You Were Meant to be Mine

by Jasper's Woman

ALL HUMAN: Bella is kidnapped and forced to be his wife. But instead of terror and fear, she finds peace and love. Can she, with his help, heal her battered past and build a loving future? That is until someone else from her past WANTS her.

11. CH 11 Facing Up To My Demons

I do not own Twilight ~ Stephanie Meyers is the owner. This is just fan fiction.

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Many thanks to my awesome beta Liv16, how cool is she!

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I have taken liberties on the judicial system. In my story they already have Jacob on trial for kidnapping, breaking and entering and assault and battery. Remember this is just a story, so please don't critique me on how this might not be realistic.

WOW! This story was recognized on the Darkest Temptation Blog...how cool is that! Thanks so much for recognizing my story...that means a lot to me.

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Lemon Warning and Violence Warning

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CH 11 ~ Facing up to my Fears

BPOV (Two weeks later)

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We walk into the courtroom and I grab onto Jasper's arm even tighter. The rest of our family sits down, Jasper walks me to my seat and kisses my forehead as I sit down, then sits directly behind me. I look down and try to straighten out the gray suit jacket Alice got for me. I try to breathe and stay in control and not freak out, but then Jacob walks in and glares right at me and grins. It is full of evil intentions and promises that he will never stop wanting me, he sticks out his tongue and moves it all around. I can hear Jasper breathing heavily behind me.

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Mr. Jenks puts his hand on my back and leans into me, "Don't look at him now or when you are on the stand." I nod and then hear Jasper breath even louder Mr. Jenks immediately removes his hand and looks at his papers. Was he upset that Mr. Jenks touched my back, he was just talking to me. Jasper is just so upset about all this, he is not thinking clearly.

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I turn to look at him and smile, his eyes quickly look to Mr. Jenks and he has this look of hate. Then he looks back at me smiles like the Jasper I know. It has to be nerves, he is so upset about Jacob that he is just being protective. I touch his face and kiss him softly, he rubs my hands and kisses the rings he gave me.

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I turn to look at Rosalie, she smiles and nods giving me her, 'you have the power look'. I smile back at her and turn around to face the stand. I am so nervous, why did I agree to do this? I feel Jasper's hand on my shoulder and place my hand over his. That is why, I did this for us, for him. I want to have a life with Jasper and I can't do that with Jacob trying to hurt me.

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The judge walks in and we have to stand, I feel so sick. Can I do this, what if I freeze up on the stand? I just wish Jasper could be next to me. I think about the morning after we made love for the first time, it was amazing.We made love twice and I couldn't believe how bold I was getting with him, but my body craved him with such a need. We had showered together and then I went to get dressed, but Jasper stopped me. "Bella, you really shouldn't wear bra and panties without washing them first. Let me run them down in the wash now." He was right, but I threw all my old ones out and all my new ones were dirty.

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"Jasper, I threw all my other panties and bras out. I have nothing to wear until they dry." He looks me up and down and I could see the wheels turning in his head. "Well then I guess you'll have to stay naked until they dry. I'll keep my clothes off too." I felt silly being naked, I know we made love but to walk around the house naked was a little embarrassing.

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"Could I just borrow one of your shirts and shorts?" He pulls me to him, dropping his head so he can kiss my neck, "Then I won't get to look at that gorgeous body. It's just you and me Bella. Don't you want to be naked for me?" his tone was saddening that it had made me want to show him.

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Yet Eric had always wanted me to be naked too, but he did it in front of his friends. I know Jasper is different, but I can't do this. I can feel myself start to cry and pull my towel tighter against me. Immediately, Jasper picks me up and carries us to the bed where he holds me in his lap. Keeping me safe.

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"Bella, you need to be honest with me. I've heard parts from my brothers, parts from when you were crying at night, but I have yet to hear the whole story. What did Eric do to you?" I can't look at him, what if he no longer desires me, after he hears what happened? "Bella, there is nothing you will tell me that will change how I feel about you. I might get angry or disgusted, but that is not at you! It's all directed at that piece of shit who did this to you. I have only the utmost love, respect, and pride for you." He says then kisses me softly on my forehead.

