregnancy and then come home to a new baby. Our baby. Then I started to feel really emotional. I have a tiny human person inside me that's half me and most important half Jasper.

"Hey girl you look deep in thought over there."...Jake came out with a blanket and a warm cup of tea. I wrapped the blanket around me and took the tea. Jacob really knew how to make me feel better.

"Thanks Jake"...He sat down with me.

"Do you want me out here with you? Or would you rather be left alone?"

"Please stay."...How could I tell him to leave me alone, he's being so great. Plus I really didn't want him to go.

"Felling better now?"

"Yes, Thank you."

"Jake, what if Jasper doesn't want this?"

"Well honestly I don't think that's gonna happen. You talk about the guy everyday, I feel like I know the guy. I think he's gonna be really excited about this. If anything he'll be upset he can't be here for you. But I will bet you anything he'll be excited."...I smiled at Jake.

"He is gonna miss it all, I really hate this."...I sipped my tea and looked out at the ocean.

"Well you can keep writing him, tell him how you are, send the ultrasound pics. I can take pics of you as you get bigger."

"I'm gonna be huge, what am I gonna say to my dad, and his parents and my mom."

"Calm down, you just found out today, you wont be showing for a while. Focus on telling Jasper first then you can tell everyone later. He's the one who needs to know before everyone else."

"Your right Jake."

"What time do you have to go to work?"

"Noon..what time is it now?"

"It's 11:00,do you want to call in? Jared should be finer with it."

"Nope, I haven't missed a single day yet, I don't plan on breaking my record now."

"Alright what time are you getting out?"

"Not sure yet, probably 8 or 8:30."

"Do you want to come over later, maybe watch a movie?"

"No not tonight, maybe my day off though."...Jake became very distracted by a girl walking along the beach. What a typical male. She was pretty. Tall, long copper hair. She was walking up this way. Jake stood up.

"That's Vanessa."...I looked at him with shock.

"The Vanessa?"

"Yep the one, I'll be right back."...I watched as he went to her and they began to talk. Jake told me about Vanessa few times. She was the one he was head over heals for. He said he met her at a party on the beach one night and that he fell for her right then and there. They've been texting back and forth for a while now. She said she wanted to come see Jake but never thought she was serious because she was seeing some Brazilian guy I couldn't remember his name. I just hope shes serious about jake and not leading him on. I saw them walking together to the house, I set my blanket and mug of tea aside and stood up.

"Bella this is Vanessa Wolf, Vanessa this is Bella Swan."

"Hi!"

"Hi, nice to meet you. Are you related to chief Swan in Forks by any chance?"...I laughed.

"Yeah, that's my Dad."

"Oh that's cool, My dad knows your Dad then."

"Oh that is cool. Jake I'm going to go into work a little early. It was really nice meeting you Vanessa."

"You too Bella."

"Laters Bella, call me if you need to."

"Thanks Jake,C-ya."...I walked back around to the drive way, I grabbed my paperwork and ultrasound picture out of Jake's car and then hopped into my truck and headed to work.