You Were Meant to be Mine

by Jasper's Woman

ALL HUMAN: Bella is kidnapped and forced to be his wife. But instead of terror and fear, she finds peace and love. Can she, with his help, heal her battered past and build a loving future? That is until someone else from her past WANTS her.

10. CH 10 Healing

I do not own Twilight ~ Stephanie Meyers is the owner. This is just fan fiction.

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CH10~ Healing LEMON WARNNING!

BPOV

We walk downstairs and we see that Edward and Rosalie are just sitting down too. Thankfully they have their pajamas on too, so I don't feel too silly. Alice smiles when she sees us and continues bringing out food. "Do you need help?" she just shakes her head and walks away. Rosalie laughs, "She's in mother bear mode right now, nothing can stop her."

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I look at Rosalie, "I am so sorry, this must all be so hard for you." Rosalie looks at me and then glares at me, "Don't you dare apologize to me, you did nothing wrong. I'm just so glad you were able to talk to the police. It won't be easy, but we will be there with you every step of the way." Then she gives a heart-warming smile, Edward pulls her to him and kisses her cheek. Then he whispers something in her ear and drops a kiss to her neck, she turns red and swats him away and giggles.

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Alice hits Edward on the head with a spatula, "Hey you wouldn't let my husband ravage me upstairs yesterday, so keep your paws off Rosalie at my table." She yells at him and she does look fucking scary, I don't want her ever yelling at me. Edward sits up straight and salutes her with his most serious face, without looking constipated and then winks at me. Emmett walks in from the kitchen with a humongous tray of assorted breakfast foods before placing it in the middle of the table. He is smiling like a little kid, "Dig in everyone." Alice pulls him down to her and kisses his check. "Thanks for breakfast Emmett." He winks at her and looks like a kid at Christmas as he piles the food onto his plate.

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I take a few bites, but then stop. I really need to get this off my chest, I need to let them know how I feel and how thankful I am for all of them. I hope Alice doesn't yell at me. "I need to say something." They all stop and look up at me. Oh God, where is that courage now? Jasper rubs my back and I smile at him.

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Okay, here I go, "I know if this happened when I was still living in my apartment, I would not have survived emotionally, I was alone and didn't have anyone. I know I would have further withdrawn into myself and hidden away my apartment. After my father died I was alone, but even after I told him, I still couldn't tell him everything. My friends only really cared about going out and partying, I knew they thought I was a drag. But with all you, well I never had brothers or sisters. I never had people who really cared about me. I've gained a family and friends in such a short time. I never knew what I was missing until I met all of you." I started to get tears in my eyes and it made me afraid to look up at them.

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Rosalie and Alice jumped up and pulled me out of my chair and into a hug, where they held me tightly. "We love you, you are our sister and our friend." Alice cried into my shoulder and Rosalie whispered in my ear, "You are what was missing from our family. You brought Jasper back to life and we love you for it and for being you."

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"Okay, alright, please sit down now. We know you all love each other, but unless you want us to start wresting around to show our brotherly love, sit down." Emmett huffed out." We all sat back down, but I could see each of the Cullen men had tears in their eyes. Such a rare sight for a man to have tears in his eyes. "And no glancing back and forth with womanly looks and all, it's too early in the morning for crying." Edward said as he ran a hand through his hair, I tried not to laugh as he looked really constipated in that moment. But then Jasper smirks, "Edward, do you need to use the bathroom? You looked a little backed up." Emmett roars out in laughter and I swear the walls shake.

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Edward picks up a small pancake and waves it in the air, "DON'T YOU DARE THROW THAT IN MY HOUSE, IF YOU VALUE THE HAIR ON YOUR HEAD YOU WON'T DO IT." Alice screams at Edward, she sounds like a mother yelling at her kids. Emmett laughs at him, "I dare you, I dare you to make Alice mad." Edward gives everyone at the table the finger and then shoves the small pancake in his mouth.

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Jasper's phone rings and he answers it and listens carefully. "Hold on, I am going to put you on speaker phone, we are all here in the room. " Then he looked at me, "Mr. Jenks is on the phone."

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"Good morning everyone, I am calling to let you all know that Mr. Black's lawyer is claiming he is not-guilty by mental disease or defect. This is bullshit of course, but if he gets to use that defense he is going to get limited time in a psychiatric institution rather than a longer time in jail. My main concern is that his lawyer is, well is scared of Mr. Black and may push for a psychiatric institution based on his own fear."

