*Disclaimer: A/N I don't own any of the characters they all belong to Stephenie Meyer, I don't intend to infringe anything here I'm just borrowing them for fun.

SORRY IT'S TAKEN ME SO LONG TO POST UP NEW CHAPTERS. I STARTED CLASSES AND HAVE BEEN BUSY...LOVE U ALL ENJOY

Bella's POV

The sun was shining through the window as I woke up. I grabbed my phone off the table to see what time it was. I looked at it with one eye opened, the screen seemed so bright. It was 7:33 am. I could smell bacon and eggs frying, my dad must be home. I got up and stretched, just as I did the smell hit me again, I felt nauseous and ran to the bathroom. I didn't notice my dad coming upstairs when he knocked on the door a second later.

"You alright Bells?"

"Yeah Dad I'm okay."...I was heaving into the toilet, It was beginning to hurt my chest.

"Are you sure?,sounds like your sick again."

"Just something going around work I guess."

"Well If your up for it, I have some food downstairs."

"Thanks Dad."...I heard him walk away and decided to get in the shower. I turned the water on, feeling to make sure I got the temperature right. I quickly stripped down and got in. The warm water felt so good, relaxing. I grabbed the shampoo and washed my hair and then washed my body. I was feeling better now. I turned the water off and grabbed a towel, quickly I rushed back to my room to get dressed. I didn't feel to hungry and wasn't sure if I would get sick again. But I went downstairs to try to eat a little bit.

"Good morning"

"Good morning Dad."

"You feeling Better?"

"Yeah I am."

"That's good, you hungry? I put a plate in the microwave for you."

"Yeah I'll try to eat."...I walked over to the microwave and took out the plate. It looked really good. I ate it all and drank a huge glass of orange juice.

"Guess you are feeling better. What's your plans for today?"

"Nothing, probably just relax all day. No work today."

"No Jake?"

"No, Not today."

"Well I might go fishing, or go see Sue in a little while. I don't have to work either"

"Oh yeah, hows everything going with her?"

"Really great, I like spending time with her."

"That's really great to hear dad, you two are great together."...I got up to clear the plates from the table.

"You sit I can clear the table. You said it was your day off."

"It's your day off too, and I have no problem doing it okay."...he put his hands up.

"I'm not gonna argue."...I laughed. There were only a few plates to wash so I didn't mind at all. I started to wash the dishes when there was a knock on the door.

"I'll get it."...I looked over my shoulder as my dad got up to answer the door. It was probably one of his fishing buddies anyway.

"Bella"...my dad called for me. I wasn't expecting anyone, Angela probably stopped over again. I cant wait to see that baby again. I quickly dried my hands and walked to the door to see if it was her. There was a man in uniform standing at the door. My heart sank and everything in my body felt numb.

"Bella this man is asking for Mrs Cullen, I told them that's Jasper's mother not you."...I shook my head in disbelief, I was supposed to be prepared for this, I knew when he left that day there was a possibility of him never returning. I just never really really prepared for this. I wanted to run past this man and not hear him tell me my husband is dead. I wanted to run far away, I want to run and find my man. I don't want to hear him say it. No no no. I shook my head. Then he spoke and I tried to focus on him. He had on a uniform just like Jasper and the traditional buzz cut, there were so many similarities.

"Are you Mrs Cullen?"

"Yes."...I squeaked, He looked at a paper.

"Isabella Swan Cullen?"

"Yes sir"...he was looking at his papers once more, I couldn't stand it anymore.

"Please just tell me if my husbands dead."...tears were running silently down my cheeks, I wasn't sobbing I wasn't feeling hysterical. I felt almost sick.

"Can we come in Ma'am? Please?"

"Not until you inform me weather or not he's dead."...I wiped the tears from my cheeks and chin, I demanded an answer before I allowed him in. I was starting to become more upset.

"Bella, what do you mean your married."

"Dad, I'll explain everything later."

"Mrs Cullen, I'm not here to inform you that he's died."...I took in a deep breath and let it out. I felt so relieved.

"Then you can come in. I'm sorry."

"Don't be, anyone would react the same way."...I showed him to the living room. we all sat down.

"I'm here to inform you that Private first class Jasper Cullen, your husband, has been injured severely while in combat."...I was very focused and listening. I had questions.

"Where is he now?"

"He's in a hospital that's stationed in Hawaii, he was transferred and flown there immediately after he was stabilized."

"Whats going to happen now? Is he coming home?"

