I was in my room, the door was locked, the light was off, my humliaition was still in my mood right now, Guinevere tried reaching me by calling, emailing, facebooking, but I wouldn't answer, the phrase was still in my head of which Emily said. "Even if you had him in your hands, why would he stay with someone with nothing good to show?" I blushed and whimpered, I took off my clothes still in the dark on my bed, I got up and searched for the swtiched to my room but tripped on something. "Ow~" I got up slowly and shakingly, I finally found the light and went to my large mirror that was in my room. I looked at myself and my ears flatened with sadness, not liking what I was seeing. My boobs were small and my vigina was...I covered it from my own veiw in shame, I sighed, all I ever thought about in my life was my school work and making a living, not my apperance, but now having a reality sinario about my looks, I have no choice but to feel sorry.
My ears twitch hearing the front door, it must be dad, but back from his job this early? I put on my clothes quickly and head downstairs, as I do I DO see dad but a little creature behind his legs hiding from my gaze shyly. What in the world? "Um dad...whose that?" I asked pointing to the child and dad looked at her and looked to ome ashamed. "Well...I...met a woman a few years after your mother died...and we had a strong thing going, I never told you because I didn't want you to feel as if I was trying to replace your mother so I kept it a secret...but the thing is that this is our...little mircale we made...but child services saw the place she lived at and saw it was a unfit home so she is staying here with us." I was shocked, I felt sick, I felt...I felt as if dad was replacing me! How could he meet a woman and have a child without telling me!? I looked at the child, it looked nothing like me or dad! "Is it a boy or girl?" I asked, it was hard to tell all the child was wearing was a blue hoodie and a pull up pamper. "A girl, her name is Massy and she's 3 years old." Massy was a Aqua blue hedgie with curls and had yellow upings on her arms and legs, she had brown eyes and she was very shy and quiet still hiding behind dad's leg. "Dad how are we going to take care of her? I have school, your always gone for a month or so at work what are we going to do?!" I stated. "Well she goes to day care, you can pick her up from there when you walk back from school, it isn't that far." he nodded too, "What about Massy's mother?" I asked. "For having Massy in a undignified environment she is only to visit Massy once in a while, but for right now she's put on punishment for about 6 months from seeing Massy. "Dang...well I don't know why I have to be the responsible one right now, I'm only a teenager, I don't know how to take care of a 3-year-old!" "Its quite easy Eclipse all you have to do is keep up and take of her just as you for yourself, Feed her, clean her, play with her, and keep an eye on her, if any trouble ask me on my cell, I'll be sure to answer." dad said with a smile and I sighed. I looked to Massy, I looked to dad, and then the floor. "What about my field trip that's a week away?" I asked lowly and dad sighed too, "I can find a babysitter by that time, don't worry." he said lowly and picked up Massy who put her fist to her mouth in a shy expression, which was cute, and dad walked towards me. "Wanna say hi to your big sister Massy?" he said, Massy looked to me with her big brown eyes then cowered her head into dad's chest, dad laughed as I sighed unamused. "It's ok sport, she's just really shy, just as you were when you were little." he said smiling brightly and I blushed a little.
At night~
Dad told me everything I needed to know about Massy, allergies, what she's scared of, her night-light, also she was living in my bed till we could get one that fit her to go into the guest bed room. After dinner me and Massy took a bath together, I made sure Massy didn't drown or pee in the bath water. After our bath I got her something to wear and put her hoodie in the wash. I placed her on the right side of my bed and put in her night-light, I yawned, I had no homework but it was so early, it was really Massy's bed time but she had a blank expression as if she had no sleepiness in her eyes but I did, I got out a children's book and read it to her, it was : Goodnight Moon~ after I was the end she was fast asleep in my lap, i placed her down gently. I quietly got onto my laptop, Guin was still on Facebook, I got into our chat and told her all about Dad, Massy, and Massy's mother, Guinevere felt sorry for me. I loved her sympathy because that's all I got good from today, a child is the last thing I need right now. I took a picture of Massy with my iPad because Guinevere wanted to see what she looked like, after sending her the picture she said, "Awwww, she's so cute, and so little for 3 years old! Can I see her tomorrow?!" she typed and I sighed, whose side was she on again? I typed back "Fine, but you're helping me take care of her as you do." Guin put: "*pouts* Fine, but anyway are you any better from earlier?" "*sigh* Can we just forget it please? Oh look at the time it's really late better go love ya sis sweet dreams night!" "But its only 7-" I signed out and closed my laptop with a sigh of relief, I put my laptop away and laid down, and fell asleep.
In the morning~
I woke up to small hands and whimpering, I opened them and saw Massy about to cry and jumping a little. "What is it Massy?" I asked and yawned rubbing my eyes and putting on my glasses. "I gots to pee!" she whimpered and tried to pull me out of bed but I groaned at her failed attempt. "Then go." I said with a sigh. "Nooo I hates beings a lone pwease, I weally gots to go!" she whimpered, but thought it was surprising to see her talk this much to me for she seemed to be on mute yesterday but I roll my eyes as I got up and let her lead me to the bathroom, I went in with her and closed the door behind us, I saw while Massy quickly went to her princess training potty, she pulled down her pull ups and was about to go when she was me staring. "Stops starings, I can'ts go when yous'a staring!" I groaned and blushed as I turned around, I rubbed my temples annoyed, this day is already to a bad start. "I done!" I turned around as saw her still on the potty and I sighed, I guess she still doesn't know how to clean herself, I did it for her and picked her up and we took a quick bath and got ready for school, we had breakfast of egg and bacon, and juice, I made sure Massy didn't choke. I got me and Massy's stuff, getting her dressed was a hassle because all she would wear was that hoodie she wore so I went to the washing machine but didn't see it, I saw it was dryer, nice and dry, dad must have put it in there, I put it on Massy along with her training pants and picked her up heading out the door, As I was walking to Massy's preschool I passed my bus stop including Silver, Sonic, and Blaze, I didn't stop to talk but saw they followed me. "Hey Eclipse wait up!" Sonic said. "Sorry I can;t, gotta get her to preschool!" but they did catch up with me. "Whose this little cutie?" Blaze asked adoring Massy and I sighed. "This is Massy, currently my new step sister, don't ask, just go with me on this." They nodded and I finally got Massy to preschool on time, actually a little early, but that was fine for I had to hurry to my school. We ran to school and made it just as the bell rang, we weren't late getting to our classes and I met Guinevere. This was gonna be a long day, all Guinevere was talking about was asking me questions about Massy and how I felt about it, all I said was neutral, I had no feeling for Massy at all, Guinevere said it was just because I didn't know her that well and we don't have a special sisterly bond yet, I shrugged and sighed as the day went on.
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