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I felt as if I was going to throw up, he would get out and come after us again, I know it. Jasper pulled me to him and rubbed my back. "I will keep you updated on any changes and the dates we need to be in court. I also filed a restraining order against Mr. Black on all your behalves. If the police or district attorney calls without me present, call me and I will file charges against them. "

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Jasper spoke up, "Thank you Mr. Jenks. I am sad to here that Jacob will get away with what he did. Bella and I will do whatever we need to in order to make sure he gets what he deserves."

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"Thank you Jasper. Have a good day everyone." And then he hangs up.

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"Okay we are not going to wallow around; we have lots of work to do today." Alice says, talking fast, but not fast enough that we can't make out what she is saying. "We are going to finish eating, then clean up and get dressed. Then we are going to head over to Bella and Jasper's house and clean it up and disinfect. Then I am going to call our contractor and get him out here to start with planning the remodel on their house. We'll have lunch, then us girls will do some shopping for Bella's house to make it look casual country, while the men do well….Whatever you want to do."

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"Wow! No plans for us in the afternoon Alice." Jasper laughed and she glared at him, "Well since you brought it up, you three use your pull and money and get the contractor out today, tell him you want the same floor plan as our houses." She then looks at Jasper giving him the evil eye. Emmett glares at Jasper and whines, "You just had to open your mouth, we could have had a great afternoon watching sports and goofing around."

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"We'll still have time for that. Don't worry." Jasper rolls his eyes then kisses me on the check and gives me more bacon and toast. He takes out his phone again and makes another call. "Excuse me one minute." And he gets up and walks towards the door, I watch him go, feeling oddly lost without him.

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He came back after a few minutes, "So…..I have our contractor coming out in two hours to check out the house, so the girls can tell him exactly what they want. We can watch sports all afternoon." Jasper says smugly looking at Alice and wiggles his eyebrows at her. She glares at him, "WHOA! You stumped her." Emmett says in complete shock and everyone laughs, even Alice.

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"I can't believe you can have him come out today, don't you have to make an appointment?" I ask, not believing he made it happen that fast.

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"Bella, we have lots of money, and no problem spending it." Alice said, her smile wide as can be. "And we do love spending it." Rosalie said smiling coyly at Edward.

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"I remember Jasper telling me that, but it's his money not mine, I don't feel comfortable spending it." Jasper shook his head, "No Bella, you are wrong. It is our money and you are expected to spend it. I want you to, go crazy this afternoon and buy anything and everything you want for our house. Whatever we don't need for now we can just store in the basement." I was about to argue, but he put a strawberry in my mouth and winked at me.

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After we all clean up, Jasper and I go upstairs to get dressed. Neither one of us takes a shower, we didn't need to take one again plus, we would be getting dirty cleaning up our house. We would shower after that.

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I started taking off my pajamas and Jasper came over to me and pulled me to him, "Bella, I meant it, my money is yours now that we are married. I know you are not a flashy and greedy person, I understand your hesitations. But I want you to feel free about using our money. I will give you your debit card and credit card when we get back home." I smiled at him, then ran my hands up and down his naked chest. It was then I realize he was only wearing boxers. He kisses me hard, then pulls away. "Bella, I want to touch you very badly, but not now. Not while they are all waiting for us." I nodded, I wanted him too and would be thinking about him all day. I kissed him softly once again before I finished getting dressed.

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"Oh, here Bella, this is your new phone. The other phone I gave to Mr. Jenks. It had all of Jacob's messages and texts on it, it is now evidence. All our numbers are in there, I also put Jessica and Angela's numbers in there too, in case you ever decide to call them."

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I smile at him, "Jasper, when you do things like this, it makes it very hard to not want to take advantage of you." His mouth flew open and he didn't know what to say for a moment, "Bella, please, you are driving me mad. If you keep this up, I won't be able to let you leave the room."

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"COME ON! WE HAVE LOTS TO DO TODAY." Alice yells out, I roll my eyes and slowly and purposefully look at his package and then walk out. I hear him groan as he follows me out.

