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Bellas POV

I woke up to see Carlisle standing in front of me. I blinked a few times to focus better. I slowly looked around, Edward was still sitting next to me. A flight attendant was in a bit of a panic, she kept asking if she needed to go find a doctor. Esme was telling her not to worry that her husband was a doctor. I looked over at Edward. He placed his cool hand on my very warm cheek. It felt comforting.

"What happened?"

"You passed out before we landed."

"I did?"

"You don't remember?"

"Not really, I just remember being scared of landing, you held my hand. That's it. I'm fine can we please get off the plane."

"Just let me check you out really quick okay."...Carlisle said. I nodded. He checked my pulse and asked me a few simple questions.

"She's okay, we can go."

"Thank you."... I stood up and let Edward out, he grabbed our bags from above and we walked out together. Once we were all done with security and baggage claim we walked to a rental car desk. Carlisle had rented 2 cars. He handed one set of keys to Edward.

"You can follow us to the Hospital."

"Thanks Dad."...We all walked out together. Carlisle told Esme and I to just wait at the front door he would come around and pick us up. We sat down on a bench and watched them walk away to the car.

"Bella I want to really thank you for helping Edward. He hasn't been doing to well and whatever it is your doing is really helping."

"I don't know how much I'm really helping. I feel like I've hurt him more than anything."

"How so?"...I felt a bit cornered but also I wanted to tell her everything. I needed to to tell someone.

"I feel like I've been a bad wife in trying to help Edward. I let things go to far more than once."...I was feeling ashamed of myself.

"Bella how far are we talking here?"...I sat up strait and faced her.

"Oh no no no,not that far. I really had to stop him from drinking at the airport. He was gonna push me away and go drink and I kissed him."

"Did he think it was serious?"

"No I made it clear it meant nothing. I was trying to get his mind off the alcohol."

"Well I see. Um I guess it could have been worse. You've known Edward for a long time now. It's only natural for you to want to protect him and make sure he doesn't harm himself."

"He can't seem to let me go. I feel really bad about it sometimes but I'm so in love with Jasper. Edward knows I made my choice a long time ago. Why wont he just let me go."

"Well Bella I've watched you Three for years. I remember the day Edward came home and told us about the new girl. He was stuck on you from the beginning. But I also seen how angry Jasper got when Edward mentioned you, because he really liked you too. My household was chaos when Edward was dating you. Those two have always loved you. It was hard for me to see my boys fighting over you. But I'm glad it all worked out the way it's supposed to. I see the love you have for Jasper. Whatever you did with Edward was purely out of love and you were protecting him. Don't feel bad."

"I was afraid you were gonna be upset with me."

"Not at all. Look there's Carlilse. We can talk more later if you want."

"Yes please, I would love that."...She hugged me tight and we got in the car. I was a bit afraid she was going to be mad at me. I felt I needed to get it out. I looked behind us.

"Is Edward going to meet us at the Hospital?."

"Yes he's headed there already."...Carlisle said.

"Oh good."...As we headed to the Hospital I looked out the window as we drove. I was beginning to get nervous. I've missed Jasper so much, but now I'm actually gonna see him again.

"Bella you must be very excited to see Jasper again. I know I'm anxious to see him."

"You have no idea. I'm actually feeling a little nervous."...Esme giggled.

"Well that's normal when your in love."...I watched as she placed her hand on Carlisle's,he gave her a loving glance. I grabbed my phone from my pocket and quickly texted my dad to let him know I made it safely here.

"Dad we made it here safe, were on our way to the hospital to see Jasper now. I'll text you again later. ~Bella"

"Bella we got a room for you at the hotel nearby. Its a luxury suite with all the amenities. So you will be comfortable. You wont have to share a room with us."

"Wow thank you so much. I'm hoping they let me stay with Jasper tonight."

"Well Bella usually that's not allowed. But maybe they can make an exception."...Carlisle said.

"I hope so."...We then turned down a road that led around and around to a large hospital. Carlisle pulled up and around to the entrance.

"I'll drop you off here Bella, we'll meet you inside."

"Thank you both so much."...I grabbed my bag and got out. I slowly walked to the entrance. The butterflies were going crazy in my stomach. I couldn't believe I was so nervous about seeing my own husband. I walked up to the information desk.

"Hello, how can I help you today."...a kind woman behind the desk with a sweet smile asked. She made me smile.

"Um yes,I'm here to see my husband. His name is Jasper Cullen."

"Okay let me see where he is."...she typed something on her computer,then she wrote something down.

