~~~~Flashback~~~~ Naruto 5 years-old

When I was five, I met Kabuto. The first time I saw him, he was the nicest person I've met.

That, however, changed when they started their torture. It all started about half a year after I met Kabuto. When they got sick of me.

They started to hit me, kick me, and yell out violent words and statements that pierced my heart like thousands of knives.

Five is the age I started to believe I was a monster. When I started to believe that I was not loved. That I was nothing.

~~~~9 years later~~~~

When I was fourteen they put a demon fox, named Kyuubi, inside of me. Sealed away in my 'stomach', you could say.

Fourteen, and I've been in Hell for nine years, but still held a burning flame within my eyes. Even though I still go through daily beatings, but today, October tenth, on my birthday! ….I spoke out.

It was on a Thursday, and they kept me 'home' from school to torture me some more for a 'present'. Right when I got to the bottom floor, something connected with my face, making me land on the ground with a 'thud'.

Then, I felt a foot connect with my gut. Once, twice, but on the third time I grabbed the foot and pulled till they fell down. I jumped on top of him right away, spotting a flash of silver hair. I knew not who I was attacking, rage had blinded me. The past anger catching up.

I straddled him, then started to punch him repeatedly in the face. "Naruto-kun." the person said with authority. I stopped and froze in fear when I realized who was under me. Kabuto took that moment, and in a swift motion, I was on my back, and him on top of me straddling me.

He grabbed my wrists and put them above my head. I shivered in fear thinking what he was going to do to me. He leaned down to my ear and whispered, "Go along with this, or you will gain a different punishment. Hmph. Trust me, it won't be painless." I could hear the smirk in his voice.

"My little Naruto..." he purred as he started to grind against me. I gasped at the sudden action. He went faster and faster. "Uunn." I moaned by accident.

He started to kiss up and down my neck. "Aah." I moaned when he hit a sensitive part. I felt him smile into my neck. 'I don't want this!' I thought. He started to suck and bite the sensitive skin of my neck.

I heard footsteps nearing from the kitchen. They stopped right where my head was. "Kabuto. What are you doing."

I recognized that voice as Orochimaru's. "Teaching him, Orochimaru-sama." Kabuto said while getting up and bowing his head to him.

"Teaching what?" The snake asked, amusement clear in his voice.

"That he has no power. That we are the one's with the power." He said while looking up, his glasses glinting in the dim light.

Meanwhile, I was lying on the ground, depressed, with tears slipping from my open and broken eyes. I could feel the last shred of hope, the last thought of defiance, disappear. I felt the fire, the tiny flame inside, burn out. I felt cold, dead, lifeless...nothing.

I heard a pair of footsteps walk away, getting fainter and fainter, till they completely disappeared. Kabuto bent down on one knee, leaned down and whispered, "Do you understand now? You will never escape from us."

He kissed me on my forehead, then my nose, and finally my lips. I didn't even flinch this time. I could tell Kabuto was pleased with my lack of emotions. He smirked, got up and walked away. I just lie there, all the light in my eyes gone. All the warmth replaced by bitter cold.

I felt dead.

~~~~Present Time~~~~

Naruto turned his head. His face blank, and said, "Mom." as if to confirm what she said.

"Hai! You will live with me and go to the school I am in charge of! Just like a normal gaki!" she smiled like she just won the lottery.

"Do you even care." Naruto said while looking out the window. Same broken face.

"Nani?" she asked taken aback by the question.

"So what if I died." He said while clenching the sheets. "So what if I died back there, or stayed and died. No one would notice, or care if a monster like me died."

Tsunade looked taken aback, but gained her composure fast. "Whatever gaki. I'll be here tomorrow to give you your school uniform. You are going to school tomorrow, so be prepared. See ya." she said while turning away and waved.

When she closed the door, Orochimaru's voice came back to him, "You'll never get away, Naruto-kun."

He looked around franticly, searching for him, when flashbacks of the pain and sorrow he had experienced hit him like a well aimed knife to the heart.

He started to sway, and see black spots fill his vision. The heart monitor started to beep rapidly, as he fell into blissful darkness.

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