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Title: I'll always love you

Summary: What if an ordinary day became not so ordinary at all? What if that "ORDINARY DAY" change the life of Nowaki and Hiroki

Disclaimer: Hello! if I own this I would no longer right it here instead I'll draw it on the manga :P

Warning:This is a yaoi fanfic meaning boyxboy, you don't like? then don't read. Peace !

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It was a long and painful day. I may look like okay but deep inside me, the idea of my beloved Hiro-san being dead hasn't sink inside me yet. Even though the funeral already ended, for some reason, I felt like Hiro-san was still alive and that his just at home waiting for me like he usually do. But unfortnately reality was cruel. As I arrive home, I sat at the sofa where Hiro-san and me usually cuddle or talk and as I was sitting and remembering all the times Hiro-san and me spend together, I happen to set gaze to Hiro-san's room. I got up and walk directly towards the bedroom and as I entered I smell the lovely scent of my beloved. And with that, I began crying again, I cried my hearts out and sleep.

The next day, I was still on leave from work so I decided to drink some beer. I know that it's a little early for drinking but I really felt like it because of the dream I had. My dream was about me chasing my beloved, even though how much a walk or run towards him I can't seem to get near him and even though his just in front of me, he doesn't seem to hear me calling out to him. That dream hurt's me so much because it was like it's telling me stop loving Hiro-san because his already far away and it also hurt me because even in a dream I want to see my beloved again smilling towards me but no it had to be that nightmare.

I continued drinking for a week and I decided to kill myself in order to follow Hiro-san until Tsumori senpai came and visited me.

"NOWAKI!" he screamed and demanded me to tell him whats happening.

I look up to him and said "Oh! Hi senpai, you see..." I stop because I don't know how to explain to him that I wanted to kill myself.

"See what? Come on explain to me" he demanded. I sigh and started explaining to him about the dream I kept on having.

"Nowaki, you need to face your dream and move forward" he began. "I know that you're still hurting but I also know the Kamijou sensei doesn't want you to be like this. I know that he want's you to be happy even without him in your life. I know he only wants the best for you."he said and then he gave me a tap on the shoulder while smilling.

"I..I..I... know but" I was crying while talking "How can I be happy without him? Hiro-san is the reason why I want to wake up in the morning and his also the reason why I want to coninue living everyday but now that his no longer around... How could I possible face tomorrow?"

"Nowaki, it takes time to heal a broken heart but even though a thousand year has already past, if you won't allow your self to heal then that thousand years were useless. And I know that Kamijou sensei was the reason you live but you can't just kill yourself just because his no longer around" he said with a concern look.

"Nowaki, think about this, if you kill yourself today and you were able to see you little lover again, what do you his reaction would be? would he be happy or no?

I stop and reflected on what Tsumori senpai said.

A/N :

There you have it, the chapter 6 of this story. It's kinda boring don't you think? I'm sorry for not updating, it's just that I lost my inspiration to write because there haven't been any update to JUNJOU EGOIST :'(. So anyway if there is any wrong grammar or spelling on my story, feel free to tell me... And THANK YOU FOR READING ! I DO HOPE THAT YOU CAN FIND THE TIME TO REVIEW MY WORK ;) OH BEFORE I FORGOT I WAS PLANNING TO WRITE A STORY ABOUT SHINOBU AND MIYAGI AFTER THIS, WHAT DO YOU THINK? TELL ME :*