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I still couldn't look at him. I took a deep breath and decided that it was now or never. "It all started slowly with Eric. He would make comments about how I looked or dressed, he would degrade me or say I embarrassed him. Then he would make me stand in front of him naked and criticize me, if I cried or protested he would hold me down and draw an 'X' on the spots that needed to be fixed with permanent marker, so it took days to fade. I practically had to scrub my skin raw to get them off. After a while he started making me get on my knees and giving him blow jobs and he would hurt my jaw and neck in the process. I hated it and he would laugh the whole time, then he would cum on my face and laugh even more. When I tried to break up with him he started to hit me and say he would send out pictures of me naked and giving him blow jobs to everyone. Then he showed me how he could easily pay thugs to kill my father, I had no choice but to do what he said." Jasper's arms wrapped harder around my body, pulling me closer to his body, trying to comfort.

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"Then he started hitting me harder and kicking and punching me. Then he got tired of blow jobs and began raping me, the more pain I was in the better it was for him. It never felt good, I would always hurt so bad the next day. Then he invited his two friends over to watch him do things to me. They would ask about sex positions and my body parts and whatever they asked Eric did to me in front of them. They would jerk off and cum on my face too. It was so degrading and horrible, it made me sick to the stomach. If I tried to talk to anyone about anything at all, he would beat and rape me, sometimes with objects. Then one day he said I was no longer good enough for him. He had been accepted to college and left that night. I wanted to get away from him, but I left everyone for him out of fear. I was alone in the world and lost. My father tried to track him down, but he just disappeared off the face of the earth, but I know he is still out there, I just know it".

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Jasper held me tight and rocked me back and forth. I felt tears fall from his face onto my shoulder, "Thank you Bella for being brave and trusting. I would never hurt you like that. I do want to do all sorts of wicked things with you,, but as your husband and lover, not as an abuser. I want them to be things we enjoy joint pleasure in, that make us both feel good. I hope you can trust me to see the difference." I hugged him back, I did feel better, I felt as if there was a weight lifted off my shoulders, I felt more relaxed. "I already trust you Jasper, but I just got nervous with being naked at first. I know you are not like Eric, but some things are going to be harder for me."

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He stood up and made me stand up too, he kissed me hard and rubbed my arms. He pulled at my towel and let it fall. "I would never hurt you like he did, but you have to trust me. I want you to be naked in our house until your panties and bras dry. You are not going to wear my clothes, I am your husband and you should be comfortable being naked in front of me. I love you and I want to show you how much you mean to me." As he spoke he removed his clothes too. "I'll be naked with you, but you have to trust me, okay?" He reached out and squeezed my hand.

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I did trust him, but I was also so nervous. Part of me wanted to smack him and say no, but the other part of me wanted to obey him. He's never told me what to do, but something about his tone made me feel safe. He wasn't abusing me, but he WAS controlling me. I wasn't sure if I was scared or turned on, but I still did as he said. I wanted to see if I could trust him, I wanted to follow my instincts and believe in Jasper.

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He kissed my cheeks and then rubbed my arms, "Why don't you clean the bathroom and I will throw your delicates in the wash. When I come back up I will start on breakfast and we can have a nice meal, okay?" I nod and I felt so weird as I walked towards the bathroom. I wanted to turn around and make sure he went down into the basement, but I wanted to trust him so I just went straight to the bathroom and started cleaning. I wipe down the walls and tub like he showed me and then use the wet wash cloth to clean the floor and side of the tub. Then I took a colorx wipe to clean the floor and door. I finally stood up and took a look around to make sure Jasper would approve, I know he likes to keep a clean house and I don't want to disappoint him.

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I hang our towels up and walk into the dining room, I hold my waist still feeling silly that I am naked. But then I see him in the kitchen cooking breakfast. He looks so sexy in the nude cooking our meal, I want to go over and hug him, but I might surprise him and he could burn himself while cooking in the nude. I really don't want that. So I decide to sit down and watch him cook. I arrange the plates, napkins and glasses on the table just as he likes. Then I put his sugar and creamer in his coffee mug, but don't put the coffee in yet, I will let him do that so his coffee can be nice and hot for him. I wait to pour mine too, he likes when I wait for him before I begin eating or drinking.

