Chapter 8

"Why didn't I listen and leave? Oh yeah. I'm an idiot."

I lay in my bed for a while, while the other three packed for a trip to Godric Hollow. Harry had made sure I wasn't mated to Kiyoto. Because I didn't love him back. So I wasn't mated or pregnant. Phew.

But every time I closed my eyes I thought about Kiyoto. Next time I saw him I will kill him. But things were in the past. We were going to Godric Hollow and everything was okay.

I got up attempting to smile. Packing my things I prepared myself to leave this dead place.

'Yashie.'

I hadn't realized that Harry and I were alone. I blushed a deep red my shoulder length hair swept down covering my face. 'Yeah.'

He sighed. ' I want to know the story about you a Kiyoto.'

I sighed. Not exactly a happy story, but I understood why he had to hear it. He wanted to know why it happened rather then jumping to the conclusion that Kiyoto or I was crazy.

Harry sat on the table as I took a deep breath walked over and kissed him. I felt like I was crazy but every kiss, every touch after all the Kiyoto did ,made the moments with Harry better. I laughed at the thought as Harry beamed, I guess he hadn't seen me like that for a couple of days.

'My love it's not a happy story.' I put his face in between my hands, a new feeling spreading in my stomach. A sort of need, just to make him happy.

'I want to know why he stopped us from being mates.' Harry frowned pure hate shooting through his face.

I smiled again as I pushed him on his back, laying on the table. He had misunderstood.

I had thought about this a lot, what happened. I had felt betrayed. I had never felt loved and that's all that I wanted from Harry. To feel loved.

'Harry, me changing my mind is an option at this point. We just have to wait for the right time.' I laid down curving my body to his, not putting any eight onto him. He kissed me this time, making my head spin.

'I got with Kiyoto three days before I left for Hogwarts. It wasn't a very long relationship. But memorable…

I was sitting under a tree, where he sat beside me thinking in silence. I was tearing leaves, heh, my heart was racing.

'InuYasha? Do you think I'm human?' Kiyoto had asked darkly.

I rolled my eyes. 'Why do you keep asking me that? You know I think you are.'

'I'm half, Human and dirt. To not feel, not own, but not return. I ask you because you are mine. No one else's. Ever.

He had terrified, and excited me. My father and mother had suspected what was happening and tried to interfere.

'Yashie, dear he's not healthy.' My mother had said soothingly. I didn't believe her, I growled under my breath as I packed for the Hogwarts. I hadn't told Kiyoto I was leaving yet, scared he might try and stop me.

'Look' I had turned around to see my fathers glare and my mothers pained look. ' I'll talk to him. No promises though.'

That night I walked to InuYasha's tree. Ever since we were born that place was special to us. And my mother had stringed photo's to the tree as a living memory. When Kiyoto was there he didn't take the news well.

Slap! I fell sideways and bounced up again. He screamed at me ' You're leaving me?' Slapping me again. I nodded trying not to cry. He gripped me by my hair slamming me against the wall. Remember what I told you InuYasha? About how I can't FEEL? And How I must OWN? You are mine! You will belong to NO ONE ELSE!'

I kicked him in the groan making my escape while he buckled over. Running I processed in my head that Kiyoto was crazy, and I was in danger if I stayed in my village. And that he would defiantly try to kill me when I left.

For the next two days I hid my bruises till they were gone. I left at mid day, making sure that was when Kiyoto was on the hunt for souls. He has none of his own. And Then I got to London and met you and I have never looked back towards him. I am in love with you Harry Potter. No matter what has happened, today I'm starting a new life. One with you. And only you.' I concluded as I could say no more. Harry kissed me hungrily as he rolled me onto my back and kissed me passionately, and I knew that he felt the same with me. No matter what, we would be together,. No matter what we would love each other. The whole world didn't matter. As long as this moment was ours. And the other could stand beside us.

Harry suddenly was kissing my neck in need. I understood it, but I couldn't reply. I had no pain now that everything about the doll of dirt was understood. Now is not the right time.

'Maybe tomorrow love.' I pulled her head back and kissed him gently. 'I love you. And I the best thing I ever did was leave that jerk.'

Harry smiled. ' Why didn't you leave earlier?' brushing my hair through his fingers.

I smiled. ' Why didn't I leave? Oh that's easy. I'm an idiot'