Chapter II

Bella had a short drive home; it was a double edged sword living less than 10 miles from work. On the one hand you really never ran late, on the other, you were one of the first people called in because you could be there so quickly. It amazed her how Dr. Cullen could be such a bastard, but there were those times that he would show a nice side. And the side she saw in her dreams was way beyond nice. In those dreams he was a caring lover. He was there to make love to her and please her as much as she could take it. Bella shook her head to clear her thoughts, "NO! I love Jacob and I am happily married. I should not be having these thoughts or dreams. He has taken care of me, and stuck by me through thick and thin." Bella saw her house down the road, and she felt a slight pain in her heart. There stood a beautiful 5 bedroom house that would never have any rooms filled but hers. After Jacob's injury he couldn't have kids. She flashed back to the call a year ago, "Bells, this is Dad. I have a car coming over to bring you down to the hospital, Jacob has been shot, and it doesn't look good." Jacob was not always the responsible guy he is now, and her father was not happy about their relationship until he applied himself in school and joined the force. Now, not only did her father like him, but Jacob was his partner.

She pulled into the driveway and wiped the tear from her face. She couldn't let him see her upset. He seemed to know why she was every time, and she didn't want him to deal with any more unwarranted guilt than he already put upon himself. She walked up to the door and as she reached for the knob it opened.

"Home early, I haven't had time for my girlfriend to leave yet", he chuckled and picked her up in a big bear hug. The joke between them was always saying they had a girlfriend or boyfriend there. He kissed her and the hello kiss became deeper and turned into a passionate deep kiss. "Since we have some extra time, do you want to come upstairs and be my girlfriend before my wife gets home?" he chuckled, but his eyes were smoldering with passion. "Sorry, dear no. I am exhausted and want to catch a nap before we go to Alice and Jasper's tonight.

Jacob slowly put her down, "Get some rest dear, you need it." He kissed her cheek quickly and headed towards the basement door. He was going to lift weights again, lately she hadn't been in the mood and that's how he dealt with his pent up lust. Lately, that's a funny term. It has been about a month since they last made love, and only a few times since the dreams started 6 months ago.

Bella climbed the steps and collapsed on the bed and passed out imagining Jacob lifting weights: His biceps hard straining against the dumbbell's weight, his pecs standing out from his chest as they contract against the heavy bar above him, and his thighs that looked as if sculpted from marble as he does his leg lifts. None of those gave her that feeling in her lower belly. She had heard of couples working shift work falling into troublesome times intimately. Her last thoughts were of Edward, and she did feel those familiar feelings in her lower belly as she drifted off.

"Bella, I have been waiting for you. I was hoping you wouldn't take me up on the offer to leave early, and I am glad you stayed." There he stood in his doctor's coat, gleaming white, but wearing nothing else. He stood there with his pale skin that made the coat look that much whiter. His coppery hair, blue eyes, and his body; it was as if an ancient Greek sculptor showed up into the future and created a living statue, a love golem. His muscles matched his jaw, muscular and sharp edged. As her eyes slowly slipped down her body she felt a warm pulse growing in her lower belly, and the pulse became a throb as her eyes came to his stomach. It was a tight symmetrical group of muscles that could probably take a swing from a sledgehammer and not faze him. Then the throbbing became a wetness that started to flow as her eyes followed the V that started at his lower stomach and led to his long hard dick. He stood there, almost comically, with the coat open and 8 inches of him sticking out, calling to her. "I see you knew what was going to happen, you are so beautiful, but even more so naked. Every part of you is perfect, and together you are a pure masterpiece", he stepped forward and kissed her passionately. Their tongues taking turned exploring each other's mouth…

"Bella, time to get up!" here eyes snapped open. Where was she, home yes, that was it. She scanned the room. The bathroom door was slightly open with steam flowing out. Jacob walked out of the steaming room, naked. It was amazing how different, but similar they were. Edward pale, cut, and well endowed. Jacob tan, very muscular, but also well endowed. "You better hit the shower, we have to be there in an hour" Bella blinked a couple of times, and realized she wanted him. This is how it was; she only wanted him when she did not receive her loving from Dream Edward. She stood up and stripped off her scrubs. She walked towards him, and ran her hands across his chest, down his stomach, and wrapped her hand around his dick. "I think we have time for me to play girlfriend before you wife gets home" Jacob wasted no time and kissed her. He picked her up and placed her on the bed. He kissed her cheek then to her left ear. He whispered to her, "I know you are stressed and we are both tired, but I love you, and I sure as hell like making love to you!" He ran his lips down her neck, and playfully bit a couple times. He trailed his tongue between her breasts as he moved down to taste her. He placed kissed on her lower stomach then on the inside of her thighs. Finally he gave a few teasing kisses at her opening. Bella moaned in anticipation, but couldn't help herself thinking that it was Edward kissing her, sliding his tongue into her, rubbing her clit with his thumb. She felt guilty for a second, but that was washed away with an orgasm that wracked her body. She slid her fingers in his hair and pulled his face in grinding against his face. Her body spasmed again in another glorious orgasm and she let go of his hair. Jacob stood up and smiled, but all she saw was Doctor Cullen in his white coat. "Now that you have had a little fun, how about we both have fun together?' Jacob placed the head of his dick and her opening and slowly slid himself in. She could feel him fill her completely. It has been so long she felt as if he would tear open her vaginal walls. God it felt so good, why did she not want this all the time. No, it wasn't that she didn't want it all the time; it was just that she wanted it with Edward.

"Oh, god, this feels great" Jacob said as his thrusts increased in speed and depth. She felt another orgasm starting and when she looked at Jacob she could see it in his face too, well in Edward's face that is. The thought of Edwards face ready to come because he was making love to her pushed her over the edge and she came so hard her head felt like it would pop off, she couldn't scream any more, and her toes curled so hard it hurt. "Now that was worth the wait. Now, beautiful, hurry up and shower before my wife gets home." Jacob slapped her playfully on the ass as she got up and went to shower.

40 minutes later they were in the SUV and headed to Alice's house.