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He sits down with the tray of breakfast food and rubs my hand and kisses my lips softly. He smiles when he sees his coffee mug is all set for coffee and kisses me again this time deeper. He serves out my food and then his, I wait till he's ready to eat before I take my bite and he rubs my leg. "Thank you for waiting for me Bella." He seems proud of me and that makes me happy. The happiness inside of me swells, as I realize that I can trust Jasper.

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I am brought back to the present when Mr. Jenks stood up to for his opening statement. I held my hands together feeling Jaspers rings. I promise myself I will be strong for Jasper and Rosalie. I turn to look back at Jasper when I spot Jessica and Angela. They are sitting on Jacob's side. I turn to look behind me and there are tons of spots on my side. Do they believe Jacob? Do they believe what the cops told them? Why are they supporting Jacob? I turn to look at them and Jessica glares at me. I want to cry, I can't believe I thought they were my friends, I wonder if they helped the cops at all?

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Mr. Davidson stands up and does his opening statement, saying how Jacob was led astray by me and was confused. I can't take it anymore and let my mind wander once again back to intimate times with Jasper.

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After a long day of opening statements and a request to dismiss and other legal jargon, Jacob is allowed to plead not guilty because of mental disease or defect. Now we have to come back Monday and continue with this trial. Part of me was hoping it would end today, but I knew that would never happen. I know Jacob is crazy but having him spend his time in a mental intuition just doesn't seem fair to me, I want him to rot in jail where he can never get out. I hope that our lawyer can lock him away for good.

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I feel Jasper gently rub my shoulder, I turn around to face him, "Let's go out in the hallway to talk." I nod and hold onto his harm as he leads me out. Mr. Jenks begins to explain what will happen on Monday. I look around at my family and so happy I have all of them. Each of them is looking intently at Mr. Jenks following his words and paying attention to what we need to do. Rosalie holds my hand and smiles at me, I still hold onto Jasper with my other hand.

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Jessica and Angela walk right up to us and stare at me. Jessica is dressed as if she is going to a night club, her boobs re almost hanging of her red halter top and her black shirt barely covers her thighs. She starts yelling at me interrupting our lawyer mid-sentence. "Why are you doing this to Jacob? He is so upset. He has been looking for you. He says that he tried to rescue you." I can't speak, I feel so sick, they bought his lies. I squeeze Jasper's arm harder and I feel him shaking. "My sister-in-law does not need to be rescued, Jacob came to her home and beat her and tried to kidnap her." Rosalie says firmly but calm staring back at Jessica. Jessica looks at Rosalie and smirks, "Well, from what I understand, her husband is not really her husband." Jessica points at Jasper, "He kidnapped her. That is why she disappeared off the face of the earth."

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Jasper lets go of my hand and steps towards them, I feel so empty without him. Edward grabs his arm quickly, is he afraid of what Jasper might do? "You are not to speak about my wife like she is not here. You don't know shit little girl, if you did you wouldn't believe a man who has taken illegal pictures of my wife, broken in our home, and beat her. You never understood her, you just want a spotter for when you go out looking for cocks to fuck."

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Jessica is staring back at him, her mouth open in shock and her eyes about to cry, Jasper continues to glare at her full of rage and hate. I hold onto Rosalie tighter, so scared of Jasper's rage, I've never seen him like this before. Suddenly Emmett is standing next to Jasper and holding onto his other arm. He looks at Jessica and Angela, "Hey, why don't you two girls go back to being groupies for Jacob." and they walk away still staring at Jasper with fear in their eyes. Emmett turns to Jasper, "It's alright little brother, no one will hurt Bella ever again." Suddenly Jasper takes deep breath, "Yeah, I know I just wanted to scare them. I know they weren't such great friends for Bella." Then he looks at me, "Don't worry, I would never hurt a woman, you know me Bella." and he smiles and I almost die right there. I love when he smiles at me. I let go of Rosalie and hug him tight needing to feel him against me in order to feel safe again. I realize in this moment, that I can never not be near him again. I need to be physically close to him and hope that he will always let me. He rubs my head and I look up at him and he smiles down at me.

