sorry the last chapter was so short guys. I just had to fill you in on what L is doing.. heres BB again.

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B sighed as he stould outside the hotel he was sure L was at five days ago..but there was no L there to be found. He checked every room and every hotel around it, but nope. He had to find out where L was and fast because he wasn't about to let him get away again.

B frownd as he walked back to the hotel he was staying at.. it was a shit shack but he wasn't going to live there. Accually now he had to relocate sents he had just killed someone. B sighed and walked over to the computer to try and track down his beloved L again.

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After long hourse of computer hacking and a lot of identities to look through he smirked to himself as he found L.

"so he's hidding in California huh?" he thought to himself… he knew he was going to have a little trouble getting into the US all they way from Japan, because well…he had just killed a man, if he is a suspect in anything… damn it L was good.

B then began to work on his new letter he would send to L when he got to Cali and a little closer to him.

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B had gladfully gotten a new identity as Jeff trushly. Yes I know but he had to get on a plain somehow.

He was now in California staying at a hotel that was very shitty but about five blocks away from L. he sat gazing out the window at the street of people counting life spans and making fun of stupid names.

Yeah B hated that he had the ability to see peoples names and lifepans but it make him have something to do while he waited for it to get dark as he pland on moving in on L tonight.

Unfortunaly B had fallen into a sleep, that he didn't wake up from intil twealv at night.

"damn how long was I out I hope I can still get to him," B siad to hiself as he pulled on a jacket and rushed out the door. As he entered the hotel parking lot… he didn't see wataries car anywhere. He must have gone out to get L some treats.. "perfect." B thought to himself as he carlessly enterd the building. Good thing he had hacked the sucurity cameras and made them turn off at eleven o'clock, or he would have easily been spotted.

He walked upstairs and checked all the rooms…everything was empty.. it seems L had rented the place out like he normaly does..isnt that a little obvious? Who wouldn't notice a five star hotel getting rented out?

B opend and closed all the doors on the first second and third floor…now for the fourth.

B opend the first third and second door on the floor.
then he opend the fourth fith and….

He froze as he saw L sitting in the same fetal position on the bed.. this was to easy for BB to even comprehand.

He closed the door and locked it, then walked over to the sleeping detective, slowly so he didn't wake up.

He noticed L was hugging the letter he had sent a few days before…how cute he looks when he sleeps…its so rare to see.

He hesitanly stroked L's hair as softly as he could. He really didn't want to wake him it would be a shame to wake such a beautifule person.

He stared down at him thinking, " he hadnt aged a bit sents then. his face is just as cute as I remember…the bags under his eye's had gotten darker.. I wonder how often he sleeps?"

B was snapped out of his curious thought as he heard a sobbing noise.. it was L.

L jumped up sobbing and crying from his horible dream squeazing the paper. Not even noticing B was standing right next to the bed.

L rubbed his eyes and set the letter next to him. B stayed completely silent standing by L's side he wonderd how long I would take before he noticed he wasn't along.. "would he be scared when he saw me? would he scream, cry, kick me?" B thought to himself not able to think the hatfull thoughts and plans he had in store for L, only because L really seemed…sad…wait was be feeling…sympathy?

L hung his head in his knees again and hugged them tight. B decided it was time to come out of the dark, he placed a hand on L's back remaining in silents.

L flenched a bit when he felt to touch but mumbled, "go away Watari I want to be alone."

B stould silent and took his hand off L and just stould next to the bed waching his ex lover.

L couldn't feel the hand anymore…but he didn't hear footsepts walking away from him. He sighed as he drously looked up at the person standing in siletns next to him, "im sor-" L cut himself off as he realised who was staning next to him.

B's expresion didn't change. As soon as Ls eyes met his the feeling of hate and abantonment came back.

"B-beyond?" was all L could find to say was the mans name. Now he was feeling a little uncomftorable as B just gave him a blank look.

"im…..im glad you found me," L said trying to break the awkward silents. He could feel the hate coming out of B's blank face it made L sad. "I…I" L started only to be inturuped by B.

" you were gone."

B decided to try and at least talk to the man he loves before suverly hurting him.

"you never came back..i got worried." Was what he diceid to lead of with.

" I never left…I was-" L stopped when be gave him a look like he was about to strangle him. " I was taken away." He finished the sentence.

" what the fuck do you mean taken, who the fuck would take you from me?" B spat out at L now feeling an uncontrolable rage forming into the balled fist the was clenching tight.

L saw his facial expression and got a little scared. "watari. He didn't want you to distract me with sex and love." L looked down at his knees again and mumbled, " it didn't work.. missed you a lot.. I still feel the same way that I did back then." L's eyes grew teary as the pain from earlier had began to settle in again. He couldn't hold back any longer and he dug his face into his knees and cried.

B stould there starring at L as if he was a puppy that just talked. L's sobs became louder, and B couldn't take it anymore. He scooped L into his arms and tightly hugged him as he whisperd in his ear, " I missed you to.

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So what did you guys think of this one… I know I know its not that great but give me a break, this is my first L and B fic…..please review nicely