A/N: I thought of this, and thought it would be cute to write, since they should totally get back together in the show. Anyways, thanks for reviewing, even though the last one totally sucked.:D
My Life Would Suck Without You by Kelly Clarkson
Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
I heard the doorbell ring, and since it was just me in the house, I went to answer it. I opened it up to see a figure clad in black and messy black hair. I looked up to his face and saw that his green eyes looked tired and regretful. We had been fighting the day before, and we haven't talked since. We get in bad fights sometimes, and that had been one of them. But every time, he always comes back to apologize.
"I'm really sorry, babe. I didn't mean what I said; I was just angry. It was stupid. All of it." When he said that, I looked up into his eyes, and my anger faltered.
Guess this means you take back all you said before
Like how much you wanted anyone but me
Said you'd never come back, but here you are again
The fight started out over something silly, and when neither of us would just back down and apologize, it got worse. He said that he'd rather be with Imogen, some crazy stalker, than with me. He said he'd rather be with anyone than me. He told me that we were done for good that time, and yet, here he is to get me back. And he will.
"I'm sorry, too. I should've just left you alone, but I didn't and I regret that." We stared into each other's eyes, before he pulled me into a warm, comforting hug.
Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here, somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me, and honestly
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
"Why do we fight?" I asked him, as we were sitting on the couch in my living room, me on his lap with his back against the couch.
"Honestly, I don't know, Clare. But we never seem to be able to stay away from each other. We're messed up, but I don't think that's necessarily a bad thing. We're different." He said this as though he had thought about it himself, before. I considered what he said.
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
"I shouldn't just walk away every time we argue. It was my fault anyway, because I started it, like always."
"No, Clare, you don't always start it. I was upset and I took it out on you. I shouldn't have done that." He sounded sincere, and in that moment, I remembered why I love him.
I know that I've got issues, but you're pretty messed up, too
Either way I found out, I'm nothing without you
We've both got baggage. I went through my parents' divorce, plus relationships never really work out, with me. Romantic or not, it just never works.
Eli dealt with the guilt of thinking that he was the one who caused Julia's death. It really messed him up, and so did what happened to me. I guess that we kind of depend on each other. We help each other deal, and we support each other. But we also find time to be happy, which is why we always get back together.
Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here, somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me, and honestly
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
I sighed, thinking about our whole relationship. We don't argue like that every day. In fact, it's very rare. But when we do, it really gets out of hand, and we always say that we're done for good. Yet, that never lasts longer than a few days.
"Let's just please try to not fight anymore. I need you, and I can't keep fighting like that. Please, let's try not to," I begged, being completely honest. I really do want us to work out, and I'm hoping we will.
Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can't let you go, oh yeah
Our relationship is messed up, and I'll admit that. We both know it is, yet we can't seem to stay away. Every time I try to just end it for good, I have to go back to him, because I need him. And I know he needs me, why else would he keep coming back?
Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here, somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me, and honestly
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here, somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me, and honestly
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
But oddly, I'm okay with staying in this fucked up relationship. It keeps me sane, even though sometimes, it's the reason why I seem so not sane. But we love each other, and that's enough to stay. I thought about how my life would be if we just stayed away from each other, and I just couldn't picture it. I know it would be boring, and it would really suck. I do love him; he's been there with me throughout everything.
"I promise to try not to fight with you, Clare. Because, as cheesy as this sounds, my life would really suck without you." I laughed, because it's like he was reading my thoughts.
A/N: This is really short, and I'm sorry about that. But my schedule's been crazy. I have soccer tryouts, plus summer reading (which I should really finish), and I start high school, soon. As a freshman, so that should be fun. -_- Anyways, please review! I feel like I'm writing this for one person, and I don't want to sound complainy, cause I'm not complaining. I love the reviews. I just need more people to review. Thanks for reading!