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We all walk to our house each armed with various cleaning gadgets or tools, not sure what else Jacob touched or possibly destroyed. I was carrying bags of garbage bags, in case they're things I want to throw out. Now, knowing the officers probably went through all our stuff too.

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We walk in and I immediately start to cry, the rug is ruined, the officers tracked all the food that I dropped on the floor all through the house. They didn't even have the decency to pick it up. Jasper pulled out his phone, "We are sending these photos over to Mr. Jenks. This is fucking ridiculous." We all walk pass the mess and I immediately go into our bedroom, our sheets were thrown back and my drawers were open and my bra and panties all moved around. I just cried. "They touched all my things, why did they have to go through my panties and bras? What where they looking for in there? " Rosalie hugs me and rubs my back as Jasper snaps more photos.

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Emmett comes running up to us, "Looks like the basement and den are untouched. How about your bed…" But stops talking and just looks around the bedroom, "What the fuck?" he yells.

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Jasper rubs his hands over his face and sighs loudly, "You know what, throw out whatever you want, Bella, buy all new clothes, whatever you need and want. We'll wait here for the contractor."

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"Mr. Jenks is going to hand them their asses when he sees your photos. I took photos of your place before the cops came, in case they didn't take photos. They fucked up royally and messed with the wrong lawyer and family." Edward says shaking his head.

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I tried to remain calm, but couldn't stop crying. Jasper hugged me and kissed me, "I promise you the cops and Jacob won't bother us anymore. We will get you justice and we will make them pay."

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"All right,. Let's throw out what you don't want Bella, so we can get going to the store." Rosalie says and starts throwing my bras and panties in the garbage. "I don't want any of it, they've touched it all, I don't even want the sheets."

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Alice looks in the closets, "Looks like the closets are untouched, so that's all safe to keep. Okay, I jotted it all down on the paper, I know what we need for you and Jasper. Let's get going."

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Jasper comes up to me and shows me the two cards and put them in my wallet. Then he smiles and puts the wallet in my purse. "Your phone is in there too." He kisses me softly and walks me out to meet Rosalie and Alice. "Have fun and we'll see you later."

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JPOV

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I watch as the girls drive away in Alice's truck. I pick up my phone and send the pictures to our lawyer with a message. Edward forwards him the photos he took before the police went through Bella's stuff. He calls me two minutes later, "I got the photos, I am going to call the district attorney right now, this is fucking ridiculous. They are out of their minds. The district attorney better have her head on straight." And he hangs up.

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I squat down and help Emmett and Edward remove my carpet, it was destroyed and we need a new one plain and simple. "He's going to destroy them, right?" Edward asks and I nod. I try to focus, but start crying like a fucking girl, I stand up and run outside. I grab the bat under the steps and start hitting trees and screaming and crying. Once I slow down and run out of steam, Edward leans against the tree near me. "I did the same things whenever Rosalie was not around, I held it in and tried to be tough for her, but its only normal to feel this way. Your wife was beaten, emotionally violated, and now had her intimate items touched by perverted police officers. You want to kill them and you are mad at yourself, because you feel like you should have protected her, right?" I nod, "I feel like I've let her down, I feel like a failure as a husband."

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"Remember what dad always said? A real man knows when to show his soft and generous side. He admitted to crying in front of mom a few times and he said it made them a stronger couple for it. Believe me, Rosalie wants a strong husband, every woman does, but she also wants to know her husband is human and needs her as well. This is not your fault, Bella knows that, if you keep blaming yourself, it will wear down on your marriage."

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I look at him, "You're the younger brother, I should be giving you advice." He chuckles, "Well not today, today we're just brothers."

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BPOV

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I take a look at the lacy and fancy bras, I know Jasper will like them, but I don't know his favorite color. Alice was in front of me, she pulls out her phone and dials a number. What is she going to do? "Hey Jasper, Bella is going to buy something you will love to see her in, what's your favorite color?" I can't believe she just did that! But then she smiles and winks at me. "Thanks, bye. He said he loves the color black, but thinks you would look nice in red."

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I feel so embarrassed but grab one black and one red lacy and sexy bra and pant set. I smile as I imagine what his reaction will be when he sees me wearing them. Then Rosalie walks over, she is holding a red, see through lingerie with a tiny thong. "He will LOVE this too."

