Kelly's P.O.V

The darkness and the pain, that's all there is. I don't know where I am? I remember the fire, and the screaming... did I die? Is that what this is? Death?

Wait no I can hear something, a beeping, like a machine. And footsteps, the door creaking. A door... so I must be in a room somewhere. I can't move... Or talk. What the hell? What's going on? What If I am dead, Or I'm not and they bury me anyway. What if I never start moving again! Oh my god no. This can't be happening. Life was so great, we saved the school, and I was about to... Flash... Oh no... If I'm like this what about Harry?

Wait... is that a voice? Muttering? Several voices maybe? Come closer... I can't hear you. Oh they are coming closer... someone's got my hand. Wait... If someone has my hand... there's still a hand to hold! I'm alive... at least I think I am.

I can hear Polly, and Rea and I think maybe Belle! Oh come on, one of you say something about Harry let me know he's alright! Wait Bell is talking.

"Flash... are you alright?" shes speaking quietly, as if I am dead.

"I'm," his voice is choking up, but it's there close by, "I'm fine Fritton, I'll be fine." He squeezed my hand. It's his hand. He's holding my hand and now my heart really is doing the mambo as cleaver would say. I would be smiling.

"Girls, Oi girls, 'er mouth twitched!" Harry's voice again from somewhere to my left. I can feel his breath now on my face, I can smell him, his cologne and he is stroking my hair.
"Kelly, Kel babe you need to wake up, for the girls, for miss F," He almost choked up again but he didn't mention himself "for me Kel, can you do that? Can you make yourself b etter for me? We still gotta go to tha' paramore concert ain't we?"

I will, I will make myself better for him and for Ruby-Rose. She needs me. I need him.
"Come on Kel, I need you. I... I love you." My heart stopped, literally stopped. I heard the machine give an extra beep. He loves me. He actually loves me. If I could I would be dancing. Literally dancing.

"Flash, did you see that... her heart stopped... and accelerated... shes alive... she can hear us!" Polly sounds happy. I can hear their footsteps as they all crowd in nearer. I have to get my hand to move. Just a little bit I need to show flash I care too!

The blackness has lifted slightly. All I am left with now is colours in front of my eyes. The only face I can bring to mind is Harry's. I HAVE to make my hand move. Maybe if I concentrate all the energy, the adrenaline, the hormones I felt go through me when he said those three words down to my hand...

"'er 'and!!! It moved! It bloody moved! She squeezed my hand!" How does his voice do that to me?
Andrea is speaking "Kelly did you squeeze Flash's hand because you like him back?" she asks. Damn Rea knows me too well. Ah well might as well tell him... "Don't worries Flash won't tell us if you squeeze again for yes" she sounds amused

"I won't tell em if ya do kel... not that you will but if you do i won't tell them nuffin. Promise." I know he will stick to that. I don't know why I trust him. I just do. I shouldn't. All my instincts. Every part of me that makes me who I am screams at me not to. But I can't seem to help myself. I have to squeeze again. There I did it. I think.

More footsteps, but they sound heavier and I think I recognise that smell. Miss Fritton. She has taken my other hand.


Five weeks later

I am still like this. I still can't move. Or talk. It's driving me insane. It's been four or five weeks. I think... roughly. The girls come every week. And so does miss fritton. Flash comes with Miss Fritton. Someone comes everyday but I don't know who. They come. Sit. Don't talk, don't come too near. Hell I only know they're there because I hear them get buzzed into the room and sit down on the squeaky fact they're here now.

Oh my god... I can move my hand, without a huge effort, thank god! my movement is coming back, maybe the darkness will lift soon!


I know this chapter is a bit short and kind of odd.. the next one will be better I have got a lot on my plate atm.
Please check out my other story, it is an idea and characters and storyline and everything my own... no one is really reading it atm so if you can please do.