"He can be transferred again, but according to his paper work his injuries were severe and he's in a coma. He's being monitored for the next 48 hours."...He handed me a stack of papers.

"This is all his papers, you'll need it to call there and see how he is. All the other details are in there too. I know it seems like a lot of papers."...I flipped through them quickly. It did seem like a lot.

"Do you know how it happened? Any details?"

"Bella are you sure you want to know that?"...my dad said ,I looked over at him.

"Yes I do want to know."

"So do you know anything?"

"Actually I do, I was there Ma'am."

"Really?"

"Yes he's actually my very good friend. We really got to know each other very well. I was given 2 days leave to come inform you of his accident."

"Whats your name?"

"Litman"...I smiled.

"No your first name, If you don't mind telling me."

"Oh of course, It's Kyle."...I looked over at my dad, he looked a bit shocked, or surprised. I really couldn't tell.

"Kyle, could you tell me what happen?"

"Okay, well It started when we had a mission to find a suicide bomber. Cullen...sorry Jasper."

"It's okay Kyle, you can call him by his last name if you feel more comfortable."...he smiled.

"Thank you, Cullen went into the building with the translator, his name is Chase. He said that there were two bombers in the building. Cullen said he wanted to take them down, he wanted to save the lives of the innocent in the building. Chase wasn't gonna let him do that. They argued back and forth about it. That's when the suicide bombers became suspicious and before chase could get him out they blew it up."...I listened as tears were rolling down my face. Kyle stopped talking and looked very distant. Like he was thinking.

"Would you like something to drink Kyle?"

"Water please."

"I'll go get it."...My dad said, as he got up and went to the kitchen.

"Should I continue Ma'am?"

"Stop calling me Ma'am,please just call me Bella."...He smiled shyly.

"Alright, would you like me to continue Bella."

"Yes please."...I grabbed a tissue from the tissue box that was on the coffee table.

"Well after the building was blown up and I saw Chase come out without Cullen, I insisted on going in after him. He's my best friend, my brother. We made a promise to watch out for each other."...My dad came back in with water, Kyle nodded in thanks and took it. He took a long drink from the glass and set it down on the table.

"I couldn't give up, I forced my way inside. I yelled his name but got no answer. I did hear a child crying and screaming. I went in that direction, I couldn't just leave a kid in there. When I finally did find the kid I found Cullen too, He was protecting the kid. I really thought he was dead from the looks of him. I struggled and gave it all I had to get Cullen and the kid out of that building. When we were out we got him to medical as fast as we could. I worked on him myself the whole way. He did wake up briefly on our way, he just said your name over and over, then he was out again. When we got back to medical they looked him over then immediately transferred him. I did all I could."...I watched as he placed his head in his hands, he looked upset. I looked over at my dad who was sitting there.

"Dad can I have a minute alone with Kyle please."...he grabbed my hand and squeezed it.

"of course."...he got up and walked to the kitchen, I heard him grab a beer then walk out back. I knew where he was going. Whenever he's upset or needs to think he sits on our back porch. I stood up and went over to Kyle, I placed my hand on his shoulder.

"Mrs Cullen, I'm sorry."...He looked up at me.

"You don't have to be sorry for anything."...I sat down on the coffee table directly in front of him. He looked sad and distant. I wanted to hug him and thank him for finding Jasper."

"I just feel like I could have done more."

"You did a lot, I will forever be grateful that you found him, that you tied when everyone told you to give up. Your a hero in my book."...he smiled at me and that made me feel better.

"Really, nah I don't consider myself a hero. It was my friend and I wasn't going to leave without him."

"You really are a hero, if you hadn't risked your own life for him, I wouldn't have my husband and our unborn child wouldn't have a father. So yes you are to us."...I placed my hand gently on my stomach, I thought of Jasper lying in that hospital. It reminded me of when I was in the hospital. I again began to cry.

"Bella"...I looked up and wiped my tears.

"Yes"

"If I know your husband, and I like to think I do. He would have done everything in his power to get back to you. He's gonna get through this. He's one of the toughest guys I know."...His words made me feel so much better.

"Thank you that really makes me feel better."

"Your welcome."

"Do you mind if I hug you?"

"Nah Not at all."...I watched as he stood up with a smile on his face. I stood up and before I could move in to hug him he grabbed me and hugged me. I placed my arms around his shoulders and hugged the man who saved my husbands life and whispered.

