AN: It killed me not to update but I was in Vegas with my boyfriend for my birthday. Which he totally caught me reading VD fanfics when we were laying in bed together one night(which he totally took my phone away from me the rest of that night lol but it didn't stop me when he fell asleep :D). I couldn't post any from my phone but I could fucking read them and that was epic. Anyways I hope you all enjoy this, I was typing it while watching Glee this morning.
My body is burning for him. I feel beyond hot in my own skin. His fingers brushing against my skin feels like my flesh is being seared. I close my eyes as I feel his lips lingering right above my own. I can faintly smell his scent. A mixture of his own scent and his cologne. I've noticed that ever since I had been with Damon that there was a beyond sweet smell that rolled off of him. I breathe him in again, a small smile coming to my face. My whole body begins to tingle, starting from my head. My head is light and I know its from the intoxicating feeling that I get from just being near him. I feel his fingertips lightly brush the side of my face. His touch should be cold but no matter it always is hot against my skin.
I'm patient this time. I don't press my lips against his even though my whole body is begging for it. I didn't think that I had this much restraint. I wonder if this is what it feels like to crave for blood, what it feels like to have the restraint. I know it sounds somewhat crazy but I think in a way I have an understanding of what he goes through. I slightly move my hand out to reach him. My fingers lingering right in front of his shirt. I still have my eyes closed. I begin to wonder if he's waiting for me to cave in first. I stop my hand still leaving it right in front of his abs. I think of the feeling of his chest. I want to run my hands underneath his shirt. I start imagining what it would be like in my head when I feel his lips finally make the last little distance between us.
That's all I needed. I push myself up against him, pushing my hips up against his. I stand on my toes to reach his lips with better access. I take a hand running it up underneath his black button down shirt. His stomach and chest are hard but his skin is soft. I take my other hand running it through his hair, getting my fingers entangled in his raven colored locks. His arms are wrapped around my waist pulling me against him even more than I thought possible. I can't control myself. I let loose of all the restraint I had. There is no point for it anymore. I kiss him with more passion, hinting to him that I want the kiss to speed up. Damon understand my hunger as he pushes my back against the wall to my house. My heart is pounding against my chest forcing my blood to course fast through my veins. The mixture of everything is sending my body into overdrive. All of this though completely makes all of the sickness that I have been feeling go away. I run my tongue across his bottom lip. His lips part as I slide my tongue in. I go to pull back and bite down hard on his bottom lip. I manage to break the skin a little bit. A small trickle of blood enters his mouth.
Damon's light eyes look down into mine as we both stand there for a moment. My breathing is heavy with my back still pressed against the wall as he is waiting for me to react. I can't wait any longer. I press my lips against his again. I can taste the blood that was in his mouth, it's a small amount but its not what I expected. Its sweet, just like how he smells. There is no taste of copper like there would have been if the blood would have been my own. There's something euphoric about the taste. Damon takes to me kissing him and pushes his lips hard against mine. The pressure is bruising. I keep up with him though. I wrap my legs around his waist as I tangle my other hand in his hair.
I never thought that I could feel this way. My whole body feels alive, fire coursing through me. I realize that this has been here all along. I've always loved Damon, I've always felt this way, now with the connection its just amplified a thousand times over. I break away from him, looking up into his blue eyes. I can see a pool of emotions behind them.
"Lets go upstairs." I whisper the words but I know he can hear them with perfection.
His arms lift me up with ease. His arms wrapped tightly around my back, pressing my chest against his. Damon manages to open the front door to my house while still keeping me balanced. Not to mention while having his lips furiously working against mine. I shouldn't really be surprised though. He walks us up the stairs, I never once bother to break my lips away from his gorgeous lips. I should be worried about Jenna or Jeremy hearing something, I doubt that Jenna is even home. I push the thoughts far from my mind. At this point I don't care about getting caught.
We fall onto my bed with grace. I go to unbutton Damon's shirt and go for ripping apart the buttons instead. I don't want to wait to feel his skin against mine. I can tell that this surprises him a little bit but he quickly recovers pulling off my shirt quickly. I grin up at him before his lips come crashing back down onto mine. I go for his pants, furiously trying to get them undone while still keeping my lips on his. Before I can even get his button undone mine are already down past my hips.
Damon slides his hand down in between my thighs. I take in a sharp breath. His fingers slide my lace panties to the side. His fingers rub against the outside of my lips. If my body was begging for him before it was screaming, pleading and praying for him now. I can feel him smirk against my own lips. He breaks away from me, his fingers still lightly running across my skin. His eyes piercing my own.
Damon's fingers slide into me quickly and with ease against my built up wetness. My eyes widen from shock. I know he broke away to see my reaction. His infamous smirk is across his features. I bite down on my bottom lip as his fingers move in and out of me. With one fast push I feel them go deep inside of me and I can't help but moan out his name. "Damon."
His smirk turns into a smile. He knows that he has me, that I'm all his. I don't know how long he has wanted this but I do know that this is what he wants. He pressed his lips down against my neck. My breathing becomes more erratic. He places soft kisses against the side of my neck. I title my head to the side, moving my long hair out of the way for him to have better access. I feel him pull his fingers out of me and within a moment I feel him at my entrance. I arch my back as he fully enters me.
Its different this time. My body is quivering beneath him, begging for the change. I don't know how much longer I can last. I feel a change in Damon's emotions, a determination. I feel safe with him though despite the sudden shift in his emotions I feel safe.
I feel his fangs extend.
What wound have scared me months ago I was now welcoming. His fangs are cool against my skin. My legs lightly begin to shake, not from his fangs though. From the fast movement of him in me. I take my legs and wrap them around his back. I take my hands to place them on his back also. I can feel myself about to enter rapture, in the back of my head though all I can think about is his teeth sinking into my skin.
Damon pauses for a moment and I hold my breath.
I feel the sharp pain of his cool teeth break into my flesh. I scream out. Not in pain but ecstasy. Its what I've been wanting, what my body has been craving for. The warmth of my blood begins to trickle down my neck. My whole body goes into rapture as I feel Damon coming with me. The bite is what sent both of us over the edge. I dig my nails into the skin on his back as hard as I can. It will barely feel like a prick to him. He doesn't take too much from me but the whole thing make me light headed. I know that there is a smile across my face from the euphoria of the fresh bite.
I had always expected it to hurt, just like it had hurt when Stefan has bit my wrist. This was so different though. There was a pain to it but so much more. Its because it was from Damon. I could feel the connection flowing between us. Damon breaks away as my body is feeling the exhaustion of it now. I let my legs and my arms fall from around him.
He runs his hands through my hair. I never had to say anything but he knew exactly what I had wanted. It will hold me over for the moment but we both know that the bite will fade from me and eventually he will have to turn me.
I smile thinking about it. All of this agony will finally be gone. Not just that but I really will be able to be with him. I try not to think about the repercussions of what being a vampire will be like. The thought makes my smile falter for a brief moment. I quickly collect myself but feel my eyes flutter.
"You need to sleep." Damon says to me quietly as he continues to run his fingers through my hair. I don't find any energy in me to argue back.
"Stay with me." I whisper to him as I take one of my hands and wrap it up in his free hand. Damon nods his head in a yes motion at me. I know that he wouldn't leave me again but its comforting just having this small gesture from him. I smile as I close my eyes letting the exhaustion take me over. I can faintly feel his arms wrap around my body. I nuzzle into his chest welcoming any dreams that I may have.