"Okay here's where you need to go Mrs Cullen. Take the elevator over there to your right."...she handed the paper to me.

"Thank you."

"Your welcome,have a great day."...I walked away to the elevator,pressing the button to go up I waited. Thinking about what I'm gonna say,is he gonna be okay, will he still be awake. Then the door opened and I got in. I looked on the paper, third floor. I pressed the 3. I was up and on the third floor rather quickly. Next time I might just take the stairs. I stepped out and went to the nurses desk. Another happy smiling woman greeted me.

"How can I help you?"

"I'm here to see my Husband,Jasper Cullen."

"You're Bella."...I smiled and blushed.

"Yes I am."

"He never stops talking about you. Your just as beautiful as he described."

"Thank you."

"Follow me I'll take you right to him."...I walked down the hall with her.

"Look it's Bella."...she pointed me out to a couple of nurses in the hall.

"Hello Bella,nice to meet you."

"Hello."...my cheeks were super warm now.

"Here we are. He's been sleeping a lot. We have to check him every 2 hours to make sure he doesn't slip back into a coma. He's been doing really great though."...she quietly opened the door and walked in. he was sleeping. He looked amazing. I just wanted to jump on him and kiss him,hug him and never let him go. I started to cry.

"Oh Bella he's okay. He's doing great."

"I know,I'm just so happy to see him alive."...I placed my hand over my mouth,wiped my tears and walked over to him. The nurse looked at the chart. I'll be back in an hour. I nodded and she left. As I slowly approached the side of the bed,I placed my bag on the floor then slowly trailed my hand along his arm. He opened his eyes blinking a few times,looking at me I smiled.

"Is this a dream?"

"No I'm really here."... He sat up,grabbing my hand he pulled me hard onto him. I giggled and looked deep into his beautiful green eyes.

"I've missed you so much, I've been dreaming of you every night,waiting for the day that I could hold my beautiful wife again."...I couldn't contain myself any longer. I put both my hands in his hair and kissed him long and hard. I enjoyed every second of it, I moaned into his mouth,felt his short hair with my fingertips,took a deep breath in through my nose smelling him. He smelled like soap and clean clothes. Slowly we released the kiss.

"I've missed you too."...I blushed.

"Oh I love it when your cheeks go flush. I know I'm the reason."...he placed his hand on my cheek and held my face.

"Your parents and brother will be up here in a minute."

"Was your flight okay? Were you okay flying?"

"It was okay, I did hyperventilate when we landed. I passed out for a few minutes."

"What? I'm so sorry Darlin."

"I'm fine, Edward was there,your dad checked me out."...I curled up into his arms more as he held me.

"I never want to let you go."

"Never let me go."

"Never darlin."...his hand slowly moved up to my waist,he held it over my stomach just slightly.

"Hows our little baby doing."...I looked up at him and smiled.

"Good so far. I've been a little bit sick."

"I can't believe I'm gonna be a daddy."

"I can't believe were gonna have a baby. I didn't think it was gonna happen for a few more years. I'm actually really scared."

"No need to be scared. I'm here for you. I'm gonna take care of you both."...He gently placed his hand on the side of my face and pulled me close, kissing me slowly. I felt his soft warm tongue gliding across my bottom lip, opening my mouth more letting him in our tongues met. Moving more and more. We were both getting worked up. releasing the kiss briefly I moved my leg and sat up straddling him. I could feel his hardness underneath me, wishing I could make love to him for hours. I began to kiss Jasper again. We were both moaning, my hands everywhere and anywhere I could place them and feel him. His hands were up the back of my shirt feeling my bare back,he mad his way down cupping my rear, squeezing gently. We were so into each other so lost in one another that we didn't realize Carlisle,Esme and Edward had walked in. I first heard Esme.

"Oh my."...then she giggled and whispered to Carlisle. I slowly got up and stood by Jasper,looking down and blushing.

"Remember when we were like that."

"Yeah It was Yesterday."...she lightly smacked his arm and laughed. Edward just stood by very quiet.

"Jasper how are you."...Esme walked over to him with open arms and hugged him tight. Carlisle followed and hugged him also.

"You look great son,they must treat you well her."

"They do. It's great. I just can't wait to get out."

"How long do you think you'll be here for?"...asked Esme.

"I think they said around a week. I'm doing very well and they just need to monitor me for a little while longer."

"That's fantastic."...I sat on the edge of the bed. I couldn't stand anymore. I was beginning to feel nauseous.

"Hey Edward come over here. Don't just stand there."...I watched as Edward smiled and came over he hugged Jasper tight.