"Thank You"...he squeezed a little tighter then we both let go. I looked up at him and there were tears in his eyes.

"I really have to go now. I would love it if you could maybe write me a letter and let me know how he's doing, and let me know how your doing too."

"Of course I will."

"Thank you Bella, It was really great meeting you."

"It was great meeting you too. Take care Kyle."...I watched as he left. When I turn around I saw my dad standing in the doorway of the kitchen. I never heard him come back in.

"So your married?"...I smiled and blushed. Then went and sat at the kitchen table. He just stood there and looked at me.

"Dad come sit down please."..he came over and sat down.

"So tell me when, then explain to me why I wasn't there and why you hid this."

"We just did it, he took me to a bed and breakfast. I thought it was gonna be our last weekend together. He surprised me and had the whole thing planned. I of course said yes. We were married that Saturday and he left the next Monday. We didn't tell anyone because we both wanted to tell everyone when he came back home."...He looked like he was thinking hard.

"Hmmm Wow. When are you telling the Cullens?"...I really hadn't thought about that very much. I really wanted to call and see how Jasper was doing. But now I have the responsibility of informing them of all that's happened.

"Bella, are you alright? Do you want me to go with you?"

"Um, yes please. could you drive me?"

"yeah of course, just let me know when your ready."

"Okay"...I rushed upstairs and changed into my blue button up shirt and blue jeans, I pulled my hair back into a ponytail and was ready to go. I was feeling really nervous. I knew I had to tell them about Jasper but we were supposed to tell everyone together about being married. Should I wait to tell anyone about the baby. It was all so overwhelming, I took in a deep breath and let it out then went down stairs.

"You ready to go?"

"Yeah I think so."...I put on my favorite shoes, and put on my jacket. I went in the living room and grabbed the paper work and then followed my dad out to the cruiser. He held the door for me and I got in, buckling up. My dad went around and got in. he pulled out of the drive way then reached up, flipping the lights on then speeding down the road.

"Dad, that's not necessary."...he smiled and turned it off.

"Sorry Bells."...I stared out the window. I thought about Jasper, I wanted to just call and find out how he was. Then we past the spot where Edward and I had our accident. I thought about how Jazzy is in the same position as me. Will he wake up okay will he be the same. So many things were starting to worry me.

"Bella...Bells."...I looked up and realized we were already there.

"Oh sorry."

"You ready?"

"Yeah, I'm ready."...I got out, grabbed the paper work and walked up to the door with my dad. He knocked and we waited for someone to answer. I could feel my stomach doing flips. Then Alice opened the door, her smile huge.

"Oh my gosh, what are you two doing here, what a great surprise."...I started sobbing and hugged her quick. She stepped back then pulled me into the house, my dad followed and closed the door.

"Bella whats wrong what happened?"

"Can I please talk to your parents?"...I wiped my tears.

"Yeah I'll go get them, go wait in the living room."...I watched as she darted upstairs, then I went in the living room and took off my jacket, sat on the couch and cried a little more. My dad was standing in the door way.

"Charlie, Bella what a surprise."...she cam over and hugged me. Carlisle came in after her and hugged me also, saying hello to my dad.

"How are you Bella?,What brings you two out here today?"...I guessed Alice was very good at hiding any worry she might have had.

"Well I need you to both sit first, please."...Esme sat in the over sized chair opposite me, Carlisle sat on the arm of the chair, he held Esme's hand. They had worried and confused looks on their face.

"Today I was visited by a gentle man who is in Jasper's company in the army. He informed that...that Jasper was in a building during a bombing."...Tears were pouring down my cheeks, Esme was shocked her hand immediately went to her mouth and she began to cry. I needed to try to stop crying.

" Bella is he gone?"

"No, no,he's not. He was severely injured."

"Why did they go to you first? I thought they had to inform us first if anything happens."...Carlisle asked.

"They informed me first because...I'm um...I'm his wife."...I felt very nervous, I bit my lip and watched them closely. They were both very shocked, they looked at each other then at me.

"When?"

"The Saturday before he was deployed."

"Really, why did you keep it a secret?"

"Because we wanted to tell you together."

"Well now we know. This is all so much. So when can we see Jasper? Where is he?"

"We can see him, he's in Hawaii at a hospital, I was told that he's currently in a coma. I have all the papers right her."...I set them down on the coffee table.

"I'm going to look these over okay Bella."...Carlisle said. I nodded.

