Chapter 10: Spinning
Chapter 10
Spinning
Bella POV
I remember walking… not really going anywhere… not really knowing where I was going, I just needed to get away from here, away from Dalana's worried eyes… from Alice and Rose's worried calls. I quickly grabbed my navy blue pea coat that went just past the knees. Yes it was raining here in Paris, the most beautiful city in the world. Grabbed my black and white polka dotted umbrella and headed out into the rain. I walked for a very long time, finally stopping to sit down on a bench to rest. I had no idea where I was, I didn't even know who I was. Who am I going to be without Edward? How would I keep living if he doesn't get better? Oh Edward… I need you. I leaned over clutching my stomach trying to grasp in some air, I felt someone sit down beside me.
Edward POV 3 hours before the crash
I woke up to the sun on my back… it felt nice. I heard someone close my door and I shot up out off my bed and into the floor, as the memories from last night flooded back. Bella came over… we talked in my room, I was trying to comfort her… I remember taking off her shirt and remembering how beautiful she was. I heard soft talking outside my door, then I heard the front door slam and a car start… oh no! Bella is leaving! I got up; wrapped my sheet around me and ran for the front door. Her car was already out of sight. Oh no what have I done! I slammed the door leaning against it and slowly slipped down towards the floor. I put my face into my knees, and rocked back and forth. I am such a horrible person! I have hurt Bella time and time again! I slammed both of my fists into my forehead in aggravation. I heard someone clear their throat and I looked up. There stood Emmett. Great, I didn't want anyone to see me act like this.
"What's up man? I saw Bella leave. What did you guys do?" he asked as he came and sat beside me.
"I've screwed up ," I said as I threw my hands in the air. "I slept with Bella, I've screwed up more ways than thought possible." I was whispering at the end.
"Edward… I've seen it in your eyes, you love her, and she loves you, if you really love her, go after her!" he said giving me a shove as I rose and ran to my bedroom to get dressed. I got in my car and sped away. I drove to her house first, and saw that their cars were gone. I then drove quickly over to the airport. I ran as fast as I could to where her plane was boarding. I ran pas Alice and Rosalie and almost to the plane. I could see a figure in the window catch sight of me and turn away. Bella… please forgive me. I could suddenly hear Emmett's words in my head. "Edward… I've seen it in your eyes, you love her, and she loves you, if you really love her, go after her!" He was right! I was going to go after her. I quickly ran over to the information desk and asked when was there next flight to Paris, she told me in 2 hours. I quickly paid for my ticket and went to sit down. I folded my arm around myself. This has to work! I thought as I waited. Alice and Rose waited with me. They told me they thought I was doing the right thing.
"Do you think she will ever forgive me?" I asked them
"Of Course!" Alice stated right as Rosalie said
"She loves you, of course she will forgive you."
"Thanks guys, that really makes me feel better." I said looking down again
"Plus, look what your doing for her! You're flying half way around the world just for her!" Alice stated, crossing her arms and leaning back into the seat.
"All passengers for the flight from San Francisco, California to Paris, France are now boarding." a females voice said
"Well that's me!" I said as I stood up and gave them hugs, I didn't have any bags, I didn't want to leave the airport. I entered the small plane and took as seat near the back by the window. I felt the plane start to fill up quickly. Then I felt the seat next to me move, I looked over to see an elderly lady smiling at me.
"So what are you going to Paris for, son?" she asked me in her raspy voice
"My love just left home, and I'm going to get her back," I said looking down, feeling embarrassed. "What about you ma'am?" I asked
"Oh my husband is they, he is dying of cancer, and I want to see him one last time before he goes." she said as she took a mirror out of her bag to look at her makeup.
"Oh… how nice, I… um… hope you I have a good trip." I said looking towards the window as I felt the plane lift into the air. I was only a short time later I felt the plane jump. What was happening? I saw flight attendants running up and down the isles.
"Passengers would you please buckle your seat belts, we are experiencing some problems and we are losing elevation. Please pull out your oxygen masks from above you and put them on. I repeat buckle your seat belts, and put on your oxygen masks."
I looked next to me worriedly to see that the woman wasn't in her seat! Where was she? I felt the plane start to wobble back and forth, then I heard a door open and looked back to see the woman walking back towards our seats. Right as she sat down there was a scraping noise as the back of the plane detached and was spinning quickly towards the earth below. We're all going to die! I looked to the old lady quickly before we hit the ground, only the see her face, it was a horrifying expression, she was screaming and crying. I felt the plane hit, and my last thought was. I love you Bella. Then everything went black.
Bella POV
I looked up to see Damon sitting down beside me.
"What do you want?" I asked, yeah I know I was being rude, but I wanted some time alone.
"Dalana sent me to come find you. Everybody is worried." she said
"That's stupid! They shouldn't be worried about me, they should be worrying about EDWARD! HE'S THE ONE IN THE COMA!" I screamed the last part. Then I finally broke down and started bawling on his shirt. He just let me cry there, gently rubbing my back.
"Shhh…. Shhh… everything is going to be okay." he said as he kept rubbing my back.
"I- I- I don't know how to live without him." I stuttered.
"I know, I know, its going to be all right, he's going to get better. Well lets stop talking about this, lets talk about something else. For instance do you know why everybody is worried about you?" he asked
"Because I'm fragile?" I asked
"No, because you have been gone for four hours. And you haven't answered your cell." he said.
"Four? Really? It didn't feel like I've been gone that long, maybe an hour at the most." I stated sitting up straitening up my coat, wiping the tears from my face.
"Yes, lets be heading back." he said standing up holding out his arm for me to take it as we walked back the way I had came, back towards the hotel. What was I going to do?
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Hello! Well there isn't much to say but, sorry it was so short, if anyone's got any ideas please share... I'm running out of them haha... umm should Bella be pregnant? Oh and there are links on my profile for her coat and umbrella… you can stand under my umbrella ella ella eh eh eh… "ehem!" Oh oops lol sorrys!:) PLEASE REVIEW AND TAKE MY POLL ON MY PROFILE! :)
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