"Glad your okay."

"Thanks."...We all stood around for a few minutes talking and catching up. It was really great seeing Edward happy and talking. I suddenly started feeling sicker than before. Oh no not now not here. Oh God where the hell is the bathroom. I'm gonna puke all over.

"Bella are you okay. Oh um the bathroom is right through that door."...Jasper pointed strait ahead and there was a door. I rushed as fast as I could to it. I didn't even shut the door. It was leave it open or puke on the floor. I quickly lifted the seat and vomited all that was in my stomach. I could hear Esme.

"Oh my gosh, Bella are you alright."...before I could answer her she was right next to me. Jasper was behind her standing in the door way. He was smiling. I looked at him and smiled back.

"I'm glad you're happy about this. I hate being sick."...Esme looked at both of us confused.

"Yeah I'm happy, not about the sick part."...I got off the floor and went to the sink. I washed my mouth out and cleaned up.

"What's going on?"...Esme asked. I turned and walked over to Jasper. He held me and we walked out to the room. I looked up at him and we smiled at each other. He nodded to me and I nodded back.

"Yeah."

"Yeah, lets tell."...Esme walked out and stood next to Carlisle. She was already grinning. She knew.

"Were gonna have a baby."...Esme squealed and ran over to us hugging and kissing us. Carlisle came over and hugged us both.

"We couldn't be happier. Oh Carlisle were gonna be grandparents. Edward what do you think?"

"That's really wonderful guys. Congratulations."...I could clearly see he wanted to leave. I didn't want to make him stay but I don't want him finding the first bar and drinking. I whispered to Jasper.

"I need a second."...he kissed the top of my head. I walked over to Edward.

"You don't have to stay."

"I didn't plan on it."

"Please don't drink."

"I'll try not to."

"can I get a hug before you go?"

"Of course."...He wrapped his arms around me and I did the same, we hugged for a second.

"Love you Bella, you deserve this."

"Love you too, thank you."...Edward let go and walked over to where Jazzy was standing talking to Esme and Carlisle.

"Congratulations brother."...they hugged and Edward quickly left. Carlisle gave me a look and I just gave him a quick smile. Jasper went back and sat on the bed.

"Are you feeling okay Jazzy?"

"Yeah I'm doing great darlin. Better than ever now that you're here."

"Esme, why don't we leave these two. We can come back later."...she smiled and nodded.

"We'll be back later."...she walked over and hugged Jasper, holding him for a minute, then taking his face in her hands she looked at him.

"I'm so happy your okay, I don't know what I would have done..."

"Mom, It's okay."...He grabbed her hands and she began to cry.

"please don't cry."

"I'm sorry."...she stood up and wiped her tears. Carlisle came over and hugged Jasper once more. Esme then wrapped her arms around Carlisle's arm.

"Love you Jasper."

"Love you too Mom."...we watched as they walked out the door. I climbed on the bed next to Jasper.

"So were alone again."...I looked at the clock.

"only for about five minutes."...just as I said that the nurse came walking in.

"Hello. I see your awake. That's great. And you have your lovely wife by your side now."

"Yes ma'am"

"Well I'll be very quick."...She checked his pulse and heartbeat. She was quick!

"That's it?"

"Yep, he's doing really great, his pulse is a little higher than it has been but that's clearly from your presence."...she laughed.

"I'll see you in another two hours."

"Thank you."...I watched as she quietly closed the door. I looked at Jasper,he was smiling. I wanted to have my way with him right now.

"What are you thinking?"

"Honestly?"

"Yes,I think were thinking the same thing."

"Well I'm thinking I could go for a big juicy burger with a side of fries."...I laughed.

"Yeah right. You know you want me to make love to you right now."

"Well that does sound better than food. Hold on I need to brush my teeth."...I quick, grabbed my bag and sifted through till I found my toothbrush and a little travel toothpaste. Rushing to the bathroom I started brushing my teeth. I heard Jasper walking towards me. I continued to brush my teeth,I looked up in the mirror to see him behind me. I quickly rinsed and just tossed my toothbrush and toothpaste into the sink. Jasper placed his warm hands on my waist. I felt him push into me,feeling his hardness in my backside. I let out a Mmm sound. My hands gripped the sink as his hands moved to the front of my jeans,he unbuttoned then unzipped me. I quickly slid both my jeans and panties down.

"Don't take them all the way off, we never know when someone might come in."...The thought of us possibly getting caught made this all the better. So risky so dangerous. Again I was gripping the sides of the sink.

"I've needed you so bad."...he said as I let out a moan.