Mr. Jenks continues talking about the plans for Monday, and I continue to look at Jasper until he looks away. After Mr. Jenks is done giving us the details and our directions for the trial, we get ready to leave. Jasper hugs me and then stops, "One minute, I need to check on something in another office." Emmett put his hand on his shoulder, "Don't worry brother, I am just going to check on something, I promise I won't go near Jacob." I watch him walk away and stand there feeling lonely again. Alice comes up to me and puts her arm around me. It's a poor substitute for Jasper, but better than nothing.

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Jessica POV

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I can't believe that Angela is having second thoughts, does she really believe the Cullen's? Is she doubting the police and Jacob? That Jasper Cullen kidnapped Bella and Angela is falling for the bullshit. Jacob was good to Bella, but I think he is too good for her. I could give him what he wants, I would do anything for him, but he wants plain Bella. Please she put out for her boyfriend in high school and his friends, then when he dumped her she cried on and on about how he abused her. No one believed her shit, now she is doing the same thing again.

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I roll my eyes at her, "I have to use the bathroom." and turn around to walk down the hallway in search of a bathroom. Suddenly a hand covers my mouth and I am pulled into a closet. Another hand goes around my throat and I can hardly breathe. I open my eyes out of instinct but wish I kept them closed, what if he kills me now? There staring at me is Jasper Cullen, what is he going to do to me? He pushes his body against mine, Oh god is he going to rape me in this closet?

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"Don't you ever speak to my wife or about my wife again. I will hunt you down and beat you so bad no one will recognize your face. Then I will sell you to human traffickers. If you don't think I can, try and fuck with me and you will see. Your pussy may be stretched and dirty, but some men like that. I know people and have connections that will make you shit your moistened panties you little cock sucking slut." The words that came out of his mouth were absolutely terrifying, but not as terrifying as his face. I believed everything he said, how could I not? He was bold enough to grab me, anyone could have caught him, but he obviously didn't care.

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Then he smiles at me and knees me in my groin, I thought it only hurt men but he kicked my pelvic bone so hard I saw stars. I instinctively tried to fall over, but he was holding my throat and pushing me against the wall. I started to cry from the pain and felt him whisper in my ear, "Tell anyone and I will stretch out your ass myself before I sell you." He let me go and I fell to the floor and he walked out. I stayed there too scared to leave. I wanted to tell someone but what if he was serious? His face was so scary, I heard the Cullen's had connections, what if he can do the things he promised. I decide not tell anyone and pull myself together, but still have to pee, but am too afraid to walk out now, so I pull my pants and panties down and pee into a bucket. I am afraid if I open the door he will be there. I grab some paper and wipe myself off and throw it in bucket with my piss. Then I hear high heels clicking by and quickly open the door, I can always scream for woman to help me, but luckily he is gone. I look around and quickly walk to Angela. "What is wrong with you, you look like you saw a ghost." I shake my head, "No I am just thinking, maybe you are right, Maybe Bella is telling the truth. I just want to go home and go to bed." She shrugs her shoulders and walks out. I quickly follow her looking around me to make sure he is nowhere near me.

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JPOV

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I had to teach her a lesson, no one hurts my wife. No one physically, emotionally, or mentally hurts my wife. I look down at her, what a weak little slut. Next time I will do everything I promised her I would, but I will have to buy a dildo because I am not going to dirty my dick sticking it up her corroded ass. And I'm not going to betray Bella in that way, the thought alone makes me repulsed. I take a deep breath and put the show back on. I walk out, look around and grab a bunch of brochures from the wall and walk back over to my family. I hold them up and smile, "Just wanted to grab a few of these to look at over the weekend, just curious and all."They don't care, they trust me one hundred percent. Bella immediately wraps her arms around my waist. That's right Bella, this is exactly where you belong, I will always keep you safe and happy. I kiss her forehead as we make our way out to the car.

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BPOV

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Emmett suggested that we all go out to a club Saturday night. There was one about thirty miles from our houses. He has the transportation arranged so we could all relax this weekend. Rosalie, Alice and I decide to go shopping for dresses that morning. We are having a great time trying on dresses that we like and don't like. It is fun to play dress up again, only this time I have sisters to do it with.