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I shyly grab it and throw it in with the basic panties and bras. Rosalie and Alice also grab some of their own panties, bras, and lingerie. "A woman can never have enough lacy bras and panties." Rosalie defends herself with a giggle. I can see that Edward prefers Rosalie in blue and Emmett prefers Alice in purple and pink, I think this is a little too much information for me. I laugh to myself, how can I look at his brothers again?

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Then we move onto shopping for clothes. I remember him telling me that the shirt I ordered online would look good on me, so I tried to find similar shirts to that one. Ones that would hug my breasts and waist, I want to look good for him. I was feeling like a normal wife, something I never thought I would ever feel like.

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After two hours, we finally made our way over to the registers. I pile all my clothes down on the register and carefully open my wallet and pulled out the credit card he gave me. I watch the items ring up and the price gets higher and higher. OH MY GOD! $867.97! Jasper is going to kill me, I start to get nervous. It must have been too obvious at how upset I got, because Rosalie laughs at me, "That's nothing Bella, and I look over to her register, she spent over a thousand dollars. I hand my card over to the cashier and sign my name, this is the first time I sign my new name, 'Bella Cullen'.

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I grab my bags and walk to Rosalie and Alice, they smile at me and Alice asks, "Ready to go shopping for your house now?" I nod and off we go.

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Thousands of dollars later and just in time for dinner, we arrive back at my house. We get out of the car, but Jasper comes out alone, "We decided to each have a private dinner with our wives tonight. Emmett and Edward are waiting for you to at home." I shivered when I hear Jasper speak, we would be alone and I am looking forward to it. I feel nervous but excited, Jasper takes out all the bags that are ours. I thought he might complain about how many bags I had, but he seems happy that I overspent.

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Alice and Rosalie give me these ridiculous smiles and wink at me. Then Alice gyrates her hips as if she is having sex. I really hope Jasper didn't see that. Alice drives Rosalie to her house.

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I walk in and I am amazed. There are candles everywhere and he has dinner on the table. It 's covered in one of those fancy restaurant serving trays with a cover and all. He has the table set up in the usual Jasper style, I am so overwhelmed with emotions, I didn't know what to say. "I had to rip up the carpet, it was damaged, but the wood's not bad. I bet Alice will be able to work it into our designs." I just stand there like an idiot, I didn't know what to say or do.

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He laughs at me, and then looks at the bags, "So why did Alice want to know what colors were my favorite?" he opens the bags and his jaw drops. He pulls out the lacy bras and panties and holds them up for me to see, he raises an eyebrow at me. "Well well, Bella, these are really sexy." My stomach was full of butterflies and I can't think, all I can do is look at him and think about all the times he has touched me and kissed me. He puts the lingerie down and walks over to the entertainment stand. He turns on the music and a slow instrumental song starts to play. He holds out his hand for me and I put my hand in his. He firmly twirls me around and pulls me to him.

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We are slow dancing in the middle of the our living room. He knows how to lead and easily moves me around the room, I feel so light in his arms. "How did you learn to dance?" he smiles but his eyes water a little, "My mother taught me and my brothers. She said a real man knows how to lead a woman on a dance floor. She demanded that we know how to dance. We could always get a proper woman with dancing." I smile at him as he talks and dances me around, I feel as if I am on some ballroom dancing show. He is so incredible, "Your mother sounds like an amazing woman, I am sorry I never got to know her."

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He dips me and kisses my lips softly, "She would have loved you Bella, I am certain of that." He pulls me back up and kisses me again, "Ready to eat?" I nod and he guides me to the table and pulls out a chair for me. Then he sits down and uncovers the two trays on the table. The smell hits me and I realize how hungry I am. There on one tray is shrimp with cocktail sauce and asparagus, the other tray has linguine with clam sauce. I look up at him and he smirks at me and raises his eyebrows. "Would my wife like a little of everything?" he is flirting with me and I suddenly feel so silly and self-conscious, but feel my skin burning with desire too. I nod and give him my plate.

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He puts a little of everything on the plate and hands it back to me and I see him slowly take my body in. I feel myself blushing and giggle involuntarily. He chuckles at that and I feel so silly as he has flirted with me before, why do I feel so embarrassed by it now? "Thank you." I respond to try and regain my composure, "You're welcome love." He says with a smirk. His smirking is driving me mad. "You know what, I'm too far away from you." He says and switches his seat so we are sitting next to each other on the corner of the table.