"We'll Call tonight then book flights to go."...Carlisle was so ready to go. Everything started to blur.

"Bella you have to come with us,we'll pay for everything you need."...I smiled.

"Thank you so much."

"Of course, your Family now, our daughter in law."...she beamed.

"Yeah I guess I am."...She stood up and came over hugging me tight.

"Yes Welcome to the family Bella, officially."...Carlisle came over and hugged me too.

"Thanks."

"Well were going to go look at flights, you can come to the study with us or stay here."

"I'm gonna stay here for a minute."

"Okay."...They both walked away.

"Bells do you want to go home and pack?"

"Actually I think I'll stay here I can get a ride back home later for stuff."...I stood up and went over and hugged my dad tight. He wasn't a huge hugger so it was unexpected. He put his arms around me. I'll call you later then.

"Thank you dad."

"Anything you need, bells."...I walked to the door with him as he left. Then I went back to the living room. I felt like I needed some alone time and it was nice and quiet in the living room. I kicked my shoes off and put them under the coffee table. I snuggled up on the couch and closed my eyes, I thought about Jasper. I thought of when we were younger and when we first realized we liked each other.

Bella's Flashback

It was Wednesday, Gym day. After failing I started going again, skipping and hanging out with the boys was fun but the yelling from my dad wasn't. I walked to my locker to drop my books off and go to gym class. I just came from Biology with Edward. Our relationship was going alright but I was beginning to think his brother Jasper was more my type. Almost everyday for the past four months I've caught him looking at me or purposely trying to touch me. One day I was walking and talking to Angela, a bad idea for me of course but I thought I was paying attention. Then BAM! Jasper runs right into me. I don't know if it was my fault or his or if it was on purpose.

The bell rang and I quickly shoved my books into my locker and began to dart towards the gym. Suddenly I was grabbed. I looked up to see Jasper smiling.

"What the hell are you doing?"

"Sorry Bella, I wondered if you wanted to go to the parking lot?"

"I really should go to gym, I'm failing for skipping."

"I know but the bell rang already, you'll have to go to the office now."...he gave me that smirk, the one he knows will reel me in. I gave up and sighed.

"Fine lets go."...He took my hand and we walked out through the double doors to the parking lot.

"Do you want to go sit in my truck?"

"Wheres Edward and Emmett?"

"Not coming out today."

"Oh...I'll sit with you in your truck then."...I followed him over to his black silverado,He opened the passenger door and I got in. I watched as he rushed around and got in too.

"So Jazzy, how are you?"...I smiled.

"I'm really good now."

"Really good? why?"

"Because your here with me"

"Me? I'm nothing special."

"Well you are to me."...I felt my cheeks heat up,I tried to hide behind my long hair.

"Don't hide that, I love it when you blush."...I didn't look up I hated when it happened. I heard him move closer to me, my heart rate increased, my hands got shaky. I felt his warm hand touch my neck as he pushed the hair away from my face. I looked up, into his green eyes. I felt something deep down as we looked at each other. Something way different than with Edward. His hand touched my cheek, he moved slowly then brushed his thumb along my bottom lip.

"Your so beautiful Bella."...I kept my eyes locked on his, he was making me feel things I never thought I could feel.

"Jasper, I...I...I want to"...I couldn't finish my sentence and guess I didn't have to. Jasper moved in and kissed me. I placed my hands in his hair deepening it. He slowly released our kiss. It had me spinning and feeling amazing in every way.

"I've wanted to do that since the first day I met you."...I was a little surprised, but recently suspected something.

"That was amazing Jazzy."

"Can I do it again?"

"Yes"...I whispered. This time I grabbed him and kissed him, he leaned down on the seat causing me to be on top of him. We kissed and touched each other all over. He kissed me up my neck to my ear. We were making out way to much. The windows of the truck were becoming steamy. We were both so turned on by each other, we were lost in one another. Then we heard a knock on the window. I jumped up quickly and sat back on my side, leaving Jasper lying there. He slowly sat up and we looked to see Jessica, laughing.

"I knew you two would end up together eventually."

"I better go."

"Can I see you again, like this?"

"Yes, I would love that."...I leaned over and kissed his full pouty lips, then left quickly, I ran all the over to my truck on the other end of the parking lot. I got in and sat there catching my breath. My heart was racing, I felt butterflies. If this was love I never wanted to stop.

"Bella...Hey Bella."...I felt a cool hand touch my cheek, I opened my eyes and looked up.

"Edward."