"Oh Jazzy, I've needed you too, I can't stand it anymore."

"Neither can I."...He curved his hands around my ass then up my sides. His hands were so warm as they moved around to my stomach. He carefully and gently rubbed my stomach around and around.

"I love this, I love you."

"I love you too."...his hand moved up under my shirt, under my bra and to my breast. He squeezed and held on. Using his other hand he positioned himself over my entrance. I pushed back into him,letting him know I wanted more.

"Mmm, you ready baby?"...he whispered.

"Yes please."...I breathed. In one quick but satisfying movement he entered me. I let out a loud moan. It echoed against the bathroom walls. Jasper hissed through his teeth as he thrusted his hips,pushing into me. I pushed back meeting his movements. I was crying out his name and feeling myself coming undone so quickly. This was really what I needed, it felt so good so amazing. I couldn't stop shouting out in pleasure.

"Yes,Jasper yes."

"Bella,come for me."...and just as he said it I did. It was amazing, I was tingly and feeling good allover. Jasper continued for another second as he came. As soon as he was done and we had our quick reunion of pleasure he turned me around and kissed me passionately, tangling his hands in my hair.

"You look most beautiful after sex, I love this flushed cheeks, messy hair look."...I looked down. I was gonna reach down and pull up my panties and jeans. Jasper grabbed my hand and shook his head,smiling at me with his beautiful pouty mouth

"Take them all the way off."

"But you said."

"Forget it,I hope we get caught. Maybe they can kick me out."...We both laughed and quickly undressed each other. Our hands roaming and exploring each others bodies like we never have before. Jasper stopped and knelt down. He kissed my stomach and caressed it. I ran my hands softly though his hair.

"Our baby is in there."

"Yes,I know."...he stood back up,bringing me closer to him. I want you again.

"Then take me again. Please."...he ran his hands up my neck,through my hair. Placing his mouth on my neck he lightly bit me. His hands traveled to my ass ,Then he quickly picked me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck tightly as he carried me to the bed. He sat me on the edge of the bed. My hands went down and around his strong arms. My legs still wrapped around his waist,I felt him get hard. I reached down and grabbed his length in my hand. Looking into his eyes I bit my lip and placed him inside of me. Removing my hand and gripping the blanket beside me Jasper thrusted his hips and pushed into me. I could do this all day. He slowly repeated the movement. I lied back and placed my hands over my head. He leaned down and greedily started sucking and biting my breasts. I couldn't be quiet. I knew there was a better chance of being heard in here and I tried to hush my moans. I just couldn't hold on anymore, I let out a loud yes. And was moaning more and more.

"Shhh baby were gonna get caught."...he placed his hand over my mouth. I just continued to make noise. I didn't care. I've waited to long to feel this good.

"Please...shhhh..."...he couldn't tell me to be quiet when he wanted to be loud too. He continued to push into me over and over. Pleasure taking over. I could feel my body ready to explode. I grabbed his hand away from my mouth and leaned up kissing him. We were both moaning into each others mouths as we found sweet release. Jasper slowly rolled over and lied next to me. I rolled to my side and looked at him.

"I love you so much. I've missed you, I've missed this."

"Love you too. I've missed this too. We better hurry and get dressed before someone really does come in."...then the phone rang,It startled me so much I screamed. Jasper laughed.

"Just the phone Darlin."...he reached up and grabbed it.

"Hello, Hey oh Fu...um shut up man. Whatever bye."...he was smiling that sweet sexy smile.

"That was my neighbor he said I needed to stop,um well I wont say exactly what he said."

"No tell me what he said."

"You have to understand sometimes we have nasty mouths. Especially this guy."

"Go on,I want to know."...he put his hand over his face then looked at me.

"He told me to quick whacking off to the porn over here."

"Oh really."...I hopped off the bed went into the bathroom and cleaned up and got dressed. Jasper came in a second later and grabbed his clothes,getting dressed too.

"So where is this neighbor of yours?"

"Oh you don't wanna meet him."

"Yes I do,I wanna show him I'm not some porn."

"Fine,I would love nothing more than to show you off to everyone anyway."...he took my hand and we walked out.

"He's right in here."...Jasper knocked on a door that was directly next to his."

"What the fuck you want?"...a male voice shouted. Jasper shook his head and laughed. We walked in.

"Stay right here a second."he whispered and was smiling."

"Hey Fucker,I wasn't whacking off, I had a girl in my room."...hearing Jasper say fuck kinda turned me on again. Wow the dirty mouth he has. Guess that's what happens when your around a bunch of guys.