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I settle on this black low cut, v-neck wrap dress. It's his favorite color and form fitting, it will drive him crazy. It comes just above my knees and when paired with a nice set of black heels, it makes me look hot. Rosalie chooses a midnight blue, A-line, spaghetti strap dress. It also comes above her knees and shows off her killer boobs. I remember that Edward likes her in blue and then I try not to gag at that thought. If Jasper was going to slowly peel my dress of me at night, surely Edward and Emmett would do the same to Rosalie and Alice, and that just felt so gross. I am saved from my thoughts when Alice comes out in a deep purple, halter top style dress. It comes mid-thigh and is quite daring, but with her petite frame it works. "That's definitely the one Alice." Rosalie says then smacks Alice's ass.

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We get back into our clothes and Alice takes out her card, "Oh no, this is on Emmett, he wanted us to get out and take our minds off the trial. He wants us to relax, he is also paying for our manis and pedis." Alice says and hands the clerk her card.

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We walk into the club and Emmett talks to the maitre d'. I can't stop looking at Jasper, he looks amazing and sexy as hell. He has these tight black jeans that show of is package. He wore them on purpose, he knows I can't help myself but look at him all the time. He's wearing a black fitted shirt to match that shows off his muscles in his chest and arms. He tucked his shirt into his pants, so his ass was perfect for me to watch as well. "Checking out my package again Bella?" he whispers in my ear as his arm wraps around my waist, but this time I don't have to hide my intentions. I nod at him, "Yes, always, you look so sexy." He kisses me on my neck and pushes his crotch into my hip. He wants to torture me tonight, now I have to wait the whole night to make love to him. "Bella, you are the one who is looking sexy and fuckable." I gasp with pleasure and he smirks at me as he gently pulls me along to follow his brothers.

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The maitre d' walks us over to the VIP section. I assume it is the VIP section, because there is a balcony separating a few tables from the rest of the tables. The tables in the VIP section are spaced out more ensuring privacy, while the tables in the regular section are close together. People at surrounding tables are looking at us and start whispering to one another, but no one else seems to notice or care. Alice must have guessed what I was thinking, "Bella don't pay attention to them. They are all trying to figure out if we are celebrities, politicians, or millionaires. They are just jealous because we are one fucking hot group of people." Emmett squeezed her ass "Fuck yeah!" he yelled out and that just drew more attention to us, but Alice seems to love it.

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The waitress comes over to us and asks us if we would like anything to drink but takes an extra second to look at Jasper and then his package. That pisses me off, we are obviously together, I am practically sitting in his lap. But when he ignores her it makes me feel a little better. Maybe I misinterpreted that? "I'll have a Tom Collins and my wife will have a Cosmopolitan." Edward says and then runs his fingers through Rosalie's hair smiling at her. Jasper gives his order without looking at her, "Blue Moon on tap for my wife and a Kamikaze for me." Alice starts giggling and then stops, when we all look at her, "Guinness on draft for me and a Shirley Temple for the misses." Emmett says quickly and looks into her eyes, they are dying to tell us something. Rosalie stares at her with her mouth open and eyes squinting with questions. Rosalie is probably wondering the same thing as me, why is Alice ordering a non-alcoholic drink?

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As soon as the waitress walks away, Emmett smiles really big and is almost jumping up and down in his seat. "We're going to have a baby. Alice is pregnant. I'M GONNA BE A DAD!" Rosalie jumps up and hugs Alice tight, I walk over and hug her too. "You kept this from us today!" Rosalie whines at Alice, Alice points over to Emmett, "He wanted to tell everyone together, how could I disappoint him with a face like that." He blows her a kiss and I just laugh, he is such a big kid sometimes.

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A few minutes later, the waitress returns with the drinks and she is almost drooling on Jasper. When she hands him his drink she purposely touches her leg with his and then leans over him to give me my drink putting her boobs practically in his face. What the fuck, he is my husband, doesn't she see that? He isn't looking at her, but it still makes me mad. "That is my husband you are eye fucking and trying to molest." I spit out and the table suddenly gets silent, I feel so stupid now, what if Jasper is mad? But, he kisses my cheek and stares at me ignoring the slut waitress, "Don't worry babe, I only have eyes for you, besides she doesn't even exist to me, only a person bringing me drinks. Plus the feeling of her leg on me is like having an old man rub up against me." She just stood there in shock, as he just dismissed her. I felt a sense of glee run through my body. I love him so much.