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He picks up the wine and pours me a glass and then one for himself. I can tell he is staring at me, so why not flirt back with him. I pick up a shrimp, dip it in cocktail sauce and hold it out for him to bite. I swear he took an extra breath before biting the shrimp. I get one for myself, but he grabs my hand and shakes his head. He picks up a shrimp and does the same for me. This is beyond erotic, us feeding each other. I twirl some linguine in my fork and hold it out for him, he opens his mouth and slowly takes the linguine looking at me the entire time. My skin is on fire, he does the same for me, but when I take the linguine in my mouth, he licks his lips; he is too sexy. We continue like this for the rest of dinner, feeding each other and trying to out-flirt one another. Is this how married life is? Or is Jasper just a special man?

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He smiles, "I have dessert too, cherry pie. But, let's wait a bit before we have dessert." I can't take it anymore and I lean forward and kiss him, he opens his mouth and lets me feel his tongue with mine. He pulls my chair closer to his and pulls me onto his lap, I shudder from the anticipation of what he will do next. His every move drives me crazy.

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"Bella you are so beautiful." He says as he kisses me, his hands moving up and down my back. I feel him hard against me and grind into him needing more. I suddenly have no control over my body and need him. He pulls my shirt over my head and kisses my breasts softly through my bra, I hold onto his arms and feel his muscles. He reaches around and unhooks my bra and lets it fall, he gently takes my breasts in his hands and massages them while spreading kisses all over me.

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I reach my hands down and lift his shirt off as well and gasp, every time I see his muscles it makes me lose all brain function, he is just so sexy. I run my hands up and down his chest and he holds me tight against him, I love the feeling of his skin against mine. He stands up and I am forced to stand up with him, he continues to kiss me while unbuttoning my jeans and then pulls then down. He gets on his knees and helps me step out of them, I feel so clumsy around him and hold onto his shoulder. He stands up slowly moving his hands up my body back to my breasts.

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Then I feel him start to take off his pants and he steps out of them, I am afraid to look down. What will happen next. Does he want to make love to me? Or will he try something different? I want to make love to him, but feel so embarrassed, what if I'm no good and he's not satisfied with me? He quickly picks me up and carries me into the bedroom and lays me softly on the bed.

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JPOV

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She is moving her legs trying to create some friction. I suck on her amazing breasts, they are so soft and warm. Her nipples hard under my lips. I run my hand down her body, I love feeling her body next to mine, she is so beautiful. I place soft kisses down her stomach and down one leg and up the other. I really want to taste my wife, I want to feel her against my mouth. I grip her panties and slowly lower them down her legs, the smell hits me and I almost lose it right there. I need to taste her now, she looks at me and I wait for her to stop me, but she just looks at me with love in her eyes.

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I move down between her and slowly bend her knees so her feet are flat on the bed, she is more beautiful than I imagined. It's as if her body was created specifically for me, as if every feature on her was created knowing what I like to see. "Bella, you are so beautiful." I lick her slowly all around, starting on her outer lips and then working towards her opening. She moans my name and I suck on her clit. She starts to gyrate her hips and moans again, "Oh Jasper, please." She grabs my hair, I love that she is losing herself to the pleasure of this. Then I add my two fingers and she arches her hips to my face. She moans louder the faster I move my fingers, the faster she breathes and moans, "Oh Jasper, Jasper, it feels so good." I curl up my fingers to hit her spot and her legs start moving frantically around me and she orgasms into my mouth. It is heaven, I look up at her, so taken with her post orgasm beauty.

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She grips my shoulders and pulls me to her. She kisses me long and hard, the she tries to push me on my back. I know that she wants to pleasure me with her mouth, but I stop her, "Bella, I want to make love to you, do you want to?" she looks at me and nods her face full of desire and want.

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I lay back on top of her and pull down my boxers. She caresses my face with her hand, "Jasper, I did see you on the couch that night." She blushes and looks down for a moment then looks back up in my eyes, "I liked watching you, I liked seeing you cum. You are so..." She hesitates, "You are so sexy." My dick was touching her opening and I almost came as she said that.

