You are now Dave Strider. Supposed cool kid but not anymore. You have been more messed up lately that's ever. Not even lil cal could cheer you up.
I will never cry over a girl.
That's what you told yourself before you met her. She was wonderful, kind, and sweet. A bit nerdy, but you loved that about her. It's true you did love her. But you had to break it off.
That's what you keep saying you had to, had to, had to.
It was for her own good. But now more then ever since she left you have felt an unbearable pain in your chest. A feeling that you have never felt before, heartbreak.
It has consumed you, completely unraveled you in the past few months. It has made you long for her, dream of her and think about her all the time. In your dreams are the only places you have been happy in the past few months.
It's because that's the only place you see her. You see her smile and feel the warmth of her hand in yours, and remember the ribbons on her fingers, the red ones that where just for you. You smile at this remembering, but remembering comes at a cost- after you fell a wave of loneliness, and pain.
You have made your decision.
Tonight you will surprise her. Beg her back with all that you can. You will caress her face and tell her how much you love her and beg her to come back.
So you must get ready. You go into your closet and hunt around for her favorite suit. You finally find it shoved it the back of your closet . Your four ace's suited suit. You get dressed and head out the front door telling your bro nothing more than "I'm going out" and begin your journey over to jade's.