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"Just bring the drinks and keep your eyes off our men honey." Rosalie says not even looking at her. "And keep the drinks filled all night and we'll have two of every appetizer on the menu." Alice says and gives her an evil grin, I love my family. The waitress was biting her lip and trying not to cry as she walks away, but she deserved it.

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The guys are all looking at one another, "Yeah, all we need to do is sit back and let our wives handle shit. They can be fierce when they want to be." Edward says smirking at me. I still can't believe I did that, I feel so stupid, that is not like me. I would never speak that way to anyone, but when it comes to Jasper I don't want to lose him. "I love when you get all possessive off me. I know you will do anything to keep me with you, I love this side of you." Jasper whispers in my ear and I feel my panties soaking with anticipating of later activities.

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"So, let's hear all about it." Jasper says as he rubs my back softly. Emmett is almost jumping up and down in his seat again. "Okay, well Alice is two months pregnant and we are due October 8th!" Edward starts to laugh, "Okay, how about we let the mom-to-be talk a little, unless you are going to have the baby for her?" Emmett frowns for a second but then smiles and kisses Alice all over her face and neck. She grabs his chest and growls in his ear. "Man, don't make me throw up before I've finished my first drink." Jasper laughs out.

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"Well, I feel nauseas at times, but otherwise I feel good. We are going to find out the sex of the baby soon. We both can't wait till he or she is born. Plus, I need to start decorating the nursery as soon as possible." Alice was talking in her usual speedy talk, but I had now learned how to understand her.

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"Do you have names picked out?" Rosalie asks as Edward rubs her neck. Emmett nods and smiles as if he is being given a gift. "Georgia Esme or Brian Carlisle" Emmett yells out looking at and rubbing Alice's stomach almost expecting to see a baby kick or give a thumbs up. I look at Jasper and he shrugs his shoulders at me and laughs.

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"Would you care to dance my lovely wife?" Edward asks Rosalie and she nods, he gently leads her to the dance floor and I watch them. He expertly leads her around the dance floor. I see Emmett and Alice follow them and despite them being so different in their heights, he also leads her around effortlessly. "See I told you, we are all amazing dancers and in turn we have the most beautiful and worthy wives." I can feel myself blush and remember what happened after the first time we danced. He traces my inner thighs and places a kiss on my neck, I gasp impatient for when we get home. He smirks, he knows the reaction he causes in me. "Later my love, now I want to twirl you around the dance floor and show every guy in here what he can never have." I shudder at his words and the look in his eyes. He leads me to the dance floor and I feel as if I am in heaven.

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Once again, I feel so light in his arms, he is such a wonderful dancer and so good at flirting with me. I definitely have to work on my flirting skills with him. He dips and twirls me around and I am loving every minute of it. "So, now you will have a pregnant woman helping you with the remodeling off our house. You will have to do everything she says, you know, hormones and all." He says in my ear and my skin boils with desire, I try to pull myself together. I laugh, yeah that is going to be painful, "I wonder if she will be more hyper or calmer as the pregnancy develops?" he smiles and dips me again, "Oh, I have a feeling the hyper activity will only escalate with this pregnancy, but we will have something to tease her about later." He chuckles and I stare at his mouth, it's so kissable and talented. He smirks at me and pulls me to him and kisses me deeply and passionately. I know people are staring at us but the feeling of his tongue in my mouth and his hands on my ass override any embarrassment I feel.

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"Hey, get a room." I hear Emmett yell, and because it is Emmett yelling the entire club stops and looks at us. I see Edward roll his eyes and shake his head and then looks at Jasper. I bet they have tried to tell him to lower his voice on numerous occasions, but it must not be something he can help. He is big and loud, but funny as hell.