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I take a deep breath, I love hearing her talk like that. Only I get to hear her talk that way, only her husband should get to hear her desires and needs. "Bella, I love hearing you talk like that. It turns me on and I feel like a teenage boy again." I softly kiss her, "Bella, you are very sexy too, EVERY part of your body was made for me to enjoy." She smiles, she knows I mean every word. I kiss her deeper and slowly push into her. She gasps at the feeling of me completely inside of her. She wraps her legs around me and pulls me tightly to her. "OH GOD BELLA, YOU FEEL SO GOOD, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH." I moan loudly and move inside of her. Being with Bella in this moment is more erotic and romantic, than any other sexual experience I have ever encountered. I am making love to my wife, there is nothing better. There is nothing I wouldn't give this woman.

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"Jasper, you feel so good, I love the way you feel inside of me." She moans out and starts moving her hips to meet my thrusts and holds onto my neck. I know she never said that to Eric, I know that he never made her feel this good. I am the first man to touch her like this, the first man to make love to her. I feel this sense of pride as I give her pleasure.

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I kiss her deeply moving my tongue to match the thrusts of my hips against her. I fight to keep myself focused, I need to make love to her and not cum too soon, but she feels so good. She stops kissing me, trying to catch her breath and then looks right in my eyes and the feeling of us being connected intensifies. "OH Jasper, I love you." She cries out and I feel her pulsating around me and I know she is close, I push a little harder with each thrust and she holds onto my back digging her fingers into me. I love that I am sending her over the edge, she orgasms harder this time and I want to come with her, but fight the urge and will myself to keep going. I want to make her orgasm one more time. All it takes is a few more thrusts and I feel her pulsating around me again, this time I let myself orgasm with her and it is fucking incredible. "OH GOD BELLA, I LOVE YOU." It's all I can say as I cum deep inside my beautiful wife.

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We just made love for the first time, I stay inside of her and kiss her passionately. "Jasper, that was more amazing than I imagined it would be, I love you." She breathes out and I kiss her softly and pull out of her, I hear her sigh sadly and I fight the urge to chuckle, I feel the same way, I want to be inside of her forever.

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"I love you too Bella, you are my life." I pull her back to my chest and hold her tight, I love holding her like this. She grips my arms tight and pushes herself back into me, I love feeling her against me like this, her ass against my dick, her breast easily accessible to my touch.

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We both must have dozed off, because I wake up and see that it's 1:35am, we have been asleep for a few hours already. I slowly untangle myself from her and quickly clean the kitchen, just throwing out the food and putting everything in the sink for later. I grab a few water bottles, and quickly drink one of them. I am so fucking thirsty. I bring the rest of the bottles of water into the bedroom with me.

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I stand there watching her, watching my wife sleeping in our bed after we just made love for the first time. I think about how I made her orgasm three times, once by my mouth and the other two times when I was inside of her. I need to work on my stamina and endurance. Soon, I will have her doing things in bed with me that she never imagined. Things Eric probably did with her, but she'll want to do them with me because she'll feel so safe and loved. I had wanted to tie her hands and feet to my bed and fuck her senseless, fuck her into submission when she misbehaved. I had originally wanted her to be nothing more than a submissive wife. But then I found out about her abuse, that was out the window, I wanted her to please me out of love not fear. So I had to change my plans. Eventually we will get there. Eventually she will trust me enough to want to do anything, she'll even think it was her idea.

My brother Edward can go and on about how loving and caring he is with Rosalie, but I know him. He is dying to fuck her like a whore, but he is too much of a pussy to ever try. I bet if he did, she'd be too in love with him to care, she'd probably fucking love it.

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I am still thanking my lucky stars that she stayed strong at the police station. She could have broken down or told them what I did, but she really believed what I did was out of love and what Jacob did was out of craziness. That right there shows I am heading in the right direction with Bella, I will have her exactly where I wanted her in the first place. That Jacob fucker thinking he can take what is mine, I saw her first, I wanted her first. If she had said just talked to me in high school this wouldn't have had to happen. No other girl would ever measure up to Bella, she created me, and now she was going to soon find out who I really am. But for now, I will be that loving and caring husband that she needs. For now, I will be the sweet and nurturing brother that my family thinks I am. For now, I will play that part, until I have Bella exactly where I want her. It takes all the strength I have to keep the real Jasper locked away. If I let his thoughts come out too often I could slip and say it aloud. I take a deep breath and push the him away, I shove him far back into my mind for later and continue with the show.