"I call bullshit, you wouldn't do that to your wife."

"No she said it was okay."

"You didn't have no girl in there."

"I'll prove it."

"really,okay. But if you really did have a chick in there will you share?"

"No way this ones mine. Okay baby come here."...I walked in and seen this tan man just lying there. He was smiling and laughing.

"Holy shit you did have a chick in your room."

"Enrique this is Bella."

"Bella ,Enrique"...I walked over and shook his hand.

"Nice to meet you."

"Nice to meet you too. Damn Cullen I thought you were cheating on your wife. She's slamming hot."

"C'mon man."

"Sorry Ma'am"

"No it's okay,Thank you."...I smiled.

"He never shuts his trap about you. I'm glad you're here maybe now he'll shut up."

"Well I'm gonna go show her off now."...Jazzy took my hand.

"Make sure you bring her back soon. It was nice to finally meet you Bella. And hear you too."...I laughed and blushed. We walked out in the hall. Jasper closed the door behind us.

"Sorry bout him he's a pervert,but he's a good guy,really funny."

"No don't be sorry I like him."

"Do you wanna walk around? Are you hungry?"

"Yes ,I am hungry."...Jasper grabbed my hand as we casually walked around the hospital. It was nice very warm and welcoming. He introduced me to several nurses and a couple doctors. They were all so happy to see me with Jasper. I was told he talks about me all the time. I wasn't surprised. As we got into the elevator to go down to the cafeteria,Jasper slowly pushed me against the elevator wall.

"What are you doing?"...I smiled.

"Kissing my wife in this elevator."... he slowly leaned down and kissed me softly. I felt the elevator stop and the doors open. I looked up and saw a nurse waiting to get on. Jasper apologized as he took my hand and we walked out together. I was giggling as we walked down the hall. When we reached the cafeteria we sat down.

"Do you want anything to eat?"

"Maybe in a minute. I need to talk to."

"About what?"...I can see he was concerned. He reached over and held my hands in his.

"Well you know already that your family has been nothing but helpful while you've been away."

"Yes."

"Well I've been trying to help Edward. He's been having some trouble dealing with the fact that you and I are married now. That he will never have me as his. He's been drinking a lot and I've been trying to keep him away from drinking."

"How's that been going? I had no idea it's gotten that bad."

"It's going okay,I stopped him this morning from going to the airport bar."

"That's good.I'm happy you were there for him. You wanna go get something to eat."...he went to get up and I knew I had to tell him about that kiss. About everything. I was feeling guilty. I grabbed his hand.

"Wait,I need to tell you something else."...he sat back down. My eyes were filling with tears.

"What else Bella? Did something happen? Oh baby please don't tell me."...he smacked the table hard. Making me jump. I watched as he ran his hand through his hair. He then looked at me,I thought I saw tears in his eyes.

"It wasn't anything serious."

"How could have done anything, I should have known something was going to happen while I was away. Tell me what else happen."

"Well with how I've been feeling it was a challenge. He did come on to me more than once. It wasn't anything I asked for. I didn't sleep with him but...we, umm we, we kissed."...I looked at him,tears still streaming. He squeezed the bridge of his nose and closed his eyes. Like he was concentrating hard.

"Please don't be upset with me,it never meant anything to me."...he finally put his hand down and got up from his seat. He held his hand out to me I took it and got up. I looked up into his eyes.

"I love you Jasper."

"Yeah and you love him too."

"I love you more."

"Baby I know you do."...he leaned down and kissed me briefly.

"Please don't be upset with me. This has all been very hard on me too."

"Bella I need some air. Lets go outside."...he walked out a side door from the cafeteria to a picnic table. He sat down and took a deep breath. It was beautiful outside, very sunny and very warm. A much better setting to talk. I stood next to him. I wanted to reach out and run my fingers in his hair. I wasn't going to push it. I wanted him to understand that I never meant to hurt him that I was having a hard time controlling myself and I wasn't out to hurt anyone. I just stood there tears streaming down my face. I quickly wiped them away, sobbing lightly. He looked up at me and then grabbed me around the waist, bringing me close to him. Then I placed my hands in his hair. He pressed his face to my stomach then looked up at me.

"You love me."

"Of course I do, more than any one."

"I understand you never meant to hurt me. Baby I forgive you. We are married and I never want to lose you. I don't want to fight. I don't want to be mad."...I slowly sat on his lap. He reached up wiping my tears,then bringing his mouth closer to mine we kissed deeply. Again I could feel the love we had for one another. I savored this moment.