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At that point, Jasper walks us back to the table and pulls out the chair for me. He puts various appetizers on a plate between us. He picks up a mozzarella stick, dips in the sauce and holds it out for me. I slowly bite into it and smile at him as I chew. He pulls my chair next to his so he can put his arm around me. I get a jalapeño popper, one of his favorites and hold it over the mustard. I see him tense and know he would probably eat it just to make me happy. But then I smirk at him and dip in the sauce. He shakes his head at me, "You will pay for that Bella, just wait till we get home. I know exactly how to punish you." He says and then bites it out of my hand. Damn, I feel my panties soak even more, how can he have this effect on me?

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After a few rounds of drinks we are all a little buzzed, except for Alice. It is so bizarre but entertaining to see Jasper and his brothers in this state. They are comparing childhood pranks and who came up with better ideas for getting in trouble. I can see Rosalie and Alice exchanging looks, then Rosalie walks over to Alice and says something in her ear, then they come over to me. They pull me up and walk me to the dance floor, "We are going to drive our drunk husbands crazy, so crazy that they will be busting through their pants to get us home and fuck us good." I am so mortified, I really don't want to think about Alice and Rosalie having sex, it's just so weird.

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"Bella, come on. We know you and Jasper are probably doing all sorts of nasty things in bed by now. Rosalie and I have talked before and it seems our two men are fucking animals in the bed. They have different styles but they can give multiple orgasms and eat us into a coma of pleasure." Alice says and winks over at the guys. Rosalie smiles at me, "We are sure Jasper is the same, otherwise he wouldn't be smiling ALL THE FUCKING time."

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I know I am blushing, but then they start dancing around me and grinding into each other and me. I look over to see all three brothers leaning forward staring at us like we are naked and begging them to fuck us. It is oddly a turn on, but then I notice the look on Jasper's face. It is more than just lust, he has this look that I have never seen before, is scary but completely turns me on. I start grinding back into Alice and Rosalie and the look on his face gets deeper and darker, almost as if he is wishing we were naked. I feel so hot all over and imagine him taking me.

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Alice is behind me rubbing her breast and hips against me, Rosalie is in front of me holding onto my hips and rubbing my arms. I lean my head back into Alice and rub her arm while using my other arm to grab Rosalie's hip. If this makes Jasper hot and ensures great sex, then I am all for it. After the song is over, Rosalie and Alice giggle and laugh, "I think I may try that position that Edward has been dying for, after all, how can I not after teasing him." She giggles and my mind starts to imagine all the positions Jasper and I can try, but I am still too shy to ask him. Maybe if I am drunk enough, I will have the courage.

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We sit down I feel Jasper next to me kissing my neck. "Wait till we get home, I am going to make you scream with pleasure all night Bella. I am going to take full advantage of your body." I turn to look at him and I swear if he keeps talking like that I will orgasm right here in the club. The way he talks to me sometimes is authoritative but so sexy, the way he says things makes me want to do anything for him.

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I hear someone clearing their throat and look up to see the sluttish waitress, she isn't looking at any of us but had to get our attention. We all must have been busy whispering our promises for later on tonight. She starts putting drinks down, "The couple over there bought you a round of drinks." She points to her left and we look over to see the two detectives that questioned us that horrible night. I can feel the tears start and I fight to keep them from falling down my face. "We don't want these drinks, take them over there and disregard anything else they tell you to bring over here." Jasper says keeping his eyes on mine and rubbing my cheeks.

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I see Edward pull out his phone and start dialing, "Mr. Jenks, I wanted to let you know that the two detectives who harassed my brother and sister-in-law have followed us into a club and probably have been stalking us the whole night." He listens while the lawyer talks, he looks like he might flip the table over he is so mad. He actually let go of Rosalie, so that tells me is pissed, he is always touching her.

"Thank you Mr. Jenks."

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He puts the phone down, "He is going to call the DA right now and hand these detectives their asses." I look at Jasper and then back at Edward, "He answered your call 11:30 at night?" Emmett laughs, "We are very important clients and he knows that. He puts us first and we do things for him." Emmett says and pops another appetizer in his mouth. I feel sick that they were stalking us but at the same time I felt incredibly safe and powerful in this family.