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I lay down next to her again and pull her back to me, she moans and pushes her body against mine, I get hard at the feeling of her moving against me. I want to make love to her again, but don't want to wake her up. I try to control myself, but the guy in me is stronger than the loving husband. I start to kiss her neck and rub her arms and then her breasts under the sheet. She moans and turns over for me and looks me right in the eyes, she wants me too!

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BPOV

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I feel him push against me, I can feel him hard against my butt. It sends a shiver down my spine, then he starts to kiss my neck and rub my breasts, he wants me again and I absolutely want him again. I roll over and his eyes meet mine. I can tell he is asking for permission to touch me and take me, I smile at him and lay on top of him. I want to see what it feels like when he is underneath me.

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He grabs my ass and pushes it into his erection, I can feel that I am already wet for him. I sit up and raise my body up in order to slide him into me, he grabs my hips and guides me down. I moan as I feel him sliding into me. He continues to hold onto my hips and moves me up and down him, he pushes up against me every time I move down on him. The pleasure is so strong and I grab his chest, I need to touch him. I feel myself starting to orgasm again, Jasper holds onto to me tighter and pushes up against me harder, "JASPER IT FEELS SO GOOD, OH GOD YOU ARE SO BIG." I scream out as I cum on him. I fall against his body and he rubs my back and then rolls over onto me, never pulling out.

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He looks into my eyes and moves in me. Oh God, he's going to make me cum again, I've never felt so much pleasure in one night before. He caresses my breasts and kisses them while moving inside of me. I hold onto his back and pull him tight to me, he feels so good against me. I move along with his thrusts and I feel my body tensing up again. "That's right Bella, I want you to feel so good baby." He moans into me and I orgasm again, he chuckles and pulls his body up so that he is looking down at me while still moving inside of me. I look up at him, "You are so beautiful Bella, I love watching you lose yourself to the pleasure of us together." He pulls my legs up over his shoulders and that just sends me over edge. His face is strained and tense and he looks into my eyes, his body is shaking, he wants to come but is fighting it, I thinking about him coming inside of me and lose it. "OH FUCK!" I scream and orgasm again, this time I feel him collapse on me. He pushes hard into me and groans in my ear and I feel him cum inside of me.

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He pulls out of me and pulls me to him and we wrap ourselves around each other. I never felt this before, with Eric it was all about surviving and pretending to enjoy how he hurt and violated me. With Jasper, I know he loves me, I know he wants me to feel genuine pleasure. I would do anything to keep him with me, I'll do anything he wants as long as he loves me and keeps me safe. I don't want to lose him or this feeling. I start to think about Jacob, but push him far away, I don't need to worry about him until I talk to our lawyer, right now I am very happy to fall asleep in my husband's arms, very happy to pretend all is perfect.

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Will Jacob get what's coming to him? Will the police continue to harass the Cullen's? Will Jasper ever find Eric and make him suffer? What do you think about the 'real' Jasper? Makes you wonder what he was really going to do to Bella if she hadn't been previously abused? Maybe that could be a future outtake? Does his family know the real Jasper, or are they in the dark like Bella? Now, before you berate me on Jasper being really evil... REMEMBER he found information on Bella and kidnapped her. He had her chained to a wall in his bedroom. Did you really think he was just an all around nice guy?

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Next: ...CH11 Facing up to my Demons

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Real reviews will get a real response, the more interesting the review the more interesting the response...Want a response from a specific character, ask away and they will answer... If you can correctly guess what might happen you will get PM that you are on the right track...without being given too much info.

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What stories do I have on alert? Here are a few of them. The stories not only rock and keep me wanting more, but the authors reply to your reviews...how awesome is that? You should really check these stories out, they are definitely worth the read. I promise you won't be disappointed.

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TabbyGuin - Fate and Intuition (Twiwrite & Fanfiction)

mama4dukes - Life Happens, So Just Roll With It (Twiwrite & Fanfiction)

mama4dukes - You'll Find What You're Looking For At Walmart (Twiwrite & Fanfiction)

cullen818 - The Path To My Soul (Twiwrite & Fanfiction)

I Need a Life Bad - When Two World's Collide (Fanfiction)

I Need a Life Bad -Ladies & Liquor (Fanfiction)

lizzylillyrose - Addicted (Twiwrite & Fanfiction)