A/N- ((Nothing against gays here)) but this gay kid moved to my school last week and I have to say, he is a delight! Im not kidding, gay guys are funny :) We always joke around with eachother and hes just such a delight. Today he told me my wierdness was creeping his imaginary friend out...?

Lol. So go make a gay friend, okay?

This plot was submitted by that CheekyBrunette freak :) Jk Cheeky I love you. So apparently Cheeky enjoys it when Logan cant breath cuz she submitted three diffrent plots where he cant breath..this is one of them..

Chapter 10 *takes place at age 13

"Stop."

"No..just go-"

"Stop it, I dont wanna-"

"Go!"

"Carlos, I dont-"

"Logan! Go!" James, Carlos, and Kendall shouted at Logan as he was shoved forward by Carlos.

Logan shuddered, "Guys, I dont want to.."

"Why?" James demanded.

His cheeks reddened and he shrugged, staring down at his feet. Kendall sighed, then put a hand on his smaller friend's shoulder, "Logie.."

Rachel Green was the cutest girl Logan had ever seen. Out of all the girls in the eight grade, there wasnt a single other one that the shy boy could pick out. Her blonde layered hair drooped freely on her delicate shoulders, Logan admired her blue sparkling eyes as they glimmered in the light.

"Logan..." James took a deep breath, "I dont see why your so nervous..just go talk to her."

Kendall frowned, "James. You know not everyone can just get girls like you do."

The concieted boy rolled his eyes in return, "Oh, come on..it cant be that hard. Just go ask."

Carlos' face brightened up, "Dont worry. Im sure she'll like you. I mean, who doesnt like you?"

Actually, Logan could come up with a whole list of girls and bullies who dont like him. But he wasnt going to mention them all.

"There's nothing to be nervous about, bud," Kendall assured him.

Logan sighed, continuing to stare down at his feet, "Ehh.."

"Whats wrong?" Kendall asked, noticing his friend was still not budging.

The smarter boy sighed, "Well..I am extremely nervous..but its not just that..it's.."

"Its what?" James leaned in closer.

He took a deep breath, and muttered something almost incomprehensible, "Scared."

Blown back by his comment, the other boys' brows furrowed, "Of what?"

Logan rocked back and forth in his feet, "Getting rejected." he admitted quietly, then blushed, mortified.

James, Carlos, and Kendall exchanged that same look. That sympathy look. It was the one Logan had found himself recieving or being the cause of many times before, and hated it.

But you couldnt really blame Logan. He's taken so much rejection in his life, it's been bound to sink in by now. Whether it be from bullies, or by his father, Logan has now developed a rare yet intense fear of getting rejected.

"Logan.." Kendall grabbed his shoulders, and pushed him back towards the lockers, "Its okay."

The other guys joined in, nodding, "Yeah! She's not going to reject you!"

A smile slowly crept its way across Logan's face as the guys began to give Logan many compliments and great reasons as to why she wouldnt reject him.

Once all fear of being rejected was shooken off, Logan smiled, fixing his shirt collar, "Okay."

But as he aproached, nervous feelings began to take over and invade. He felt like he was going to vomit, and Kendall could see it in his eyes as he walked closer to the blonde girl. The leader smacked his forehead and sighed as soon as he saw that sick look on Logan's face and that nervous ping in his eyes.

About a good 5 feet from his crush, Logan stopped. The raven haired boy froze, not able to move any further. Nerves racking, Hands shaking, breathing suddenly became a challenge.

Hyperventilating, Logan's eyes rolled back into his forehead, and he hit the floor. Darkness took over, and his friends immediatly took charge and rushed towards him.

...

Bright lights shined in his eyes as he awoke to a white room. Panicking, he popped up, and observed the area.

Reading a magazine, James sat in the plastic chair in the corner if the room. Rocking his foot back and forth, his eyes met Logan's, and his face brightened, "Hey guys! He's up!"

Kendall and Carlos stood up, as well as James, and they all sat around Logan in the nurse's office.

Logan scratched his head, "W-what happened?" he croaked out.

"You had a panic attack.." Kendall explained.

When his friend raised a brow in return, he further elaborated, "You were going to ask out Rachel..but you freaked out and couldnt breath. Then you passed out." he finished with a sigh.

Logan huffed, and sat back, dissapointed. He hated himself for always getting so nervous. He had a bad habbit of having panic attacks, followed by loss of breath, followed by passing out.

"But hey," James began, "You may have lost your chances with Rachel..but you havent with us. We'll always be here to give you that extra boost."

"Thanks guys." Logan smiled. James was right, he may not have Rachel, but atleast his best friends were going to be there whenever he had panic attacks, or ever needed help.

A/N- Yeah so I gave him a panic attack and he couldnt breath for a while, Kay Cheeky? Okay. Well this one was a bit longer but it sucked cuz I think Im coming down with a bad case of writters block. Okay? I have to go babysit now. So review while Im gone, and maybe make a gay friend while your at it, kay?

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