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We get back into our house and Jasper sighs, I know he hates all the disorder and grime, but we have no choice but to store items from the basement up here. Jasper decided to start with the basement first, he wanted to add a door down there. He wanted another exit in the house, after what could have happened with Jacob scared him. We would wait on the bigger project of adding a second floor and porch until after the trial is over.

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Bella is so beautiful and willing to do so much for me. The way she looks tonight, it was difficult to keep my dick in control. Before I even let her take off her shoes, I grab her hips and pull her to me, then I have her straddle me as I sit on the couch. I pull her head towards mine and kiss her hard as she grinds herself into my cock. I need to take her now, I lay her down on the couch and stand up. I slowly remove her shoes and dress making sure to stare in her eyes the whole time.

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"You are so beautiful Bella. I am pleased that you are wearing the panties and bra I laid out for you." She moans and I quickly throw off my socks and shirt. She is just looking back at me, taking in my body. I love it, she knows what my body is capable of doing to her. I sit down next to her body and run my hands all over her covered breasts and ass, she is soft and so warm. "Bella, I want to try something with you, if you don't like it or feel uncomfortable tell me to stop and I will." I see that she is getting nervous, but we need to work on her trust. So I am not going to say what I will be doing yet. She has to trust me that I won't hurt her and only bring her pleasure. "Bella, stand up and take off your panties and bra for me." She bites her lip but stands and does what I asked her to do. I stand up next to her and take her hand and lead her into the bedroom. I take a step away from her making sure she is watching me as I remove my pants and briefs. I lay down on the bed and look up at her.

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"Bella, I want you to give me a blow job while I eat that beautiful pussy of yours. Come lay down on top of me." She looks at me for a second and I can see she is relieved. She knows I would not make her do anything that is painful or uncomfortable, slowly her nervousness will fade when I give her directions. I grab my cock and start rubbing it, she slowly lays down on top of me and her hips are straddling my chest. I take a minute to rub her ass and take in the gorgeous site before my eyes. Then I grip her hips and pull her sweet pussy to my face. That causes her to fall flat on her chest and she immediately grabs my cock and slides it in her mouth.

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Once we are connected I roll us onto our sides, so we have better control and range of motion. She is moaning around my cock sending the vibrations straight to my balls. I start moaning back into her sweet pussy and her moans get louder. I fucking love it, I am moving my tongue and fingers faster than I have ever before, I want her to be rewarded for trusting me, I want her pleasure to be epic. She is sucking and slurping up and down my cock and I feel myself getting close to cumming, so I curve my fingers into her spot and cum down her throat as she releases into my mouth.

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I hold onto her hips trying to control my breathing, her body is amazing, she is amazing. I slowly release my grip around her and she immediately lays down next to me. I sit up and pull her up to me and rub her face, "I didn't hurt you, did I Bella? Are you okay?" she nods and kisses me softly, and I can see she loves the taste of herself on my mouth. "Was that pleasing for you Bella?" I ask and rub her arms. "Yes Jasper, I love you, every part of me craves you." That makes me happy, she is fitting into her role beautifully. I slowly push her down on her back and kiss her breasts. "Well, then I promise you that I will be rewarding you with nothing but pleasure all night." I snake my hands down and push my two fingers into her now beyond wet pussy. She arches her back and moans. "This time Bella, I want you to stay as still as possible. I will tell you when you can move." She nods and her body shakes as she tries to lay still, I smile at how far she has come.

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What a chapter! We got to see Jasper's evil side in action with Jessica! Did you all like the sexy dance scene with the ladies? I wonder what Jasper was thinking while the ladies were dancing? You'll know soon enough. How wonderful for Alice and Emmett! I wonder what they will have? I wonder how the trial will progress and what will happen to Jacob? Looks like Bella is fitting into her submissive role quite well. I wonder if Jasper will ever tell her what is going on?

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Next: ...CH12 I Need YouTEASER... Emmett and Edward have found Eric! Bella lies on the stand when the opposing lawyer questions her!... I have written my first lemon drizzle for Jasper's Naughty Girls Blog. It's an Edward/Rosalie pairing, check it out. Then go on over and see all the other juicy lemon drizzles and maybe write your own.

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