I've always been afraid
Afraid of you, or death by you
I've always never known
Half the things you didn't want
I've always known you hated me
And always want me gone
I've always known that
This life is too good to be true
The arms could only be my canvas for so long
All of the days that you teased and taunted
All of the days I was so scared
Nothing, then you pushed me in
It all happens so fast
Confusion, no solutions days unwinding to years
Blown out of proportion by hate and jealousy
The words I wrote were few
The lines I drew increased the pain
But there it was, my quick solution