Yo, Minna! As you can see, this story has became musical and that is because I love music~
So, I started attending school once again(you know, before I can't attend school because of Essay Writing competition) and my classmates gave me a very very very warm welcome! (^0^) Yaaay! I missed them!
But, I'm gonna miss my co-writers too!
JERZAXD: Thank you for reviewing~! I'm glad that you dropped a review! (^0^) I will try to update faster~ Stay tuned for the future chapters!
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13th day of September on the year X794, the day before our weeding something happened that I never expected and never imagined. I was experiencing hurt and pain all these times. Isn't this enough? I closed my eyes and let the tears fall from my eyes. Yes, the Titania once again had shown her weakness. I am already tired of this. I'm a normal wizard like the others, being wounded, bruised, experiencing what they wanted. I might be a princess of the West, but I abandoned that duty long time ago. Can't they understand that I want to live normally? To be with my comrades, to laugh and smile with them, to fight anyone who dares to hurt Fairy Tail and to be with them until my eyes closed for the last time here in Earthland. In the back of my mind, I said to myself "Maybe, just maybe… I'm enjoying this agony of mine"
-3 o' clock in the afternoon, September 13, X794-
I was walking on the streets of Fiore with the Lucy when I saw Minerva with Ryuu. Lucy was talking about her boyfriend, Natsu during the walk but when I stopped and Lucy almost walked into me, she stopped talking and looked at me, confused.
"Erza?," She asked confused. Wearing the black cloak Master gave me, I slightly took the hood off to see the two clearly. They were merrily talking when I saw them. "I guess, they settled everything and became together again" I thought and slightly smiled. I noticed that Lucy was also looking at them and she looked at me for explanation. I was about to speak when the wind blew and out of the blue, after the wind blew so hard, my eyes widened in surprise.
"No," I said to myself and Lucy looked at me again.
"What is that suppose to mean?" She asked and I looked at her. I saw Jellal standing in front of Minerva and Ryuu with that pissed off face printed on his face. I pointed at where Jellal was standing. She knew what I mean and didn't say any more words. She was going to approach them when I stopped her. She arched an eyebrow.
"Let Minerva and Ryuu fix their problem," I said calmly but deep inside, a lot of questions were running at my head like non-stop. I narrowed my eyes and let myself see if Ryuu really loves Minerva.
I watched them fixing their problem. I saw Jellal took Minerva forcefully from Ryuu's arms. "What are you doing with my girlfriend?!" Jellal asked with a fierce voice. Ryuu stayed silent and looked at Minerva. Minerva understood what Ryuu wanted to say. Minerva slapped Jellal's hand and walked towards Ryuu. Jellal was shocked. I leaned on the wall near me and took an apple from the vendor nearby, Lucy paid it for me. I took a bite and watched them once again.
"Minerva," Jellal spoke with surprised face. "What is the meaning of this?"
"I'm sorry, Jellal" Minerva said and held Ryuu's hand. She looked at Jellal with that eyes that you use when apologizing. "I tricked you. I just.." She stopped catching her breath. "I just made you a cover to that huge hole inside my heart which I realized Ryuu can only fill it. And I'm really sorry that I took you for granted. I used a potion for you to love me and believe me… *stops**sigh* You love Erza more than me and I took you away from her. I'm really sorry but we're over… *shook her head* We don't have a relationship to start with"
She turned her back and bid goodbye. She walked with Ryuu away from Jellal. I almost finished my apple and watched Jellal some more before approaching him. Jellal leaned on a wall and wept. A woman in cloak walked to him and stopped. She seemed said something to him but he just pushed her away. He entered an alley and stayed there. Perfect timing, Natsu arrived. I left the two of them and followed Jellal. Upon stepping into the alley, I saw Jellal leaning on a wall, crying. I approached him. He noticed me and avoided my gaze.
"What are you doing here?!" Jellal said, having anger in his voice and I know why he's angry at me. He thinks I'm the reason why Minerva broke up with him. I walked to him until I was in front of him. I took his hand and made him look at me but he didn't want to. I sighed and decided to talk to him.
"Jellal, don't cry over Minerva" I calmly said, holding his hand. "She only took you for granted"
[[Insert song: Love the way you lie part 2 – Rihanna.. For extra emotion XDD]]
I could feel him clench his fist, squeezing my hand tight. He looked at me with anger. I suddenly felt… fear? "Why," I asked myself. "Why fear?"
"You are the reason why Minerva left me!" He shouted at me, holding both of my wrist tight. I can feel pain not only physically but emotionally. "You are a sadist! Why can't you let me be happy for eternity?"
"But, Jellal-" I tried to explain but he shut me up.
"I don't believe that I loved a sadist, a weird, abnormal girl like you but if I ever did, I am regretting it very very much right now!" He stabbed my heart with his words. My eyes started to tear. Tears streamed down my cheeks as I hear him saying things that he promised he would never say. "I can't believe I became your friend!"
He stopped after seeing me cry. His eyes softened and was about to apologize but its my time to speak. I breathe deeply before speaking. I managed to escape my right hand from his firm hold and took the potion from my pocket. I showed him a smile but still, tears are falling.
"Jellal," I calmly said as the tears started streaming down my cheeks. I handed him the potion. "Please drink this, I beg you"
His eyes hardened once again.
"Stop this foolishness!" He cried as he slap the bottle out of my hand. My eyes widen as the bottle shattered. I fell into my knees, knowing that Jellal's feelings will be only taken back by his own feelings for me, of how strong they are. "That's right! I will never ever drink that and accept it cause' it's the truth!"
Those words echoed my head.
"That's right! I will never ever drink that and accept it cause' it's the truth!"
My face darkened as he showered me with hate. Tears fell even more. After a lot of painful words, he stopped to catch his breath. I picked up the shattered glass one by one. My fingers started to bleed until I picked all of it, my palm started to bleed as well.
"Are you nuts?!" He cried once again. I stood up and nodded. I smiled at him like how I use to smile at him at the Tower of Heaven when we both shared our pain. But now, I am only keeping this pain inside my chest.
"I will be nuts just for you," I said as blood from my hand began to drop to the cold ground. I smiled once again at him and spoke once again. "Our wedding will be tomorrow already. You planned our wedding and I suppose, you're the one who will end it. I will be waiting tomorrow in front of the altar. Its your choice to come or not. If you choose not to come, I will be standing in front of the altar with shame on my back. See you tomorrow, I guess?"
And with that, I smiled one last time and walked deeper into the alley. Blood continued to drop as I walked. Upon walking a meter away from him, a hand covered my mouth and nose, making me inhale a sleep potion. I tried to escape but I guess, after talking and seeing my life get mad at me, I became weak. My eyes closed and all I could think is…
"Jellal, save me…"
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